118. Chapter 118, Lan Fei'er, Heartache, Isn't It?

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The chaos of the house was obviously caused by someone, even the dining table was smashed into a mess, and all kinds of previous furnishings were completely turned upside down. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Lan Fei'er's puzzled eyes changed to nothing: "What...... How so...... During the time I was away, ...... What's going on? ”

In this way, her whole person changed from a soft smile on her face to a bald indifference in an instant. The heart, as if someone had suddenly hollowed it out, was still bleeding after the heart was dug open, and the pain was still violently biting her.

No one knew what it felt like to have a strong sense of self-reproach and sudden fear at the same time. At this time, it was as if she was the only one in the world for an instant. She began to be afraid, this time Ling'er Baby really couldn't find it. She began to fear that she was going to go back to the empty and helpless self she had been three years ago.

"Ling'er, where are you? Tell Mommy if it's okay......"

"Lan, can you tell me where the hell have you been?"

"Ling'er, I'm sorry...... Mommy shouldn't have left you, Ling'er, it's Mommy's mistake, Mommy is wrong, come back soon......"

"Ling'er, Mommy is home, Mommy is back, Ling'er baby should hurry up and go home to find Mommy, okay......"

"Ling'er, Mommy is very worried about Ling'er's baby, Ling'er don't play peek-a-boo, okay...... Come out and talk to Mommy......"

"Ling'er, Mommy won't force you to eat bitter melons in the future, Ling'er is good. Mommy is looking for you again, you come back to Mommy, Mommy is waiting for you at home...... Ling'er ......"

"Ling'er, where the hell are you...... Woohoo......"

"Mommy can't find you, what should Ling'er do, Mommy doesn't know where Ling'er is hiding, tell Mommy if it's okay......"

"Baby Ling'er, Mommy is wrong, Ling'er ........." She was so scared that she ran from place to place, she was so scared that she searched through the whole slum village, she was afraid to find the market from the slum village, she was afraid to go to the market and return to her home to rummage again, and finally she fell to her knees in the street and blamed herself for herself.........

When the moon hung high, the sultry full moon seemed to stretch Lan Fei'er's kneeling figure as if it was deep in the same sense. When the evening breeze hit, she finally couldn't hold back the pain of all kinds of pressure in her heart, she thought that she had tightly pursed her trembling lips, and she would swallow tears into her stomach. But no matter how hard she tried, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stop the eyes that began to burst into tears. As soon as the tears burst to the touch, it poured out of her hollow eyes like a flood of beasts.

Lan Fei'er palpitated in an instant, immediately raised her sneering scalp, and then squeezed her eyes desperately, biting her lip flap desperately, trying to let her tears go. Because she knew that Baby Ling'er didn't like her to cry, she promised Baby Ling'er that she would never shed tears easily!

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When Lanceling had just learned to walk, he could speak a little bit of a child's voice. One night, Lan Fei'er finally lulled Lan Seling to sleep, but because she remembered her biological parents in another time and space, she was touched for a while and wiped her tears uncontrollably.

The fat hand stained with beads crossed Lan Seling's cheeks for a while, and Lan Serling, who was easy to wake up, suddenly woke up from her sleep and saw Lan Fei'er's crystal clear tears, and then raised her little short hand to wipe Lan Fei'er's tears, and made a shy expression with a smile: "Mom......... Mother...... Mommy...... Ashamed...... Shame on ......"