Chapter 113 is still a lifetime
At around eight o'clock in the evening, Li Ran and his mother took the child to leave the Qin family.
Mother Qin didn't keep them, let them go, just let Qin Yuwen send them out.
Seeing this, although Li Ran knew this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart.
In the end, the two families still have a knot in their hearts, and it is still for the sake of the two children's faces that Qin's mother can let him enter the door, otherwise I am afraid that he will not even be able to enter the door.
This is actually very normal, after all, Qin Yuqing's death Li Ran has to bear a lot of responsibility, even if everyone knows that Li Ran is also very sad and painful.
If you want to resolve this contradiction, it is not just for him to come once or twice, what is needed is unremitting efforts.
Li Ran also understood that he had a long way to go if he wanted to get the understanding of the two old men of the Qin family, but he would not give up.
Because, what he owes Qin Yuqing and the second elder of the Qin family is too much and too deep, so much that it takes a lifetime to pay it back.
Thinking of this, Li Ran suddenly realized that he and his predecessor had now become more and more completely integrated, almost indistinguishable from each other.
After an initial malaise, he now has almost completely accepted the memories and emotions of his ex. He no longer deliberately rejects his family, and even naturally truly regards him as his own relatives.
In the face of this change, Li Ran can't say good or bad.
Occasionally, he would feel scared, afraid of losing himself, losing himself in his previous life. But more than that, it's about immersing and enjoying the world that is becoming more and more real.
Looking up at the cold moonlight, he sighed imperceptibly.
……
Out of the door, the alley was almost pitch black at a glance, except for a small dim light in front of a few households.
Letting his mother get into the car and hold the two children first, he turned to face Qin Yuwen, took out an envelope from his pocket and handed it to him.
"Money?" Qin Yu said in shock after reading the envelope.
"I can't ask for it," he shook his head and handed it back.
"Take it! Just think of it as pocket money," Li Ran said.
"No, I ......"
"If you want to take it, take it" Before he could finish speaking, Li Ran interrupted him strongly.
"Although your sister is gone, I have always treated her as my wife. Her parents will be my parents from now on, and her younger brother will be my younger brother. It was before, and it will always be, and it will always be" Li Ran said categorically.
Taking a deep breath and looking into Qin Yuwen's eyes, he asked, "Do you hate me?" ”
"I hated at first, I hated you for hurting my sister, but then I figured it out and I didn't hate anymore" I didn't expect him to suddenly change his words, but Qin Yuwen also said what was in his heart.
"You should hate me, I'm sorry for your sister, I'm sorry for my uncle and aunt," Li Ran said faintly.
"Brother Ran, you don't have to be like this. We don't blame you, Mom and Dad just can't accept it for a while, and they will figure it out later. Qin Yuwen couldn't help but persuade him.
He basically knows everything about the matter between his sister and Li Ran, and he knows that he really can't be blamed. And he was a little moved by what Li Ran said just now, he knew that Brother Ran was still the Brother Ran he knew.
"You can use the money yourself, you will take the college entrance examination soon, the school cafeteria is not nutritious, go outside every day to buy yourself more delicious supplements."
"I have enough pocket money for my own pocket money, and I usually go to school, so I don't use it much."
Seeing that he still refused, Li Ran waved his hand and interrupted: "If you don't need it, take it to Auntie, I will come over every weekend in the future, and I will tell her when the time comes." ”
"That'...... Alright!" Qin Yuwen hesitated and said.
Seeing that he had accepted the money, Li Ran patted him on the shoulder with satisfaction, and then took a note from his pocket and gave it to him.
"This is the address of where I live now and my phone number, remember to look for me if there is anything in the future."
"Well, I see, Brother Ran." Qin Yuwen nodded.
"Also, don't call me Brother Ran in the future"
"What's that called?" He's a little confused.
In the household registration book of "calling brother-in-law", Li Ran registered himself as a married widow, not unmarried.
After talking to him, Li Ran waved at him, opened the door and turned into the car, and the driver started the car and left.
It's not early, and the way back to Xishan Villa is quite far, so you have to hurry.
Although Ping Ping and An An slept late in the afternoon, they were still sleepy when it came to bed.
There was no accident on the road, and the two children fell asleep without accident.
The vibration in the car and the impact of cornering are like a natural cradle, plus the two little ones are already sleepy, so they fall asleep within a few minutes of the car walking.
Because it was driving at night, Li Ran was afraid that something would happen, so he kept asking the driver to drive slowly. But after all, the distance was not too far, so they went back in about an hour.
When I got home, I put the two children on the bed, made the crib for them, and then undressed them and put them in.
During this period, it may be that the range of movement is too large and wakes up An An.
Seeing that she was about to cry, Li Ran hurriedly patted and coaxed her gently, but she snorted a few times and fell asleep again, without waking up Pingping again.
After soothing the two little ancestors to sleep, he walked out of the bedroom lightly and went to the study next door to see his father Li Zhengfeng.
Although he didn't ask Li Ran to come back to see him, Li Ran knew that he must want to know the result.
After pushing open the door of the study and entering, as he expected, his father was waiting for him.
Without waiting for him to ask, Li Ran first told him in detail about the process of going to Qin's house and Qin's mother's reaction, and then said his decision to go once a week. However, he hid the money he gave Qin Yuwen.
After hearing this, his father didn't say much, but asked him to compensate Father and Mother Qin again.
After the report, Li Ran thought that there was nothing wrong, but just as he was about to leave, his father mentioned his work again.
He asked Li Ran: "Your mother told me that you don't want to be a policeman?" ”
"Well, the child is still young, and I don't want to trouble the family anymore, and I don't want to be tied to the unit. Besides, it's good to start my own company now."
Out of the fear of his father in his memory, Li Ran instinctively was a little worried, but he still answered bluntly.
However, to his surprise, his father did not insist on letting him work honestly, but encouraged him a few words.
"It's good that you can think like that," he said. A manly man should go his own way. ”
After a pause, he then put on a straight face and said, "But you have to remember that you can't do things that violate the law and discipline and corrupt the door, you know?" ”
"I will, don't worry, I will not disgrace you." Li Ran solemnly promised him.
Hearing his promise, my father smiled with satisfaction and said, "I believe in you."
After talking about work, he chatted with his father for a while while taking advantage of the rare harmony with his father. mentioned his adoption of Ding Man and Yaya, and asked his father's opinion.
He only wanted to raise two children simply, but his father and he thought about it differently.
His opinion was that if Li Ran made up his mind to adopt the child, let him directly change the child's surname and go to his name.
To be honest, Li Ran never thought about this, on the one hand, because of the influence of traditional thinking that Chinese people attach great importance to family names.
On the other hand, it is because he wants to provide a good environment for the two children to grow up, and when they grow up, "the sky is high and the birds can fly, and the sea is wide and the fish jumps", and he can be regarded as a successful retirement.
However, when my father said this, he also had some concerns.
After all, if you don't put the household registration in his name and don't change the child's name, it will be very inconvenient for both school and life in the future.
Based on this, Li Ran had to think carefully about whether he should change the surnames of the two children.
Just when he was busy thinking about adopting the Ding family brothers and sisters, in the Qin family, the envelope he gave was lying quietly on the coffee table in front of Qin's mother.
After he left, Qin Yuwen took the money back and thought about it carefully for a while, and finally decided to hand over the money to his mother for decision.
After telling her mother about the conversation with Li Ran in detail, she kept looking at the money on the table and didn't speak.
After a moment of silence, Qin's mother gave the money to her son and said, "Since it's given to you, you can use it!" ”。 With that, he sighed and turned to go into the bedroom.