Lu Ying sat down and didn't hurry to speak, just sat quietly on the chair and looked at Langhua. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

After Langhua cured smallpox, when he met her at the Gu family, he felt that she was different.

But at that time, in his heart, no matter how different it was, it was just a marriage.

He has long learned to protect himself, not to give sincerely, and never to get lost. So that there will be no more sadness, no more sadness.

Therefore, according to how many years he has planned, he was liked by the elders of the clan, asked for a letter of recommendation from the clan, worshiped Dr. Ming, passed the examination of the academy, got the place of Enke, and went to Taiyuan Mansion to make a name for himself and came to Beijing.

Every step is carried out according to his arrangement.

The only difference is Gu Langhua.

Thinking of this, Lu Ying felt a kind of suffocating pain.

He never thought he would be sad about it.

After his aunt left, he knew that he would no longer be sad because of anyone's departure, and the only way to prove himself and protect himself was to stand at the top, become a superior man, hold authority, and manipulate everything.

But he still fell in love with Gu Langhua, although he kept struggling, trying to keep himself calm, but in the end he fell short.

He felt ridiculous that such a big person was sitting opposite Langhua, just because she no longer cared about him in her eyes, he felt sad, and bursts of pain came like a tide, as if he was drowning his whole person.

"Langhua," Lu Ying looked over, "there's something I haven't told you all along. ”

Langhua listened quietly, people are very strange, as long as you think about one thing clearly, you won't feel how difficult it is to face it, maybe what she has been waiting for is this moment, she can listen to Lu Ying quietly, and then give Lu Ying an answer.

Lu Ying is quiet and introverted, even in her previous life, she can't reveal her heart to her without reservation.

She is used to leaving room for each other when she gets along with Lu Ying, she doesn't delve into Lu Ying's thoughts, and she won't tell Lu Ying her plans. So it wasn't strange for Lu Ying to say that she was hiding something from her.

Lu Ying continued: "My father said a word before he died. ”

Lu Ying recounted Lu Wenhuan's words as they were, "He said: Xu's harm to me...... I'm going to...... Go to Gu's ...... Let...... Know...... The kid ...... It's me...... ......"

Langhua was shocked and raised his eyes.

Lu Ying's face showed a little panic, his eyes drooped unnaturally, his eyelashes trembled slightly, he could feel his breath hot on his face, and his palms seemed to be on fire, just like he put his hand on Lu Wenrong's mouth and nose that day.

The burning sensation, the panic and the pain, was exactly the same as that day.

Lu Ying continued: "So I went to check the stable woman who delivered the baby at that time, and then went to find the maid Qiulan who was sold by the Xu family back then, I can only be sure that when the Xu family was pregnant, my father was unlikely to have an affair with the Xu family. But Xu's pregnancy is really strange, I haven't checked it out, so I hurriedly went off the field to take the exam, after coming out of the tribute courtyard, I was sick at home, and woke up to hear Cheng Yi say that Hexiang was used by Princess Ning...... The personal affair between Xu and Xu Shiyuan was widely spread. ”

"After our two families divorced, Xu Shiyuan told me that he wanted to hire someone to be Baoshan and help me come to the Gu family to try it, but I didn't pay attention to it at that time, and I never thought that Xu Shiyuan might have other ideas. ”

Lu Ying couldn't help coughing twice when she said this, her wheezing became a little short, and the whole person looked unusually haggard.

Langhua immediately instructed Xiao's mother: "Let someone go and get cough cream for Lu Sanye to take." ”

Ah Qiong and the others didn't dare to slack off, and they were in a hurry for a while to let Lu Ying settle down again.

Lu Ying's illness seems to be dozens of years old, and with a lot of worries, it seems that she has been knocked down like this.

The sun was slowly setting to the west, and it was a little desolate as the sun entered the house.

Lu Ying reluctantly curled her pale lips and looked at Langhua with burning eyes: "I originally thought that I would find out these things and tell you later, so that you don't have to be sad early...... I'll be with you through this," he said, pursing his lips, "I didn't expect the world to make people ......."

Langhua naturally knew what Lu Ying said: "Actually, I'm not sad, this is my home, as long as my grandmother, father, and family are good, I don't care about anything." ”

So this is her state of mind, he doesn't understand her mind after all.

Lu Ying felt that he was a very ridiculous stunned young man, and after a while, he said cautiously and softly: "Langhua, don't you really want to marry me?"

Langhua and Lu Ying looked at each other and finally nodded.

The companionship in her previous life was because she was blind and had no choice.

In fact......

Lang Hua said: "We are all too cautious, and we have secrets that we don't want to tell each other, such as you and Dr. Ming, Xu Shiyuan, our Gu family and Shen Changji, me and Pei Qitang." The way the two of us get along like this, not only can we not deliver our sincerity without reservation, but we will also feel tired after a long time. ”

"You know that there is something strange about my background, and I want you to tell me immediately, and we will find out together. ”

"And I, in fact, should have told you my plan early. But I can't say it, and neither can you, and you can't ask. ”

"There's no one right or wrong, it's just not appropriate. ”

Langhua looked at Lu Ying, there was no longer hesitation in her eyes, yes, if it wasn't for the Xu family who blinded her in her previous life, she and Lu Ying would not have come together, because she would not choose Lu Ying in the end, and Lu Ying should not have chosen her.

She should have gone her own way a long time ago, she shouldn't have been involved in her previous life, she had already let the Xu family control her previous life, and she couldn't take this life anymore, so this time she would listen to herself.

Lu Ying smiled and kept swallowing, as if somewhere in her body, someone was crying, this was a sad feeling that she had not felt for a long time.

Lu Ying smiled slightly: "Is it because of Pei Qitang?"

Langhua shook his head: "No." ”

Lu Ying stood up, but he felt that the whole person was shaking, and a wave of dizziness hit, he turned his head to look out the window, the sunlight was disappearing little by little, getting farther and farther away from him, and finally his heart was firmly covered by a darkness.

Lu Ying's whole person fell, and Xiao Yi at the door immediately rushed in to help.

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"Lu Ying fainted?" Old Lady Gu was very surprised when she heard Langhua's words, "What's going on?"

Langhua said: "I've been sick, maybe I've been bumpy here, Mr. Hu has already used a needle, and he can be sent back to Lu's house in a while." ”

"This kid ......" Old Lady Gu didn't know what to say, she watched these two children grow up, then went the other way, and then went farther and farther.

"It's okay," Old Lady Gu sighed, "It's better to have a long pain than a short one." ”

Langhua said: "I'll go and arrange the carriage and horses first, and come to greet my grandmother later." ”

"Let's go," Old Lady Gu waved her hand, "We're not in a hurry. Since the incident with Hexiang, she and Langhua have not spoken a word together, but she knows Langhua's mind very well, and no one can separate the family.

Langhua came out of Old Lady Gu's room and saw Min Jiangchen standing in the courtyard at a glance.

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Today the hand is high and swollen.

Then the students offered therapeutic prescriptions, some people said stewed chicken feet, some people said stewed pig feet...

Thank you... You mean to mend the claws, and I already know that.

I still owe a chapter, and I would love to take a leave of absence and not write it because of the claw pain.

But I'll pick up the code, just don't wait, because it's going to be late.