Chapter 510: Why Are You Hiding Inside the Iron Sheet
After this illusion ended, Tony didn't show any excess, just sat at the table for a long time, his expression was still a little straight, and the glass of whiskey he poured himself was in his hand, but he didn't drink a sip, and all the ice cubes in it melted.
Looking at Tony's appearance, Evenson also muttered a little in his heart, could this be because he used the fear technique just now too much and directly scared him stupid, right?
"Huh?" Tony seemed to wake up suddenly, and it took a long time before he asked, "What did you say?"
"I'm asking you how you feel. Evenson rolled his eyes and repeated the question.
"It feels..."Tony then remembered to take a sip of the glass of wine in his hand, loosened his shoulders and recalled the environment just now, "It was quite scary, but now I still think..."
Tony turned his head to look at Evenson, and said very seriously, "I still think Aunt Peggy is a little more scary." ”
"It's going to hurt you to say that, Tony. Evenson smirked and said, "I'll tell Ms. Carter what you think." ”
"Don't. Tony seemed to be knocked down, and immediately put it down and waved his hand again and again, "However, through this illusion, I also recognized myself, yes, the matter has passed, but how can I explain it to myself? Holding a nuclear bomb and rushing into a wormhole, can this kind of thing really be regarded as the past and be over?"
"The Battle of New York changed me completely. Tony finally said in a deep voice.
"You're still scared, aren't you?" said Evenson, "What happened in the illusion just now is what you're afraid of, right?"
Fear cannot be fabricated out of thin air, not to mention that everyone's fear is different, and it must be based on reality. Although the environment just now was deliberately guided by Evenson, it was not the thing that Tony feared the most, he was really afraid that he would not be able to escape at that time, and he would be swallowed up by the nuclear explosion.
"How can you not be afraid, man?!" Tony didn't seem to want to hide anything anymore after being stimulated one after another, "I'm not Thor, I'm not a god!, I don't look like you, you can do magic!, you don't have to do anything, you can turn enemies to ashes with a wave of your hand!"
"Am I magical?" Evenson laughed dryly, then asked with a stunned expression, "Do you know how many people I've killed, Tony?"
"Hmph, haha..."Tony burst out laughing when he heard this question, "Did I kill fewer people?!" Tony pointed to the screen on the side, and a large number of avatars appeared on it, "Everyone I killed has a file here, do you want to call it up and take a look?" I bet..."Tony poured a glass of whiskey, walked over to Evenson, shoved the wine into his hand, and said, "I definitely killed more than you." ”
"And how did you feel when you killed these people?" Evenson took the glass and took a sip before setting it aside, "Does it feel good to kill?"
Tony gave Evenson a blank look, he was not a perverted murderer, nor was he one of those numb soldiers who had already killed and killed, even if he didn't feel anything when he was in the adrenaline rush at the time, but in retrospect, it was definitely not a pleasant memory.
"What about you, how do you feel when you hurt someone?" asked Tony rhetorically after taking a sip of his wine.
"Nope. Evenson replied without even thinking about opening his mouth, "The feeling I felt when I killed someone, I just didn't feel it." ”
Evenson put his glass down and stood up, explaining, "It's not that I'm numb from killing too much, it's that I didn't feel anything at first." I don't even remember when I first killed someone, I don't remember what the first guy I was injured looked like, I can't even remember if it was a man or a woman, it's like... I've never cared about anything like that. ”
"Really?" Tony was incredulous, because no matter who it was, the experience of killing someone for the first time was relatively profound. Like himself, he was in a hurry to escape from the terrorists' captivity at that time, but the face of the guy who gave him the first kill, even now he remembers it vividly.
"Of course it's true. Evenson nodded, he wasn't lying, "I've had people turn to ashes in an instant in my hands, I've tried to torture people to death by my magic, I've watched a person turn into a puddle of pus in front of me, but I haven't... Well... This kind of feels like that. Speaking of this, Evenson paused and frowned, "The smell of this method of death is more unpleasant, and the puddle of pus is more troublesome to clean up, but as far as the process of killing him is concerned, I am still... There is no feeling. ”
"Is there a congenital lack of emotion?" asked Tony, putting down his glass. There will indeed be some perverted murderers who are not resistant to such things as killing people at all, and even have feelings of excitement and pleasure. If, as Evenson had said, he didn't even feel that way, killing someone wasn't even as touching him as much as how he cleaned up his farm water from the floor.
"It's not. Evenson's eyes saw and he said, "From the moment I studied magic, a piece of my soul was permanently missing, my soul was no longer whole, and this led to the fact that when I die, I will neither go to heaven nor hell, but to go to more terrible places." ”
"Oh, that's unfortunate. "Really, Tony is kind of sympathetic to Evenson now.
"That's the price I paid for gaining power. Evenson slowly walked over to Tony, looked him in the eye and said, "Each of us paid for power, I, Natasha, Hawkeye, Captain America, we all paid for power, and you? What did you pay?"
"Actually, Thor, no, he was born a god. Watching Evenson Tony, who was approaching step by step, unconsciously took two steps back while quibbling, and to be honest, he did feel a lot of oppression.
"Thor's price, his father and grandfather have already paid for him. "Thor's ability to be born a god comes from the hard work of his ancestors, who created the Asgardian Divine Realm, and has worked hard for him. It's really enviable.
"But Tony, you paid almost nothing. ”
Hearing this, Tony unconsciously looked down at his chest, isn't it a price to have an electromagnet on my chest?
But Evenson didn't think so, "Don't look there, that device on your chest didn't give you anything??the knowledge you need to create steel armor..."Evenson reached out and patted Tony's head, well, it's so convenient, you can do it with a slight lift of your hand, "It's already in your brain, this device in your chest, this injury you suffered, it's just a pre-emptive stimulus for you to apply this idea to reality, have you paid any other price besides?"
"Okay, I didn't pay the price!" Tony turned and walked out for a long distance, as if he was a little broken, "Doesn't that just show my current state? You paid for the power and that power is in your body, but I, and I, am just an ordinary person hiding in a tin sheet!"
"You're on the right track. Evenson walked up to a pair of steel suits, looked at them carefully, and said, "But it's still a little bit close. ”
Knock knock... Evenson tapped his hand on the helmet of the Iron Suit, turned to Tony and asked, "Why are you hiding in the Iron?"