"Tell me, is your heart beating fast?"

He pressed his forehead against hers, his deep dark eyes looked into her eyes, and asked in a low voice.

Jiang Yufei did not answer.

He asked again, "Tell me, is your heart beating fast?"

Jiang Yufei said expressionlessly: "I have long lost the feeling of heartbeat. ”

Her heart was like a pool of stagnant water, calm and lifeless.

Although her heart was still beating, she couldn't feel it.

Ruan Tianling lowered her head and gently took her lips in her mouth, gently and lovingly tossing and kissing. His kisses have never been so tender and affectionate.

Jiang Yufei wanted to push him away, but his body was soft and he didn't have much strength. Even if she had the strength, she couldn't push him away.

Her strength had never worked in his presence.

"Yufei, when did you fall in love with me?" Ruan Tianling asked in a low voice while kissing her.

"......" Jiang Yufei looked at the ceiling with her eyes open, and did not react at all.

The man dragged her hips and hugged her tightly, his lips pressed against her neck.

"Have you forgotten? Or have you never loved me?"

“……”

"I still remember the first time I met you, you were very shy and timid, unlike other girls who went on blind dates. You don't have their courage, they don't have their generosity, and you don't have their pretentiousness. You're just so shy that you don't even dare to sneak a glance at me. ”

“……”

"At that time, I was thinking, I definitely won't choose you to be my wife. Because you're so unremarkable, you're as ordinary as a grain of sand.

But fate is so strange, but you married me. I'll admit that I'm not just bad to you because I don't love you, but because I look down on you.

In my eyes, you are so ordinary, I don't think you deserve me at all. ”

“……”

Ruan Tianling paused, and then said: "But it's amazing, I don't feel bored of living with you."

I'm just used to pretending to hate you and snub you.

But every night I sleep with you, I feel very comfortable, there is no sense of rejection, I obviously hate you, but I do not reject you as my wife.

I was conflicted and at a loss, and my heart was always wandering, like a homeless man who didn't know where to go. ”

"Later, Yan Yue came back, and I was very happy because I didn't have to be at a loss anymore.

I told myself that I must firmly choose Yan Yue, after all, she has always been the woman I love.

However, after divorcing you, my heart was even more confused, and it turned out that what I thought I belonged was not what I needed.

I think I love Yan Yue very much, I think she is the woman who is most worthy of me, and I think you are not good at all. ”

"Zuihou I realized that my feelings for her for more than ten years have already become a kind of family affection, which leads me to be unable to distinguish between aiqing and family affection, and I think I love her very much. Now I know that the relationship between men and women should not be like that......"

“……”

"Yufei, I always thought to myself, and now I know that I have come to this point with you because of what I think is the result. Yufei, try to accept me, and let's start over, shall we?"

Ruan Tianling said a lot gently, he raised his head, but it was Jiang Yufei's wandering eyes.

She was in a daze, did she listen to him?

The man frowned and pinched her chin: "Did you hear what I said?"

Jiang Yufei came back to her senses and said lightly: "I heard it." ”