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——Today's second watch——

Sunday

I don't know how to face her tomorrow......

A feeling like weeds, since I said that to Liu Zhihong today, crazy has grown.

I'm getting more and more confused about myself......

Do I like her?

I don't know, I feel like I'm lost in my heart, and there is some joy mixed in the panic.

I hid in my room alone and searched for her name on my phone.

The encyclopedia shows her information, and I write it down very carefully.

It was a celebrity who became an upper-class socialite at the age of thirteen. I guess I've been keeping a low profile before......

R。 Costume designer of baest studio, main work: MagicalThangka. There are several pictures next to the [Magic Thangka Series].

It seems that the design was very good before......

I continued to flip through the encyclopedia, since there are still character evaluations.

A foreign socialite, whose name is so long that I can't remember it, evaluates her as follows: a keen perception of fashion, a body shape that combines the bodybuilding of Western women and the mystery of Oriental people, dignified and elegant manners and cultivation, and is the new blood and gem of the social circle.

People who have worked with him say: Miss shlly is a very conscientious person, gets along well with people, has high requirements for the quality of work, and although the design is relatively small, it is very promising.

My friend Kathleen [Catherine] said: Communicate with her, often ignore her age. It was very comfortable and pleasant to communicate with her. I am fascinated by her temperament.

I looked at the encyclopedia and laughed all the time. I inadvertently looked in the mirror and found out that I ...... It turns out that I'm close to being a straw idiot......

Thinking back to that day, Lao Wang was not in the practice room, I went up to the third floor to look for him, and I saw that scene......

My heart was full of anger, and I was very angry...... Let's beat her...... Did I like her at that time? No...... Maybe earlier......

Now I can't face her, and I'm suddenly afraid that my mind will be seen by her......

My mind is full of her.

She was an orphan, alone with her brother, went to school with me, had a rich family, and had a ...... personality Seems a little suspicious.

I am not in good health and often go to the hospital.

It's very fragile and needs to be protected......

I really wanted to see her face again, picked up my phone, and looked at her photos in the encyclopedia, there were only a few, except for one art photo, the others were all photos of the designer at the clothing exhibition of Qingyi*1*color*1*.

There are a lot of photos on the second floor of her house, hers, her brother's.

His brother was handsome, I really thought so, but I knew that the average European and Asian had different aesthetics.

Shirley is very good-looking, with Asian facial features and a slight height.

Suddenly, I felt that I was suspected of voyeurism.

Turn off the phone, still thinking about her.

Secretly scolding himself for being unproductive, thinking about her all the time, can he break it?

I don't know anymore......

The first time we met, it was she on the podium, and she said please advise.

At that time, I thought she was just an ordinary classmate. But now it's more than that.

Liu Yao likes her!

When I knew, it was hard to support him.

I found that I was selfish and cared a lot about the relationships around her, and the people who cared about her.

I really want to get rid of Liu Yao's thoughts.

I don't know what the future holds, but from now on, I just want to bury this throbbing in my heart.

She is so good, there will definitely be many people who chase her in the future.

I'm afraid I'm not good enough now, and her excellence has hit my self-confidence.

She is the phoenix among people, so she needs a true dragon son to be worthy of her.

Can I really do it?

Right now...... Minors, millionaires, are not very rare in foreign countries......

I thought too far, but when I thought about it, I felt sad in my heart.

Admittedly, I love her.

But the question is, am I worthy of her?

It seems that it is because of the lack of family love that she is such a character, as if she can never fully trust others, and she will leave immediately.

If you don't have to be loved, then I'll come, okay?