Chapter Fifty-Eight: Blessings and Misfortunes Depend on Misfortunes and Blessings
Li Yunluo asked for leave, and when he was about to graduate in more than a month, Li Yunluo, who had never asked for leave, had a high fever and was sick in bed.
Thinking back to the whole process at that time, Li Yunluo didn't think that it was because of what means Dongfang Qinghuai used that led to the contradiction or distrust between himself and Ye Lingyan, because every thought during that time was the worry and uneasiness that he had always buried in his deepest heart.
Li Yunluo, who has not had any experience in dating girls since he was a child, all his consciousness and impressions come from TV or literary works, and in those contents, there are many negative men and injured women, so since he was a child, he has had a deep idea in his heart, if he has a girlfriend one day, he will not let the other party down, and he will not let his woman be hurt in any way.
But the reality doesn't seem to be so simple, here in Ye Lingyan, Li Yunluo feels that he has been working hard, for fear of hurting the other party because of his actions or actions, so he has always been extremely strict with himself, and many times in order to be afraid that she will be unhappy, some things he obviously doesn't like, but he still has to do it aggrievedly, as for changing his mind or abandoning something from the beginning to the end, he has never thought about it.
But the truth seems to be more than that, he has not changed his mind, and the other party still has feelings for him, but no matter how hard he tries, in Ye Lingyan's eyes, he will always be a naïve child, a child who only needs to be protected and does not need to be explained, and even after three years, he knows very little about Ye Lingyan.
Every time he thought of this, Li Yunluo would feel a burst of pain, he didn't dare to think about any starry memories of Ye Lingyan, the girl he once relied on the most, the Ye Lingyan who got along with him every day, disappeared from his life like this, at this time, Li Yunluo's heart seemed to be empty and could not be filled.
When Li Yunluo woke up again, he was already lying on the bed at home, he was not curious about how he returned home, after all, he passed out at that time, but it was outside the school gate, and now he was dizzy and weak, and he just wanted to let himself sleep forever, ignoring the disturbances of the outside world.
"Wake up, come on, take the fever medicine first, and drink more hot water. At this moment, the voice of the old man Li Shihao came in from outside the house, followed by the familiar figure holding a cup of hot water and pills in his hand, "I'm boiling ginger syrup, come to a bowl after a while, sleep again, and you'll be fine immediately." ”
Seeing his grandfather's slightly staggering figure, Li Yunluo suddenly had a sour nose, and tears couldn't stop flowing out, there is a saying that "if you are poor, you will turn against your roots", no matter how much trouble and trouble you encounter, your family will always be there, silently and selflessly paying for you.
"Grandpa" Li Yunluo's hoarse voice trembled a little.
"Don't talk, be careful of throat inflammation, take the medicine first, you have a good foundation, now you just have a little fever, take some medicine and you'll be fine." As he spoke, Old Man Li helped Yun Luo to take the antipyretic medicine.
"Boy, don't think too much, no matter how big things you encounter, you must remember one thing, people in this life, what is long, things that don't go well are just for a while, even if it is ten or twenty years, it will always have a past day, and there is still a sunny avenue behind, so no matter what happens, look forward, don't look back, and pull it down after it passes." Seeing that his grandson looked lost and depressed at this time, Old Man Li couldn't help but feel a little distressed and comforted.
"Hmm. Li Yunluo nodded slightly, people have rationality and sensibility, there are many times the so-called drill horns, in fact, reason knows the truth, but emotionally can not convince themselves, but it is precisely emotional things, how can it be right or wrong, instead of having to dwell on cause and effect, it is better to force yourself not to think about it, although it is an escape, but after all, it is to make people live happily.
Thinking of this, Li Yunluo calmed down his mood a little, and then under the compulsion of his grandfather, he drank two large bowls of ginger syrup, and then lay on the bed again.
After drinking two large bowls of hot water, Li Yunluo suddenly felt a lot more comfortable, and his body was a little lighter, and then he habitually used his internal strength to speed up the recovery of his body, but as soon as he exerted his strength, he felt like his internal organs were turning over and over, and he was so frightened that he hurriedly stopped.
"What's wrong?" Li Yunluo was very puzzled at this time, he was not injured internally, let alone poisoned, why was it so painful to use internal strength?
When he was puzzled, Li Yunluo tried to control his internal strength with a little force, but as soon as he exerted a little force, he suddenly felt an abnormal pain in the part of the force, which made him stop in a hurry, and at the same time, the pain disappeared.
"I see, my high fever has not subsided, most of the body's functions are consumed on the immune system, at this time the body is overconsumed, abnormally weak, and the weakness of the body is relatively more perceptual nerves, so a little exertion can feel several times more pain than usual. Thinking of this, Li Yunluo certainly didn't dare to run his internal strength again.
The internal strength did not dare to run, Li Yunluo had a whim when his mind was dizzy, and began to try to concentrate his divine sense to test outside the body, but this temptation was very unexpected, Li Yunluo, who was concentrated in consciousness, suddenly felt a burst of dizziness, and his perception was really out of the body.
This time can scare him a lot, originally every day with Ye Lingyan as an antenna, the feeling of this divine consciousness is extremely familiar, and it is the first time that he can achieve divine consciousness out of the body through his own efforts, but before he can react, his mood fluctuated slightly, and suddenly he felt like stepping on a cliff with one foot in the air, and the weightlessness of the divine consciousness returned to the body again.
"I see. Li Yunluo, who had just separated his consciousness from his body, instantly understood the crux of the problem, the weakness of his body at the moment made it easier for his inner consciousness to leave his body, no wonder he felt that his body was like a cage shackled to his consciousness when he was healthy, in fact, it was a shackle, but it was not a kind of protection?
It is said that the soul of a person leaves the body after death, and it is said that it is possible to lose the soul after a serious illness, in fact, it is because the body is weak and it is easy for the divine consciousness to leave the body after being stimulated by the outside world, and the divine consciousness of ordinary people is too fragile after leaving the body, and it is immediately washed away by the energy between heaven and earth, which is of course not a good thing.
"And those so-called unjust souls after death may be too obsessed so they are not easy to be washed away by the energy of heaven and earth. Li Yunluo subconsciously drew inferences.
Thinking of such a situation, Li Yunluo was not surprised or overjoyed, isn't this a great opportunity, whether it is Ye Lingyan or Dongfang Qinghuai, the most fundamental factor in this series of troubles is the lack of his own strength, and the control of natural energy by divine consciousness out of the body is obviously the fastest way to improve his strength.
Thinking of this, Li Yunluo forced himself to calm down, and slowly tried to let his divine consciousness slowly leave his body, after several experiments, he found that his physical weak and detached divine consciousness was not all of his consciousness, but only a part of it, this feeling was very wonderful.
The divine consciousness that came out of the body through Ye Lingyan's guidance was all his consciousness, and after he went out of the body, the Great Dao of Heaven and Earth felt very clear and condensed, but at the same time, his physical body was not aware of anything.
Relatively speaking, the feeling of being out of the body at this moment is more like a nightmare, while I can feel the separation of my divine consciousness like a dream, and I have some experience of heaven and earth energy, but at the same time, I can also feel the existence of my own body.
And the direct result of this situation is that, on the one hand, he can't easily control his body, and on the other hand, the divine consciousness that has been out of his body can hardly withstand any energy impact, and even a light breeze feels like he is in a trance, and at the same time, he can't leave his body more than a meter away, this feeling has never been felt in the case of his divine consciousness completely out of his body.
But in this case, Li Yunluo also felt a situation that he had never felt before, because the consciousness of leaving the body was very fragile, but the surrounding energy felt much clearer than when he was out of the body, and the breeze he felt before would now turn into a strong wind, which was also a great thing for him.
Li Yunluo's divine sense was originally more powerful than ordinary people, and at this moment, the breeze was sensed as strong wind, which was equivalent to using the power of a sledgehammer to pick a small hammer, but the feel was the same as the feel of a sledgehammer, this feeling, for him, the direct benefit was that the control of energy was more delicate and accurate.
In the past, his divine sense was very powerful, but the relative control of energy was more like using his hands to manipulate a particle of dust, and the result was that he could not operate it handily at all, and now, the dust is still the same dust, but the hand has become the same size as the dust, so of course the operation is more handy.
Li Yunluo, who got such a feeling, was overjoyed, and at the moment he tried to slowly flatten the wind energy in the air, and then tried to throw out the flattened wind energy like a frisbee, and then, this faint energy easily cut off a velvet thread leaking from the side of the curtain, and seeing such a scene Li Yunluo, his heart was settled, it seems that the direction of his efforts is correct, and this perception is still due to the previous divine consciousness out of the body.
Different energies have different attributes, such as wind, its attributes are elegant and light, and when it is violent, it is swift and sharp, but if you want to get a thick and condensed feeling, the energy of the wind is not as easy as the energy of the earth, so if you want to control the wind energy, it is more appropriate to let it turn into a sharp blade than to let it turn into a heavy hammer, so when Li Yunluo wanted to control the wind energy, the first thing that came to mind was to flatten it, so sure enough, it was easy to do it.
And then, there are two more things that need to be solved by him. The first is that the energy he can control now is too limited, and it is okay to cut a velvet rope and burn dust, but it is not practical at all.
And the second thing is even more embarrassing, as his body recovers little by little, the divine consciousness that can leave the body is reduced slightly, which can make him smile bitterly, if it goes on like this, when his body recovers, everything will change to the original state again, and this situation, he has no way to solve it, it is impossible not to let the body recover, otherwise it will be difficult to even stand, what is the use of practicing this divine consciousness out of the body.
"Alas, grandpa may be able to give himself some guidance in martial arts, but in these aspects, it is estimated that he will not be able to help at all, if Yan'er is still there" Thinking of Ye Lingyan, Li Yunluo couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, when a person is used to relying on another person, if this dependence lives up, it is as if everything has lost its direction, at a loss, restraining himself not to think deeply in this regard, in a dizzy mind, Li Yunluo fell asleep again.