It's just that in the middle of the night, she woke up inexplicably, and when she turned around, Hong Zhixuan had already fallen asleep, and she didn't know that she woke up at all. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Yan Shunhua tossed and turned in the middle of the night, tossing and turning like a pancake and couldn't sleep anymore, she didn't want to wake up Hong Zhixuan, and finally quietly put on her clothes and got out of bed.

The chipmunk was also having a sweet date with Zhou Gong, and she stood in front of its little box for a long time before adding another coat and blanket and walking out to the balcony to blow the wind.

The sky of the city is full of stars, only high-rise buildings made of steel and concrete are lined up one after another, stretching into the distance layer by layer.

In the thick of the night, except for the street lights, only a few buildings are still on.

Yan Shunhua stood for a long time before sitting down on the recliner and shrunk silently in the dark.

She felt the sadness again.

The man didn't call out to her, but sighed very softly, like a drunken whisper.

"Hey. ”

She opened her mouth suddenly.

"I don't know who you are, and I don't know why you know my name, but I think since you want to find me, come to me, don't pretend to be a ghost, it's scary. ”

There was no answer.

"I don't like to come to the balcony in the middle of the night to blow the wind when I can't sleep. I'm not a young girl anymore, and even if I don't sleep all night, I can still be full of energy the next day.

If you can't come to me, don't talk to me at night.

The older a woman gets, the more she needs to sleep for beauty, otherwise even if it is high-end cosmetics, there is no way to maintain her beauty. ”

It was still silent, only the faint sound of cars, and the occasional cat scream, like a terrible baby crying.

"I like dogs more than cats. ”

I don't know if it's because of the disgust in her words, the cat's meow quickly faded away.

"I don't even know what I'm doing.

Oh, I was suspicious in the middle of the night, I shouldn't believe it, but there was a voice in my heart telling me that it was true, you were a living person, and you were the person I liked...... It's someone I love. ”

Yan Shunhua closed his eyes and let the night breeze blow across his cheeks.

"When I was very young, I decided that I would never get married when I grew up, and if there was a person who made my heart so excited that I had to marry, I would marry him anyway.

But if there is an irreparable mistake in the middle, then even if I love him to death, I must divorce the other party.

My parents, who got married because they loved each other, gave birth to me, and because of their respective careers, they drifted apart, and finally parted ways and rebuilt their families.

They all love me and treat me like a jewel in their palms, but they don't care about me, because they are not only my parents, but also the parents of other children.

When I was very young, I was used to being alone, to waiting, to hope, and to being disappointed again and again, and when they finally decided to divorce, I decided not to have extravagant hopes.

You know what? Even though they are separated, they still have feelings for each other, and the relationship between husband and wife is even more harmonious than when they lived together before. But they didn't regret leaving each other.

They felt guilty about me, but they couldn't give me a complete home.

I know, I don't want to be extravagant, and even after noticing that their other half doesn't welcome my frequent appearance, I slowly reduce the number of times I appear. But it didn't seem to have much effect, and their respective remarriages did not make them feel happier.

Happy families are all alike, and unhappy families have their own misfortunes. Nowadays, they say happiness and happiness, and misfortune when they say misfortune.

And I, on the other hand, am one of their common misfortunes.

I didn't want to make my life look miserable, so even though I was never short of money to spend, I still worked as I could, earning money to support myself, and in my spare time, I either drew my favorite pictures and read some favorite books, or traveled around the world with my friends.

Skiing, bungee jumping, surfing, diving, rock climbing, whatever is exciting, whatever is dangerous, and for a while, I wish I could die while playing.

I'm not religious, but I don't want to kill myself because it's boring to live because it makes me feel stupid. Dying in such a stupid way will make my friends spurn that I am cowardly and incompetent.

Although I don't have much ability, I cherish my friendship with them, and I hope that my death will be dignified, that they can accept it in peace, and that they will want to remember it.

Of course, I didn't die. There have been many accidents, I have suffered many injuries, and several times I am still critically ill, but I have survived, and with their encouragement and care, there are no exceptions.

Later, I don't know when it started, and I didn't think about dying anymore. I began to really enjoy life and enjoy everything that God had given me, whether it was tears of pain or happy smiles, I accepted them. ”

Yan Shunhua paused, and listened to the rustle of leaves for a while.

"You're confusing me.

I have someone I like, I know very well who he is, what his name is, whether he is tall or short, fat or thin, what style of clothes he wears on weekdays, what he likes to eat and what he likes to eat, what kind of sports he likes to read, where he likes to play, how many friends he has, what kind of people they are, and where they come from.

I thought I would finally muster up the courage to confess to him and end up together. I know he likes me too.

It's just that our current relationship is a little awkward, so he is hesitant like me, not because he doesn't like it enough, but because he knows how real his heart is, so he is afraid of hurting each other and hurting our common family.

But you appeared, without warning, in my life. ”

Yan Shunhua sneered, as if laughing at herself.

"No, I don't even know if you've really been in my life. My memory is a little confusing, and I can't figure out why I forgot if you were real.

You're like an illusion out of thin air, I can't believe it intellectually, but emotionally intuitively think you're real. I know you, and we do fall in love.

Obviously, I was still struggling with how to confess to the person I liked not long ago, but when I woke up, I changed my mind and kept telling myself that there was someone else I loved, and that person was you-

A man who only has a voice.

I don't know your name, I don't know your age, I don't know what you look like, I don't know your knowledge, I don't know your living habits, I don't know your hobbies and expertise, I don't know your family and neighborhood, I don't know how you make friends, I don't know what you have experienced in the past, what kind of life you are living now, where you will go in the future, whether there is me in your future plans, who may be just a voice for you, who cannot be seen or touched. ”

Yan Shunhua raised his arm across his closed eyes.