233 Dream World
"Haruhara-kun, he's going to be fine, right?" After Haruhara ran out of the gate, Joan fidgeted at Tomoya and Fang Mu and her sister.
"It's fine. It looked a little dangerous, but the rugby club couldn't finish him once. Fang Mu finished his lunch and spoke slowly.
"Yes, that's right. I don't bother to pay attention to the relationship between Haruha and the rugby club. If I rush to save him, I won't be able to protect myself. Well, he'll be back in class when it's time for class. Peng also answered.
"Tomoya, will you go to the reference room later? I'm curious what Ki Ning said to Haruhara yesterday. ”
“...... I'm curious, but do you think I can still skip class with the class leader here? ”
Peng also looked at Fang Mu speechlessly, Fang Mu, this guy, can't you not say it in front of Sister Fujilin? Even if Joan doesn't care, Apricot will never allow her truancy to implicate her sister.
"Forget it, I'll go by myself later."
Fang Mu was not interested in the afternoon class, Ji Ning might not be in the reference room during the class, but Fang Mu could ask Ji Ning to make the coffee well, and it would be good to stay in the reference room for an afternoon.
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"Welcome."
"Is this really a café?" Listening to Ji Ning's greeting, Fang Mu sat on the chair and spoke.
"I just made fried rice, do you want to eat it?" You Ji Ning turned around and took out a plate of fried rice and looked at Fang Mu.
“......”
Although I'm not hungry, don't refuse when I look at Ji Ning's eyes.
"Well, you're welcome." Taking the fried rice, Fang Mu picked up the spoon and tasted it.
"How?"
"It's delicious!!" I can't believe it, Ji Ning's way of making coffee is very good, but I didn't expect the food to be good!
Although it was full, the delicious food was still edible.
At this moment, the window behind Youji Ning suddenly opened, Fang Mu raised his head and took a look, and found that it was an obvious bad boy, the man propped his body against the window, and then jumped in neatly. After that, he just stood there motionless, panting for air.
It looks like it's hurting. And it seems to be vomiting blood, so I should take it to the hospital first.
Fang Mu put down the spoon and prepared to step forward to help. And Youji Ning was not afraid at all, squatting next to the man and talking to him.
"Let's go to the hospital first."
The man shook his head: "No, Sister Ji Ning, listen to me before that......"
"You can't say anything willful."
The man cracked his mouth and smiled: "Just for a moment." ”
Youji Ning hesitated: "Then it's just for a while." ”
Hearing what Ji Ning said, the man used all his strength to prop up his body and leaned his back against the wall.
"I don't have a place anymore."
Is the first sentence so secondary? Fang Mu thought from the side.
"Sister Ji Ning, I don't have a place to go back." The man continued, while Ji Ning was giving first aid to his injured head.
The man endured the pain and smiled bitterly: "It's really a simple thing to be betrayed by a friend." ”
"Time will tell. Over time, a lot of things will slowly get better. Youji Ning said: "Including the painful memories in my heart." By the way, I'll teach you a spell. ”
"This way, then this way."
Youji Ning crossed the other party's arms and pressed his index finger to his temples.
"Say three times in your heart, 'I have been watching you by my side.'" In that case, friends and Sudo will definitely forgive you. ”
"I don't think this spell seems right." Fang Mu said, looking stupid.
"Huh? If Sister Ji Ning says so, it will definitely work! The man seemed to be dissatisfied with Fang Mu not believing Youjining's words, and then looked at Youjining: "Thank you, Sister Youjining." ”
After that, the man stood up with the help of Ariki Ning.
Ji Ning looked at Fang Mu apologetically: "I'll give him a treat." ”
"I'm here to help, too." But just when Fang Mu was about to help You Ji Ning hold him up......
"Don't touch me! You little!! Shaking off Fang Mu's hand, the man roared angrily.
Fang Mu frowned slightly.
You Ji Ning looked at Fang Mu and shook his head: "I'm sorry Fang Mu, please let me come here." ”
As a result, the man naturally walked out of the room with the help of Ji Ning alone.
After a few minutes, Youji Ning returned to the data room.
"I've been waiting."
"You've worked hard. With Ji Ning, there are so many questions to ask, and I don't know where to start. ”
"Ah, I'm sorry to frighten you. If you come in through the door, you will be noticed by the teacher, so I come in through the window. ”
One of the most irrelevant questions was answered.
"The man just now was your friend?" Fang Mu decided to go step by step.
Youjining nodded: "Yes." But why did Fang Mu ask that? Isn't it weird? ”
Fang Mu nodded: "Is it strange, or is there a problem with choosing friends, although I shouldn't talk too much about other people'......s affairs."
"That's a good guy. He is a very gentle person. You Ji Ning was probably afraid that Fang Mu would misunderstand, so he explained.
"Yes, I understand." It's also thanks to Fang Mu knowing that there is Ji Ning's family situation, otherwise if he changes to Okazaki or Haruhara, he will probably think, what should I do, so that ordinary girls can become good friends with that kind of bad boy?
The point is, this girl herself doesn't have a bad look, which is really incredible.
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That night, Fang Mu had a dream.
Fang Mu found that since he came into contact with the world of the dimensional wall, his dreams had become more and more strange.
For example, the previous dream about Xiao Meiyan.
Another example is this dream about a young girl.
The "I" in the dream stood on the windswept earth.
The wind seemed to come from the ends of the earth, and nothing stopped it.
Even with a body like "me", I can feel its power.
Blown by the wind, countless rays of light fluttered on the earth.
The maiden stood in those lights.
A gust of wind blew, and some light flew from the earth.
The girl watched them fly high.
This is the world in which "I" was born.
It's a fantastical view.
"I" naturally accepted the flowers, trees, and rocks rolling down to the ground.
Because they are things that should exist.
But what are those radiances?
I've never seen anything like it.
Another gust of wind blew, and a few rays of light flew past "me".
"I" chased them.
Those rays of light floated in front of "me".
"I" tried to reach out.
Radiance passed through the fingers made of garbage.
Even if you touch them, you can't change the direction in which they are traveling.
"I" stood dumbfounded for a while, and the girl walked over to "me".
"I" pointed to one of the grains of light.
What's wrong? The girl asked.
"I" can't answer.
Are these brilliances incredible?
Well. "I" nodded.
And what about the sky?
No. "I" shook his head.
What about the ground?
No.
The incredible only these brilliances?
Well.
That's why.
The girl put her hand on her cheek and thought for a moment.
"I" also learned her movements, but the elbow joint could not move the hand to that position.
So, "I" can only bend my arms unnaturally, waiting for an answer.
For the girl who has always lived here, the brilliance is the same as the water or the trees that "I" are familiar with.
It's a part of nature.
It's just that they can't be touched.
So "I" think they're all shadows.
However, shadows all have an ontology.
So, where is their ontology?
Nowhere can I find it.
Other words. The girl spoke.
The reason why you find it incredible is because you know that the scenery is not incredible.
Perhaps. "I" nodded.
"I" searched the depths of memory.
A long, long time ago, perhaps far, far in the future, "I" existed in another world.
"I" just remember this feeling.
When "I" recalled this, my heart was filled with warmth.
What kind of place is that?
"I" shook his head.
Is it a better place than here?
Definitely, yes.
Isn't there a lot of things that make every day enjoyable?
Probably.
If you lived there, wouldn't you be so lonely?
The girl has always lived here in solitude.
Because "I" know that this is a place of nothingness, sadness, and loneliness.
That's why "I" chose to be born here.
Oh, yes.
It's a lonely world.
Now, don't you really regret being born in this world?
"I" didn't answer anything, just took the girl's hand.
That's what "I" answers.
The girl has a body for "me".
Its material is garbage.
This garbage is scattered all over the land, some of it rolls among the dry grass, and some is buried in the soil on the surface.
It looked like the corpse of something.
Lots and lots of corpses.
All sorts of corpses.
Thinking of this, "I" couldn't help but shiver.
This is "my" body.
However, this garbage does make up "my" body.
There is no such thing as an arm falling out suddenly.
That is to say, you can make more conscious garbage puppets like "me".
Finding garbage is a very easy job.
Just as the girl did for "me", "I" began to collect the garbage on the ground with her short body.
The girl looked at me curiously.
"I" was in front of the girl, trying to piece the garbage together.
However, no matter how hard "I" try, they will still be scattered on the ground.
The girl understood what "I" meant, and put the garbage together.
This time the garbage was not scattered.
"I" pointed to his body.
Do you want a new body?
Not what I want. "I" crossed my wrists.
Friend?
Do you want friends?
It's a little different from what "I" think. "I" just thinks that it will be more interesting if there are more beings like "me".
However, since the result was the same, "I" nodded.
Yes, it's too lonely to be alone, I'm sorry.
Although that's not what "I" means. However, "I" still raised his head and looked at the girl quietly.
Maybe it won't work, but even then would you like to give it a try?
Well. "I" nodded.
Then I'll give it a try.
The girl began to piece together the garbage.
When there weren't enough parts, we walked around the land together to look for them.
Again and again back and forth.
After that, "I" understood.
Making "my" body turned out to be such a heavy work.
Today, we also go to the distance to look for garbage.
We stood on a hill and looked out over the horizon.
The earth stretches endlessly.
Stretch all the way into the distance.
What will be at the end of the earth?
"I" looked at the weeds growing around.
With "my" short body, it will never be able to figure it out.
Look at that.
"I" turned around, and the girl was holding a small beast in her arms.
In such a world, there are also beings other than "me".
It has soft white hair, two curved horns, and a pair of ears on either side.
"I" hate it.
It's not about being close to people at all...... Even though "I" is not what a person looks like.
Moreover, there seems to be no "me" in its eyes at all.
But even so, the girl still dotes on it.
Hold it in your arms, stroking your head and belly.
In this way, the girl slowly ascended the mountain road.
"I" followed closely behind.
After crossing a hill, a group of small beasts was gathering there.
Although they are large and small, they are all creatures of the same species.
The girl lowered the beast in her arms to the ground.
The little beast ran away to the herd without looking back.
Seeing the way it looks, "I" understood.
They have no heart.
They just exist here.
Neither will they be close to the girl, nor will they feel sorry for parting.
But even so, they are the only creatures in this world other than the maiden.
Probably because of this, the girl likes them so much.
The little beasts were gnawing and chewing on the flowers and plants that grew on the earth without the slightest emotion.
If there are more and more of them, this green space will surely turn into a wilderness.
No matter how much a girl likes them, she will never like them to be like that.
"I" put down the garbage in my hand and rushed into the herd to disperse them.
But no matter how much "I" went on a rampage, they just stepped aside and continued to graze.
The actions of "I" are meaningless.
What happened to you? Angry?
The girl whispered behind "me".
No. "I" was sad.
Want me to touch your head?
Of course, I want to.
"I" stared at the loess flying ground.
When a girl sees nature destroyed like this, doesn't she feel anything?
For example, sadness or loneliness.
The girl bent down and stroked my head. It can be seen through the shadows.
There's no way around it, it's something that can't be helped.
The girl said.
Ah, everything is changing, and it seems that this is the only way to think.
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This is the end of the dream.
Fang Mu woke up and touched his cheek, he seemed to cry in his dream.
But what kind of dream did you have? Why, I can't remember it?
Very important!
I don't know why, I don't know the content of the dream, but Fang Mu just knows that the dream is very important to him, and it may even be related to his "future".
You have to think about it, even if you use some means, to dream about it.
Fantasy world? ...... By the way, that dream seems to be related to the fantasy world!
Fantasy world, this is a very important clue.