December 12, 1980. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In the northwest, in a rural area only 100 kilometers away from the border, in a clay embryo house, several people are surrounding a kang with a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl lying in the middle of the kang.

"Wake up, wake up, my sister is awake. A young boy's voice said in surprise.

Qin Xiaoyu opened his eyes hard, and saw a few surprised faces looking at him, wasn't he dead? Qin Xiaoyu blinked vigorously at the black roof, the blackened walls, and the few people surrounding him.

I quickly closed my eyes again, where is this?

"What's wrong with my sister?" asked a young girl.

"Maybe after the fever subsides, I'm tired, such a big snow, go to the mountain to find some snow lotus, how can we have snow lotus on this mountain, we were deceived by the girl of the Ma family at the head of the village. An older woman complained.

Qin Xiaoyu closed his eyes, and the scenes flashed in his mind that were all other people's memories, and he ran into someone else's body?

"Xiaoyu, where are you uncomfortable? Tell Mom, don't scare Mom. Mother Feng Yuzhen saw her daughter open and close her eyes and open and close them, and said with a crying voice.

"Yes, sister, you tell my brother, brother will beat him. Qin Xiaoyu knew that this was Qin Lang, the elder brother of the original owner.

Qin Xiaoyu's mind flashed the memory of the original owner, the original owner of this body is also called Qin Xiaoyu, who is only fourteen years old this year and has just entered the second year of junior high school. Usually people are a little stupid and cry, and they are always bullied by their classmates, so they become very inferior and refuse to socialize with others.

But he is very favored at home, there is an elder brother Qin Lang who is eighteen years old, did not be admitted to high school, and is ready to go to the army in the winter of the next year, and a sister named Qin Xiaoxia, fifteen years old, and the original owner is in the third year of junior high school in the same school.

The family conditions are not good, but Qin's father Qin Zhenhua insists on letting the children go to school, and for this reason, the poor clanging of the family is often laughed at by the villagers.

Qin Xiaoyu didn't understand how this could happen, opened his eyes again, looked at a few faces that showed his true feelings, and felt a little warm in his heart.

Feng Yuzhen saw Qin Xiaoyu open her eyes again and said, "Silly boy, you can't believe what others say next time." Today, the chicken laid two eggs, and Mom cooked them for you in a while. ”

Qin Lang hurriedly said: "Xiaoyu, when the weather is clear, I will deduct the sparrows for you, roast and eat, but it is fragrant." ”

Qin Xiaoxia echoed with a smile: "Yes, yes, don't scare us anymore." ”

Qin Xiaoyu pursed her somewhat dry and flaky lips, and said hoarsely, "Okay, Mom, I'm a little hungry." She didn't know what to say, so she could only divert everyone's attention first.

Qin Zhenhua hurriedly pushed Feng Yuzhen and said, "Go, hurry up and cook sugar water eggs for Xiaoyu." ”

"Okay, I'll go right away. Feng Yuzhen happily went down to the kang to cook sugar water eggs.

Qin Xiaoxia helped Qin Xiaoyu sit up and said softly: "After you finish eating, I will teach you to write your homework, or tomorrow your Teacher Zhuang should talk about you again." Although Qin Xiaoxia is one year older than Qin Xiaoyu, she is half a head taller.

Qin Xiaoyu nodded and didn't squeak, the original owner was stupid in learning, wooden in temperament, timid and timid, and was often disliked by the head teacher in the class.

There is no electricity in the rural areas of the northwest, and they all use kerosene lamps with glass covers on them. The lights were as bright as beans, dim, Qin Xiaoyu was used to the brightness of the electric lights, and he really couldn't adapt to the light of the kerosene lamp for a while.

Under the eager gaze of the family, Qin Xiaoyu forced himself to eat two poached eggs and drank a bowl of sugar water.

Qin Zhenhua and his wife were satisfied with the dishes and chopsticks, and let the sisters rest quickly.

At night, she slept in the west house with Qin Xiaoxia, Qin Lang slept in the kitchen, and Qin Zhenhua and his wife slept in the east house.

Qin Xiaoyu was lying on the hot kang, but he couldn't sleep, so he had time to sort out his mood at this time.

She remembered that today was her eighteenth birthday, and she was lying alone on the hospital bed without cake and no one blessed her, her eyes staring hard at the glass window of the door.

Her mother promised her to wait for the night shift and buy a cake for her birthday, and she waited until the end of her life, and she did not wait for her mother and the person she wanted to see.

When she was thirteen years old, she contracted leukemia, and her father, Qin Feng, took all the money in the family and left when he knew that the disease would cost a lot of money, and never came back.

Mother Yuan Ping didn't believe in fate, and told Qin Xiaoyu that no matter how difficult it was, she had to live with a smile. Mother's strong optimism also deeply infected Qin Xiaoyu, no matter how uncomfortable it was with chemotherapy, Qin Xiaoyu told her mother with a smile: Mom doesn't hurt, look at my hair falling out again.

Later, Qin Xiaoyu became a complete little bald head, and said to Yuan Ping every day: "Mom, look, I'm a smart Yixiu now, giggling" and doing Yixiu to use his brain.

The patients and family members in the wards laughed out loud.

Yuan Ping worked two jobs, and when she had time, she went to the overpass to set up a stall, and worked hard to save money for Qin Xiaoyu's treatment, until two years later, when a kind Uncle L suddenly donated anonymously, and her mother quit a job so that she could take good care of her.

Every month, Uncle L will send a lot of money, and sometimes he will send a lot of gifts, Qin Xiaoyu's wish is to meet Uncle L on her eighteenth birthday and say thank you to her in person.

Uncle L emailed her, agreeing to her request and promising to come to see her on her eighteenth birthday.

Now she has traveled to a strange place, is she dead in that world? What about her mother? She is already so bitter, only forty years old, but she looks like she is fifty years old, Qin Xiaoyu can't breathe when she thinks about it, and she can't help but burst into tears, afraid of waking up Qin Xiaoxia next to her, and biting the horns.

I remember that when I looked in the mirror during the day, I saw that my current appearance was exactly the same as in my previous life, but in my previous life, I was lying on the hospital bed every day, and her skin was white and transparent, and now her skin is a little yellowish, and she is a little shorter, only more than one meter four.

Qin Xiaoyu fell asleep in his thoughts.

Before dawn the next day, Qin Xiaoxia shouted to Qin Xiaoyu to get up, put on cotton shoes, cotton clothes and pants, put on a thick scarf, and put two budding rice flour cakes in her schoolbag, and prepared to go to school.

Qin Xiaoyu pulled Qin Xiaoxia and said, "I haven't brushed my teeth and washed my face." ”

Qin Xiaoxia said anxiously: "It's too late, let's go quickly, I'll be late for a while, and it's time to stop again." ”

Out of the village, at the entrance of the village, I met Ma Juan, a classmate who tricked me into going to the mountains to pick snow lotus yesterday.

Ma Juan stopped Qin Xiaoyu and asked with concern: "Xiaoyu, were you okay yesterday?" I just said that, why are you still serious." ”

Although Qin Xiaoyu only lived for eighteen years in her previous life, the ward was like a small society, what kind of people didn't see her? And she was seriously ill, her father's abandonment, and the indifference of her relatives made her taste the warmth and coldness of the world early.

This Ma Juan looks like a person with a strong eye and a cautious mind, Qin Xiaoyu didn't squeak, at this time she hasn't crossed this matter, she is not in the mood to quarrel with her, fortunately, the original owner was originally a stuffy gourd.

Qin Xiaoxia snorted coldly on the side: "Ma Juan, next time you dare to bully my sister, I will tell you about your partner." ”

Ma Juan was shocked: "Don't talk nonsense, when did I get a partner." ”

Qin Xiaoxia didn't pay attention to her, and pulled Qin Xiaoyu to the school, walking on the compacted snow, creaking. Qin Xiaoyu likes this voice very much, and it always reminds her of the scene when she was very young, when it snowed in winter, her mother took her back to her grandmother's house.

Seven or eight miles away, the two sisters walked for thirty or forty minutes, and Qin Xiaoxia watched Qin Xiaoyu enter the classroom before leaving.

Qin Xiaoyu entered the classroom, relying on the memory of the original owner, and sat in the first row, because she was short, she had been sitting in the first row.

The other students in the classroom were still talking and laughing in their respective seats as if they hadn't seen her, Qin Xiaoyu was glad that the original owner was usually withdrawn and unsociable, so that she had time to think about what to do in the future.