Sun Jingyao was a little stunned when she heard Cheng Xiaoyu's last words, and the pen drew a long black diagonal line in the notebook, as if she had opened a wound that was not light or heavy on her heart that was mended.

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Sun Jingyao's somewhat helpless expression, and felt that he was not too cruel, in fact, people with religious beliefs are happy, because they are easy to be explained and satisfied. But such paranoid fanatics are also pathetic.

For any religion, faith comes first, and the first thing must be "faith", everyone is a sinner, and people can only be justified by faith. And what is this kind of faith? It is to blindly deny something that is hostile to God, and to put it bluntly, it is brainwashing. God tells you that whoever believes, you will have eternal life. Shakyamuni told you that the believer cultivates the afterlife.

How is faith? It is to serve God with one heart, yes.

Religious belief is a very effective antidote to people with personality defects or who are prone to paranoia, but it is a poison. Having faith is certainly not a bad thing, but falling into bigotry is never a good thing.

Cheng Xiaoyu is not a psychologist, so he can't understand Sun Jingyao's mentality. I don't want her to go further and further on the road of paranoia, so I can only wake up Sun Jingyao and let her not be burned by the flames when she is pursuing light.

The chicken soup that Cheng Xiaoyu said at the beginning was not intended to guide a lost lamb to walk back to the herded sheep, and now he felt that things had deviated from the track of his control, so he could only sigh secretly and said, "Never be an escapist, because escaping will not help." The best arrangement is to work in the world without getting lost in it. Work for five or six hours and then completely forget about it. Give at least two hours of inner growth and a few hours for your relationships, love, family, friends, society. If you encounter setbacks, you can still laugh at yourself, and it's all right. People laugh at others and never at themselves. If you can laugh at yourself, Yan sù is gone. If you can laugh at yourself, malice can't settle in your heart. Strengthen your heart and then respond to provocations with wisdom. A person can shine because he is in the dark. Don't pursue light or justice, you yourself are the flame, you yourself are the judgment. When one day you climb higher and higher on the bodies of those who defame you today, you will realize how ridiculous your cowardice is now, they are just fleas in your hands, and they can only squirm flatteringly in the palm of your hand. If you think it's miserable, you rebel, if you feel pain, you move forward, if you can only lament, what's the point of living?"

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at the pale Sun Jingyao and stood up, he could say everything, as for what kind of life Sun Jingyao would embark on, it was not something he could interfere with. The meal on the plate was only half eaten, which made Cheng Xiaoyu feel a little pity. But at the moment, he was not interested in continuing to be someone else's life coach, and said softly to Sun Jingyao, "Goodbye." And he left the booth.

The moment he walked out of the booth, Cheng Xiaoyu looked back at Sun Jingyao under the yellowed spotlight, as if he saw himself who had just graduated back then. Full of confusion and struggling in this real world, but this is a secular world where only the strong can gain freedom and dignity.

Cheng Xiaoyu returned to his small desk, turned on the computer, and searched for Sun Jingyao in Qiandu, and what popped up were all peach scandals and sexy photos about her, most of the news was about a director surnamed Li who said that a sexy actress seduced him.

Cheng Xiaoyu continued to flip down, except for sexy photos and various peachy news, there are not too many traces of this girl on the Internet.

Finally, after turning more than 20 pages, I clicked on a broken link through the guò thousand degree snapshot, which was an early interview with her, saying that she dropped out of school to become a model for her sister who suffered from uremia. But there are so many misfortunes in the world, and Cheng Xiaoyu will not pity her too much. After all, Sun Jingyao only saw her own misfortune, but she didn't see that she had the ability to save her sister, which was already the greatest luck.

Cheng Xiaoyu turned off Qiandu, intending to open the whisper to take a look, at this time, the old godmother knocked on Cheng Xiaoyu's table, and handed him a note and a stack of money, Cheng Xiaoyu looked up at the old godmother with a stern face, and said calmly, "It's not time to go to work yet." ”

Tao Bihua raised her eyebrows and said, "Then when you go to work, I'll buy it as soon as you get to work." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu had no choice but to take the money, and there was a sense of frustration that he was deeply defeated.

In his free time in the afternoon, Cheng Xiaoyu wrote down the score of the track he wanted to sing tomorrow, this song was remembered by Cheng Xiaoyu after reading Sun Jingyao's information, maybe this song is also a good choice for her, at least her spirit of courage to pay for her sister is still worthy of Cheng Xiaoyu's admiration.

When he went home at night, Cheng Xiaoyu practiced this song for a long time with his inferior guitar, and sent a text message to Sun Jingyao before going to bed, "Come and see me for the assessment tomorrow! I'll send you a song." ”

On the other side of the city, Sun Jingyao lay on the bed, picked up his mobile phone and replied "Oh!" She thought of the little girl who sold roses and "Match Heaven", and couldn't sleep anymore after watching Cheng Xiaoyu's text messages go over and over at night, and the notepad that recorded Cheng Xiaoyu's words during the day was under her pillow. It seems that tomorrow's announcement will have to be canceled, Sun Jingyao thought silently.

Cheng Xiaoyu closed the heavy curtains, isolated those twinkling starlights from this small world, lay down in the quilt and reached out to turn off the light, letting the darkness drown him, and only the slightest sound of cold wind blowing from the air conditioner was left in the air.

In this world, good people should be blessed.

――――――――――― gorgeous dividing line――――――――――――

For the production department, today is the time to test the results of a month's work, and for the planning department, it is a time to test the results of a month's training. For Cheng Xiaoyu, this is the moment when he gets rid of the torture of his old godmother.

The planning department on the 67th floor has a small theater that can seat dozens of people, and it can be used as a dance studio even if the stools are removed.

As for the review of the musicians' works and purchased music works under the jurisdiction of the Ministry of Production, the review is completed internally by several leaders in the morning, and it will not be made public, and the works they think are good will stay, and they will be sent to the artists to choose, of course, the more famous they are, the more priority they have.

When Cheng Xiaoyu applied for leave to participate in the audit with the old godmother at noon, the old godmother was quite surprised, she didn't expect Cheng Xiaoyu to get the opportunity to review so soon, which made her feel that she should re-examine Cheng Xiaoyu's background. So this time she agreed to Cheng Xiaoyu's request with a smile without any difficulty.

Cheng Xiaoyu walked towards the sixty-seventh floor with his sling guitar on his back, and when he arrived, the small theater was already full. The company not only encourages such behavior, but also allows everyone to send an e-mail to the planning department to express their opinions.

But in fact, most people mainly come to see beautiful women, and there is no substantial construction for the high-level. Everyone knows that the boss's beautiful jack is also among the newcomers. Of course, no one dares to fight Su Yuxi's idea, and the company will not allow the staff to fall in love with the artist, but this does not prevent everyone from delighting their eyes.

When Cheng Xiaoyu walked in, the performance had already begun, and the small theater was crowded. Cheng Xiaoyu saw at first glance that the interns who were at the same time as him were watching here. He looked around and didn't see Sun Jingyao's figure, nor did he see Su Yuxi and Xu Qinning. On stage is a young and handsome male singer singing. A vulgar song sings even more saliva in his mouth. Cheng Xiaoyu squeezed towards the aisle close to the wall, and the posture of standing against the wall would be more comfortable.

The sponsor's performance comes after the artist, so it's still a long time, and the show has just begun.

(Because there are some things to deal with in the past two days, the update is not very stable, so I apologize to everyone.) Tomorrow will be restored fù three watches, today can only guarantee two watches)