124. Lexington
"Honey, can I kiss you?" I've wanted to say this sentence for a long time, maybe for a ship girl, this kind of words are a bit abrupt and don't know how to advance or retreat, but this mood can never be faked. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
The Admiral had always been so sluggish, perhaps even now he had become less wooden and cold than he had been. Sometimes, however, the Admiral would do childish things, but seeing him sweating profusely from building a hot spring for himself, I felt that I liked the Admiral in front of me more.
Sometimes liking or loving is something like that, right? It's like the sea breeze, it's gentle, plain, but it's comforting. Although Gaga always said something vigorous, I preferred a time like this, feeling the clumsy thoughtfulness and faint tenderness emanating from my dear's breathless smile.
Probably I was captured by his inadvertent thoughtfulness, right? I remember back in the early days, when there were only Saratoga and a few cruisers and low-speed battleships in the port area, and I took office with the governor's order to support the new port area, and I never thought that I would become so concerned about the person in front of me! The memory is also Gaga's mischievous sister.
I don't think I cared about him as a commander at all, did I? All I like is the sea breeze and my sister on the sea, so I always ask about Gaga when I say things like that. As for when did you start liking Admiral? Actually, I don't know, but I don't know when I started to like it so inexplicably.
Standing in the empty church in the sea breeze, I didn't know how I felt when he handed the ring to me, probably used to that tacit life, used to the commander who occasionally showed a little mischievous to me, so I just stretched out my hand and hugged him.
I still have the ring on my hand back then, but the feeling was different. Occasionally, he would take my hair ornament when I wasn't looking, and then look at me fixedly. His expression was cold but silly. Because if he is looked at like this, anyone will know that the hair ornament is hidden by him. But I like him very much, no longer the cold commander who can only use messengers, but the husband I don't know when I fell in love but I don't regret it.
At that time, I also like to tear him down and let the queen carefully kiss him on the cheek, and then there is a salty taste, like the saltiness of the sea breeze. Although I was disgusted by Gaga when I secretly told Gaga that it was not dirty, I still liked it very much.
During that time, he always said that he couldn't tell the difference between me and Gaga, because Gaga would always take off his black strap and pretend to be me. And I also seemed to be coquettish and joking with him as if I couldn't control myself.
But this life as if there was only me and him in the whole world soon came to an end. As another Lexington said to me during the exercise: "Every Lexington is the wife of the Admiral, but the Admiral never has more than one Lexington." "Some happiness may be just a moment. But this moment was precious to me.
I remember one afternoon, when I went to the Admiral's office with the processed papers, as usual, but did not see him. I thought he had run away, as usual, so I smiled and drew a big smile on his report, "Hehe, the commander actually ran away, so a small punishment, right?" ”
I thought that when he came back, he would ask himself to help him deal with those reports, and then he could justifiably "bully" him, but this time it was different, he came back with Gaga. Gaga had that tie around her neck, and not only the tie, she also had a ring on her hand. Looking at the look on her face that didn't dare to make eye contact with herself, I finally understood what Lexington was saying.
I didn't blame my sister, and I didn't blame him. They're the ones I love the most, and that's how they should be, isn't that? After stepping down from the secretary ship, I have more time to look at my dear and observe the ship girls in the town guard's mansion, and I know the suffering of those ship girls.
It's like the former main force Fuso, she hasn't even seen the Admiral for a long time. Every time she saw her, she always asked her admiral with great concern, and when she left, she must bring a special flower arrangement made by her. But her admiral never spoke of Fusang in front of her. Not even once.
The ship's mother and the admiral should be like a combined fleet, otherwise it will be too cruel for those shipwives who can't be cared for! Of course, there is also my caution in this kind of thought, just like the title of wife, even if I can't be the only marriage ship, I want to be the only "wife".
I hid my immature side, and no longer "grinned" with the admiral, but carefully took on more work; No longer rolling his eyes and being jealous of Gaga and counting him down, but tolerating him and giving him more space; No longer talking about his own "punishment" or "reward" for her, but everything is for the Admiral and all her companions...... Inclusive, generous, gentle......
But I also have some of my own thoughts, my own desires, that is, the "dear" in my mouth. I want to be the flagship of the Combined Fleet, the one closest to the commander! Even Gaga can't be compared to the one.
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Came to this strange sea, and met the commander who had become indecisive again, although I still didn't want to monopolize him, although I had long been accustomed to him showing affection and concern for the ship's mother other than myself, although my mind still hasn't changed, but I want to be his flagship even more, or the desire in my heart has been a little difficult to contain!
The Admiral became so gentle, he liked to laugh more, and though more often he gave it to Gaga, I liked the Admiral more now, and I liked to hug him, to walk hand in hand, and to talk about things that I didn't know with a little nervousness...... He always makes people want to take care of him, and maybe as Gaga said, my heart longs for further intimacy with him.
So at Ito's wedding, I knew that I would steal the limelight from my host, but I still wore the wedding dress he gave me. The feeling of walking side by side with him on the carpet to receive the blessing of the person was dreamy, and although it was still not as good as the throbbing of the heart when he first gave his heart to the other person in the empty church, his heart beat faster when he said the vow.
A lot of times even Gaga doesn't know, there are a lot of things that my sister is actually thinking about.
It's like accompanying him to this strange island country now. Since many things can never be his only one, I also want to be the first ship's wife.
Whether it was the idea of "honeymoon trip" at the beginning, or the persuasion and confession when he was on the ship, and the intimate conversations, or the kind way to create space for Xianghe when he was here...... A lot of things are mixed into my thoughts.
Shohe is a poor person, and I don't care about her joining. It is precisely because of this that I used various reasons to shirk Gaga's joining, and instead chose her, who is gentle and virtuous but too weak to face the Admiral, because she is not confident, but she is also an important part of our life in Minato.
It can be seen that my dear he likes Xianghe very much, but I don't know why the two of them are always dragging like that. Every time I play with the children in the garden, when I see Shozuru sitting with him, I naturally reveal a look of obsession with anticipation and timidity, and I think of those matcha powder or flower arrangement Fuso at that time. At this time, my hateful compassion will make me want to help them as much as I can.
But by creating space for them, why am I not creating a chance for myself to be a two-person world? The bold fitting before departure, and the kiss on the boat, became more and more strange, but I didn't care, because the feeling was like a gull song brought by the sea breeze, the more I tasted it, the more intoxicating it became.
Although he is always so careful to arrange everything when everyone is unconscious, thinking that everyone can be happy and happy under his protection. But there will always be someone who disrupts my plans, or simply disrupts my own heart.
His hard work, his stubbornness, and his childish love and care for us were all the more overflowing, and the humble hot spring and the bruises on his hands all made my heart intoxicated again.
"Admiral. Come on, stick your head out~"
Looking at his face getting closer and closer, smelling the smell of sweat on his body with the salty feeling of the sea breeze, I couldn't help but blush and leaned over, as I had done countless times before, and gently kissed his forehead with my heart. Let go of him, looking at his face with a little surprise and then a quick evil smile, I licked my lips lightly, and the action was very tempting. It's just that I forgot to think about it, and just subconsciously wanted to feel the smell of him sticking to my lips.
"Is that enough?" He had a strange smile on his face, and he put his hands on my shoulders and came over again, and the warmth that came from his palms seemed to be magical, and I couldn't exert any strength in my body.
He leaned over again, to my lips. At this time, I have a strange lack of Gaga, no Xianghe, and so many small extravagances and plans in my mind, but only him, my commander, Sun Wen!