Chapter 274: Decision

Chengcheng is very dependent on his mother, although he doesn't recognize life, but as long as he reaches his mother's arms, he will wrap his whole body around Yang Xiaobei's neck and snuggle intimately on her shoulder. At this moment, Yang Xiaobei can feel that this is the closest person who is dependent on his blood.

Gently stroking his back, Yang Xiaobei sighed and said, "Who would have thought that? Your father will not look back as soon as he goes, when will we have a person to rely on!"

Well, she admits that she was spoiled. Habitual dependence, habitual leisure, and now after learning that he will not return for a long time, I feel very lost. Although she has two lifetimes of experience, she has never been abroad as a poor person, and she doesn't know anything about foreign trade, import and export, etc., and this completely unfamiliar emotion that is out of her control also makes her a little afraid.

Maybe at the beginning of her return, with a little cleverness, she could still make a difference, but as time passed, this advantage became less and less obvious. In the final analysis, she is just an ordinary person, not a real genius or a visionary, even if she runs a clinic now, she is following her father's old path and relying on the learning experience of her previous life.

The only advantage that hit her the most was that she lost with her illness. Now she can't do delicate work, and she can only live in the clinic, which makes her very uncomfortable, who has always been proud, so she relies more and more on Zhou Pinzheng. Maybe it's an escape, under his wings, you don't have to worry about anything, you just go on with your head covered.

But the reality made her sober up soon, Zhou Pinzheng's career is getting bigger and bigger, and she is destined to go further. Dad became the principal, but he was young but already had majesty. My mother has gradually grown up from a little nurse who is panicked in everything she does. Everyone is making progress and finding their own value, but it is the self that led them before, but they are confused.

In fact, she was thinking about this question all this time. Will she leave her husband and children at home in the future and be a housewife with peace of mind? No, no, no, this is not what she wants. She has no ambitions, and she never wants to achieve anything big, but she wants to do what she can, do something meaningful, can help others, and of course, it would be best if she can support herself and achieve something in the process.

When Director Liao first found her, she thought it was a joke. In her impression, the women's directors were all middle-aged women in their forties and fifties, who spoke rudely and had a loud voice, and were busy with trivial things all day long. It is said that "don't treat village officials as cadres", but there are really few people who regard women's directors as cadres.

"Why are you standing here? Chengcheng is asleep, aren't your hands sore?" Yi Huifen sent her son to school to play - anyway, there are always people to take care of it, and the school is closed, and there are many children and it is lively, which is what Yang Wen likes the most at this time. There are not so many rules in the countryside, and it is common for the teacher's children to play in school. When I came back, I saw Xiaobei holding Chengcheng in a daze at the intersection.

Yang Xiaobei looked back, but no! The little guy was probably tired of playing, and he fell asleep after being quiet in his mother's arms for a while, "I didn't even notice it, I was talking to him just now!" The child fell asleep and was afraid of catching a cold, so he walked back for two months.

"Is it heavy? Why don't I come!" Yi Huifen habitually wanted to take a hand, "No, I can't hold it anymore after such a little road?" Yang Xiaobei said with a smile, her hands were a little sore, but Yi Huifen also had Yang Wen to take care of, as well as the work of the clinic and the housework at home, she didn't know how much busier than her, she had to learn to rely on herself.

"By the way, have you really decided to become the women's director?" Yi Huifen asked about this matter again, and stopped talking. "What's wrong? Do you think it's inappropriate?" Yang Xiaobei also felt that he was a little inappropriate, but he really wanted to try it.

There is nothing inappropriate, Yi Huifen of course believes that Xiaobei's ability can be qualified for this job, but now that Zhou Pinzheng is not at home, it is said that it will be a long time before he returns. Xiaobei is not in good health herself, and she has to carry a milk doll, which is already stretched. The women's director is not an idle job, she has to run all over the village when she has nothing to do, and she does some thankless things to make people complain. Xiaobei is young after all, what should I do if I can't stop others when the time comes?

What Yi Huifen was worried about, Yang Xiaobei had thought about it, but ......, "I actually have nothing to do in the clinic now, and you can already hold it up alone." I don't like to just mess around. She said, "Sister Peng, you and I both know that there are many more in the village, and I hope to help them as much as possible if I have this opportunity." ”

Speaking of which, Yi Huifen couldn't say anything against it. She has always known that Xiaobei is such an old-fashioned and enthusiastic person, and she wants to help anyone when she sees her. Since the clinic opened, it is said that the business is good, but the profit is almost none. When encountering a lonely old man, or an old patient with a difficult family like Sister Peng, Xiaobei either doesn't want money, or charges a cost price, and after a long time, no one knows how much credit is paid.

If Yi Huifen knew that Yang Qitai also had a credit book, she would not be surprised. The father and daughter are both rotten and good people in the same vein, and when they see the pitiful, they can't help but want to help. Yang Xiaobei is not as noble as her father's sentiments, at least she is now worry-free about food and clothing, and she has a rich net worth, while her own family was bitter back then, and she had to pay for the patient on credit, and then pay out of her own pocket to buy medicine...... For this old mother, I don't know how many fights I have had with him.

In order not to follow in his father's footsteps, Yang Xiaobei was very prescient to treat the money in the account book as his own, and make up the deficit on time every time, so that the clinic could continue to operate normally.

Having the opportunity to help others is what she is good at, no wonder she is tempted. After carefully placing Chengcheng in the cradle, covering it with a small quilt and patting it gently, let him sleep peacefully, Yang Xiaobei straightened up and rubbed his arms, and said to Yi Huifen, "Don't worry, I'm fine, have you forgotten how capable I am?"

Then you should stand and talk and don't rub your waist! Yi Huifen complained in her heart, since Xiaobei has already decided, then there is no need to say much, the family has to support it, right? As soon as he went back to talk to Yang Laohan, he simply said, "Then Chengcheng will be brought by me, anyway, I am idle now." ”

Yo, this is really rare, the old man took the initiative to take the baby, and sincerity is not small. Yang Xiaobei held his son's little hand and said, "Thank you grandpa!" Chengcheng didn't care, twisted his little buttocks and turned his back to the old man - the smell of cigarettes on his body was too strong, and the little guy didn't like it.

This is difficult to do, the old man has been smoking dry tobacco for half his life, and it is impossible to quit for a little doll like you. However, Yang Laohan found this problem, and endured not smoking when he stayed with his grandson every day, and did not hurry up to order it until he fell asleep or sent it back at night, which was enough to save face. The old man who has been strong all his life, for the youngest grandchild, any little change is worth moving.