The atmosphere in the whole room suddenly froze, and although there was no quarrel, it felt worse than a real quarrel. The two didn't make a sound for a long time, and after a pause for a few minutes, Chiaki got up and began to tidy up the plates on the table, pouring out the ones that should be poured out, and sealing the ones that should be in the refrigerator with plastic wrap and putting them in the refrigerator.

"Qianqiu, don't clean up the dishes yet, let's talk about it first, okay?"

"I don't want to talk about it, I'm angry!" Qianqiu glanced at him, she finally understood a little, long-term long-term long-distance will lead to contradictions like now, after a long time, she doesn't even know how to get along with Qinghe in reality, obviously the two have been together for many years.

"I didn't say that I wouldn't be born, but you don't know your body...... "Qinghe said cautiously as she helped her clean up the dishes on the table.

"Are you disgusted with my poor health now?" Qianqiu squeezed her hand, trying not to be so excited, but her eyes kept dodging, and she was afraid that if she looked at Shangqinghe, she would definitely cry.

"Nope. Qinghe leaned forward a little, crossed the table and shook Chiaki's hand, "I think, you should be the person who understands me best in this world, what I think in my heart, you know best, don't you?

"......" Qianqiu certainly understands it in her heart, and she understands the reason, but she can't convince herself.

"Let's go out for a walk, look at our home, you should be in a much better mood......" After saying this, Qinghe pulled Chiaki out of the dormitory.

"It's such a long way, I don't want to walk ......" Halfway through, Chiaki finally said a word.

"Then I'll carry you on your back for a while!" said Qinghe, squatting down and letting Chiaki lie on his back.

If it were normal times, Qianqiu would definitely be unwilling, but today I don't know what's going on, she just wants Qinghe to carry her, and when she feels tired, he will feel that he is "important".

Qianqiu lay on Qinghe's back, looking at the almost unchanged scenery on the side of the road, and her heart suddenly calmed down a lot, just like Qinghe said, she knew Qinghe too well, so she knew what he was thinking and what he was worried about, but recently Qinghe was used to having a little temper, and some words were said directly without brains.

"Qinghe, you let me down, I'll go by myself!" Qianqiu said around Qinghe's neck and into his ear.

"I want to carry you on my back, just go all the way to our house!" Qinghe turned his head a little, and then turned back again, "I cried when I had a stomachache at home, I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to give you a hug! I'm afraid I won't be able to be by your side with you! In fact, it's also very good to have a baby, I heard others say that when you give birth to a child and do confinement, you will take care of it well, and it won't hurt anymore in the future!" If you want it, let's ask for it, then I will resign and go home to take care of you, there is less work here for me, and many people can replace it, but your husband is only me, I don't take care of anyone!" It's the same when he meets Zhang Yanran during the day, he should explain things clearly, but he always feels that Qianqiu will understand him, needless to say, he will know, and it is because of this that there will be some estrangement between the two.

"I'm sorry, I'm too willful, looking at my friends with cute children, I'm a little envious, obviously there are thousands of miles in the family, but I'm still a little dissatisfied, I always want to have a deeper bond with you, thinking that it would be good if I had a child. As you yourself said, I know best what kind of body I have. Chiaki sighed, "Do you remember when we watched the Japanese drama "Xiaohua's Miso Soup" together? Before that movie came out, I read the news report about it earlier, it is said that before Xiaohua's mother died, the only thing she taught Xiaohua to do was to cook, and she felt that if she died, the child could continue to live on this. Unlike other parents who want their daughter to become a phoenix, her request is much simpler, but it is this ordinary wish, but I cried for a long time. After the movie came out, looking at the story in it, I always thought that at the beginning, it would be good if she didn't give birth to Xiaohua, so that she could live for many more years, and there would be more different lives, the cancer has been well controlled, but because of Xiaohua's arrival, everything has changed. At that time, I was thinking, Dad is really selfish, it would be nice to pay more attention, as long as I didn't get pregnant, things wouldn't have turned out like that!"

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"Then, ah, the mother's temperament of the cancer recurrence changed greatly, and the father ran away with the child because of work, and I thought at that time that it was better to die than to suffer like that, but she didn't, and she wanted to watch the child grow up healthy, although they controlled some of it with medicinal diet, but because it had spread all over the body, the doctors were also unable to recover!" And then, during that time, I would always have nightmares about being Xiaohua's mother, thinking about what choice I would make if it was me...... Thinking, if I die like her, what will you do alone......?

"When it came to ......" because the sky was a little dark, after Qinghe said something like that, Qianqiu noticed the scene in front of her, of course, she said so many sensational words just now, she still didn't take back her emotions, and when Qinghe looked at her, her tears were still flowing.

"If I were Xiaohua's father, I wouldn't be willing to take a single risk! But if this is my mother's wish, I am willing to respect my mother's thoughts! I have no right to deprive you of your right to be a mother!" Qinghe hugged Qianqiu into his arms, "You have the final say in the affairs of the family! If we really want to take that kind of risk, let's take it together, the current medical level is completely different from before, your situation has been approved by the doctor, and our situation is different from theirs, so don't think about it anymore!"

"En......" Qianqiu nodded, after listening to Qinghe's words just now, she suddenly didn't want to have children again, because she was such a good person, she wanted to be alone!

"Let's come and see our new home!" Qinghe took out the key to open the courtyard door, and pulled Chiaki in, "Actually, I didn't plan to get a courtyard door, I think it might be better to open it like that, but there are a lot of people around here, and they will always cause some damage unintentionally, I can't bear it, so I got a courtyard door out, of course, there is a moving door here, and there is no big problem for cars to enter and exit!"

"The road here is paved with cobblestones, and there is a parking shed near the courtyard gate, and then you have to walk in by yourself, anyway, it's not particularly big, just a few steps away!" Qinghe said while introducing Qianqiu, "On both sides of the cobblestones, I have planted some of the endless summer you like, and it is not yet the flowering period, if you come a month later, you should be able to see that scene." I thought about it, on the day of our wedding, you came out of the house, and then I laid the red carpet on the cobblestones, and there were pure white 'brides' on both sides of the road, and we came here, and we made a little turn, under the old osmanthus tree in your house, and then we walked on the lawn over there! There was a European-style pavilion on the lawn, and our wedding was held there!"

"Where did the pavilion and lawn come from?" Qinghe said is really beautiful, but Qianqiu's imagination is not as rich as Qinghe, and I really can't imagine what kind of European-style pavilion and lawn there will be in this small wasteland!

"This hasn't been done yet, and it's estimated that it will be next year!" Qinghe smiled, "You can ignore these first, and then let's take a look at the house, the decoration here has been completed, and it is still being ventilated, and then you just need to move the furniture and appliances back, and then you will get it according to your preferences!"

"Since they're all here, let's go in and have a look!" Qianqiu glanced at Qinghe and held his hand, "I'm really looking forward to it! I thought it was very good when I saw your design drawings before, you will turn on the lights later, I want to have a good visit!"