At the end of the last sentence "BYE BYE", accompanied by the passionate drumbeat, the audience shouted and screamed wildly, Cheng Xiaoyu and the piano that was dazzling in the spotlight slowly and gradually sank into the lower stage of the stage, and suddenly the Mercedes-Benz Art Museum was completely swallowed up by the wave formed by the sound.

Now Cheng Xiaoyu has begun to get used to this kind of high-decibel sound surrounding, sometimes he will feel that this is also a noisy comfort, how his mood is expressed in the song, it is safe, and no one will over-interpret it.

If the singing song is still on the line, it must conform to the main theme and values, must highlight positive energy, must promote the good atmosphere of society, and cannot think negatively, cannot have a low style, and cannot violate the .....

So what's the point of music?

Cheng Xiaoyu sat quietly on the piano bench, although the enthusiasm of the fans moved him, he didn't have too much excitement, he just finished a performance and sang a song he wanted to sing.

Finally descended to the lower stage of the stage, and the girls of the "Idol Project" who were waiting below have changed into dresses that look relaxed and eye-catching, and they have a summer feeling.

As soon as the lifting platform landed, a group of staff with work signs flocked to the place, and then quickly pushed the piano away.

The girls standing in a row also had a superstitious fanaticism on their expressions, applauding warmly, Cheng Xiaoyu stood up, walked off the platform, and Pei Xiuzhi, who was in the first place, stretched out his hand to hug him, and said: "Brother Xiaoyu, the performance just now is even more exciting than the rehearsal." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and thanked him.

Cheng Xiujing high-fived Cheng Xiaoyu with a complicated expression, and then also reached out and hugged Cheng Xiaoyu and said, "The performance just now was great!"

Cheng Xiaoyu said with a smile: "Your performance also surprised me, to be honest, I really can't hold on to maintaining a concert at such a level and with such intensity!"

Cheng Xiujing shrugged her shoulders and said: "After all, over the years, we have relied on concerts to eat, and we can't practice this well, so I have the face to say that I am the apprentice of Yushen....."

Cheng Xiaoyu gently touched Cheng Xiujing's head and laughed: "That, in vain!"

Cheng Xiujing clenched her fists and waved it, and then said, "Fighting!" and walked onto the lifting platform.

Then Quan Youli and Jing Xuexuan also hugged Cheng Xiaoyu separately, and walked on the lifting platform, they will sing "divine" with three-dimensional projection, and the next few songs are slow songs, "time machine", "PRETTY. BOY", "I miss you", "Don't forget me", .....

This arrangement is to allow them to take a little rest and be able to reserve some physical energy.

Cheng Xiaoyu stood aside, watching the lifting platform move upward, until the four girls were only left with slender legs in the field of vision, then turned around and walked towards the lounge, where is Xu Qinning, she will appear in the last section.

Cheng Xiaoyu walked all the way forward, all the way there were staff members who bowed to him slightly to say hello, Cheng Xiaoyu also smiled, after each greeting, he had a small expectation, but he never met the next he was looking forward to.

When walking through the entrance and exit of the backstage, Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't help but look in that direction, the entrance with no light was connected to the narrow corridor, except for a few faint rays of light, it was empty.

Cheng Xiaoyu stood still for a moment, and when he met another staff member to greet him, he turned around and walked briskly towards the lounge, where a huge super chorus had already sounded outside, and the lyrics of "Divine" filled his ears.

"In the future, their respective paths will come to the point when they diverge

The wishes you made will always be remembered

Looking back on the road we have traveled together, you will prove that this is forever."

Hearing this, Cheng Xiaoyu froze for a moment when he pushed the door in, then smiled self-deprecatingly, walked into the lounge, took off his suit jacket, and hung it on his arm.

At this time, Xu Qinning was staring at the TV screen with relish, an assistant and two makeup artists were carefully sitting a little away from her, quietly watching the live broadcast of the concert, and when she saw Cheng Xiaoyu coming in, she quickly stood up and shouted: "Teacher Cheng....."

Cheng Xiaoyu doesn't know when, the entertainment industry began to call teachers popularly, no matter what cats and dogs, no matter how old they are, they are all Teacher X, although he is helpless, he can only accept it with a smile.

After saying hello, the self-conscious light bulbs made an excuse and left directly.

Xu Qinning stroked the legs of the wooden horse, supported her chin with one hand, turned her head to look at Cheng Xiaoyu, who was wearing a white T-shirt and her back was almost soaked, blinked her big eyes and said, "Teacher Cheng, thank you for your hard work!"

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and said, "What are you fooling around?"

Xu Qinning rolled her eyes, she looked cute and cute, she said: "It's boring, I thought you would call me Teacher Xu! I said Teacher Cheng! You really live more and more like an old pedant, very boring." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu casually threw the expensive suit on the armrest of the sofa, then sat down and joked: "Anyway, I'm also the man who is about to become the richest man, when did you see your dad smiling at you..."

Xu Qinning changed his words and said: "Sometimes I really think that liking someone will make me live very wronged, so I said to myself, don't rely too much on a person, when he doesn't look for you, doesn't accompany you, and doesn't coax you, you will be very uncomfortable.... So, you see, as much as I like it, I never rely on it. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't touch Xu Qinning's sight, just turned his head to look at the chorus picture on the LCD TV, the voice in the TV was slightly slower than the chorus outside, just half a beat slower, which made Cheng Xiaoyu a little uncomfortable to listen to, but now is not the time to care about this, he said casually: "I seem to be relying on someone!"

Xu Qinning saw that Cheng Xiaoyu's forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, stood up from the sofa, took out a bottle of oolong tea from the Xiaoice box next to the coffee table and handed it to Cheng Xiaoyu, and handed him a tissue, and said softly: "The real lie is to pretend to be happy, the truth of the lie is helpless, a song called "Lies", but it is all the truth.... You're really conflicted and entangled!"

Cheng Xiaoyu wiped his sweat, unscrewed the bottle cap, and drank a large sip of light coffee-colored oolong tea: "People themselves are a collection of contradictions, and we all look forward to a life where we can see the answers, thinking that if we see the answers, we will not make mistakes in anything, and it seems that this life will be smooth sailing...... But the truth is, life is too long, and if you walk a lot of roads, you will think that maybe that winding mountain road will have a different scenery..... You stand at the intersection and hesitate, and the people on the side laugh at you for not being fast enough to cut through the mess..... But you don't know that you just want to try to live the way you want to be. ”

Xu Qinning looked at Cheng Xiaoyu's side face, sighed and said, "What kind of road you want to take, then choose the path you want to take!"

Cheng Xiaoyu's face showed a little confusion, and then smiled: "Life is such a thing, I have not experienced pain, and I will never understand how precious it is to be bland....."

Maybe the audience from God's perspective looks like Cheng Xiaoyu is living too aggrieved, but they don't know that for Cheng Xiaoyu, he doesn't have too many choices, his life is a picture of how many coincidences put together, everything is the will of the Creator, and in the final analysis, it is fate.

Yesterday and today slowly piled up, creating an inescapable chaotic background, where reason and emotion are repulsed, dreams and reality collide face to face, all so solid and so ethereal, trapping him in the middle, leaving him powerless.

Is it weak?

But in this world, who can really control their own destiny?

Aren't all at the mercy of fate?

In the face of a huge fate, everyone is just an ant under the wheel of history rolling forward, even if you are the biggest of them, when you are run over, the god of fate will not look at you with pity.

Human beings have always pursued to become stronger, and the so-called strong is nothing more than being able to control their own destiny, but this idea is so ridiculous and sad.

Think about the generation of overlord Qi Huangong, who was starved to death in the palace by his own eunuchs; Han Xin, a rare and unpredictable and invincible general in history, was played with by Liu Bang in the palm of his hand, and was finally hunted and killed by a powerless woman, which is really a nest; Martial saint Guan Yu, a famous general who was a powerful general, was at the peak of his career in flooding the Seventh Army and reaching Xuchang, but he was attacked by his own allies to take the rear, defeated Maicheng, and was ambushed again, and was captured and beheaded—— This is the way to die for a person who is revered as a martial saint.

The great statesman, genius commander, writer, orator Julius Caesar died in assassination for provoking Cleopatra, Lincoln, one of the undisputed greatest figures in human history, was assassinated by deranged men, and Napoleon, who was revered as a great man even after his defeat, was slowly poisoned in St. Helena.

Whether it is the strength of wisdom or the power of power, those human powerhouses who can enjoy their lives in peace are just fate has never looked down at you, such as the chairman of Guanshengyuan, who was directly killed by the stone kicked by the monkey.

Is it outrageous? That's fate.

Speaking of fate, Cheng Xiaoyu still remembers a person, Turing.

This great genius was chemically castrated after being found to be GAY, suffered such a tragedy, and also experienced being fired by his boss and slandered by the world, but this did not affect his mood.

One day in 1954, he was walking happily with his friends on the beach when he suddenly saw a gypsy fortune-telling tent.

At this time, he may have remembered that thirty-two years ago, when he was only ten years old, he met a gypsy and decided that he was a genius, so he went into the tent and stayed in it for half an hour.

He came out with a pale face, like Snow White who had eaten a poisoned apple, and two days later, Turing, the father of modern computers, committed suicide.

In 1922, also when he was ten years old, he didn't know who gave Turing a book called "The Miracle of Nature for Children", which made him know for the first time that there was science in this world.

Throughout his life, he pondered the questions that this book brought him: How did I come to be, how did I get through this life?

Cheng Xiaoyu, who seems to be a winner in life, has also passed the stage of satisfying the basic ** of human beings, so he is often thinking about this problem.

So sometimes reading too many books is not necessarily a good thing.

Scientists are constantly pursuing the truth in their long lives, politicians are pursuing the rule of the world in their long lives, artists are pursuing great works in their long lives, and ordinary people are pursuing a healthy and happy life in their long lives.....

Cheng Xiaoyu has never had much pursuit, if he must be asked to find a pursuit, he once said to Su Yuxi that it is "love", and the length of his life is exhausted in "love".

But now, he found that the answer was a situation that he couldn't choose, and he was a little at a loss.

Osamu Dazai said: Everyone is constantly fighting to know the right way to survive.

Why are you fighting, and how are you going to survive?

No one will tell you the answer.

All we can have is confusion.

Towards the depths of the ditch, running aimlessly.

Like a wild dog covered in mud.

Cheng Xiaoyu was in need of a life mentor at this time, and the crown princess had guided him when he was neon, and now he wanted to know Su Yuxi's answer.

Xu Qinning didn't disturb Cheng Xiaoyu, who was deep in thought, and quietly watched him hold the bottle of oolong tea that had no cool air in a daze. She didn't think Cheng Xiaoyu was too indecisive or domineering enough.

The nature of the world is chaotic, disorderly, absurd, and unreasonable. It's like the meeting of some people, or the parting of some people.

Some people are free and indulgent, and some people are obsessed and unrepentant.

.......

When the makeup artist came over to touch up Cheng Xiaoyu's makeup, the concert was almost over, and it was Cheng Xiaoyu's turn to dance "Trouble Maker" immediately. ("Trouble Maker" - Hyuna, Jang Hyun-sung)

After touching up her makeup, Cheng Xiaoyu took off her white T-shirt, changed into a slim black shirt from Dior and a blue dark checked blazer, and then waited for Xu Qinning to come out.

When Xu Qinning came out of the dressing room to change her clothes, she immediately amazed the well-informed Cheng Xiaoyu.

This time, Xu Qinning chose the wild color that she has always loved, a tight-fitting low-cut leopard print shirt tied in a black leather skirt, wrapping the plump buttocks and slender waist in a gorgeous curve, wearing a black mercerized corset, two bundled shoulder straps with surging waves and sharp collarbones, pretty short hair fluffy and scattered, like electric eyes and a straight nose bridge outline a face that turns all beings upside down, but the body and expression show the strength and sexiness in the bones.

Such a fashionable and sophisticated outfit with a radiant face is simply irresistible.

Even Cheng Xiaoyu, thinking of "Trouble Maker", which is about to dance with Xu Qinning in a very ambiguous action, is inevitably a little blushing and heartbeat.

Xu Qinning didn't notice Cheng Xiaoyu's shyness, and walked towards the lifting platform with Cheng Xiaoyu in tow, after all, the two of them have practiced this dance many times in the past two days, so there should be nothing to be embarrassed about.

When I heard Cheng Xiujing say: "Let's invite two special guests for you....."

Cheng Xiaoyu and Xu Qinning stood on the lifting platform, Xu Qinning leaned against Cheng Xiaoyu and said, "I'm still a little nervous.... I can't even forget how long it's been since I've danced and sang in front of an audience..."

Cheng Xiaoyu shook Xu Qinning's warm hand with his backhand and said, "Miss Xu, there are times when you are nervous. ”

At this time, the lifting platform had begun to rise slowly, Xu Qinning exhaled deeply, put her hands on her waist, posed and said, "Teacher Cheng, you shouldn't comfort me at this time: Don't be afraid, am I here?"

The light of the spotlight had already shone on the faces of the two people, Cheng Xiaoyu looked up at the spotlight like the sun, the light was getting hotter and hotter, and he said softly: "Miss Xu, can I ask you to dance?"

This kind of dialogue was obviously unexpected by Xu Qinning, and she whispered: "I'm not Cinderella waiting for the prince to come to the door..... I'm Princess Jasmine, or maybe Princess Anna (sister in Frozen)!"

Cheng Xiaoyu shrugged his shoulders and said, "Anyway, you're a princess!"

Xu Qinning's tone was charming, and she said sweetly: "Don't resist, you are that poor boy, wait for me to be lucky!"

When this sentence was spoken, the platform had risen above the stage, and for a moment the light was victorious.

Cheng Xiaoyu appeared in front of the audience again, although Xu Qinning had her back to him, that is, her back to the audience, but her trademark short hair made the audience guess who this person was.

In an instant, the entire hall was like a boiling oil pot, and Cheng Xiaoyu and Xu Qinning were the water that dripped into the pot, adding fuel to the already burning atmosphere.

The background of the building appeared on the large and small screens, and the relaxed whistle blew, Cheng Xiaoyu stretched his hands and made a few movements, and then moved out of the way, and then Xu Qinning turned around and made a knock on the door.

Seeing that it was really Xu Qinning, countless die-hard fans immediately burst into tears.

"Xu Qinning!I love you~~" The shouts swept over the sky.

Xu Qinning, who was wearing a leopard print shirt and black leather skirt, was both arrogant and sexy and elegant and calmly danced a playful and charming pas de deux with Cheng Xiaoyu, when Xu Qinning hugged Cheng Xiaoyu's neck, the two snorted together, and when Xu Qinning's two slender fingers walked around his arm like a villain, such a seductive charm made the audience explode immediately.

Then there were several large-scale movements, making the screams wave after wave.

Not to mention the audience, when Cheng Xiaoyu and Xu Qinning were veneered, they felt that she was plump and wild, sexy and innocent, and she was able to sink into the attraction, Xu Qinning's beauty is something that people want to conquer, and others can't imitate it.

In the past two years, in the whole of China, Xu Qinning has appeared in fashion magazines the most, and the one who has taken the most covers is Xu Qinning.

It's no wonder that Karl Lagerfeld, a man with a male sexual orientation, has called her "the sexiest woman in the world" in front of many media.

(It's a 2-in-1 update, so it's late....) The main thing is that the chapter that I want to update is not very satisfying.,So it's basically rewritten.,There's a lot of abridged discussion about the fate of this thing.,I don't think everyone likes to read it.。 ）