Chapter 229: Little Liu's Story
How could Liu Chang not know...
More than three months ago, there was a woman about forty years old who was named Dong.
died in the early hours of the morning, and the news spread for more than a week...
At that time, it was rumored that Dong was mentally ill and had abnormal nerves, and he was not deliberately lying on the rails.
Liu Chang only thought that this was a poor woman, but...
According to Xiaoliu's statement, this Dong is Xiaoliu's mother?
Liu Chang looked down at the crying little six, and said softly.
"That Dong... Be... Ahem, is that your mother?"
"Well, she's my mom..."
Xiao Liu nodded vigorously and said.
"Brother... You know how much I don't want to know about this... Woo, I'd rather not know anything myself, I'd rather not know anything myself. I didn't want to know that my mother had left me. Not long after my grandmother passed away, my mother abandoned me again, and then my mother passed away... Elder brother... Do you think I'm a broom star? Whoever treats me well will be unlucky? Because of me, my father left, because my grandmother died of illness, because of me, my mother will go to the rails!"
"No, it's not. Xiaoliu, it's not like this. Don't think about it, none of this has anything to do with you. ”
"Brother... Although my mother is usually crazy, she is not stupid at all, she is not stupid at all! She was afraid of disturbing me, so she threw me at the door of the city orphanage, because in this way, she no longer has to bear the burden. She didn't go to the rails because she was crazy and her brain was out of control, she did it on purpose... Elder brother... Woo, why is she, why is she so cruel. ”
"I..."
Liu Chang didn't say a word for a long time, and at this time, he didn't know what to say to comfort Xiaoliu.
He never thought that Xiao Liu's heart would bear so many things...
"Little Liu, believe brother, everything, everything will be fine. ”
"Woo... Brother, do you know why I don't want to go to the city orphanage?"
"Why? They bullied you? You tell my brother, and my brother is going to settle accounts with them!"
Xiao Liu shook his head and said.
"It doesn't matter if I don't bully me. Anyway, I was a kid that no one wanted, and they thought I had autism, and they thought I was going to hurt other kids, so they locked me in a little dark room. But it doesn't matter, I don't care. I... The reason why I was afraid of that place was because I was there, and every day I thought of my mother, and I would think of her painful expression before she left me there. I would think that my mother had left me, forever. Whining... So, I don't want to go there, I don't want to go!"
"Don't go, don't go, my brother will be by your side for the rest of your life, don't be sad, there's a brother. ”
"Well, thank you, brother... Woo, it was you and my godfather who let me know that I'm not a person that everyone hates. Brother, do you know why I was like that before?"
"Yes, of course my brother knows. ”
Liu Chang patted Xiao Liu lightly and said.
"Brother is so smart, how can he not know. Because you have lost too many things, you don't want to lose anything again, you are afraid of losing, so you dare not have them. You don't dare to accept the love of others, you dare not accept the kindness of others to you. So, you'll pretend like you're not going to get in. But more than anyone else, your heart longs for love and for it. And because you know everything, you understand that if you enter an orphanage, sooner or later you will be adopted by strangers. Therefore, you don't dare to try to love your godfather and love the children around you. Because, once you are adopted by someone else, you lose all the love you originally had. In your opinion, it's another kind of abandonment, isn't it?"
"Yes, I'm afraid, I don't dare to love you. However, I really care about it in my heart. I really care about it... I love my godfather very much, and I always love him. Whining... I... I love your brother too, and I know you all love me too. There's another reason, though. Because of my mother and grandma, I always felt that I was a broom star, and I would harm everyone who loved me. I think that if I love people who love me, they will suffer. Mom is like this, and so is grandma. ”
Xiao Liu wiped his tears and said.
"So, all along, I've been very afraid of my godfather's disaster. My godfather loves me, and I love my godfather. But I didn't dare to express it, I was afraid that he would suffer. That time he sprained his waist, and I was terrified. I thought it was because of me, and then, you said let me come here, and I started worrying about you... I'm afraid you're going to suffer, because I'm a broom star, I'm a bad spirit. ”
"What nonsense, Xiao Liucai is not a harmful spirit, Xiao Liu is my little lucky star. You see, you've only been here for more than a month, how good is my business here? Besides, my brother's life is very hard, and all bad luck is driven away, and there is no such thing. ”
"No, I've only been here for a few days, and I heard the little eighth sister call... I heard her say you're going to fight the dog dealers... You... Do you know how scared I was? Woo, you know I was... I thought you'd die... I was very scared, I cried and begged the little eighth sister to take me there, I was afraid that something would happen to you, I was afraid that I would hurt you. Elder brother... I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose anyone, anyone who loves me, anyone I love. Elder brother... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that to you before. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
After Liu Chang heard this, he gently hugged Xiao Liu's head, he understood everything this time.
Understand how many things Xiaoliu bears in his heart, understand why Xiaoliu is so afraid of the city orphanage, understand why Xiaoliu will always pretend to be a living person and not enter, and understand why Xiaoliu will have such a big reaction when he is injured...
"Okay Xiaoliu, okay, okay, good, don't cry. Don't say you're sorry, no one blames you, no one blames you. We all love you and we all understand you. Well, everything will be fine, I promise. Everything, everything will be fine. You will not be sent away, and there will be no abandonment in the future. The godfather has given up the operation of the orphanage and has put you under his personal name in his personal name. So, you don't have to worry about anything. No one will abandon you, no one will leave you. ”
Liu Chang let out a long breath and said softly.
"Don't feel uncomfortable, in the eyes of my godfather, you are his own daughter, and in the eyes of me and your little eighth sister, you are our own sister. We are a family and will be separated for the rest of our lives. ”