Chapter 55: Between You and Me (3)
My name is Zheng Qinghe, and I was born in a happy family, but that happiness was shattered after a few years. The woman who was the-stirring stick is still in prison, and if it weren't for her, maybe I would have become a doctor or a lawyer. My mother was a surgeon and my father was a lawyer, and they gave birth to me when they were almost 30 years old, and they doted on me. It is said that the two of them were high school classmates and had a very good relationship, and it was because of that that their mother would do that extreme behavior. Of course, this has something to do with their lack of timely communication and being too impulsive.
After they died, I was abandoned by both families, who not only grabbed the property, divided the inheritance, but also often engaged in childish behavior such as painting each other's tombstones. Fortunately, my adoptive parents were very cultured people who told me a lot of truth and made me feel less resentful of them. At that time, depression was quietly growing in my heart, and by the time I realized it was quite serious.
In addition to my brother, I like my adoptive mother, who passed away due to a recurrence of breast cancer in high school, and even endured the pain to not dare to tell us in order not to affect our revision. Before she died, she kept saying that she wanted to eat ice cream, and I ran to buy it, but she never had a chance to eat it again. Her death hit me very hard, and my depression became serious all of a sudden. I couldn't eat, then I couldn't sleep all night, and then I had messy hallucinations in my head. I don't know if it's a ghost, but when I was home alone, I fell into the bathtub in the same way that my biological mother committed suicide. If it hadn't been for him, I would have gone to see my parents. The wrist of his left hand still bears the scar left when he cut his wrist, and although the marks are beginning to fade a little, it is still quite obvious.
It happened to be the Qinghe Festival that day I met Zhao Qianqiu, because my brother forgot to buy the Youth League, so I went out to run errands, and I went to her by mistake.
Her Qingtuan is not particularly delicious, but the taste is the same as that of my adoptive mother, and even the ingredients are the same. I bought all the youth groups they hadn't sold out that day and ate them for several days. Of course, because I was a little anorexic, I vomited soon after eating. When I bought the Youth League, Qiandai handed me a small card with Qianqiu's number written on it, and their grocery store also delivered takeaways. Now that I think about it, it's a bit of a thousand years old to be able to do something like that, but it's cute.
At that time, I really wanted to die, and I had no hope of being alive. The reason why this is so is because I witnessed the death of my colleague and learned the truth about her death from the USB flash drive she sent before her death, because of that, the depression that had been lurking for many years crept back in.
I often order takeout from Chiaki's house, and I always order a lot, but I never finish it. She was very energetic and would always say something inconsequential to me, and every time, I just nodded and thought about sending her away sooner. Now I suddenly regret it, if I had chased her at that time, our children should have been able to play soy sauce!
From her words, I learned that her family's business is not very good, and people like me are even big customers, and I don't know why, she often adds a lot of dishes to me. I wanted to tell her what the end of those dishes would be, but looking at her enthusiastic eyes, I gave up. The only good thing about giving up was that my anorexia improved slightly, I ate a little more than before, and my face looked a little better, which was probably all thanks to her.
The last time I ordered, she told me that she was going to be closed for a while due to her personal reasons. The next time I saw her was two days later, in the hospital.
She called me all the way away, and I wanted to ignore it, but I had already looked at her and said that I would go back immediately to look unkind. After listening to her complain a few words, she was tightly pulled when she turned to leave. I accompanied her for examinations, waited for her results, and went to the doctor's appointment.
It's also funny to say that a person who wants to commit suicide is worried that others will not be able to think about it. In order to take care of her more conveniently, I moved to live with her, and even went back to work because of money.
When I was needed, I found my heart pounding. With her and her family by my side, I found myself very different. At some point, I really wanted to see them happy, and I wanted to live a little longer for that day.
I know that it only takes a moment to like someone, but it takes a lifetime to love someone. When I began to fantasize about the future of me with her and her family, which she regarded as her life, I found that I could no longer live without that woman named Zhao Qianqiu.
She spent more than half a year receiving treatment, and every time she was hospitalized, I accompanied her like a nanny. There was a particularly smelly smell of disinfectant in the hospital, but because I could sleep close to her, I couldn't help but think that even that was good.
She survived, as I expected. She didn't have much confidence in herself, and she was afraid that she would hang up at any point. After waiting for a long time, she finally wanted to be with me.
If she hadn't met Shi Yuzhe at that time, she probably wouldn't have been a stepping stone to my future career. Of course, timing is very important, and when it comes at the right time, she will definitely be swoon-smeled by me.
Chiaki has a younger brother who was brought up as a child and has no separation from her own son. I was very clingy to her before I went, and then I was very clingy to me. The child is very well-behaved, although sometimes he will cry willfully, but in the face of reason, he is always obedient. Their lives were a mess, and I couldn't stand it, so I quickly acted on it.
I was originally incompatible with the bustle, but I established a new bond with a group of strangers, and my vision began to become completely different.
While I wanted them to be happy, I also felt that desire overflowing, and I gradually became happy.
My wedding with my wife was originally scheduled for the year she was 30 years old, but the accident in Jing County caused me to have no thought at all, and for some other reasons, we didn't get married until the sixth year after receiving the license.
She has experienced the wedding of the century, and other weddings may not be in her eyes, so I have prepared for a long time and given her a wedding that is unique in the world and only belongs to Zhao Qianqiu. Although it was not easy, I finally hugged the beauty.
Her health is very poor, but she still considers having a child, after all, the little guy in her friend's house is very cute, and she wants to raise one herself. Our daughter's name is Zheng Bona, the heroine of "Liuli Jiabaina" in Xia Youran's comics, why is it called this, it is said that she just thinks it sounds good, and hopes that she is as smart and beautiful as the heroine. That's complete nonsense.,I secretly read the comics later.,The heroine is just too bloody except for violence or violence.。