Chapter 32: You May Be Sick
Xiangjiang only implemented monogamy in October 71, which made many people's thinking still unable to change, and also led to the fact that many people's parents still have wives and concubines.
This is the case of Weng Meilin, whose mother was only a concubine and was never accepted by her husband's family, and she did not receive any inheritance after her father's death.
In order to live, her mother had to remarry, and in 72 her mother immigrated to the UK with her stepfather, and she was supposed to follow her, but she was stranded in Xiangjiang for two more years because of formalities.
After finishing secondary school in 74, Weng Meilin went to the United Kingdom smoothly and lived in the United Kingdom for eight years, seven of which were spent in school.
In 80, she participated in the Miss British Chinese beauty pageant and won the second runner-up, and in 81 she received a bachelor of arts degree, and returned to Hong Kong during Easter in 82 after working in a design company for half a year.
Originally, she just came back for a vacation, but on a whim she participated in the Miss Xiangjiang selection, and although she only won the eighth place in the end, she signed a contract with TVB, which is better than Zhong Chuhong.
It's just that after signing the contract, as a newcomer, she didn't get the opportunity to star immediately, but was arranged to be a TV host, and the program she hosted was called "Women's New Look", which is a leisure program that mainly faces housewives and provides information, health, life, diet, etc.
Now she is still hosting this show, but she has gone further, and at the beginning of this year, she launched the first TV series "Thirteen Sisters" in which she participated, starring Huang Junhua and Huang Xiuxing, she is the second heroine.
This year, TVB is preparing to shoot "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", and Huang Rong, as the most important soul figure, plays an actor who directly determines the success or failure of the show.
To this end, TVB vigorously held an audition event called "Ideal Huang Rong", and directly brought the original author Jin Yong to let him decide the candidates himself.
At the beginning of the draft, more than 3,000 people came to sign up, and Weng Meilin was one of them, and was finally selected by Jin Yong as the actor of Huang Rong.
However, even if Jin Yong made the decision in person, people still questioned it one-sidedly, and they didn't think that she could play Huang Rong well.
Now that the first part of the TV series "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" "Iron Blood Dan Heart" has been filmed and is about to be broadcast, newspapers and magazines still have a negative attitude towards her.
This made her feel a lot of pressure and aggrieved, why did she work so hard, but she still couldn't get recognition?
However, the reason why she chose to commit suicide was not only because of too much pressure, in fact, she committed suicide twice when she was in the UK, but fortunately she was found and rescued in time.
may be because she thinks it will be better to talk to someone, Zhang Xiaoye broke the window and came in to save her, which also made her feel that Zhang Xiaoye is not a bad person.
So Weng Meilin said a lot without concealing it, and the suicide was bumped into, so what else is there to hide.
As a result, when Zhou Huimin came over from school, she happened to see Zhang Xiaoye listening to her story.
Not long after moving over, Zhang Xiaoye met a beautiful woman again, and Zhou Huimin's eyes widened.
After learning about Weng Meilin's suicide and Zhang Xiaoye's breaking in the window, after listening to Weng Meilin's story, all she had left was shocking.
As a young girl, Zhou Huimin has never considered the question of life and death, and Weng Meilin's three suicides shocked her.
After listening silently, Zhang Xiaoye said: "Actually, even if there is no disaster for me this time, it will not come, because you regretted it in time, but have you ever thought that you will not be so lucky every time, if you really die like this next time you try?" ”
Weng Meilin was very calm, and said with a little bitterness: "According to my state of mind at the time, if I die, I will die, and I will be a hundred, so I probably won't think about anything." ”
"But it's good to be alive, why do you want to die?" Zhou Huimin couldn't bear it, but she didn't know how to persuade Weng Meilin.
Zhang Xiaoye said: "I think you should be suffering from depression, it's best to see a doctor." ”
In the entertainment industry, depression is not uncommon, many famous people have suffered from it, and it has caused tragedy.
In recent years, people's general understanding of depression is not enough, Weng Meilin frowned when she heard it, and said, "Do you think I am sick?" ”
Zhang Xiaoye had no choice but to tell everything he knew about depression, and then said: "Because I think you are not such a fragile person, you will not be crushed by such a little pressure, the best way to face doubts is always to prove yourself to slap those doubters in the face, if you use death to escape, it will be too sad and pitiful, you should not be such a person." ”
Hearing his words, Weng Meilin smiled and said: "Depression turned out to be such a situation, if you don't say that I really don't know, then do you think I can still be saved." ”
"I know you don't take it to heart when you look at you like this, but it proves that even if it's really depression, it's still very mild, and it's not too troublesome."
After a pause, Zhang Xiaoye said: "Anyway, you pay more attention, it doesn't seem to have any impact now, and it may be a bigger blow in the future, everyone is a neighbor, if you need anything, just come to me for help, we will leave first." ”
"I will, anyway, thank you anyway." Weng Meilin thanked them again, and then sent them out the door.
Back at Zhang Xiaoye's house, Zhou Huimin still had some palpitations and said, "She won't commit suicide again in the future, right?" What if she really died, she was still so young and so beautiful. ”
Zhang Xiaoye touched her head and said, "If a person really wants to die, then no one can help her." ”
Zhou Huimin nodded and said, "If it's possible, you should help her more, it's really a pity to die like this." ”
"Our family Amin is so kind, don't worry, I will help her if possible."
Zhang Xiaoye said and took out the guitar from the music room and said, "Let's not talk about this for now, I just wrote a new song, and I'll sing it to you." ”
Fly, fly, fly
Look at the red dragonfly flying in the blue sky
The game keeps chasing his dreams in the wind
The sky is eternally home
The earth is his kingdom
Flying is life
……
We've all grown up
A lot of dreams are flying
It's like what I saw in childhood
Red dragonflies
We've all grown up
There are so many dreams to fly
Just like in mind now
Red dragonflies
After Zhang Xiaoye finished singing, Zhou Huimin didn't have time to speak, Weng Meilin's voice outside the window had already sounded, and said: "Your singing is really good, and the lyrics are written very charmingly." ”
Zhang Xiaoye looked at her speechlessly, "If you want to listen, you can come in and listen generously, why are you hiding outside the window?" It's not that you won't be allowed to come in. ”
Weng Meilin grinned and said, "I'm here to throw the glass that you shattered, and I can't help but come over to see what is going on when I hear the song, but now I really have to come in and listen to it." ”