Ning gradually felt a little helpless at Ning Qing's emotion for a while.

He didn't know why Ning Qing suddenly felt like this, but just with Ning Qing's word "freedom", Ning gradually could tell him that his wish itself was too difficult.

Freedom is originally the rarest state of mind in the world, and in the end, the monk's self-cultivation and self-cultivation are just the pursuit of freedom in the true sense. Based on Ning Qing's current situation, it is actually too early to mention freedom or something.

Ning Qing didn't care about the difference in understanding between him and Ning Gradual, but seeing Ning Gradual's disapproval, he still explained two sentences seriously.

"I'm not as demanding as you think. Ning Qing shrugged his shoulders and said, "At first, all I wanted was to take care of my body, live longer, play wherever I wanted, and get sick as much as I wanted." ”

To put it bluntly, what Ning Qing wanted at that time was just to become an ordinary monk, and Ning Qing was not as insistent on immortality as other local people, his state of mind was much more peaceful, and he was less afraid of death than ordinary people, and his wish should be much easier to achieve.

Now he has actually achieved his goal, but there were some accidents in the process, which made his situation far beyond expectations, and he had to consider safety and insecurity if he wanted to go on the street.

"It's obviously a very simple thing, but now it's getting more and more complicated, as if it is a dream to go out and play without strength or status. The more Ning Qing spoke, the more sad she felt, and she couldn't help sighing, "This logic is inevitably ...... It's so painful. ”

Ning gradually listened, and was speechless.

Ning Qing's initial wish was indeed not excessive, but there were too many troubles around him, and the normal way could no longer meet his requirements. Although Ning Qing is not to blame for this, since it has become a fact, there is only one way to accept it.

But when it comes to that, accepting this fact is also a real toothache, and who makes this a disaster?

Seeing that Ning gradually understood, Ning Qing sighed again. At this point, it will be difficult for him to quit if he gets involved, and if he doesn't seek to improve, let alone live freely, it is a question of whether he can save his life.

So Ning Qing was a little worried, his current situation was bound to work hard, but he couldn't find a direction.

Before the crossing, Ning Qing has seen a lot of cultivation, and by the way, he also learned about some Taoist collections, under the more rebellious thoughts of modern people, the idea of "rebellion is immortal, obedience is mortal, and only upside down in it" has been repeatedly exaggerated, and a large number of popular works are full of bold words such as "my life is up to me" and "change my life against the sky".

At that time, Ning Qing dragged his sick body, and this kind of writing that made people enthusiastic when he saw it was of course particularly suitable for Ning Qing's appetite, and he saw more of this. However, in addition, there are also a small number of more peaceful, paying attention to "Taoism and nature" and "following the sky" Xiuzhen texts are sought after by readers, Ning Qing has also read several of these classics, I have to say that it is indeed a masterpiece, but he was not too cold at that time.

However, after he really lived in the cultivation realm, he couldn't forget those books that could really be called classics, but he liked more and more the kind of peace that could be called indifference in the text.

"I feel like there's something wrong with me. Ning Qing said, "But now that I'm here, I really can't figure out which way is the real way." ”

For this kind of question that can be said to be very common in the cultivation realm, Ning Yan, who should be called a local expert, does not understand it.

As a sword spirit, Ning gradually became one with the sword, and while he was more decisive than others, he also had less confusion. As a sword cultivator, Ning gradually trusted his instincts more than others, and even when he was sure of his own avenue, he was not confused for long.

And once he chooses the path of the future, he will no longer regret and waver for this, basically going all the way to the dark, and in the end, either the Dao heart will successfully achieve what he wants, or he will die and disappear, and there is no possibility of retreating.

Ning gradually couldn't understand why Ning Qing was bothered by some problems that didn't seem to him to be a problem at all.

"I didn't think about what my brother was worried about. "Ning gradually cut the railway, "The sword has no regrets, I have always done it according to my heart." ”

This answer surprised Ning Qing a little, but when he thought about it carefully, he felt that this was a reasonable thing at all. Even if he didn't feel Ning Yan's mood through the contract, Ning Qing still understood that for his dog, knowledge and memory were just a kind of wealth, and it was impossible for him to become a burden.

He will never be swayed by other people's opinions, which is the purest sword heart and the idea of returning to the basics.

It's good to live for a long time, Ning Qing was a little envious, and couldn't help but think about himself because of this. For him, what kind of life and what kind of future do he like and desire more?

Just like Ning gradually said, going with the heart may be the universal standard in the cultivation realm, and only by conforming to the original heart and returning to the original self can we create more possibilities in such an unscientific world.

So for Ning Qing, what can be regarded as conforming to his heart? Is it against the sky or against the sky?

"So what the hell is the sky?" Ning Qing felt that he had become a philosopher in the cultivation realm, obsessing with such a question that might be strange to others.

"I didn't think about it. Ning gradually couldn't answer Ning Qing because he had never thought about it. For those in the cultivation realm whose dream is to transcend creation and become holy, it doesn't matter what the heavens are, what matters is what they will be.

The same very philosophical answer, not only failed to solve Ning Qing's doubts, but made Ning Qing feel even more strange: "In this way, you are not afraid of conflicts with the Heavenly Dao and will not be tolerated by the Heavenly Dao?"

This question made Ning Yan also show a stunned expression, and he couldn't help but get closer to Ning Qing, staring at Ning Qing's eyes and asking softly, "Why did Senior Brother say this? Who mentioned this to Senior Brother?"

Ning Gradual's reaction made Ning Qing instinctively feel that something was wrong, and he wanted to ask what was going on, but under the gaze of Ning Gradual's dark eyes that hid his anger, he opened his mouth and replied involuntarily: "No one specifically told me this, it was just what everyone said when they were gossiping." ”

Ning gradually distanced himself slightly, his expression was faint, and there was still a little bewitchment in his voice: "Even if you talk nonsense, senior brother should not go to your heart, and there is nothing to learn from such speculation." ”

When he said this, Ning Qing subconsciously wanted to nod, but before that, he suddenly woke up and looked at Ning gradually in shock and puzzlement: "You just ...... This is a kind of flattery, isn't it?!deliberately shaking my mind?!why?"

As soon as Ning gradually saw Ning Qing's expression, he couldn't help but sigh, connivance and helplessness were intertwined on his face, which made Ning Qing feel a little inexplicably weak.

Snorted inwardly, Ning Qing stared at his eyes persistently, not giving him a chance to escape, and knew that he had to ask an answer.

"It's not that I mean to fool my brother. Ning gradually said, "As far as I am concerned, I hope that my senior brother will be clear and not be confused by external objects. It seems that thinking too much is not beneficial to the senior brother. ”

It must be said that what Ning Yan said was actually very interesting, Ning Qing chewed it twice, and finally tasted a little taste: "I don't believe that you have malicious intentions towards me." So you mean to say that the people who told me about such things as the Heavenly Dao have bad intentions towards me?"

Ning Yan was not surprised at all that Ning Qing could hear the meaning of his words, and replied very calmly: "At least since I was born, I have never heard that the way of heaven cannot be said. ”

Ning gradually lived for I don't know how many years, Ning Qing really couldn't say that Ning gradually was caused by loneliness, there was no doubt that in this cultivation realm, or at least the few great thousand realms that Ning gradually came into contact with, there was no Heavenly Dao that could not tolerate such a statement!

This surprised Ning Qing so much that he couldn't even speak for a while.

What I had believed in for a long time was ruthlessly broken in this way, as if a hole had been smashed in the glass, and the cracks were spreading little by little from the scar, and the truth that could only be seen in the fog was opening up to Ning Qing little by little, ready to bring him into a real and bizarre world.

The strangeness contained in this made Ning Qing instinctively resist, but intellectually he knew very well that if he didn't take this step, the incompatibility between him and the cultivation realm would never be eliminated.

He looked at Ning Gradual's eyes, and Ning Gradually gave him an encouraging look, obviously knowing what his problem was.

Ning Qing heard himself ask in a trembling voice in a hoarse voice: "If there is no such thing as the Heavenly Dao, where does the cause and effect, fate, and inner demons between that person come from?

Looking at Ning Qing with soft eyes, Ning gradually explained softly: "From people. The demon of the heart is the fruit of the demon, and the desire of the heart is not extinguished, and the demon of the heart is not extinguished, and it is also the same life as the sun and the moon. As for the fate of cause and effect, self-living beings are born under the Great Dao, and their own laws regulate their actions, and luck cause and effect are also born. ”

Therefore, in the final analysis, everything is born from people and living beings, and it has nothing to do with such things as the way of heaven.

Heaven is constant, not for Yao to survive or to die.

This is not to say how cruel and ruthless the Heavenly Dao is, but to say that there is a law, you can call it the Heavenly Dao, or you can call it the Great Dao. Living beings and living beings, living beings and non-living beings, as long as there is a connection, there will be cause and effect. As long as a choice is made, one must face the possible consequences, which are both cause and effect.

All this is not subject to anyone's will, not even heaven and earth, so the people in the cultivation realm do not recognize the will of heaven and the way of heaven at all, and only think that this is the inevitable connection between the survival of living beings and the law. If they had to sum it up in one word, they would choose "avenue".

"The avenue is fifty, the sky is forty-nine, and one of them is gone", ruthless to the extreme, and there is a great avenue of great benevolence and mercy hidden in it.

Anyone can find the way to his own way from it.