Chapter 271: There are times when the affection fades
Zhu Yuanzhang looked at Ma Xiuying and didn't speak, until she was uncomfortable, Zhu Yuanzhang warned: "Where did you know about these battle situations?" In the future, I will take care of my affairs at home with peace of mind, and don't worry about my military and political affairs. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
This is the first time that Zhu Yuanzhang bluntly asked Ma Xiuying not to interfere in politics, and since Yu Suxue's incident, he has become wary of women, even Ma Xiuying is no exception. Because he found that both Yu Suxue and Ma Xiuying were smarter and more tolerant than he imagined, one had been hiding for three years to collect intelligence, and the other had three years to clear out all the spies in the Guogong Mansion. Fortunately, this incident only happened in the house, and if someone used such a method against him outside, the consequences would be unimaginable.
Ma Xiuying was stunned, she wholeheartedly helped Zhu Yuanzhang, how could it be otherwise. If it weren't for Zhumen and Zhu Wei secretly assisting over the years, would Zhu Yuanzhang have been so smooth, but I hate that this person used to beg her for help and think of strategies when he had no roots and no foundation, and now that she is powerful, her help is not rare, and she is even disliked for being troublesome.
Zhu Yuanzhang noticed that his tone was a little heavy, and said in a soothing voice: "I'm worried about your body, you just gave birth to a child, there are many things in the house, and the children are small, so you have to worry about it everywhere." Leave nothing to worry about outside affairs from now on, lest it burden you. ”
If Zhu Yuanzhang started to speak in this way, Ma Xiuying would still be able to accept it, but after two slaps and then sweet dates, would she be stupid? She sneered and lowered her head, and said calmly: "The concubine knows about it, and she won't ask about things outside the mansion in the future." ”
Zhu Yuanzhang was very satisfied with Ma Xiuying's obedience, but he didn't hear the indifference in Ma Xiuying's words, Ma Xiuying used to use "I" when she spoke in front of him, but now it has been changed to "concubine", which seems to be a respect for him on the surface, but in fact, this is more of an attitude of distance. When there is a distinction between husband and wife and no longer intimacy, this relationship has slowly deteriorated.
From then on, Ma Xiuying really didn't ask about Zhu Yuanzhang anymore, and she didn't even bother to ask which room Zhu Yuanzhang went to in his wife and concubine, she put all her energy on her three children, listening to Zhu Biao reciting scriptures every day, watching Zhu Fan stumble and practice, and listening to Zhu Di babbling.
"Master, you can't be so depressed." Xun Ying was so anxious that Ma Xiuying had not asked for information about Zhu Men for a long time, she was very uncomfortable with this sudden change, and she was even more worried about Ma Xiuying's mood. Even if Ma Xiuying smiles at the children every day, she can still detect the sorrow hidden under Ma Xiuying's strong smile. It is necessary to know that although Ma Xiuying is the most noble woman in the Guogong Mansion, if she loses Zhu Yuanzhang's favor, she will be like a peony that is not watered, no matter how noble she is, she can't get rid of the fate of dying.
Ma Xiuying smiled indifferently: "I'm fine, such a peaceful life is exactly what I longed for before." My husband is promising, the children are well-behaved, and my life is rich, so what am I not satisfied with? ”
In the dead of night, she couldn't help but thank God for allowing her to have three children, without whom she would have collapsed or suffered from depression. In her previous life, when she was a police officer, she met all kinds of people and was affected by all kinds of negative emotions, and the psychiatrist guided her in this way: when we are powerless to change the impact of something or someone, we focus on other things or people, so as to get rid of these influences...... It is precisely because of this that she puts all her energy on the children, and looking at the innocent smiling faces of the children, the depression in her heart can also be relieved. As for Zhu Yuanzhang, he has unconsciously withdrawn from the first place in her heart, and he will still care and remember, but he will not be as righteous as before.
When the deep feelings fade, no matter how deep the feelings are, they will be hurt again and again!
"Master, don't say it." Xun Ying's tears rolled out unconsciously, and she heard a helpless sadness from Ma Xiuying's words. She didn't understand why Ma Xiuying didn't tell Zhu Yuanzhang about the existence of Zhumen and Zhu Wei, why she didn't tell Zhu Yuanzhang about the painstaking efforts over the years, and why she had to endure neglect and grievances.
Ma Xiuying lowered her eyes, "I didn't tell him before because the shadow guard had just been established, so why mention it if he didn't make any achievements; Later, I was afraid that he would be distracted, and the people around him were too complicated, maybe there would be a spy like Yu Suxue, so it was better not to leak the matter of the shadow guard; As for now, there is no need for this, tell him that maybe he will blame me for a lot of things, and secretly accumulate strength. You don't notice that his suspicion is getting worse and worse now, so don't let him think nonsense. ”
"Does the master want to disband Zhumen and Zhu Wei?" Xun Ying was taken aback, the Shadow Guard Organization is like a big family, accommodating many brothers and sisters, if Ma Xiuying wants to disband the Shadow Guard, where should these people go, what should Brother Mu do?
"It will not be disbanded, they have followed me for so many years, and there is no merit and hard work, especially like Xu Wu, who has endured humiliation and lurked in the enemy camp for many years. I see all the hard work in my eyes, I can't let them pay in vain, whether it is me or Guogong, we should give them an explanation. I'm looking for an opportunity to introduce them to the Prince, but it's not the time yet, so I'll have to slow down. Ma Xiuying shook her head and said what she was thinking.
"It's good if it doesn't disband." Xun Ying breathed a sigh of relief, "If there is no Shadow Guard Organization, everyone will be like duckweed without roots." In the past few days, you haven't asked about Zhumen, and Brother Mu has asked the slave maid if there is something wrong with you, and the slave hasn't replied to him yet......"
"It's my negligence, let's let them present the information in the future, even if we don't show up and interfere in the affairs of the national government, we should be aware of it." The attitude of the superiors will affect the attitude of the subordinates, since Ma Xiuying does not plan to disband the film guard organization, she should let them operate normally, otherwise if the group of dragons is leaderless, the shadow guard organization may really collapse overnight, and it will be difficult to re-establish it at that time.
"Okay." Xun Ying hurriedly handed over the information he had collected in the past few days, although the master would be busy again, but the master who had something to do would be full of energy.
Ma Xiuying flipped through the information and happened to see a piece of information about Zhu Yuanzhang, and after looking closely, she couldn't help laughing.
It turned out that in order to relieve the suffering of the people, Yuan Zhang still followed her advice, gave up the frontal battle with Zhang Shicheng, and sent troops to attack Fang Guozhen's water transport division.
This hard-mouthed man, Ma Xiuying pouted, and kept saying that she would not be allowed to interfere in government affairs, so why did she still do things according to her opinions.
Xun Ying looked at her quietly and sighed secretly, didn't the master find out that she subconsciously chose the information about Guogong first? said that he would no longer care about the affairs of the country, but he couldn't let go of it in his heart, alas, after all, he was a relative who had been dependent on him for many years.