Qin Xiaoyu turned her head quietly, a little wondering what Hu Xinyue was okay and shy?

When I went home in the evening, I saw the note left by Luo Zhan on the table, I went to the border inspection station due to an emergency, and I would rush back later. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Luo Zhan was not at home, Qin Xiaoyu casually cooked some porridge to eat.

When I was washing the dishes and preparing to do my homework, I heard a movement at the door, and walked to the door gently, and saw a white envelope stuffed in through the crack under the door.

Qin Xiaoyu picked up the envelope curiously, opened the door, and there was no half of a figure in the empty corridor.

When I opened the envelope, it turned out to be a love letter, the handwriting was childish and crooked, and it looked like it was deliberately written with my left hand.

It didn't write anything about love and love, nor did it say that I like you or anything like that, that is, I hope you will become more and more beautiful, your grades will get better and better, and you will be admitted to your ideal university as soon as possible.

Qin Xiaoyu tore up the letter and threw it into the trash can, just thinking that it was a boring thing done by a naughty child in the family yard.

In the middle of the night, it rained in the spring, and the sky was cold again.

Qin Xiaoyu woke up from the cold, touched the radiator, and his hands were still hot, how could he feel as cold as ice in his blood?

Wrapped the quilt tightly, I still felt cold, and I put the cotton clothes on the quilt or something, shivering in the quilt and thinking that it might be a cold?

I fell asleep in a daze and was woken up by the heat, feeling a heat wave in my body scorching every cell, roasting pain, and feeling the pain of smoke in all my internal organs.

Qin Xiaoyu got up and went to the ground, feeling that every time he moved, his bones were in dislocation pain, cold sweat was flowing down his hair, he gritted his teeth and leaned against the wall to go to the kitchen, took half a bowl of cold tap water with a bowl, and drank it in one gulp.

The burning sensation in my stomach seemed to have faded a little.

Just after a while, the heat wave surged up again, Qin Xiaoyu's painful tears fell down in big drops, exhaled hard, and took half a bowl of water to prepare to pour it down.

When the bowl in his hand was handed to his mouth, the whole person was stunned.

She saw that the blood vessels in her wrist were obviously bulging, glowing with a flaming red light, and the bowl in her hand was thrown to the ground in fright.

When I rolled up my sleeves, I realized that the blood vessels in my entire arm were about to burst.

Qin Xiaoyu's frightened hands were a little trembling, she wanted to touch her arms but didn't dare to touch them, she had tasted death, so she was even more afraid of death.

stared at the blood vessels for a long time, forgetting the burning sensation in the body, and slowly felt that the color of the blood vessels became lighter and lighter, and finally the arm returned to normal.

Qin Xiaoyu suppressed the fear in her heart, wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, tomorrow is her seventeenth birthday, after seventeen years old, she will be eighteen years old.

I remember that Qin Yu'e said that she would not live to be eighteen years old, is it true?

Her heart twisted and hurt, she was afraid of death, afraid of going to a strange world again, adapting to a new environment.

Why don't you live to be eighteen every time?

Qin Xiaoyu put her head into the quilt in some despair, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

After Luo Zhan dealt with the problem at the border inspection station, he rushed back overnight, opened the door and saw that the kitchen light was on, walked in and was about to turn off the light, saw the broken bowl on the ground, and turned around to go to Qin Xiaoyu's bedroom door.

was about to raise his hand to knock on the door, but his ears keenly caught Qin Xiaoyu's small sobs.

Luo Zhan pushed the hidden door, and through the light of the living room, he looked at a small bulge under the quilt on the bed.

"Light rain? What happened to you? Luo Zhan walked to the side of the bed and asked in a worried whisper.

Qin Xiaoyu stiffened in the quilt with tears in her eyes, Luo Zhan came back, if she knew what she just looked like, would she feel like a monster?

"Light rain?" Luo Zhan saw that the sobbing sound of the quilt had stopped, and sat on the edge of the bed and shouted softly.

Qin Xiaoyulou wiped away his tears vigorously, stretched out his head and sat up, looking at Luo Zhan with red and swollen eyes.

"I'm having nightmares." Qin Xiaoyu lamely made an excuse.

Luo Zhan frowned: "What's the matter with the broken bowl in the kitchen?" ”

Qin Xiaoyu lowered his head and twisted his fingers, his small shoulders trembling slightly.

She's panicking and uneasy!

She doesn't trust him either!

Luo Zhan sighed lightly in his heart, stretched out his hand and gently pulled her into his arms: "Okay, don't cry, it's past midnight, today is your birthday, what do you want to eat?" ”

Qin Xiaoyu froze in Luo Zhan's arms, she had hugged him in a dream every time, and now she couldn't react whether it was real or a dream.

Luo Zhan looked down at Qin Xiaoyu's crimson little face, reached out and rubbed her face with his palm, and his voice was low and mellow: "Girl, I want to wait for you to grow up and grow old with me, but you make me very worried like this." ”

Qin Xiaoyu looked up at Luo Zhan with round eyes, forgetting to breathe, forgetting to be shy, it turned out that what happened before was not a dream?

Luo Zhan looked at Qin Xiaoyu's stupid expression, chuckled and lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, like a feather gently crossing the surface of the lake, making Qin Xiaoyu couldn't help but tremble.

He wanted to wait for her to become an adult, but looking at her state tonight, her uneasiness, her fear, and her desire to hide herself, she was still insecure.

Luo Zhan could only tell her in advance that she was not alone, and there would always be him behind her!

Qin Xiaoyu asked shyly: "Is it true every time before?" ”

Luo Zhan smiled and nodded.

Qin Xiaoyu was not calm, her little face was red and twisted, how could this be? Isn't she like a clown in front of Luo Zhan?

Luo Zhan pinched her round little chin: "I want to wait for you to grow up, let you see the bigger world, have better choices, I hope I don't become the object of your crush because I have helped you." ”

Qin Xiaoyu Nunu mouthed: "I'm not infatuated. ”

Luo Zhan looked at Qin Xiaoyu deeply, and leaned down gently: "We have no way out, don't we?" The thin lips were lightly imprinted on Qin Xiaoyu's lips.

Suck on her lips, the tip of her slightly cool tongue opens her teeth, and explores every corner between her lips and teeth.

Qin Xiaoyu felt that his heart was trembling, he couldn't help but close his eyes, stretched out his slender arm around his neck, and his small body was like petals in the rain, to carry his hot kiss.

A kiss ends.

Luo Zhan lightly touched Qin Xiaoyu's forehead: "Girl, no matter what you meet, remember that with me, I will not let you be hurt in any way at any time." ”

Qin Xiaoyu looked at Luo Zhan with bright eyes, and happily washed away the fear tonight, it's good, Luo Zhan also likes her.

The hazy and unknown love is like a veil covered with a thin veil, beautiful and mysterious.

When the veil is lifted, it becomes hot and lingering.

Qin Xiaoyu hugged Luo Zhan's neck tightly, and his little face rubbed and rubbed in his neck socket: "Thank you for liking me too, I will work hard, work hard, and be an excellent person." ”

"Love is never an equation, you don't need to change, just keep your true nature, the most difficult thing for people is the original intention, too persistent, but unhappy." Luo Zhan kissed her forehead.