Chapter 145: The Child (1)
Just when I remembered Li Fangyi's matter, Si Yuan and Nian Yang had already packed up the things to prepare, looked at me sitting there waiting, slowly in a daze, and gently called me twice: "Little master?
I listened to her call me, so I asked casually, "What, it's all cleaned up?"
When they nodded yes, I stood up and said to her, "In that case, then let's go." Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
As I walked, I touched the jade and white jade bracelet on my wrist, which was my sister bracelet with Jing Zhaoyi. In such a quagmire in the palace, being able to know Jing Zhaoyi, and there is also a layer of relationship with Imperial Doctor Ke in the middle, and worshipping as sisters, this is a wonderful fate.
It's just that now that I'm sleeping, I also have feelings for the emperor in my heart, and I feel two points away from Jing Zhaoyi.
It's not that she wants to compete with her for something, it's just that she is only concerned about the departure of her sad child, which has caused the emperor to come to Changchun Palace for less time recently, and the emperor is still good to me now, with a little bit of grace. Every time I see her, I always feel that there is blame in her eyes, which makes me a little uncomfortable. Perhaps, I feel a little sorry for her in my heart?
It's just that no matter what, she's my sister. Whether it is the previous kindness or the vow made at the time of worship, I have to leave the little unhappiness in my heart and think about it for her. In fact...... It was her bad luck.
Walking and walking, I arrived at the gate of Changchun Palace. This time I came to Changchun Palace again, and it was different from the previous time. I looked at this cold palace, and inexplicably felt that it was exuding a silent atmosphere.
I pushed the door, and it was locked inside. Rong Yan stepped forward, "Knock knock." There was a gentle knock on the door. I just knocked like this for a while, but no one came to open the door.
I felt that something was wrong. It stands to reason that at this time, Zhaoyi Niangniang should be here. Besides, even if she is not here, there will be eunuchs and palace maids left behind in the palace, and they will not lock all the palace doors and go out.
Let alone...... The door of this palace is locked.
I glanced at Rong Yan, and Rong Yan knocked on the door with some more strength. After knocking for a long time, someone finally came to open the door. It's just that it's not Qingya, it's not Qingyun, it's not Qingyun, and it's not other palace maids and eunuchs in Changchun Palace who don't know. It's Zhaoyi's own mother.
She wore her hair loosely, she did not comb her makeup, and she was simply dressed in plain white clothes, her eyes were empty, like a soul coming out of an ancient tomb, and she walked erratically.
As soon as he saw her, Rong Yan hurriedly stepped forward to support her. Then he helped her to the hall of the main hall, let her sit down first, and there was no palace maid in the room, so Si Yuan took the teacup and went down, ready to use the place to make a cup of tea for Zhaoyi Niangniang to drink.
But it didn't take long for her to hear an exclamation. I accompanied Zhaoyi Niangniang, so I made a look at Rong Yan and asked her to take a look.
Zhaoyi Niangniang will speak instead: "No need to go." They didn't die, they just fainted. ”
Rong Yan and I glanced at each other, and then Si Yuan also ran into the main hall, looking a little flustered, but he still said in an orderly manner: "Little master, Qingya Qingyun, they all fainted in the room!"
I looked at Zhaoyi Niangniang, who looked indifferent, and tears fell unconsciously. said distressedly: "Sister Yi...... Why? Why do you want to do this?"
She still looked indifferent, seemed to look down on everything, and said, "Hua'er...... My Lin'er is gone, and I'm going to accompany him. ”
I persuaded her, "The child is gone, there can be another one...... Sister Yi...... What are you doing!"
She turned her head, looked at me with empty eyes, and said something I couldn't even believe: "Hua'er...... You don't know yet, next month, there will be a draft girl. My Lin'er is dead, and he won't catch the murderer...... My Lin'er is dead, but he still has to draft another girl into the palace...... I love him so much...... Can't he love me a little?"
As she spoke, tears slowly flowed from her empty eyes. She cried and said, "Hua'er...... I have been dreaming of Lin'er for the past few days, and I have dreamed that he is crying and saying to me, Mother, why don't you protect me?"
I looked at her hysterical appearance, rushed up and hugged her, kept stroking her back with my hands, and whispered to her: "Sister Yi, there will be another child, you have to cheer up, so that you can have children for the emperor again......"
She was silent for a long time and said, "Hua'er...... I don't have that blessing anymore...... Doctor Wang said that I had a fundamental injury, and I would ...... in the future I'm afraid it's hard to have children......"
With an impulsive head, I only cared about persuading her, and when I heard this, I rushed out of my mouth: "I can give birth, I gave birth to Sister Yi!"
Zhaoyi Niangniang first glanced at me, then shook her head, and said, "How can there be a mother in this world who is willing to give her child to others? Don't say stupid things, Hua'er ......."
I wiped the tears from my eyes and choked up, "We are sisters, aren't we? My child is your child, what's the difference? Will you treat him badly? Will you treat him harshly? I am not the lord, I was going to be taken away and raised, you want a child, I can give birth, I gave birth to Sister Yi!"
As if the person who fell into the water saw the last straw, and the thirsty person saw a water source in front of him, Concubine Jing Niangniang's heart seemed to ignite a spark of hope, and her eyes brightened.
At this time, under Si Kite's efforts, Qingya and Qingyun also woke up, and they didn't care about being disheveled, so they went to the main hall first, and saw Zhaoyi Niangniang sitting well, and her eyes flashed with tears at her feet.
Crying and shouting, he said, "Niangniang, how can you do this, if you want to go, the slave and maid will follow and serve you!"
Seeing Qingya and Qingyun wake up, I feel a lot more relieved. But my mood has become a lot heavier. If I hadn't come here, wouldn't a life have been lost?
Listening to the meaning of her words, it was nothing more than complaining about why the emperor didn't come to visit her, why...... Also draft.
Not long after the emperor ascended the throne, there were only a few of us in the palace, and in the spring, there would definitely be a draft. It's just that when I say the draft, I always have a sour feeling in my heart.
Thinking of his promise to Zhaoyi Niangniang's words, I didn't know what it felt like in my heart. If I give birth to a child, am I really willing to give it to her to raise? It is a child conceived in October and given birth in one day...... That's me and the emperor's child......
In his eyes, he seemed to be able to think of what kind of little doll was carved in pink and jade, and the corners of his mouth were more like the emperor, or more like me. If it is a boy, he will learn from his father, and if it is a girl, he will dress up beautifully.
Thinking like this, no matter who I was born to raise, I suddenly wanted a child of me and the emperor.