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Time flies, time flies, Sun Ce spent the restless sophomore year of high school, stood at the starting point of the third year of high school, looking back at his sophomore life, he always felt that he was really ridiculous, and it was also appropriate to use his father Sun Jiachang's words "commotion". Although his academic performance has always been the first in the whole grade, he completely brought his sister Li Yuedi into a love network that he couldn't extricate himself from. If he hadn't kept the bottom line, his sister Li Yuedi almost sacrificed herself for him several times, and once a month on the way home and school, there would be two stormy love battles, at the beginning, Li Yuedi's messy touch on Sun Ce, and a little bit of complaint prevention, and then he actually relaxed and accepted any part of his caressing, Sun Ce felt very afraid, if it developed like this, he was really worried that he would do something sorry for his sister Li Yuedi in high school life. He knew that his sister Li Yuedi loved him deeply and was afraid of losing him, but the more he loved him, the more he felt guilty, and he was determined not to do stupid things anymore, bury this love deep in his heart, and wait until he graduated from college and worked in the future, and then renewed their love. Li Yuedi's grades are still very poor, in the past, she just couldn't understand English, and now there is no way to improve mathematics, but her singing is getting better and better, and she is becoming a propaganda committee member of the student union, and she has undertaken the main task of doing a literary and artistic activity in each class.

The head teacher, Ms. Liu Lili, paid close attention to herself, closely monitored her every move in the school, and did not let him cross the thunder pool in the school. I must talk to him once a week, and most of the topics are to cherish the good time, to be diligent and diligent, to have ideals, to be admitted to a good university, to contribute to the country, to be a man with a sense of responsibility, to believe that knowledge can change fate, to have the psychological quality to resist interference, etc., and finally to warn him not to fall in love. In Sun Ce's view, the words of the head teacher Liu Lili are very reasonable, and the repeated exchanges have obviously achieved good results. Sun Ce decided to tell his sister Li Yuedi about this idea on the way home, and he believed that his sister Li Yuedi would definitely support him.

After the first month of the third year of high school, the school had a two-day holiday, and as in the past two years, Sun Ce and Li Yuedi rushed home together, they walked to a mountain col, which was the place where they were stormy, Li Yuedi slowed down, looking forward to Sun Ce's signal, and sure enough, Sun Ci stopped her, Sun Ce said: "Sister Yuedi, I see that our one stopped in advance, what do you see?"

"What? Why? You have someone else? You don't love me anymore?"

"No, no, I'll always love you alone"

"That's why stop for a moment, you must have changed your mind"

"My sister really hasn't changed her mind, but sister, we can't do that, because we're all adults, we need to be reasonable, you are getting better and better now, and you are getting more and more feminine, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to control myself and do stupid things."

"Excuse, you are an excuse, you must have something, isn't it Gao Ziqi."

"No, really not, Gao Ziqi is absolutely impossible, I am not a person with him, he is like an upstart, I don't look down on her at all."

"That's Deng Linlin, she's so tall and so beautiful."

"No, really not, in my heart you are the best-looking, no one can replace you, it's not in the eyes of a lover, really you are the best-looking, I've seen you for eighteen years, my sister is the best-looking"

"Eighteen years, aesthetic fatigue isn't it?"

"You see where you have gone, what aesthetic fatigue, I haven't seen it yet, why is it aesthetic fatigue?"

"What else haven't you seen clearly?

"Sister, when I was a child, I saw it clearly, but now that you have grown up, you are so beautiful, I really didn't see it clearly."

"Then why don't you want to continue with me," Li Yuedi said with rain.

"Sister, we can't be stupid, Teacher Liu Lili said well, a man must have a sense of responsibility, I want to be responsible for you, sister, if we continue to be stupid, we are irresponsible to you, I am really ashamed of you in my heart, you gave me everything, but I can't give you anything."

Li Yuedi said with tears in her eyes: "Fool, I gave you something, I didn't give you anything, you touched my body, I also touched you, it was flat, it is equivalent to you giving me a bath, I rubbed your back, it's okay, don't feel guilty"

"Sister, you are really good, we are both in the third year of high school, our main task is to study, I want to take the university entrance examination, take the entrance examination to a good university, repay my dear sister, and when I get the college notice, I will let my sister love her to the fullest"

"But I'm a little worried that you'll change your mind, I'm definitely not going to be able to get into college, you're gone, what should I do?"

"It's okay, when I go to college, you can come to see me, or find a job in that city, won't the problem be solved?"

"Maybe it's hard to find a job, right?"

"No problem, you have a culture, others can find a job without education, can't you find it yet, you can do sales, you can definitely do a good job"

"Okay then, but brother, you really can't leave me alone."

Sun Ce kissed Yuedi gently, Yuedi was in a much better mood, and sang the song "A Cloud Made of Rain in the Wind" in a low voice, "There is a cloud made of rain in the wind, a cloud made of rain, the heart of the cloud is full of rain, the drops are all you, there is a cloud made of rain in the wind, a cloud made of rain, the cloud is heartbroken in the wind, I don't know where it will blow again, blow and blow the flowers all over the ground, and I can't find a trace of pity ......."

Sun Ce in Li Yuedi's all the way to the company of Qingge, brisk back home, just entered the house, all the furnishings in the house stunned him, grandpa's portrait is placed in the middle of the hall, Sun Ce suddenly felt a faint, almost fell to the ground, fortunately Yue Di followed him, Yue Di hugged Sun Ce, supported him, let him stand up, Sun Ce suddenly burst into tears, heartbroken, grandpa in this family, is also a backbone, now this beam has fallen, how will the future days be tormented.

Sun Ce's mother Du Yulan took her son's luggage, settled the child, and told the story of his grandfather's death, Sun Ce was in pain, and complained a little that his parents didn't let him come back to send his grandfather a ride, and his mother Du Yulan also explained the reason, Sun Ce sent Li Yuedi home and went to see her grandmother by herself, grandma was also sick after her grandfather died, and she looked paralyzed in bed, and her mother Du Yulan dragged her stump leg and waited hard for her grandmother. Every once in a while, I have to turn my grandmother over and take poop and urine. Father is too busy to go home, now is the season to harvest ginger and lotus root, a few days ago because of the grandfather's death, has delayed the harvest time, some ginger has begun to teeth again, and some of them show signs of mildew. The lotus roots in the field are also in the harvest season, and they will not be able to sell them at a good price if they are late.

When it was almost 11 o'clock in the evening, Sun Jiachang returned home, sighed in front of Sun Ce, he told Sun Ce that this year's harvest was far worse than last year, on the one hand, because of the critical time of ginger later management, grandpa was seriously ill and died to delay the management and top dressing, on the other hand, he lacked experience, no fertilizer was not enough when planting in the spring, and there was no timely replenishment of trace elements for the growth of ginger lotus root, so the yield dropped greatly, and the output in many places was less than half of last year, has already sold one of the family's mules. Sun Ce comforted his father, saying that he realized that planting ginger requires trace elements, which is particularly good, which means that this problem can be eliminated when planting again next year, the current difficult year is temporary, and it is not as difficult as in previous years, his school performance is still very good, and he estimates that in this monthly examination, he can still enter the top ten of the grade.

On the weekend, Sun Ce helped his father harvest ginger and lotus root, as his father said, this year's output, at least one-third, he and his father together to analyze the reasons, in addition to the lack of trace elements, but also the humidity of the land, the degree of sunlight, the use of chemical fertilizers and pesticides, have become a new topic of Sun Jiachang's research. This weekend, Sun Ce gave his father very valuable advice on the coming year's harvest. After two busy days, Sun Ce continued to rush to school with Li Yuedi's sister with 100 yuan of living expenses.

Sun Ce arrived in the class, a thunderbolt fell from the beginning on a sunny day, the results of the first monthly exam of the third year of high school were announced, Sun Ce's results fell from the original relatively stable first place, to 58, which he could never have imagined, Sun Ce was extremely depressed, sitting in his position in a daze, Li Yuedi walked up to him and comforted him, saying that now what he sees is only the score, not the test paper, and when the test paper comes down, find out the reason, the score can be completely improved. Because Sun Ce himself has a very good foundation, even if he falls, he will not suddenly fall from the original height of 30 or 40 points higher than the second place in the grade, and the current first place in the grade and the original second place by more than 80 points. Sun Ce asked Li Yuedi to do his own thing, he wanted to be quiet, at this moment, Gao Ziqi entered the classroom and said triumphantly, "What, farmers are farmers, don't think that if you take the first place in the exam a few times, it will be terrible, the black chicken will become a phoenix, and the black chicken will be the black chicken."

Sun Ce was very angry, his mood was low, Gao Ziqi was angry at this time, he stood up angrily, picked up a pile of books in his hand and was about to smash it at Gao Ziqi, Li Yuedi rushed over, snatched the book from Sun Ce's hand, and pressed him to the seat, so as to avoid serious consequences, Sun Ce yelled at Gao Ziqi angrily: "Are you a phoenix, tell you, Lao Tzu takes the heel test, and he is ten times better than you" Although Sun Ce's words are a bit exaggerated, Gao Ziqi's grades are really bad, basically the last few in the whole grade. Just such a girl actually dared to be a black chicken phoenix in front of Sun Ce. Li Yuedi comforted Sun Ce again, asking him to adjust his emotions and not take Gao Ziqi's nonsense seriously, she whispered: "Don't listen to her fart, the dog can't spit out ivory in his mouth." Sun Ce pushed Li Yuedi away and said, "I want to go out for a walk alone and adjust my emotions" Li Yuedi was afraid that something would happen to him and wanted to keep up, but Sun Ce refused.

Sun Ce came to the campus and walked around, he came to the lotus pond, and saw several teachers fishing in the pond, he walked to the front and quietly watched the teachers fishing, but after a long time, these teachers did not catch a fish, he beat an old teacher and said: "Teacher, I have been watching you for a long time, but I haven't caught a fish, you have no harvest?"

The teacher looked at him and said seriously: "Why is there no harvest, there are two kinds of harvest, one is material, that is, the fish you think, and the other is spiritual, which is not easy for children of your age to find, for me, I even think that the spiritual harvest is more important than the material harvest, for example, I have gained a good mood, I have harvested the quality of will to overcome the difficulties faced in the process of fishing, and I have gained a peaceful state of mind." Isn't this very important, yo fish, classmates, do you see that you need to persist in this success, on the way to pursue success, there are many landscapes, and looking at these scenery is not also a kind of harvest in life"?

"Classmate, come and help, this fish is too big, I can't even lift it, use a fish scoop to scoop him up, pay attention to slow down, don't force too hard, otherwise the fish will run away." ”

Sun Ce slowly obeyed the teacher's command and fished out this 3-kilogram big carp. The teacher politely thanked him.

Sun Ce left the lotus pond where the teacher was fishing, and his mood was much better. He seems to have some epiphany, yes, a small high school March exam, can it be regarded as a setback in life, a good exam, not worth being happy about, a bad exam, there is no need to be depressed at all. The college entrance examination and this teacher fishing is a truth, you stay up slowly, persevere, and can't be impatient. The big fish will always take the bait, and we must be grateful to everyone, and the teacher is grateful for the little help he has given. He thought of everything Li Yuedi had paid to him, why didn't he need to be grateful, why didn't he need to be grateful for the teacher's hard work, even if he was sneering at his classmate Gao Ziqi, wasn't he also spurring himself to change his fate in disguise, shouldn't he also be grateful, he dissected the roots of his thoughts, on the one hand, he had not encountered difficulties in learning for a long time, and on the other hand, his mind was not broad enough to accommodate the opinions of others. Sun Ce dissected himself deeply, he quickly adjusted his mood, returned to the classroom, bowed deeply to Gao Ziqi and apologized, and then quietly began to practice