There is no regret medicine in the world, although the relatives are heartbroken and beat their chests, the deceased is gone, and they can only be transported home to start the funeral immediately. It's a pity that their family is already poor, and it is still a thatched adobe brick house, and now Aunt Chen left, leaving two and a half teenagers to live with their father, not to mention how desolate it is.

I really smell sad and cry when I hear it. Yi Huifen also cried, since the bad news of Aunt Chen came yesterday, she hid at home and shed tears, and she couldn't even eat her favorite rice, Yang Wen was so hungry that Yang Xiaobei had to rush milk powder to feed him.

Yang Wen was very disgusted by this, and took two bites, but thinking about it, he was still hungry, so he had to frown and continue to drink reluctantly. Such a clever expression made Zhou Pinzheng so funny that he couldn't help but pick him up and lift him high again. He is tall and powerful, Yang Wen likes this activity the most, he sees high and far, and immediately giggles with joy.

Yang Xiaobei went to see her mother and came back, and when she saw this situation, she said angrily, "Didn't I tell you, when you are full, you have to stand up and pat your back, for fear that he will spit up milk, you are good, and such a strenuous exercise, be careful to vomit you later!" The surrogate dad was caught and said embarrassedly, "Isn't this to see that he is unhappy? Besides, he didn't eat much so that he wouldn't vomit." ”

Now he is considered to be on the job in advance, learning the skills of bringing a baby, not to mention, the posture of holding the baby has been perfected, but sometimes Hui is stupid, after all, he has no experience, right? Yang Xiaobei educated him, and saw that Yang Wen still wanted to come back a few times, and sighed, "You stupid boy doesn't know anything, and you don't know how to coax your mother." ”

"Huifen is still sad?" Zhou Pinzheng asked. She always blames herself for not persuading the patient to go to the hospital, and she is right, maybe she can be saved by going to the hospital when she first gets sick. Yang Xiaobei said distressedly.

Although this is not the first time that a patient has died—every year there are people in the village, but most of the time it is the elderly, or seriously ill, and the family and doctors know that time is running out, and they are just doing their best, and the outcome is expected in advance. It's a big deal to sigh when you know that the patient has died, "It's a pity!" or "What a nice guy is, just go." ”

But Aunt Chen was the first patient Yi Huifen really came into contact with who died because of "misdiagnosis", knowing that the patient was a little inappropriate, she just routinely persuaded people to go to a higher-level hospital, without active treatment, and did not judge the patient's accurate symptoms, all of which made Yi Huifen extremely self-blaming. He even had self-doubts about himself - if Xiaobei had seen it, would she have seen that it was tetanus at a glance and then forcibly sent to the hospital? In that case, Aunt Chen would not have died, and the two children would not have lost their mother.

Since being upgraded to become a mother, Yi Huifen feels that her heart is very weak, especially when she sees children who have a hard time, she is distressed. Today, I saw the two boys of the Chen family crying and calling for their mother, kneeling on the ground and begging her to open her eyes, and I couldn't stop my tears. Just imagine, if Yang Wen was so sad, how painful he would be? The children have not grown up yet, and they have not seen them start a family, no wonder people say that Aunt Chen "does not turn a blind eye"!

Although no one blamed her, and the patient's family did not get angry with her, Yi Huifen just couldn't get over this hurdle by herself. From the earliest days, Xiaobei said that he was not very suitable for being a doctor, and he once planned to give up. If she hadn't desperately tried to keep up with Yang Qitai's footsteps and gritted her teeth to continue studying, she would have gone home to farm a long time ago.

But she really has no talent, even if the clinic is now the leader of herself, in fact, the most she can do is to look at the cold and cough, and she has no brains if she is a little more complicated, and she has to come back and ask Xiaobei. When I gave the injection, I was already very gentle, but the patient always said, "Dr. Xiao Yang's injection doesn't hurt, why are your hands so heavy?", not to mention the delivery and major injury suturing, I can't do it at all.

Xiaobei let herself not be in a hurry, just do what she can, just treat the clinic as a pharmacy and provide convenience for the villagers. However, what she didn't say was that the illness did not wait for anyone, and people would come to see if they were a little uncomfortable when they trusted the clinic, but they didn't know anything!

The more Yi Huifen thought about it, the more sad she became, and she couldn't wait to cry on the pillow. If you're really stupid, you're not the material for this business? Maybe it's just a farming embryo, but you have to do high-end work, right?

She fell into deep self-doubt and couldn't extricate herself, and Yang Xiaobei couldn't persuade her. So much so that he didn't even go to the clinic the next day, so he hid at home with the baby. Such a low-level escape made Yang Xiaobei cry and laugh, but fortunately, Yang Qitai came back that day to save her from fire and water.

"What's the matter! It's so troublesome that you can't go to class?" Knowing the reason, Yang Qitai couldn't figure it out. He graduated this year, so the holiday was a little earlier. However, when he returned home, he found that the family was gloomy and miserable, and the little sister saw him come back like seeing a savior, and only after asking did she know that something had happened yesterday.

He is still very supportive of Yi Huifen's work. Although it is not as some people think, he feels that the farmer is not worthy of his college degree - now that he is also a rural teacher, he still does not work in the field? but the work of the clinic is easier, there is no wind and sun, and the most important thing is that the clinic is next to the primary school, and the couple will commute to work together at that time, how good!

As for Hui Fenshi's suitability for this job, he also has a different opinion. Xiaomei used to think that Huifen was sloppy and unsuitable for this job that required absolute boldness and carefulness, but since becoming a mother, she has become much more careful. Moreover, Huifen is enthusiastic, conscientious and responsible, and the work of a village clinic is absolutely competent, but what she lacks now is only experience and learning.

Yi Huifen, who hid in the room and didn't come out, saw her husband's tears falling again, and she didn't know where the grievances came from. Yang Qitai wiped her tears distressedly, "Don't be sad, aren't I coming back?"

Yang Wen, who was caught between his parents, was unhappy, every time his father came back, he was the first to hug him, but today he hugged his mother, was it a mistake? He tried hard to pout his little ass and arch back and forth to express his protest. Yang Qitai smiled and said, "Look, Wenwen also told you not to cry, quickly put away your tears, what if you teach your son badly later?"

Because Yang Wen usually doesn't cry, she hums two sentences at most, as if she loves to cry more than her son, Yi Huifen slapped her husband embarrassedly, and when she saw him grinning and pretending to be in pain, she couldn't help but burst into laughter. When the two of them came out of the room, Yang Xiaobei said sourly, "It's still my husband who is the most effective, we didn't say that our mouths were dry, and we smiled when we saw my husband." ”

"You damn girl, you know to make fun of me!" Yi Huifen, who had regained her combat effectiveness, was not easy to mess with, and immediately fought back. It is rare that everyone in the family is together, Yang Wenbao said that he was very happy, and he also "sighed" to help his mother strengthen her momentum.

There's no problem that can't be solved with one meal, and if not, then two. Today, when Yi Huifen was resting, Zhou Pinzheng didn't go out, and took out all his resources to make a big table of delicious food. Men can have a few drinks, Yi Huifen was already hungry because she didn't eat a meal yesterday, she was already hungry and panicked, she opened her arms and ate happily, and she was sad and self-blaming and sad, and she immediately left it behind with the food.