19. There is nothing to say

Sun Yumeng sat up suddenly, blushing into pork liver, "Can you stop talking about it, it was really not what you thought just now, we are not ......"

"You don't have to explain, Mom won't really laugh at you. ”

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Sun Yumeng looked at her mother for a long time and licked her lips, she felt as if it was useless to explain, so don't explain.

"Tang Tang, do you usually take measures?"

Liu Xiran had said it to Xiao Lucheng before, but she wasn't sure if he would really do it, and now that she asked, Sun Yumeng thought of the usual things between the two of them, and was not worried, "He said that he wouldn't get pregnant, but in fact, I don't know if that kind of measure counts as a measure." ”

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Liu Xiran is a person who has come over, so she naturally understands Sun Yumeng's intentions, she was silent for a while and said, "He is also a measured person, and he will not embarrass you." ”

"But if I get pregnant, I'll keep the baby. ”

Sun Yumeng lowered her head, but she said it very seriously. Xiao Lucheng just came down to pour water to drink, and when he walked to the staircase, he heard her say this, his heart was hot, and while the corners of his lips were raised, his eyes were also hot.

The first time I heard a woman say that she wanted to give him a child was with Sun Yumeng, and now Sun Yumeng is still a student, she is willing to keep his child regardless of her studies, his satisfaction is indescribable, he thinks, he didn't see the wrong person, he didn't love the wrong person, Sun Yumeng's feelings for him are already so deep.

"When I first got married, I didn't know that when I liked someone deeply, I was willing to sacrifice everything for him, which had nothing to do with the question of will, it was subconscious and unself-conscious.

I guess I didn't like him that much at the time, I put myself first in everything, and I felt that it was impossible for him to have children while he was still studying. But the more I cared about him later, his hard work, a lot of helplessness in his life, I could understand, I could also stand in his position to see things, I think I loved him very much, this is different from the feeling I had with Gu Xu in the past.

is also dependent, in Gu Xu, I am used to wanting it.

And Xiao Lucheng, he is so rich, in fact, I see him, he is a businessman, he lives in a busy and treacherous business, his sense is barren, he is not good at expressing it, and even after he was hurt in the first sense, he no longer believed in women for a while- Although he didn't say that, I know that in fact, in the first place, he wanted to marry me, most of the reason was not because of how much he loved me, I was young, I had energy, which made him feel fresh, which is too normal for a rich man, he took what he wanted, and did not compromise the means, but I feel that this kind of thing has always been so strange, although the way he got me was too despicable, in fact, he has been giving since the day I promised him.

How exhausted his original sense is, how enthusiastic he is when he delivers his heart to a person, Mom, such a man is worth my time, youth, and my life after the age of twenty, so even if I temporarily put aside my studies one day to do something meaningful for him, I will not be a loss, what do you think?"

It was the first time that Sun Yumeng talked to Liu Xiran about the matter between her and Xiao Lucheng so carelessly, and her words made Liu Xiran realize that she had fallen into this feeling and could no longer get out.

She has seen a lot of the story of the wealthy son and Cinderella, the concept of the family does not just exist in people's minds, but something that exists in reality, not to mention the marriage of two people, even if it is to make friends, the disparity in identity and background will only make two people who have no common topic live in the same world, but they are two languages.

Liu Xiran has always been worried that Sun Yumeng and Xiao Lucheng's seemingly stable marriage in the present world is just a flash in the pan, she is afraid that Sun Yumeng's happiness in front of her is a mirage, especially after Sun Yumeng said this to him, her anxiety is even worse- She lived to this age, and the deepest feeling was that the one who was most serious in her sense gave the most and suffered the most damage, so she said to Sun Yumeng more than once that no matter how good Xiao Lucheng is to her at the moment, she can't have too deep obsessions, there are countless possibilities in the future, who knows when he will fall in love with a younger girl?

Of course, this has nothing to do with Xiao Lucheng's personality.

Liu Xiran has an intersection with him, so he naturally understands that he is a person with high cultivation.

But a man, he is a visual animal, and when he is eighteen he likes eighteen-year-old women, and when he is seventy-eight, he still likes eighteen-year-old women.

Even if he once loved you more than himself, there is no guarantee that he will not return to the person he loves more.

Not just men, but women too.

Liu Xiran just suffered from the wrong door, she was afraid that Sun Yumeng would go her old, and everyone's dimension would not remain the same, what if one day Xiao Lucheng and the people of the Xiao family suddenly felt that Sun Yumeng was not worthy of him?

"You have to think about it yourself, Tang Tang, you are still young, you can't be rash.

Love is not the whole of life, it is important, but you must be sensible when you are in charge.

I know you like him, and he is indeed a man who is easy to make women, but have you thought about it, he likes young women, and if he likes you today, he may like someone else tomorrow...... Although he is very good to me, you are always my daughter, I can't just look at the present, I'm afraid he will ...... later"

"Mom. ”

Sun Yumeng smiled and pressed the back of Liu Xiran's hand, "I told you this, I said it after deep consideration." I've prepared for the best, and I've prepared for the worst. The gap between me and him, the two of us is not just what we talk about, I can see it, and I am also self-aware.

In society, 90% of their marriages are usually like a transaction, mutually beneficial, and profitable can last forever. And usually married to ordinary people, even if they love halfway, but eight or nine times out of ten they will not go to the end, this is the reality, like a spell - I married Xiao Lucheng, I thought of many possibilities, I also want to be in case there is really a day when the chic withdraws, but this kind of thing, in addition to not really loving, otherwise who really has the ability to put it away?

So you can rest assured, no matter how long he and I can love each other, if there is really a day of separation, I will not give up on myself, I will live better, I have never liked to abuse myself, you know this very well, so what else is not worrying?"

Liu Xiran has suffered a loss in the senses, the so-called being bitten by a snake, and being afraid of the well rope for ten years.

When she and Gu Liwen are too similar to the current Sun Yumeng and Xiao Lucheng, she is afraid that Sun Yumeng will collapse and go to her old age if she is hit hard.

Thinking of the past, a mist appeared in her eyes.

Sun Yumeng's eyes were red when she saw her, and naturally knew what she remembered, so she said softly, "Don't think about that, it's all over, neither Sun Kai nor I have complained about you." ”

"If I hadn't gone that way, how could you and Sun Kai suffer so many white eyes, our family's poverty is all because of my ......"

"Say what. ”

Sun Yumeng sighed and leaned over to hug her, "Mom, he wasn't rich when you married Sun Congjun, how can you attribute poverty to you? ”

Liu Xiran wiped away a handful of tears, shook his head and sighed, "Drugs harm people......

At that time, Gu Liwen and Wang Yanyun got married, and soon after her grandson, she obeyed her father's arrangement and married Sun Congjun, who had a formal job.

More than ten years ago, she and some friends went to the coastal city to work, she is a very smart and capable woman, she was reused by the boss, followed the boss to run business, and earned more than one million in a few years.

The more than one million yuan in that year was really a lot of money, maybe it was environmental factors, Liu Xiran knew how to enjoy and squander after being rich...... There are a lot of rich men around her, and there are many people who want to b her, but since she married the vigorous and vulgar Sun Congjun, she has been interested in that matter since she got married for a few years, so naturally she is not interested in men.

At that time, married women went out to work, and almost all of them had a "second husband". Liu Xiran, a white-skinned, beautiful and temperamental beauty, is the object of coveted by many men - she is rich, how can Ben need a man to raise her?

When a woman is lonely, she is prone to accidents.

When she was lonely, she would always have fun with a group of women.

The so-called pastime, apart from finding men, in addition to sheng songs, what else will there be?

She started taking drugs.

At first, I heard others say that it was just fun and would not be addicted, she believed it, and 200 yuan a gram was in her

It doesn't seem to be too expensive.

A piece of silver tin foil, a straw wrapped in paper, and a lighter. In this way, Liu Xiran leaned against the not cold bedroom wall in the coastal city that winter, fluttering, drunk and dreaming of death......

She's addicted.

She tried to quit, but she couldn't bear the pain of being devoured by ten thousand ants.

Later, the drug became more and more powerful every time, and the price of drugs increased, from 200 yuan a gram to 400,600, and 800 yuan was in short supply at the most expensive time.

Once it is stained with that kind of thing, the money in the bank card is shrinking day by day, as Sun Yumeng said, it is completely equivalent to burning money.

For more than a year, Liu Xiran spent all her savings for several years.

Later, Sun Yumeng's grandfather heard the news and didn't want his daughter to die outside, so he took a long-distance bus for more than 30 hours to pick her up.

Liu Xiran was tied up for two months, and in the dark room, she was worse than dead.

Later, she didn't want to remember how she quit drugs, first, she might have really forgotten about it, and second, the day she came out to see the sun outside for the first time after quitting her addiction, it was the day her father died.

Her father's illness was angered by her, her body was sick, her heart was also sick, and an old man would not live long after all.

Liu Xiran's life was ruined by herself, and the reason why she didn't want to face Gu Liwen was not because he got married and had children, it was because she had low self-esteem, and because she felt that she had no face to see him, Gu Liwen and she knew very well, but they never said it......

Time back to the present, Sun Yumeng sat in front of her, this was the first time she heard her mother tell her about the memories of that year, and her heart was extremely heavy.

She looked at her mother and looked at her with eyes similar to those of her elders, feeling sorry for her ignorance back then, and there was blame, but more of it was distressing.

The hour hand is already pointing to ten o'clock.

Xiao Lucheng actually stood upstairs with an empty mug for an hour, he listened to his mother-in-law's memories silently, and sighed in his heart, people make mistakes, often just a thought.

He pressed his eyebrows and turned back to the study, and his thirst was endured, so it was better not to disturb the mother and daughter.

In the hall downstairs, the bright crystal lamp shone on Sun Yumeng's white face, and she looked at the woman she had called her mother for twenty years.

Her suffering, her unwillingness, she has changed from a beautiful woman who is loved by many men to an old woman who now has nothing but a sick body, Sun Yumeng saw the traces of cruelty from her face, the so-called things are human and wrong, and creation makes people, probably, that is, Uncle Gu and her are like this.

"Do you hate him?" asked Sun Yumeng.

"Why hate?"

Liu Xiran was already relieved, and he just smiled politely when he mentioned that person, "In the end, what's wrong with him, if the people of that era weren't too rebellious, who would dare to go against their parents' wishes." Besides, Gu Liwen's mother was sick at that time, how could he leave with me at that time, he had no choice but to agree to the marriage with Wang Yanyun. ”

She smiled again as she spoke, "After so many years, in fact, except for the beginning of the period, when I promised your grandfather to marry Sun Congjun, life is not good, how can I still miss the ...... before the flower."

"I think Gu Xu is walking his father's old age. ”

"yes, it's like a vicious cycle. Gu Liwen saw that Gu Xu agreed to associate with Lan Lan in order to let Wang Yanyun treat his illness with peace of mind, that was simply a true portrayal of him back then, do you think he is uncomfortable?"

The humidifier gurgled on the side, and in addition to the sound of the TV and the sound of the mother and daughter in the spacious room, Daifuku would occasionally howl...... The room is full of warmth, even if it is a sentimental past, the atmosphere is warm in the end.

Sun Yumeng fell down lazily, lay on Liu Xiran's side again, thought for a while and asked her, "Then, if Uncle Gu comes to you, will you still give him a chance?"

"Not anymore. ”

"Mom, between people, is there really a match between people who can be matched with whom?"

"Probably. ”

Liu Xiran leaned back, looked up at the ceiling and exhaled softly, "You have seen people like Uncle Gu, you have also seen it, a doctor of medicine, rich and powerful, what kind of good woman can you not find? As long as he wants, he can find a young woman, I am a divorced woman who has taken drugs, he came to me? Surrender his identity? Is he crazy or stupid? Isn't this a joke?"

"Mom's ......"

Although this is true, Sun Yumeng can't hear her say this, Liu Xiran shrugged her shoulders lightly, and said with a smile, "Mom just told the truth, she didn't mean anything else, and she didn't look down on herself." ”

Liu Xiran saw that the time was not early, slapped Sun Yumeng, and urged her to go upstairs to sleep, "It's ten o'clock, don't you go to sleep yet, can you get up tomorrow?"

Sun Yumeng was coquettish for a while, and then sat up slowly, "Then I'll go to sleep, Mom, you go to bed early, don't watch TV too late." ”

went upstairs to the study, and Sun Yumeng saw that Xiao Lucheng was still doing things.

I didn't call him, I walked in, sat down with him, and asked him with a smile, "Are you busy so late?"

"yes. He put his arm around her waist in one hand and the mouse in the other, and his eyes didn't look at her.

"Don't you play with me and kiss?" Sun Yumeng turned his face over, insisting that his attention be turned to her.

The man laughed a few times, and finally withdrew his hand, holding her with both hands, "Then it's up to you."

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Sun Yumeng kissed his thin lips, lowered his eyes and whispered, "Then go back to the room, how can you kiss here?"

Xiao Lucheng raised his eyebrows and deliberately glanced around, "Who said no?"

"Go back to your room. She tugged at his collar.

"That's it......"

The man had already stood up with her in his arms, put her on the wide table, and the person stood in the middle, and said ambiguously, "I'll go close the door, so that my mother-in-law and her old man will come again." ”

Sun Yumeng: "......"

A few seconds later, he locked the door and came back, lifting the hem of Sun Yumeng's clothes, "Let's demonstrate it and see if it's only okay." ”

Half an hour later, Sun Yumeng opened the door of the study.

She stood at the door for a while, making sure that her mother was not there, and then she hugged her clothes and ran barefoot to the bedroom.

Xiao Lucheng is still tidying herself up, she has a psychological shadow, and she can't be as calm as him.

When Sun Yumeng was taking a bath, Xiao Lucheng returned to the bedroom leisurely, opened the room to look at her, and said with a smile, "My mother-in-law seems to have slept." ”

"Hmm. ”

"Tang Tang, we changed places, do it again?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I don't. ”

"Forget it. ”

The man turned around with a look of loss and sighed, "I always thought you loved me very much, although you didn't say it, but at least, I thought so." ”

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"Maybe I'm wrong. ”

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Not long after, Sun Yumeng stuck her head out of the crack in the door, "That, you come here." ”

Xiao Lucheng leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window and leisurely flipped through the magazine, and when he heard the words, he slowly raised his head, his eyebrows raised, "Something?"

Sun Yumeng stopped talking several times, and finally spoke, "Do you want to come and wash with me?"

He straightened up and closed the magazine in his hand and smiled picturesquely, "Okay." ”

As a digression, I would like to repeat it here, the past of Sun Yumeng's mother was heard by me from a friend.

Her mother's story is exactly the same as Liu Xiran, Gu Liwen, and Sun Congjun, the first two are childhood sweethearts, and then the woman's family declined, and the man's family turned his face, but that friend was born to her mother, and her father was the same as Sun Congjun.

I think I will let Liu Xiran and Gu Liwen be together, which can be regarded as a complete compliment to the man Ah and the man she loves in the story, I hope that everyone who reads the article will forgive this author for always being like this.

Chapter 112 Don't Blame You

Qin Peiwen stood in front of the mirror and looked at the clothes on her body, as if she was not satisfied with her left and right, she was not emotional, and the years were unforgiving.

Now that she is over half a hundred years old, with obvious crow's feet at the corners of her eyes, looking at the young guide who came to her to try on clothes, she couldn't help but smile and said, "Looking at you girls in your twenties, it is becoming more and more obvious that you are getting old." ”

The guide smiled and stepped forward to iron her shoulders for her, looked at the middle-aged nobleman in the mirror, and said respectfully, "Everyone will not stay at the best age forever, if I can maintain the same maintenance as you are now when I am in my fifties, then I am really satisfied." ”

Qin Peiwen touched her face and looked at it, a little unconfident, "Isn't it ugly?"

"You are beautiful. ”

This director has always been in charge of her big family, and she is close to her, and she usually doesn't compliment her, which is why Qin Peiwen chose to be in charge of her all the time.

"I'm relieved to hear you say that. ”

Qin Peiwen turned around and took one last look at the back of the clothes, and then said, "Then I'll want this, and I'll give it to me in a while." ”

"Good. ”

Qin Peiwen went inside to change her clothes, and the guide waited for her outside, and it didn't take long for her to change out, but she saw that there was one more person in front of the mirror at this time.

A hint of astonishment appeared in her eyes, and she didn't react for a while.

"What a coincidence, you will be able to buy a dress. ”

The one Cheng Yunyi tried on her body was the same style as Qin Peiwen wanted to buy, but she was thinner and seemed more beautiful when she wore it.

"Moreover, we both have the same vision for decades and like the same things. ”

Cheng Yunyi looked at herself in the mirror, but talked to Qin Peiwen with a smile. Qin Peiwen didn't leave immediately after taking the clothes to the guide, and stood beside Cheng Yunyi.

Her face was calm, and the stunned look in her eyes just now had long since disappeared.

"You have maintained a good figure, and you are still practicing yoga all these years?" Qin Peiwen asked with a smile.

"Yes, even if I lose to you, I can't let myself give up on myself, isn't it ......"

Cheng Yunyi turned around and faced Qin Peiwen face to face, she said, "It's you, it seems to be blessed." ”

How could Qin Peiwen not know the mockery in her tone, she didn't care, she just nodded, "Yes, life is too good, carefree, I don't know how to get fat...... However, they all think I'm fine with this. ”

"Then why weren't you confident just now?

"It's not polite to listen to others behind your back, Cheng Yunyi, why can't you get rid of this bad habit in your life?"

Qin Peiwen usually doesn't embarrass people, but Cheng Yunyi's words made her very faceless, and she won't be angry.

As soon as she said this, the smile on Cheng Yunyi's face gradually put away, and she said coldly, "It's better to listen than to do dirty things behind your back, don't you say?"

Qin Peiwen chuckled, "Are you talking about yourself?"

"Don't pretend to me, if you hadn't let someone put something in my bird's nest, what would have happened later?"

Cheng Yunyi pointed at the woman in front of her who didn't move too much from beginning to end, she came up and said angrily, "You are so despicable, in order to get a man, you actually calculated me!"

Hearing this, Qin Peiwen shook her head, stared at her intently, and said in a cold tone, "Cheng Yunyi, don't act anymore." ”

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Cheng Yunyi's face suddenly changed, and when she met her eyes, her eyes flickered a little, and in her ears, it was Qin Peiwen's calm voice, "I'm just calculating, think about it, I'm completely different from you, how can I have those indiscriminate things?"

If you want to blame, blame me for having a cousin who is too good at it, and when he smelled it, he noticed that someone had drugged my bird's nest - and it just so happened that you went to the bathroom, and he changed your bowl. ”

"You're just talking nonsense, I don't have ...... at all"

"Don't deny it, the dinner is at your house that day, who else will be able to enter the kitchen except for the people of your family?"

Qin Peiwen clasped her hands in front of her, her face was light and light, she saw Cheng Yunyi at a loss for a while, she said, "When you and Xiao Dong just divorced, I did blame myself, but then I thought about it, if my cousin wasn't there that day, then the person who slept with the Xiao family's driver and was seen was me-Cheng Yunyi, you have already got my man as you wish, why don't you give up and don't let me go? Do you really want to see that I am ruined and can't even marry in this life?"

Cheng Yunyi slowly raised her eyes, her eyes were red, she gritted her teeth and said, "I just hate you, Xiao Dong and I are still thinking about you after they get married, and they still call your name when they are drunk...... Qin Peiwen, how could I allow my man to sleep with me and think about someone else? And that person is still you!"

"You know that he thinks about me, and you still use means to get your family to promote this marriage, aren't you stupid?"

"You don't have to preach at me, do you know how disgusting you are!"

Cheng Yunyi hated her, hated this woman for snatching everything that originally belonged to her, but she never reflected on it, in fact, the person she seized at the beginning was not the other party at all, but herself - Qin Peiwen was Xiao Dong's childhood sweetheart, and it was her feet that caused the two to drift apart, but in the end, she put all the blame on Qin Peiwen.

Qin Peiwen exhaled and said lightly, "If you think I'm disgusting, then I'll be disgusting, you can say whatever you want, I don't care." But Cheng Yunyi, you used your hatred to bind Xiaozheng for the rest of your life, what is wrong with that child, why does he have to live in the lies and pain you weave since he was a child? Do you dare to tell him the truth? Do you dare to tell him that the medicine in that bowl of bird's nest actually comes from yourself?"

Cheng Yunyi's face was red and white for a while, and she couldn't stand still and took a step back, Qin Peiwen buried her head and pinched her eyebrows, "You don't dare." You are selfish, you are cowardly, and in order to establish your image in front of that child, you do not hesitate to make him a cold-blooded person, a person who is extreme in his feelings. You hurt him, you hurt your own son, filial piety to the blood of the building in his body, he is not born a bad person. It was you who made him unreasonable, Cheng Yunyi, no one can save her, except yourself. ”

After she finished speaking, she slowly turned around and left, and after walking a few steps, she turned around, "Yunyi, don't think how much you love Xiao Dong, if you want to say love, you can't compare to me." ”

Cheng Yunyi's eyes were filled with warm liquid, and she choked her throat and said, "Why do you think so!"

Qin Peiwen smiled, "I will never marry for him, will you?"

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"You won't. ”

Qin Peiwen turned around again and walked very slowly step by step, "You haven't lacked a man in all these years outside, and you can't lack a man, and I, in this life, only recognize this man." ”

Cheng Yunyi closed her eyes, tears unbridled, "I'm so lonely......"

Before Qin Peiwen walked out of the locker room, she said one last word to her, "If I have him in my heart and he is always there, I will never be lonely." ”

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At ten o'clock in the morning, Cheng Xiaozheng received a call from the professor.

The test results came out, and Fu Enxi's pill was actually anti-cancer.

When Cheng Xiaozheng knew about this, his scalp was a little numb, this means, this means that Fu Enxi is that woman She has cancer?

After hanging up the phone, he was silent in the office, unable to do anything.

He slowly remembered that something was wrong with her that night, and at that time he felt that she was making love to him with her life, as if she had to do it before she died.

Unable to sit still in the office, he grabbed his clothes and walked out.

Driving to the hotel, he felt that he was going to ask Fu Enxi about it.

He wondered if she just wanted to do it that night, or if she just wanted to remember what it felt like to be with him.

Fu Enxi knows that he has been clean and self-conscious all these years, and he may not know that she has not had a man for many years, which is a very delicate thing, even if they don't admit it to each other, but they see all this clearly in their hearts.

At this time, Fu Enxi was in the lobby to manage affairs, and inadvertently raised his eyes to see the man walking towards this side.

At first, she didn't pay much attention to it, anyway, Cheng Xiaozheng's mother lives here, and it is not new for him to come often.

But today, that person seems to be a little abnormal, and his gaze clearly falls on her, and, what is he angry about?

Cheng Xiao was standing in front of Fu Enxi, she stopped her work and looked at him puzzled, "Something?"

"Of course. ”

"Let's get dressed. She said.

"No, looking for you. ”

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Fu Enxi didn't have time to say anything, he grabbed her and left, and her subordinates on the side were dumbfounded: What is the matter between our manager and Mr. Cheng?

But Mr. Cheng seems to have a problem with that, shouldn't he be gentle with girls......

"What are you doing, what kind of nerves are you doing!"

Fu Enxi was dragged by him to a place where there were few people outside, and she shook off his hand fiercely, rubbing the place where he pinched and hurt, which was simply impatient.

Cheng Xiaozheng squinted at her, it was like looking at a rabbit in the eyes of a cheetah, so small, so small, powerless to restrain the chicken, and it was gone with a slight pinch.

"Fu Enxi, let me ask you, did you lie back then?"

"I don't know what you're talking about!"

Fu Enxi was already weak in the face of this person, and he suddenly mentioned this at this time, she didn't want to face him, so she turned around and was about to leave.

However, she only took two steps, and the person behind her sneered, and said lightly, "It's okay if you want to go, I don't mind waiting for you here all day long, if you are not afraid of trouble at work." ”

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Fu Enxi was so angry that he turned around and glared at him, "When did you become like this, are you a scoundrel?"

He nodded in acknowledgement, "I am." ”

This made her have no choice, and she didn't dare to move when she stood there.

She knew that Cheng Xiaozheng had no bottom line when he went crazy, he was a complete madman, if he really spent here and she ignored it for a long time, she really didn't know what he would do to express his dissatisfaction.

"What do you want?" she asked coldly.

"No, I just want to be honest. ”

He put his hands in his trouser pockets and slowly approached her, "Fu Enxi, I don't want to go to court with you for that kid's business." It's useless to have Xiao Lucheng as a backer, it's mine, I won't be cheap to anyone. ”

"What do you think?"

She gritted her teeth and repeated.

"Fu Chengcheng, my daughter?"

His condescending appearance, the tone of his speech, in Fu Enxi's eyes, will always be high, Fu Enxi hates him like this, just like he hates his mother.

She didn't say a word, and turned her face to the side.

So, Cheng Xiaozheng got the answer he wanted in her silence.

What does it feel like in your heart?

Many years later, he recalled that day, and he knew that he was nervous at that time, but he couldn't hide the excitement that he tried so hard to suppress but couldn't.

He laughed.

Fu Enxi looked at him, and found that there was a watch on his face that she had never seen before, if I had to describe it, it was like a child who had never been given candy, he was happy, he was happy, and the moment he held Fu Enxi's hand tightly, she felt it.

"Enhee ......"

His voice became unusually gentle, and he finally overlapped with the one who had tried best to get close to her.

And Fu Enxi was flustered in this kind of thing, she was at a loss, her skinny hands were shaking, she tried to pull out of Cheng Xiaozheng's thick and powerful palm, but he was holding on.

"It's mine, isn't it?"

He asked again, and his voice was lowered to her ears, a humble but soft voice that had come down from his own nobility. Fu Enxi didn't dare to face his gaze too much, her eyes were lowered, her eyelashes kept flashing, her whole person shrunk into a small shadow in his tall figure, she couldn't restrain her thread anymore, the tight string was broken, she blinked, tears fell, she said, "Yes, I'm ...... The lowly woman in the eyes of your mother gave birth to a child, and now she is almost twelve years old. ”

Memories are such cruel and unforgettable things, Fu Enxi still remembers the happiest short time with him, those days, she really gave herself unreservedly to this man she loved, if Xiao Lucheng is the most brilliant fireworks in her life, then Cheng Xiaozheng, he is her dark angel, Sifa.

She looked up at him, the handsome appearance of the man, the structured shirt collar, exactly the same as then, he did not seem to have aged at all, and there was no trace of time except the vicissitudes of life in the corners of his eyes.

"But so what? Cheng Xiaozheng, don't forget what you said, I'm just a woman who drinks with others, I'm so cheap, so worthless, how can I be worthy of giving you a baby?"

She was in tears, but the corners of her lips were upturned, she wanted to give him a nice smile, but she couldn't suppress the eyes in her eyes.

Cheng Xiaozheng's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth and pressed her shoulder hard, the two looked at each other like this, for a long, long time, she saw his Adam's apple slowly sliding because of discomfort, and then listened to his hoarse voice and said, "Enxi, do you really believe it?"

She smiled and nodded, "I do." ”

She gave him a chance, and she went to him that morning, just to give him a chance to explain, Fu Enxi didn't believe that a man who used to look at her with soft eyes just used her as a tool for revenge, however, he didn't explain a word, he just admitted, he admitted that everything he said in front of Xiao Lucheng was not false.

"It's okay to leave you, otherwise I will always see you and Xiao Lucheng tease you to death, you are not tired, I am tired. ”

She exhaled deeply, covered her face with her hands, and after a moment she wiped all the tears from her face, she sorted out her threads, and asked him, "Cheng Xiaozheng, will you take Cheng Cheng away from me? Will you go to court with me for her?"

Cheng Xiaozheng kept looking at her, standing there without moving, and after a long time, he finally withdrew his hand from her shoulder, "I won't." ”

"Take her away. ”

"What do you mean?"

Cheng Xiaozheng didn't understand her, obviously she cared about that child so much, and now she said this to him, was she joking? However, she just smiled indifferently, "Cheng Xiaozheng, for Cheng Cheng, you go back to the Xiao family and your father, your grandfather, and yours, go and make peace with them, just for Cheng Cheng, let her grow up in a good environment, okay?"

He frowned and said coldly, "Who do I need to make peace with?" Cheng Cheng has her own parents, she will naturally have a good living environment, why should I take her back to Xiao's house?"

"Whether you admit it or not, you are surnamed Xiao!"

"Did Xiao Lucheng ask you to tell me this? When did you become his agent, why don't I know?"

Cheng Xiao just stared at her with a smile, and he said sarcastically, "It's really strange, my woman has been helping him from beginning to end, and I am really a little suspicious of saying that you don't care about him at all." ”

Fu Enxi felt that this person was unreasonable, and he didn't plan to explain more to him, "Sun, you can think whatever you like." But please be clear, I'm not your woman, no. ”

After she finished speaking, she turned around and left, walking quickly and quickly, and she was about to walk in front of the elevator, but Cheng Xiaozheng whispered behind her, "Why don't you say it when you're sick? Will it be serious? Are you taking anti-cancer drugs? What's wrong? Where is the cancer?"

Fu Enxi paused, she heard a bang in her heart, she clenched her hands nervously, turned her back to him and wanted to pretend that it didn't matter to herself, "What are you talking nonsense, you are sick, you are only old."

Cancer!"

"You came to me that night because you knew you didn't have long to live, so you wanted to go crazy with me again, didn't you?"

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"Fu Enxi, you're very good at lying, but you're not good at lying to me,"

He had slowly walked behind her, and he leaned over slightly and whispered in her ear, "The only time was that morning, how stupid was I to believe your nonsense?"

She was even more nervous, her heart was beating, and it seemed that it was about to jump out, she raised her hand and pressed it to her mouth, and his deep voice continued to ring in her ears, "You are really capable, you want to leave me, but you want to take my child, Fu Enxi, do you think I will forgive you." ”

Tears fell again, she gently turned her head, choked up, "Then what do you want from me? You have trampled all my self-esteem under your feet, and I am not even qualified to find the last bit of dignity for myself?"

"Why do you keep the kids?" he asked.

"I can't bear it. ”

"Why can't you give up?"

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She lowered her head, the liquid in her eyes gushing out as if the floodgates had opened, and she bit her lower lip hard to keep herself from making a sound, but her trembling shoulders betrayed her.

Cheng Xiaozheng took her in his arms from behind, his chin rested on the top of her head, he stared blankly ahead, he sighed, "Do you love me?" Enxi, you love me very much, you love me very, very much. ”

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"Say, yes!"

His hand reached behind him, and he lifted her chin a little domineeringly, forcing her to admit it, but Fu Enxi was reluctant to say anything other than crying.

"Come with me. ”

Cheng Xiaozheng was helpless, this woman was too stubborn, he had nothing to do with her, he dragged her in the direction of his parking, but Fu Enxi didn't want to leave with him, "Cheng Xiaozheng, I don't." ”

"Why not?"

"I'm working. ”

"Fuck your job, it's not uncommon!"

His eyebrows were raised, it was completely a non-negotiable tone, he said dirty, but he looked very manly when he was swearing, Fu Enxi was in a trance for a while, and he was caught in the car in a daze.

When the car door was locked, she finally became anxious, "Where are you going to take me?"

He lit the car, just looked back at her and smiled, "Take you crazy." ”

……

……

Sun Yumeng and Pei Pei successfully registered the company and rented an office building in the city center, Pei Pei was responsible for recruitment, and she was responsible for finding a suitable place to build her own factory.

Xiao Lucheng didn't know when he got a sum of money into her account, not a small amount, when she asked, he said that it was his investment, so he stared at Sun Yumeng's every move as a matter of course.

And at this time, Sun Yumeng really needs money, Xiao Lucheng is no one else, and the interest on the bank loan is too high, so she has no reason not to accept his kindness.

contacted the agent, and this afternoon Sun Yumeng and the real estate agent came to an old factory in the suburbs, which was the third place she saw, compared with the previous two, whether it was geographical location or others, Sun Yumeng was more satisfied.

In fact, she doesn't know much about it herself, but she just writes down her intentions first, and she has to discuss it with Pei Pei when she goes back, or she has to talk to Xiao Lucheng about it.

"That's okay for now, I have to ask other people for advice when I go back, after all, I'm not the only one in charge of the company. ”

Sun Yumeng politely dealt with the agent, the man followed behind her, not wanting to let go of this big fish, he was humble, he could be regarded as doing his best, "Sun Xiao, you must think about it when you go back, this price, such a factory, is already excellent, and with the surrounding geographical conditions, there will definitely be no pollution incidents." ”

"Okay, I'll think about it, wait for me to call twenty-four hours a day. ”

Sun Yumeng came out with the agent, and the two were about to get in the car, but they saw another intermediary company driving the car.

Seeing this, the agent bowed his head to the car, "Sun Xiao, you see, this place is not only hung in one of our intermediaries, but people come to see it all the time, if you are slow, you will have no chance." ”

Sun Yumeng's eyebrows furrowed when she heard this, and her heart said why is it so sought-after!

However, when the agent in the car got out of the car with his people, Sun Yumeng recognized the tall and handsome man at a glance-

When Sun Yumeng was looking at Cheng Xiaozheng, he naturally noticed her.

Cheng Xiaozheng and Sun Yumeng were equally surprised, no one expected to meet in this place.

Especially Cheng Xiaozheng, he came to build a factory, but what did Sun Yumeng do here? Why did he come with the people from the intermediary company?

Could it be that he and Xiao Lucheng bought this land and built a villa?

"I'm surprised, where you can't go, you have to be in such a place where birds don't, how boring it is......"

Cheng Xiao was used to seeing Sun Yumeng and couldn't speak well, the frivolity between the words disgusted her, glared at him angrily, and said coldly, "What are you doing here?"

The corners of his lips twitched, "I want to ask you first." ”

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Sun Yumeng felt that this person was annoying, he was a man, and he was so much older than her, couldn't he be a little bit more gentleman like Brother Shi?

She pointed to the factory in front of her, not beating around the bush with him, "Come and see here, I want to rent it." ”

He was stunned when he heard this, and narrowed his eyes, "You."

Working for Xiao Lucheng?"

"No, I'm in business with my friends. ”

"...... like this"

Cheng Xiaozheng touched his chin slightly, and for a long time, he beckoned to his agent, "Then who, did you bring the contract?"

"Brought it. ”

The agent of Cheng Xiaozheng's intermediary company ran over a few times, took out a stack of papers from the official document B and respectfully handed it to Cheng Xiaozheng, "Mr. Cheng, please take a look." ”

Sun Yumeng looked at Cheng Xiaozheng and took the contract, and was stunned, "You, what do you mean, Cheng Xiaozheng!"

Sun Yumeng's agent looked at the sky and sighed in his heart, it was over, and the business he had received was robbed of him.

I saw Cheng Xiaozheng holding the black pen unscrewed by the agent in his hand, before signing the name, the tip of the pen paused in the blank of the contract, and looked at Sun Yumeng with a smile, "I have taken a fancy to this place, it suits me very much, Xiao Dashao, do you have any opinions?"

Sun Yumeng was in a hurry, and was about to take away his pen, "Obviously I fell in love with it first!"

Where is she Cheng Xiaozheng's opponent, he only needs to gently raise his hand in the air, Sun Yumeng can't reach it at all, his watch of not smiling is really hateful in Sun Yumeng's eyes, the key is that he also said, "What if you look at it first, the contract is already in my hands, I will sign it first, this land is mine!"

At this time, Cheng Xiaozheng's agent stood in front of Sun Yumeng very arrogantly, as if he deliberately said it to Sun Yumeng's agent, his voice was very loud, and the yin and yang were weird, "Yes, you can't break the rules of our industry!"

Sun Yumeng's agent seems to have a silent face, but in fact, he has already split his opponent into several pieces in his heart!

"Cheng Xiaozheng, you are so despicable, you are rich and powerful, you can't do what you want, why do you have to rob me of a weak woman?"

Sun Yumeng is short, jumping and jumping to grab the pen in Cheng Xiaozheng's hand, Cheng Xiaozheng wants to laugh when he sees her funny appearance, but his face is very serious, he frowned and held Sun Yumeng down, so that she couldn't jump, and then said, "You want to rent?"

Sun Yumeng twisted her face away, her temper was bad, "That's right." ”

"I bought it, can I rent it to you?"

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Sun Yumeng blinked, and his face was clearly written, are you neurotic?

He smiled and patted her on the head lightly, pretending to speak in a serious tone that was very similar to Xiao Lucheng, "You kid, if you want to scold me, just think about what you mean." ”

Sun Yumeng had a battle with him just now, and it took some physical strength, and at this time he stared at him with a red face, "What conditions do you know!"

He nodded and smiled, "Fast enough." ”

Sun Yumeng watched him quickly write his name on the contract, and at the end, he looked at Sun Yumeng, and the smile on his face had long since disappeared.

"Help me date your man. He said.

"What a joke!"

Sun Yumeng knew that Xiao Lucheng would not see him easily, and if he did, he would only block each other, and he could B in the business field, he said to Sun Yumeng that he basically had nothing to say when he met Cheng Xiaozheng, so he simply didn't see him.

When Cheng Xiao faced Xiao Lucheng, he was simply an enemy, he felt that Xiao Lucheng's mother owed him and owed him Cheng Yunyi, if it weren't for Qin Peiwen, he and Cheng Yunyi would never be left behind.

At that time, it coincided with the collapse of the Cheng family, Cheng Yunyi took Cheng Xiaozheng to Yingju without relatives, she had done the hardest work and lived the loneliest days, what she often said to Cheng Xiaozheng was, you have to remember that it was that woman who ruined our family, it was her eldest son who replaced you to become the eldest son and eldest grandson of the Xiao family......

Cheng Xiaozheng grew up in such an environment, and his hatred for Qin Peiwen and Xiao Lucheng was ingrained in his mind, and he would not easily erase it, unless one day he knew the real reason for Cheng Yunyi and Xiao Dong's divorce.

But if there really was a day when he found that all his hatred came from his mother's lies, how much pain would he have had at that time?

"I don't have the heart to joke with you, I want to see him, and I have to. ”

Cheng Xiaozheng's serious face made Sun Yumeng realize that things were not so simple, she stared at him for a while, and asked tentatively, "It's inconvenient for Fang to tell me, what are you looking for him?"

Cheng Xiaozheng's deep black eyes, which were as deep as his younger brother Xiao Lucheng, seemed to have a layer of fog at this time, he looked at Sun Yumeng and didn't speak for a long time.

……

Fu Enxi disappeared for three days, starting with Ling leaving his house that day.

He took her from the hotel and took her home.

At the door, he began to kiss her, from her face, to her neck, to her collarbone, her thin body, every inch was kissed by him.

Cheng Xiaozheng still remembered that the sun was so dazzling that afternoon, he didn't even close the curtains, and put Fu Enxi down.

He said sorry countless times.

His kisses fell on her over and over again, on his lips, and as long as he said rr, Fu Enxi cried.

She is no longer young, after a woman is over thirty, the wrinkles on her face will grow faster and faster, Fu Enxi used to be most afraid that his face would be old, he Cheng Xiaozheng is still the same demeanor, and he is still the focus of the woman's pile, and when she fell into his arms, she knew that it was a luxury to be able to wait until her face was old.

His soft, shallow lips were imprinted on the center of her brow, where there was a brown mole, and he kissed it, Fu Enxi

Close your eyes and listen to his whispering voice, "Don't lie to me, I promise, I won't." ”

He said, "It's so tiring to tell a lie for so long, it's really too tiring." ”

Kissing her chin, he said, "In a few years I'll be forty years old, and the older I get, the more I realize that I've done too many meaningless things."

Even if Qin Peiwen did such a despicable thing to my mother, even though my father kicked me and my mother out of the house, what is it for me to hate him Xiao Lucheng?

I've lost my whole family, I've lost the woman I love the most, I've lost my freedomβ€”I've seen a lot of things in prison, but when I came out and saw him again, I found that it wasn't.

I hated him, I hated him for no reason, and in the end, I even lost you to him. ”

Fu Enxi hugged him tightly and carried him.

He said, "How about we have another child? I thought, it must be nice to watch your own child grow up, right?"

He said, "We teach her, we have to teach her well, you can't lie, you must not lie, it's too painful to lie." ”

He said, "I'll accompany you to heal, there is a precedent in the world, cancer is cured." ”

He also said, "Eun-hee, don't lie to me anymore, don't say you're using me. You don't know, after you left that morning, I had a big fight with my mom because she scolded you......"

Scold you for doing things, scold you, and scold you for your bones.

Cheng Xiaozheng didn't say the next words again, he and Fu Enxi were combined, she didn't say a word during the whole process, just cried, as if she had no other way to express herself except crying.

They slept until after dark.

Fu Enxi made him dinner, accompanied him to see the scenery, and walked on the street for a long time holding hands with him.

The aunt who dances the square dance, the child who sells balloons, the bearded old man who makes the candy man...... They have seen countless faces, smiling, funny, happy, indifferent, so many people, the appearance of those people overlapped, and finally in Cheng Xiaozheng's eyes, they only pieced together Fu Enxi's face that was over thirty years old but was already charming.

She's such a fox.

He said this to her when he was there, and he also said this when he rubbed her foot during dinner, Fu Enxi laughed at himself, "I just have a little three's face, so you still like it so much?"

He replied to her without pretense, "I'm not a serious man, isn't it normal to like junior and senior?"

Fu Enxi chuckled and kicked him hard, "Don't talk about yourself like that, this person in my eyes now, he couldn't be more serious." ”

At nine o'clock they went back from outside.

At 9:30 we took a shower together.

At a quarter past ten, Cheng Xiaozheng answered a phone call, and Fu Enxi was watching TV with him on his pillow.

At 10:30 they went back to their bedrooms.

He asked for it several times that night, not because he was intemperate, but because he felt that he had not felt that feeling for too long, and once he got it, every hair follicle and every cell in his body could not be separated from her.

When he was sleeping deepest, Fu Enxi got up and took medicine.

Regardless of the earthquake or tsunami outside, Cheng Xiaozheng will not wake up for a short time because she put an antimedicum in the water he drank.

Fu Enxi left after taking the medicine, leaving a note with only a short sentence for him.

Say goodbye and goodbye, it's human.

Later, she went to the hospital to see Cheng Cheng.

Cheng Cheng was sleeping, and her mother was sleeping.

She put her bank card under Cheng Cheng's pillow, where Cheng Cheng's treatment fee was placed.

If it's not enough, there is Xiao Lucheng and Cheng Xiaozheng.

And she, she can leave.

When Fu Enxi left the hospital, she put her hands in her outer pockets and looked up at the dark emptiness.

There are still a few hours before dawn.

In two weeks, the Chinese New Year is coming.

She craned her neck, smiled and let out a hot breath in the cold air, her nose was red, and her eyes were red.

She said, Hyo-jeong, I don't blame you.

Chapter 113 Don't do this

Sun Yumeng returned to Xiao Lucheng's office with a heavy heart, he was in a meeting at this time, and she didn't let anyone inform him.

The moment she heard that Fu Enxi had disappeared, her heart sank.

Cheng Xiaozheng said that Xiao Lucheng must know where she was hiding, but in fact, Xiao Lucheng has been busy with his own affairs during this time, and Sun Yumeng has not heard a word from him about it, is he even hiding it from her?

Half an hour later, Xiao Lucheng came out after the meeting, and when he saw her, he was surprised and happy at the same time, and he didn't care that the blinds were not closed, so he walked over and hugged her-

The others had their backs to the outside, and Sun Yumeng was surrounded by him, so naturally no one could see her red face and die.

Sun Yumeng just likes to be intimate with him no matter how much she likes, but she is uncomfortable under the noses of others, "I said don't be ...... like this outside"

"What's the matter, who doesn't know that you are Mrs. Xiao?"

Xiao Lucheng let go of her with a smile and walked to the other end of the desk, Sun Yumeng followed, he sat down, she stood on the side, stopped talking several times, and finally spoke, "It's time for Cheng Xiaozheng to go to see the place today." ”

"Really?"

Xiao Lucheng's attention fell on the pile of documents, and when Sun Yumeng talked about Cheng Xiaozheng, his eyes didn't move, until Sun Yumeng said, "He asked me to ask you out, and he wants to meet you." ”

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The man's hand holding the document paused, frowned, and looked up at him, "See what I'm doing?"

"He didn't tell me in detail, probably that Fu Enxi was missing. ”

"What does Fu Enxi's disappearance have to do with me?"

Xiao Lucheng had a lot of things on his hands, so he couldn't be distracted for the time being, and he didn't realize the seriousness of the "disappearance" for a while.

Sun Yumeng watched him pick up the pen and prepare to sign his name on the paper, the tip of the pen stopped on the paper, and he looked at her again, "Fu Enxi and Cheng Xiaozheng have been together again recently?"

Sun Yumeng shook her head, "I don't know, he said that he couldn't contact her, the phone kept being turned off, and the hospital didn't go - didn't Cheng Cheng call to tell you?"

"I've been too busy lately to notice if Cheng Cheng has called me. ”

Xiao Lucheng lit a cigarette, put it to his lips and took a puff, the smoke slowly came out, and he said to Sun Yumeng after a while, "I'll contact him myself, don't worry about it." ”

Sun Yumeng nodded.

Seeing that the time was almost up, she picked up the landline on his desk to prepare the meal, and she asked him, "What do you want to eat at noon?"

He pursed his lips and smiled, "I'll eat whatever you eat." ”

Sun Yumeng ordered a claypot rice for twenty-five yuan, and she said to Xiao Lucheng, "I'll please." ”

He picked up the remote control on the table, pressed down the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling window, cut off the view from the outside, he pulled Sun Yumeng over and sat on him, buried his face in her neck for a long time, and suddenly raised his head and asked her, "Have your things been patented?"

Sun Yumeng was a little hindsighted, "Yes, I've been too busy during this time, and I completely forgot about it." ”

He didn't have the heart to twist it slightly, reminding her, "Doing business is not only about fighting your mind, you must be cautious at all times, and you must be cautious at all times." ”

"Got it, got it. ”

Sun Yumeng held his face, this is suitable for talking about love, how can there be that idle time to talk to him?

She looked at his handsome face with a smile, and after a while, she whispered, "You seem to have lost weight these days, didn't you eat well at work?"

He took her little hand and put it to his lips to kiss it, "I have been socializing almost every night for a while, and after drinking, I forgot to eat." ”

"There's gray hair. ”

Sun Yumeng found a silver thread in his thick black hair, gently pulled it off and showed it to him, his heart was slightly painful, "Have you been under a lot of pressure lately? ”

He didn't raise his eyes, he just buried his face in her neck, smelled the fragrance on her body, and said casually, "I'll pay more attention in the future." ”

Sun Yumeng sighed and sighed, "Good health, but it's better than anything else." ”

He snorted, and Sun Yumeng said again, "You are so many years older than me, if you don't take good care of yourself, how can you grow old with me?"

She felt his two thin arms around him, and she felt him stiffen.

After a moment, he folded his arms and hugged Sun Yumeng tightly, his thin lips pressed against the side of her face, and his soft voice poured into her ears, "It will definitely be." ”

……

……

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Lucheng finished smoking his second cigarette, raised his hand to look at the watch on his wrist, got up and picked up the outside and left the office.

Driving out of the company, he called Cheng Xiaozheng.

He held the steering wheel, his eyes staring ahead, and when the other party picked it up, he said lightly, "Don't you want to find me?"

"Is it convenient?"

"Say somewhere, I'll go find you. ”

Cheng Xiaozheng made an appointment with him to meet him, and Xiao Lucheng put away his mobile phone and sped up the speed of the car at the same time.

Half an hour later, the two men were standing on the top floor of the tallest building in the city.

The last time such a meeting was before Cheng Xiaozheng was imprisoned, he was completely different from the person in front of Xiao Lucheng now, at that time there was hatred and unwillingness in his eyes, and there were too many complicated things, and now Xiao Lucheng looks at him again, and what he can see from his eyes is nothing but calm.

He buried his head in lighting a cigarette and threw the cigarette case to Xiao Lucheng.

Xiao Lucheng caught it, but he didn't take a cigarette, he looked at Cheng Xiaozheng swallowing clouds and spitting fog and looking at the distant stunned appearance, for a long time, he opened his mouth first, "Two days ago, he was still asking me, saying that this year's Spring Festival, will all the people in our family go back to eat New Year's dinner." ”

Cheng Xiaozheng grinned, he squinted and took another puff of cigarette, and said lightly, "This must be." ”

"Not necessarily. ”

Xiao Lucheng took a step forward and stood with his hands in his hands, the edge of the top floor is tempered glass, and the visual effect is like there is no fence, the closer to the edge, the more terrifying it is.

Cheng Xiaozheng looked at his feet, his heart hung in the air, but he looked back and smiled, "No one on the second uncle's side can guarantee that it will be foolproof, my father and grandfather have also done their best, if you want to come, you still have to look at the creation." ”

Cheng Xiaozheng's fingertips shook off the cigarette ash, and his eyes turned back, "When did you become a girl, do you believe in fate?"

"When no one can count on it, there is no way to believe it. ”

"There is such a thing as fate, if you believe in it, you have it, and if you don't believe it, you don't have it,"

Cheng Xiaozheng chuckled, put the cigarette butt back to his lips and took a deep breath, the wind blew off the cigarette ash and fell on him, he lowered his head and blew, and then said calmly, "Fu Enxi has something growing in his womb, do you know?"

Xiao Lucheng shook his head when he heard this, "You didn't tell me." ”

"Yes, it's not a good thing, you can say it to whoever you meet......"

He threw away the cigarette butt and turned to face Xiao Lucheng, the two of them had a somewhat similar appearance, such as eyebrows and eyes, such as the shallow and beautiful lip shape, and the resolute but slightly soft facial contours.

It's just that Xiao Lucheng's skin is pale, while Cheng Xiaozheng is dark-skinned that looks healthier - he looked at his half-brother, and thousands of words were like a fish in his throat, and after a long time, he finally spoke in a dumb voice, and he said to Xiao Lucheng, "Probably this time, she and I really came to an end." ”

Cheng Xiaozheng and Fu Enxi, although he Xiao Lucheng was a bystander, he could clearly see the feeling that those two people were secretly entangled, and he was not surprised when Cheng Xiaozheng said this sentence in front of him.

His silent face made people unable to see any clues, and he said to Cheng Xiaozheng, "Since she didn't let me know about her illness, naturally it won't be me who helped her hide from you." ”

Cheng Xiaozheng slowly closed his eyes and said in despair, "I guess she wants to fend for herself, she wants to die quietly outside alone, she's too stupid." ”

"Have you asked someone to check the station, airport, and entry and exit records?"

"I checked it, but I found nothing. ”

Cheng Xiaozheng raised his hand and pressed his temples, and finally said, "In recent years, many places don't use real-name registration, Fu Enxi is very cunning, who knows if he will take the car to another place and leave the country?"

Xiao Lucheng nodded, she was indeed a very clever person.

suddenly thought of Cheng Cheng, Xiao Lucheng thought again and again, no matter whether Fu Enxi was honest with Cheng Xiaozheng or not, he planned to let Cheng Xiaozheng know that it was his child, "Actually, Cheng Cheng is ...... her"

Before he finished speaking, Cheng Xiaozheng smiled, "My daughter, I know." ”

Xiao Lucheng lowered his eyes, moved his eyelids a few times very slowly, and then said lukewarmly, "This is your own doing!"

"yes. ”

Cheng Xiaozheng laughed insolently, standing closest to the tempered glass fence, his toes were less than three centimeters away from the air.

He faced the biting cold wind, and his self-deprecating laughter grew louder and louder, shaking Xiao Lucheng's eardrums, and he said, "I deserve it, and I take the blame on myself." ”

Xiao Lucheng finally took out two cigarettes from the cigarette case.

He unhurriedly clicked one and handed it to his mouth, and after Cheng Xiaozheng took it, he lit it for himself.

In front of him was full of smoke, and in the dazzling light of the afternoon, he said to Cheng Xiaozheng, "She confessed Cheng Cheng's identity to you, and naturally she was ready to leave the child to you. ”

"She asked me to take the child back to Xiao's house. ”

"It's not a good thing. ”

Xiao Lucheng spat out a white cigarette and smiled and showed a row of white teeth, "Let me know that Cheng Cheng is actually really our child, and I don't have to explain it anymore, so I don't need to explain it, so I don't have to worry about it." ”

Cheng Xiaozheng smiled bitterly on his lips, "But, I want to find that stupid woman first." ”

He nodded, "I'll help you." ”

……

……

At the end of this semester, Sun Yumeng, like before, also took the full honors, and there is no problem with the scholarship for an honor student like her every semester.

However, Sun Yumeng's desperate attempt to get a scholarship was forced by life, but now, it is just to satisfy her sense of achievement.

Liu Xiran felt that it was really inconvenient to live in Xiao Lucheng, so he went to find a house after work every day.

She is alone, she doesn't need much spacious, it's comfortable and clean.

After looking at several places, I finally chose a house with a courtyard house in an alley.

On the day of the move, Xiao Lucheng and Sun Yumeng came together, took her luggage, and cleaned the house.

Liu Xiran never knew that a man as noble as Xiao Lucheng was no different from ordinary people when he rolled up his sleeves and did housework, if he really found a difference, that is, others are good-looking, and they look so good-looking.

She sometimes wondered

When I went behind my back, I always gave Sun Yumeng a vaccination, so that Sun Yumeng didn't get too involved in the feeling, and then compared Xiao Lucheng's degree to their mother and daughter, I couldn't help but feel that I was narrow-minded.

Xiao Lucheng accompanied Sun Yumeng to a nearby shopping mall twice, both to buy daily necessities for Liu Xiran.

The two went back after dinner at Liu Xiran's, Sun Yumeng was tired, leaned on the car seat and slept for a while, and when she got home, Xiao Lucheng picked her up.

Liu Xiran was gone, the two were a little unscrupulous, as soon as they entered Xiao Lucheng, they threw Sun Yumeng on the sofa, Sun Yumeng asked him with a smile, "What are you going to do?"

The man replied to her shamelessly, "What else can you do besides doing ~ you?"

Sun Yumeng felt that he was too much, and scolded him with a red face, "Can you speak a little more subtlely?"

He laughed, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were warm, "I'm used to being straightforward, what if I can't be subtle?"

When Sun Yumeng beat him, he had already picked him up again, and he strode upstairs, saying as he walked, "We didn't have a lot of fun when our mother was here, let me have a good time tonight." ”

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"'I've got the time done this time, and I'll be there two days before my aunt!'"

Sun Yumeng was placed in the center by him, her long hair was spread out, and her seaweed-like black and thick hair showed her bewitching ~Rao and the wind~, Xiao Lucheng put his arms on her sides, leaned over and kissed her on the mouth, and asked her hoarsely, "Is my husband good?"

Her little hand clasped behind his head and nodded, "Hmm." ”

"Do you love your husband?"

"Hmm. ”

"In the future, when my husband is old and not handsome, will he dislike it?"

"Of course!"

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"No!"

Xiao Lucheng saw a trace of cunning in her eyes, her lips were doting, and she lowered her head and kissed her again, "Tangtang, you are getting more and more beautiful."

Cheng Xiao was sitting in the coffee shop, and when he came, he ordered a cup of Blue Mountain, and his mobile phone was placed next to the cup, and he had been waiting for someone's call.

He had a cigarette between his fingertips, but he never lit it, and his eyes looked at the building opposite from time to time - whether Nanshan Pharmaceutical could pass or not, just today, but the power of life and death was in the hands of those people in a conference room in that building.

As he waited, he knew he was nervous.

Wanhe Fund is not his in the end, he has the right to manipulate knowledge, all the shareholders are actually not optimistic about Nanshan Pharmaceutical at the beginning, and many people raised objections to it, Cheng Xiaozheng He insisted on going his own way, if the company's listing was not successful this time, there was really no way to block the mouths of those old guys.

He started smoking, one cigarette after another, trying to distract himself, to be too focused on waiting for something, it was too tiring.

In fact, Cheng Xiaozheng is not very addicted to smoking, usually he can smoke a B cigarette for several days, but today he is too impetuous, before entering the coffee shop, he spent 55 yuan outside to buy a B Su cigarette, and he smoked only a few cigarettes in half an hour.

Finally, the phone rang.

He received a text message, an unnamed unknown number, and the other party sent two words in a concise language: passed.

So, Cheng Xiaozheng was relieved, exhaled a long breath, and called the waiter to pay.

This overly handsome tall man, the way he even walked attracted strange eyes, from the time he paid to pick up his clothes and stand up, until he left the coffee shop, he received too much attention along the wayβ€”however, he could not see anything else in his heart except Fu Enxi.

He and Lin Rui were in an underground gambling house, and today he was sitting under the dazzling lights, behind him was his assistant, and the assistant had two boxes of cash in his hand, which were all his remuneration for Lin Rui.

Lin Rui is still the first time to see a person like Cheng Xiaozheng, he doesn't understand, what can be done with a check, so why do you take two boxes?

At this time, Cheng Xiaozheng crossed his fingers and put his arms on the table, Lin Rui smiled as soon as he said this, "Minister Lin, don't you think it's only enjoyable when you look at cash? ”

"Makes sense. ”

Lin Rui asked his people to take the money down, originally he was interested in playing two cards, but Cheng Xiaozheng stood up and said sorry to him, "I still have some personal matters to do, I'm afraid I can't accompany the minister to have fun." If you don't mind, I'll find someone to accompany you?"

Lin Ruilang smiled and waved his hand, "It's normal for young people to have their own business, you go and get busy, don't worry about me." ”

"Then I'll miss first. ”

Cheng Xiaozheng got into the car from the gambling house, and the assistant asked him, "Where is Mr. Cheng going?"

He closed his eyes and rested his eyes, his hands pressed to his temples, and his face was tired, "Go back." ”

Only then did the driver react, just now he just wanted to leave earlier, just looking for an excuse.

"Xiao Zhang, how did you check it?" He was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes, so he asked the person driving in front of him lightly in the car.

"According to your instructions, all the places that can be checked have been checked, and there is no trace of Fu Xiao for the time being. ”

When the driver answered him, he looked at him in the mirror several times, and beads of sweat gradually appeared on his forehead, and he was anxious, afraid that he would not be able to do things well and make Mr. Cheng angry.

But Cheng Xiaozheng is exhausted now, how can he have the strength to be angry with anyone?

If you can't find it, then continue to look for it, desperately looking for it, no matter whether she Fu Enxi is dead or alive, digging three feet into the ground, living to see people, and dead to see corpses.

Cheng Xiaozheng misses her too much.

In this life, people always have to do a lot of things that they can't regret, if he can really give him a chance to choose, he will never give her a chance to leave him again.

However, there is no regret in this world after all, and Cheng Xiaozheng lost Fu Enxi, this is the second time.

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The driver took his instructions and drove the car in the direction of his residence.

Ten minutes later, he suddenly opened his eyes.

After thinking for a long time, he opened his mouth and called the driver, "Xiao Zhang, send me to the Municipal People's Hospital." ”

Xiao Zhang was stunned, "Mr. Cheng, are you sick?"

He smiled bitterly, "Yes, I'm sick, but no one can cure me." I went to see a patient. ”

"Yes. ”

Xiao Zhang drove the car to the front, turned around, and went to the People's Hospital.

Cheng Xiaozheng decided to go and see the child, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

In fact, he is not ready to face Cheng Cheng, maybe he misses Fu Enxi too much and can't see her, so let's go see Cheng Cheng.

Their daughters, at least, should have her in their eyebrows and eyes.

At this moment, Sun Yumeng was sitting on the bench at the door of the ward, she was waiting for Xiao Lucheng, she was bored, and kept looking down at her phone.

Cheng Xiaozheng came out of the elevator and saw her at a glance.

He was stunned, thinking to himself, how could it be so coincidental, could it be that Xiao Lucheng is also here today?

"Hey. ”

He greeted Sun Yumeng, who was much more indifferent and detached than the previous two single meetings.

Sun Yumeng was a little surprised to see him, and was stunned for a while, then asked him, "You also came to see Cheng Cheng?"

He hummed, and Sun Yumeng said again, "Xiao Lucheng is here." ”

Cheng Xiaozheng looked at her for a while and asked her, "Why don't you go in?"

"I'll wait for him here, anyway, Cheng Cheng and her grandmother are not very good. ”

In fact, Cheng Xiaozheng asked Sun Yumeng like this, Sun Yumeng felt embarrassed, it was clear that Cheng Cheng didn't like her and didn't want to see her, so she didn't go into the house.

Cheng Xiaozheng stared at her for a long time, probably guessing something.

Chapter 114 Sour

He stood still for a moment, and after a while he turned around and walked in the direction of the elevator again.

Seeing this, Sun Yumeng hurriedly followed, "It's all here, why do you have to leave before you go in?"

Cheng Xiaozheng pressed the second floor, lowered his head and smiled bitterly, "Forget it, Cheng Cheng doesn't know who I am at all, it will be very abrupt if I go in so rashly." ”

"How do you know if you don't try? she's your daughter after all, and blood is thicker than water......

But in fact, it wasn't me who she called Dad for almost 12 years. ”

Cheng Xiaozheng entered the elevator and smiled at Sun Yumeng again, "Let's talk about it later, for the time being, I don't know how to communicate with children, no matter what aspect, I have to adapt to it first." "Ao

Sun Yumeng watched the elevator door slowly close, and watched Cheng Xiaozheng's face disappear into the crack of the door, only to feel a sour feeling in her heart.

It was close to ten o'clock, and Xiao Lucheng came out.

He saw Sun Yumeng standing there in a daze, thinking that she was sleepy, so he went over and took her hand and left.

He asked her if she was cold, and Sun Yumeng shook her head.

The hospital has so much heating, it will only be hot.

Xiao Lucheng saw that she was a little depressed, and asked her after entering the elevator, "What's the matter, are you unhappy waiting too long?"

"No, it didn't take long. ”

"But your watch is obviously sullen now, not when you came. ”

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Sun Yumeng held his big hand and didn't speak again for a while.

It wasn't until she got into the car that she watched Xiao Lucheng fasten his seat belt and watch him set the car on fire, then she said, "Cheng Xiaozheng came just now." ”

Xiao Lucheng was looking at the front intently, but after she said this, he turned his head to look at her, "Why are you only saying it now?"