Thinking of this, Zhao Kuangyin's hands couldn't help but clench tighter, and he unconsciously recalled the bits and pieces between them.

Although he loves her, he can't always be with her for a long time, not because he has impurities in his love for her, but because he wants to win the best and most powerful things in the world for her.

He felt that he was worthy of her.

For this reason, he didn't even dare to show his deep love for her too deeply, because he was afraid that once he did, he would not want to leave her for half a step and live his life.

Therefore, he only dared to love her secretly, and this secret love was also suppressed by him, and it could no longer be suppressed.

There was just one thing that he didn't expect, and he was sorry for her.

He knew the influence of the He family's power on him, and his mother secretly warned him many times that he must not have any more children before he became a big thing.

He did think about it again and again, but he couldn't help himself in the face of her.

She also seemed to know that he didn't want to have any more children, so she kept the pregnancy a secret from him. He didn't know until he was a month old when he couldn't hide it.

To tell the truth, he was pleasantly surprised, why didn't he want to have a child with her, how many times did he secretly decide that he would ascend to the throne in the future, and he would only allow her to have one child, and he would raise their common child with her, and then pass on to him the great rivers and mountains that had built a solid foundation.

So this time, although it happened "suddenly", he was really happy.

He even began to redo the plan to achieve great things without relying on the power of the He family, and little by little replaced the He family who participated in it.

However, he had only made the beginning, and his mother had already done it.

The child is gone, and she is no longer happy.

He knew that his mother was for his good and for the good of the entire Zhao family, so he didn't resent his mother.

But he didn't dare to face her, whether he did it or not, it was because of him.

Therefore, he stepped up the process of planning major events and obtained the throne in advance.

As soon as he ascended the throne, the first thing he did was to canonize her as empress.

Then, as he wished, he had a prince with her.

Yet she still didn't seem to be happy.

He really wanted to accompany her, but on the one hand, his temperament, and on the other hand, because he had just ascended the throne, the situation was unstable. In addition, the Liao State is eyeing the tiger, the unstable Han State, the Wu Yue is the grass on the wall, and the Tang State has been turning over at any time......

It makes him really powerless.

At this time, she had a miscarriage again.

This time the situation was critical, and all the imperial doctors were helpless.

For the first time, he tasted what it was to be afraid, and to be afraid was to lose her.

What he is most afraid of is that he will never see her face again in this life, if so, what is the point of him, what is the point of him fighting this country desperately.

Fortunately, Nangong Shen finally arrived and rescued her.

And what he didn't expect was that this fear would come again today.

He doesn't want her to have anything, and he will never let her have anything!

......

"Official, Niangniang has already drunk the decoction to induce labor, and she is about to give birth at any time, I am afraid that you will be unlucky here. ”

The palace man who delivered the baby approached and said to Zhao Kuangyin. Seeing that he didn't react at all, he had to raise his voice slightly.

"Official, Niangniang has already drunk the decoction to induce labor, and she is about to give birth at any time, I am afraid that you will be unlucky here. ”

Seeing that Zhao Kuangyin still didn't react, he had to wave his hand to the other midwives and signal them to step forward, and then began to prepare.

"It's outcropped!" suddenly shouted the one who was walking at the front.

Zhao Kuangyin shuddered and immediately looked over.

Head, body, feet, the child came out smoothly, but did not make the sound it should have.

Immediately afterwards, I saw a palace person with a face full of relatives, hugged Zhao Kuangyin and walked to Zhao Kuangyin's side, and whispered.

"Official, the little prince is gone. ”

......

Su Jinxi came in after getting an exact letter from the imperial doctor, and he was sad inside, but he didn't dare to show it in the slightest.

He took a deep breath before he forced a smile and came to the queen's bed.

When he saw the pale face of the queen and queen, his heart sank more and more.

The child was not saved, although it had already been born.

Because of several miscarriages, the body may no longer be able to conceive.

The words of the imperial doctor echoed in her ears again and again, and Su Jinxi felt that her heart had been pinched and painful.

She suddenly felt that God had treated her so unfairly.

She is still so young, she likes children so much, and she is so eager to give Zhao Kuangyin a child.

Before she could pay attention to her, he hurriedly took another deep snort and "suppressed" the tears that were about to gush out.

Unexpectedly, the first thing she said when she saw her was.

"Has the official family taken back his life for Nuan Yang and his relatives?"

Su Jinxi made up a stomach of words, and was choked.

The queen looked at her expression, and was sure that it was not, and immediately struggled to get up.

"This palace is going to see the official's house!"

Su Jinxi was shocked and immediately stepped forward to hold her up.

"You have just had a miscarriage, and you must no longer move or walk around!"

And the queen let her push away vigorously.

"This palace is nothing more than recuperation in the future, and as soon as Nuan Yang is gone, her life will be over! This palace sent someone to inquire, the emperor of the Han State is vicious, arrogant and lascivious, where is this to go with relatives, it is simply to push Nuan Yang alive to the fire pit! Jinxi, you let go, if you let this palace watch Nuan Yang really marry him, this palace will have a restless conscience for the rest of his life. ”

Su Jinxi's hands were not relaxed, and his heart trembled. How did she not know this, she had met Liu Jun a few times, I am afraid she knew more than her, otherwise she would not have gone to the Dragon Pavilion that day.

But she won't let go, she won't let go of anything, she can't forget how she was saved by the imperial doctors, she is so scared, once she lets go, she will lose her forever.

"You don't want to go, I'll go! Nuan Yang is your relative, and it is also my loved one, if you don't want to delay the time to save Nuan Yang, you promise me to stay in the dormitory to recuperate. ”

"The ...... of this palace" Queen Wang was stopped by her words, she didn't know that she was doing her good, why didn't she also take her as a relative in her heart. hesitated, but finally agreed.

"Okay, Hongu promises you. ”

Su Jinxi's hand was released from Queen Wang's arm, let her lie down on the bed, turned around and walked quickly towards the door of the dormitory.

The two of them, she will definitely not "let go"!

As soon as Su Jinxi left, Queen Wang struggled to sit up again, pushed her over and supported her, trying to let her continue to lie down and recuperate.

"Bring pen and paper to Hongu!" she can't go and see it in person, so let's write it herself.

Nuan Yang, she will definitely not "let go"!

It's just that none of them knew that when they were "fighting", Zhao Kuangyin had walked outside the door of the dormitory.

"Official, do you want to go in?" Seeing that he was slow to enter, and there was a "fight" inside to see him, the father-in-law who followed couldn't help but say more.

After hearing this, Zhao Kuangyin turned around and walked out.

"No matter who comes to the official family tonight, they all say that the official family is there in Huimeiren. He walked briskly and whispered.

The official family flipped over the sign of the harem, and it was difficult to say anything if he was not interested.

The father-in-law who followed immediately responded.

"Yes!" the minion wrote. "The Xindao official family was really chased by the county lord of Xucheng, and he even used this trick.

It seems that the princess of Qin is determined to go and kiss, which is really pitiful.

However, it is not the ruthlessness of the official family, it is really where the queen mother's order is placed, and the official family has to do it.

Soon Su Jinxi, who went to Longting to ask Zhao Kuangyin to see him, got this answer, and then asked Hui Meiren in that palace, how could anyone pay attention to her.