Ten days before the Spring Festival in 2014, Zhao Qianqiu was hospitalized for the sixth time and began her fifth chemotherapy against the disease. Chemotherapy drugs kill cancer cells in the body at the same time, so that normal cells also suffer damage, this kind of killing a thousand enemies and self-damage eight hundred, a bit of a burden for her, but fortunately, she is used to vomiting a few days a month, and life is not so bad.

She was drowsy every day, lying on the bed most of the time, and the money she had saved before was almost used up, she began to worry a little about the future of herself and her children, except for Lin Yuan, she was not able to lend money to her friends, but Lin Yuan was a moonlight clan, and the money she said was the dowry money left by her mother, and she couldn't open her mouth at all.

Since Qinghe began to move over, my aunt has come less and less, and when she called her, she always said that she was busy and didn't give herself a chance to raise money at all, so she has been delaying until now.

Poor people always frown at their livelihoods, and she never felt that way before, but now she knows it. The grocery store business has been tepid, and coupled with the fact that I have no intention of operating it during this time, the business is even more bleak, and it is really difficult to save some money except for barely ensuring food and clothing for the children.

Once the ABVD treatment is started, it is best not to interrupt the treatment, otherwise the treatment effect will be greatly reduced, and the previous suffering will be in vain. All of a sudden, she felt that her future was beginning to be confused, she didn't want to give up, she wanted to live, as she told her children that day, she wanted to see herself live like an old lady.

Qinghe seemed to see what she was worried about, and when she helped her go through the admission procedures, she quietly transferred 50,000 yuan from her bank card account to her hospital account.

"Don't think too much, it's easy to get bald!" Qinghe walked in front, carrying the daily necessities of the two people in the past few days, pressed the up button of the elevator, and turned his head to her.

"I've become bald now...... Zhao Qianqiu was speechless, pointing to her hair, because she seems to be a little allergic with a wig, she has been wearing a hat directly recently, not caring about other people's eyes at all, and she looks frank.

"If there is anything you can discuss with me, you are always easy to get into the horns alone." Qinghe freed up a hand, saw the elevator coming, and pulled Qianqiu into the elevator.

"My aunt seems to have been busy recently, she would come a day earlier when I was hospitalized, but today she actually said that there was something, and I was worried about whether something happened to her." Qianqiu frowned, in the past few years, her aunt has taken good care of their brothers and sisters, and she has done her best in many aspects, which is obvious to everyone. In Zhao Qianqiu's subjective consciousness, she felt that it was impossible for her aunt to ignore her sick self, so she decided that something must have happened, so she would keep it secretive.

"Then let's take a detour after this discharge!" Qinghe and Zhao Qianqiu have a conversation like an old husband and wife who have lived for many years, there are more people in the elevator, and everyone is next to each other, Zhao Qianqiu noticed that Qinghe has been holding his hand, as if he is worried that he will be lost.

"His hands are so warm...... such a thought came to her subconsciously, her face immediately turned red, for fear that he would detect her current thoughts, she immediately moved her face to the other side, "Oops, why did my heart suddenly beat so fast?" Is there something wrong with my heart too? ”

This hospitalization went smoothly and there were no major problems except that the white blood cells dropped to 5.2. The patients on the same floor are basically cancer, some are optimistic, some are negative and waiting for death, and their lives are all at a glance here. This time, she lived in a double room, the bed next door was always empty, and at eight o'clock in the evening lived in an old lady in her nineties, who was a very well-bred person, and it is said that when she was young, she was the eldest lady of the landlord's family, and she had a university education. Zhao Qianqiu looked at her white hair, and felt that people with temperament felt so comfortable.

The old lady's escort was the aunt of the family, she didn't see his son or daughter, she didn't talk much, Zhao Qianqiu just smiled when she turned her head, and soon closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

"This grandmother must have been a beauty when she was young, and now she looks very beautiful." Zhao Qianqiu turned sideways and said to Qinghe, who was staring intently at the computer.

"En......" Qinghe nodded, "You will be like this when you are old in the future." ”

"Hehe, I'm at most like the grandma next to me, temperament is innate, I'm afraid it has nothing to do with me in this life!" Zhao Qianqiu smirked, and finally couldn't resist the sleepiness and began to sleep.

Seeing that she was asleep, Qinghe pulled up the bed curtain and turned off the light on her top.

I don't know when, Chiaki seemed to hear footsteps back and forth in the hospital room, and opened her eyes in a daze.

"Don't look, don't listen......" Seeing him wake up, Qinghe immediately came over and covered her ears, although she couldn't hear what he said, she still understood the lips.

"Did something happen?" Chiaki began to wonder why Kiyowa had done such a strange move, why she didn't want to look or listen, she just wanted to know why the room was so noisy. However, she soon realized that something was wrong, and finally understood why Qinghe was so abnormal.

Not long after that, the room finally quieted down, and Qinghe moved away, and Qianqiu pulled him and asked, "What happened just now?" Is something happening to the old woman? ”

Kiyowa didn't speak, just nodded. The old lady had a cardiac arrest just now, and several doctors and nurses rescued her for a while, injecting drugs and doing cardiopulmonary resuscitation. He was worried that Zhao Qianqiu would wake up, but it was such a big battle, it was strange if he didn't wake up.

"So, are you alright?" Zhao Qianqiu couldn't help but ask again.

"I've been sent to the emergency room...... Qinghe helped Qianqiu tuck the quilt and sat down next to her, "I'm old, it's normal to do this occasionally, don't worry too much......"

"I'm suddenly a little sleepless." Zhao Qianqiu stretched out his hand from the quilt and tugged at Qinghe's clothes.

"If you're afraid, I'll sleep with you, and you move to the side." When he was in the hospital, Qinghe had always slept in clothes, so even if he was lying next to Chiaki, he didn't share a bed with her.

"Alright, hurry up and go to sleep!" Qinghe patted Zhao Qianqiu's back and whispered in her ear, his voice was so good that it penetrated into his eardrums, like a lullaby.

To be honest, she was scared, although she didn't see what happened to the next bed through the bed curtain just now, but she had already guessed what it was, this was the first time she had been so close to death, unlike seeing her mother's cold corpse in the funeral home before, this seemed to be more intuitive. She admitted that she was coquettish just now, but the fear in her heart lingered, and she had no choice but to ask Qinghe for help. The old lady looked calm and serene, and she didn't realize that death was already waiting by her pillow, so. What about yourself, is the Grim Reaper already waiting?

Qinghe's slapping seemed to be very effective, and it wasn't long before she fell asleep again. When she woke up, she found that she was nested in Qinghe's arms, and Qinghe hugged herself tightly, afraid of when she would lose it.

"Ah, what to do? Suddenly it seems very embarrassing like this, otherwise, I would better pretend to sleep well......" Zhao Qianqiu raised his eyebrows, although Qinghe's sleeping appearance was very good, but he fixed himself in his arms, and he couldn't move at all, fortunately, no one saw this scene now, otherwise she felt that she couldn't wash herself when she jumped into the Yellow River.

Not long after, Qinghe woke up, and when he saw that Chiaki was sleeping soundly, he carefully withdrew his hand and got up to wash up gently. Maybe he felt a little cold after falling asleep, and he unconsciously got into the bed, but fortunately Qianqiu is still asleep now, otherwise the scene must be very embarrassing.

Until she was discharged from the hospital, Qianqiu didn't see the old lady come back, and they didn't ask the nurses, but when they went through the discharge procedures, they heard the nurses chatting and saying that the old lady wanted to go home in the end, so her son hurriedly took her back. It is said that the end of the year is approaching, and the evil qi will become very heavy, especially some old people who always can't stand that day, every time he thinks of this, Zhao Qianqiu can't help but feel sad.