From my selfish point of view, intellectually, I want to accept the favor, even if it is to share part of the pressure for Concubine Jing, even if it is passed out like this, it is equivalent to telling my father and mother that I am safe and sound in the palace. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 But emotionally, I really don't want to be pampered. This makes me feel very entangled and contradictory, and it is also the reason why I have been hesitant to accept the favor.

And when I was regarded as speechless and speechless, unable to speak, and no longer had a future, it was Imperial Doctor Ke and Concubine Jing Niangniang, my brother and sister who have been helping me and guarding me, so that I can live a stable life instead of being bullied. This is the only warmth I have felt in the past few months in the palace, except for panic, uneasiness, and helplessness.

My father taught me since I was a child, people, you have to repay your kindness. Therefore, I sincerely hope to be able to be a pair of sisters with Concubine Jing, I long for this kind of warmth, and I hope that I can warm her. Wasn't her cold temperament hurt by the people of the Marquis Mansion in Changnan? How could there be a woman who didn't crave the love of her parents and the protection of her husband, and how could there be a woman who didn't want to live a stable life?

It's just that Concubine Jing's father blindly only uses this daughter as a use, and marries the emperor, so naturally he can no longer desire the happiness of "one life and one couple". The emperor favored Yue Fenyi before, and now the emperor wants to favor me again, Concubine Jing's heart must be very sad......

I knelt in front of Concubine Jing Niangniang, thinking to myself, if I sulked at her at this time, I was afraid that she would be even more sad. I can only bow low and be smaller, more respectful. Don't ask for Jing Concubine Niangniang's heart is not half of the mustard, just ask her...... After a little relief, I didn't kneel in vain this time......

Looking at me kneeling in front of her, Concubine Jing didn't say a word for a long time. After a while, he reached out to pull me up. I refused to get up, so she said, "Hua'er, get up." Although I am not happy in my heart, I have not reached the point where I am not loyal to traitors. Get up first, and I'll talk to you well. ”

I looked at her calm face, then I got up, brushed the dust off her clothes, and stood aside. Concubine Jing said again: "On weekdays, when you come to my Changchun Palace, it's not like this. Is it possible to climb the high branches, and then to restrain it?"

I listened to her joke about me, and I relaxed a little. His eyes were slightly red, and he said, "Sister Yi...... Hua'er knew that it was useless to say anything...... Hua'er has parents and younger siblings, and he doesn't dare to refuse the emperor, he knows that he is sorry for Sister Yi's kindness, and he is willing to punish Sister Yi!"

Concubine Jing looked at my red eyes, sighed, pulled me to her side, touched my hair and said, "Hua'er doesn't need to blame herself. Speaking of which, the emperor is complaining about me. It's not your fault. ”

Then Concubine Jing pulled me into a chair and sat down with me. Picked up a cup of tea, took a sip, and began to say to me: "I didn't tell you these things before, because I was afraid that you would think I was too calculating." Telling you now, I just want you not to blame yourself in your heart, don't carry a burden, just sleep well. ”

It seemed that she wanted to start with a pause, and after a pause, she continued: "Actually, Xu Yue's entry into the palace was my approval. Speaking of this, it seemed that he remembered the Yue Fenyi who was now shelved in the remote Chonghua Palace, and remembered some of the past that had happened, and his expression became a little complicated.

After a pause, Concubine Jing continued: "At that time, it was my father Chang Nanhou who found me. He said, I have been by the emperor's side since he was the fifth prince, and now, the days are not short. But except for Princess Yihua, who was raised by Concubine Jin, the emperor was empty under his knees, and no prince came into the world. ”

My heart tightened, and I thought of a possibility - to have a child in the womb...... Whether it is the royal family or the ordinary people's family, the heir is extremely important. One of the most important tasks of being a woman is to pass on the lineage.

As soon as the emperor ascended the throne, the queen mother chose our group of people to enter the palace as concubines and serve the king. When Li Fangyi was pregnant, the Queen Mother was very pleasantly surprised, exempted her from the greeting gift, and the reward came to her palace like flowing water, which is the reason.

Concubine Jing looked at me thoughtfully, and continued: "My father looked like he was planning for me at that time, which made me feel that I had endured all the hardships and finally felt the care of the family. He said, anyway, he is a concubine, his appearance and temperament are good, and when he enters the palace, there is a man and a woman, and his position is not high, and he can't raise him in front of him. ”

He also said that giving birth to grace is not as great as raising grace, not to mention that a woman's birth is equivalent to a ghost gate, even after this pass, my father has a way to make her disappear without a trace. When Concubine Jing said this, she sighed and continued: "At the beginning, I believed my father's words and took Xu Yue into the palace, but I felt bored with the emperor's words, so I asked her to come to the palace to accompany me. ”

Even if Concubine Jing doesn't say it, I'm almost guessing. It's nothing more than that when she entered the palace and was favored by the emperor, it was different. I was thinking about it disappreciatively, but I was shocked by Concubine Jing's words.

"Hua'er, do you know how Xu Yue was taken by the emperor? Hehe, she actually robbed your creation. Concubine Jing suddenly laughed, with a sadness on her face.

Seeing that I looked unconvinced, she continued: "At the beginning, do you remember the fact that you pretended to be a maid to accompany me? The emperor didn't know where to inquire, and learned that one of the maids who accompanied me that day was my sister-in-law, so he came to look for Xu Yue, but Xu Yue happened to be playing her flute skills again in the past few days——"

When Concubine Jing said this, I suddenly remembered the musician who was talking to me that day-yes, in this palace, the emperor wants to find out a person, where can he hide it? If I hadn't told the musician that I was Concubine Jing's sister-in-law, then the emperor would have been looking for me...... It's just that if this is the case, there will be some entanglement in the murder of Li Fangyi......

How can the gains and losses in this be explained?

Concubine Jing continued: "I'm afraid that the emperor has already found out that she is not you." But he still spoils her, and he refuses to admit that he made a mistake. But today you and I are playing an ensemble in the pear blossom forest, as smart as him, and naturally know that you are the beautiful woman I hid. ”

Sighing, with a sense of grievance, Concubine Jing said, "He's complaining about me...... Blame me for letting him make mistakes, blame me for hiding you and not telling him...... I complained that I had my own careful thoughts, and sent Xu Yue to his bed......"