Will is an abstract word, but when it bursts out, people can really feel its existence.

Ma Xiuying fought against the disease again and again with a strong will, and this time was no exception. Under the sleepless care of Dao Yan all night, and the fact that she had only had a mild stroke, she was able to say some short words after three days, such as "you, me, water, sleep, eat......"

Zhu Yuanzhang was overjoyed, and immediately ordered an amnesty for the world, prayed for the queen, and signaled the imperial court to no longer pursue Hu Weiyong's case, but only punish the evil, and at the same time abolished the Zhongshu Province and the minister's office. This is his promise to Ma Xiuying, and he did not mention this matter during Ma Xiuying's lifetime, and it was not until after Ma Xiuying's death that he reliquidated Hu Weiyong's henchmen.

The officials who had been in a state of panic all day long, and the officials who had their heads on their heads could finally breathe a sigh of relief. Now there are no other dissatisfied thoughts about Ma Xiuying, and they all hope that this queen mother will live a long life, and only with her can she resolve Zhu Yuanzhang's anger and save everyone's lives.

The praise of the people and the respect of the officials no longer matter to Ma Xiuying, she only wants to get better as soon as possible. Even when she later learned that there were scorpions and centipedes in her medicine, she drank it without frowning.

After months of massage and reconstruction, she gradually regained sensation in her hands and feet, and although she was not able to lift heavy objects, she was finally able to touch the face she had always wanted to touch. She lightly traced the wrinkles on Dao Yan's face with her fingers, and said with emotion: "Fortunately, you are here." ”

At this stage, they don't have to say anything like "I like you, I like you" before, each other's hearts have long been blended together in helping each other again and again, she worked hard for him, he forgot to sleep and eat for her, what else do you need to say?

"I'll always be there. I don't know when, Dao Yan no longer calls himself a poor monk, since he can't be a pious disciple, then he will accompany Ma Xiuying wholeheartedly through life.

"I know. Ma Xiuying lowered her head with a smile, but thought in her heart that if one day the limit came, she must send Dao Yan away in time, so as not to let him bear Zhu Yuanzhang's anger.

"You're thinking nonsense again. Dao Yan's tone revealed displeasure, in the past few months of getting along day and night, he has fully understood Ma Xiuying's habits, and he can detect Ma Xiuying's mood through a subtle small movement.

"I was thinking that if there was a next life, you wouldn't let go after you found me. Ma Xiuying's seemingly joking words carried a hint of seriousness and expectation.

"I'm not going to let go. Pain and chagrin appeared on Dao Yan's face, and he suddenly said seriously: "Let's leave the palace, I'll take you overseas, and we'll go find Xiao San." ”

This is a ridiculous and bold idea, but Dao Yan doesn't think that it can't be implemented, he can use medicine to make Ma Xiuying fake his death or directly say that he will take Ma Xiuying out of the palace to visit a famous doctor, with Zhu Yuanzhang's attention to Ma Xiuying, maybe Zhu Yuanzhang will agree to let Ma Xiuying go out of the palace to seek medical treatment. Once they are outside the palace, with the wooden dragon giving them cover, it is not impossible to escape overseas.

Ma Xiuying opened her mouth wide in shock, she was not surprised by Dao Yan's suggestion, but surprised that Dao Yan seemed to be a different person, where did the obedient Dao Yan go? Who changed her to a deviant guy? Could it be that Dao Yan was also crossed?

She hurriedly asked about the past few years in Suzhou, Dao Yan answered them all correctly, she put her mind at ease, Dao Yan remembered the past, indicating that he was still the deity. If he had followed the rules, he would not have befriended the son of a businessman like Shen Wansan and an orphan girl like her; if he had followed the rules, he would have obeyed Master Yao's arrangement, participated in scientific examinations, married a wife and had children; if he had followed the rules, he would not have given up his status as a noble son and become a monk......

This is Dao Yan's nature, but for her sake, Dao Yan still came to the palace to be subject to all kinds of constraints and all kinds of humiliation.

Seeing Ma Xiuying's expression change, Dao Yan was a little anxious, "You don't want to?"

"Yes, I can't leave here, I can't leave my children and grandchildren. In an instant, Ma Xiuying had already thought a lot, even if she didn't have the idea of changing the fate of Zhu Biao and Zhu Xiongying, she couldn't leave the palace.

Daoyan's suggestion is good, but it is very difficult to implement.

Even if she took the medicine and faked her death, she would inevitably be buried in the heavily guarded imperial mausoleum after she died, which was not as easy as Shen Wansan's burial in the wilderness.

Moreover, even if Zhu Yuanzhang promised her to go out of the palace to seek medical treatment, he would definitely send countless soldiers to escort her, and they would really be able to escape from under thousands of pairs of eyes? Impossible, after the Yizhi incident, Zhu Yuanzhang had already ordered a complete blockade of the coast, and her Yizhi was like waste paper, and once she took it out, her identity would be exposed faster.

There is another point that Dao Yan and Ma Xiuying both know, Ma Xiuying's time is running out, she asked Dao Yan to take her away at the risk of killing her head, but in the end she won't live for a few days, what's the point of doing this, maybe she got sick on the way to escape, but she implicated Dao Yan.

At the same time, although Dao Yan is a monk, he still has a big family in the world, they patted their ass and left, leaving this big family to bear Zhu Yuanzhang's anger? Although Dao Yan rarely mentions the Yao family, Ma Xiuying can still feel Dao Yan's guilt for the family, if this family is overturned because of them, I am afraid that Dao Yan will live in self-blame and pain in the next life, which is not what Ma Xiuying wants to see.

Thinking of this, Ma Xiuying repeated again firmly, "I will not leave." ”

Dao Yan's bright eyes dimmed instantly, he wanted to take Ma Xiuying away many years ago, but Ma Xiuying refused, and many years later he wanted to take Ma Xiuying away, but Ma Xiuying still refused.

An embarrassed smile appeared on his pale face, and he said self-deprecatingly: "It's the poor monk who has overpassed, don't take it to heart the queen mother." ”

This sentence is like a sharp sword cutting a trench between the two, Ma Xiuying's tears are like rain, shaking, he must have misunderstood that he is reluctant to leave this life of fine clothes and food.

Dao Yan's heart, which had hardened just now, was instantly numb, and he hurriedly supported her, and coaxed helplessly: "Don't be angry, you can do whatever you want, I will listen to you." ”

"I don't want anything to happen to my child, I don't want you to have an accident, I don't want your family to have an accident......"

Ma Xiuying sobbed, Dao Yan had to distinguish carefully to hear her words clearly, and when he listened to Ma Xiuying's crying word for word, he was silent.

In a trance, he seemed to see Zhu Yuanzhang sneering coldly: "Under the Putian, it is not the king's land; You're just an ant in my eyes, where can you escape, and where can your family flee?"

Damn the imperial power! Damn Zhu Yuanzhang! Dao Yan clenched his fists unconsciously.