Chapter 833: Guilt
Tu Manfen was kind, and Xu Wanzhen naturally appreciated it.
casually talked about Xu Wenyu just now, and it also pulled the thread in her heart that worried about him. Immersed in her head and picked a mouthful of noodles, as soon as she took her mouth, the familiar and unfamiliar taste immediately relieved her.
This is indeed a tomato omelette, but the soup base is a chicken broth made from Wuzhen, which is even more delicious.
Yes! The past life is a thing of the past, and it is no longer available. Even if it is the same bowl of noodles, it is bound to be branded with this era.
Mr. Ning doesn't have the ability to make a bowl of the same noodles, why should he be persistent? It's better to live well and focus on the present and the future.
Xu Wanzhen restrained her mind and quietly finished eating this bowl of noodles with different emotions.
The sun gradually set in the west, and Mr. Ning's sedan chair stopped in front of the second gate. The mother-in-law who guarded the door came up and put a stool to help her get out of the sedan chair.
"Sir, the eldest lady has returned home."
Mr. Ning nodded, and when she came in, she saw that there were many strange guards in the front yard, and she knew it.
"Manfinh." I haven't seen her these days, and Tu Manfen is going to the war-torn northland, and she can't help but feel a little worried in her heart. Before he could go back to the room to change his clothes, he hurried towards Tu Manfen's small courtyard.
Yinping greeted him and said with a smile: "Sir, Miss is waiting." ”
When he entered the room and saw two women with different styles in front of him, Mr. Ning was stunned. Then he untied his cloak and asked with a little surprise, "Wanzhen?" How do you ......"
Why did you appear here, why did you lose so much, why did the clothes and accessories be so out of place, why didn't you see any of the personal maids around you?
At this time, Xu Wanzhen was indeed full of suspicions. This is also the reason why she can't go back to the Chungkook Mansion directly, but come here first.
"Zhiyan," Xu Wanzhen said, "Mr. Ning has just come back, you go to the kitchen to see how the meal is prepared." ”
Zhiyan calmly retreated, and Yinping also retreated when he saw this. Cover the door, move a pestle and sit under the porch, put on a thick jacket, take a string and fight.
"Aunt Nan." Xu Wanzhen bowed down, her voice slightly choked, "When I see Aunt Nan again, Zhen'er is like a world away." ”
No matter how calm and changeable she is, she is also a weak woman. After experiencing such ups and downs and dangers, I fought with those thieves with my heart and bravery, and I didn't dare to relax in the slightest.
There are sisters whispering to Tu Manfen, but she can't soothe her heart.
At this time, when she saw Mr. Ning, who was like an elder, her grievances came up, and her nose was slightly sour.
"Alright, alright." Mr. Ning strode forward and took her in his arms. stroked her hair tied into a swallowtail at the back of her head, and coaxed softly; "It's okay, it's okay when you come back."
Tu Manfen was on the side and told Xu Wanzhen what happened to her in detail.
Mr. Ning was annoyed in his heart, and said hatefully: "That Wang Miaoyan, I know it's not a good thing!" An ignorant and stupid woman is just a pawn in the hands of others, and she thinks she is proud! ”
Xu Wan was really too thin, and she didn't take care of her after a long time on the boat. Mr. Ning hugged her like this, and he felt that the bones in her body were terrifying. frowned and said, "How did you lose weight like this?" ”
Being held by her like this, Xu Wan couldn't help but shed tears. Those grievances, those worries and worries in my heart, were all vented.
When she was alone, she could only hold on and didn't dare to show her timidity. At this time, when she returned to the people who cared about her, she could unscrupulously turn her little daughter's grievances into tears and flow out.
Her mother was shallow, and in her previous life, her mother cared little about her. When I came here, I had never seen A-Niang, and those warm and soft arms that belonged to my mother only existed in memories.
Although there are many female elders who love her, such as Mrs. Xu, Empress Dowager Xiao, and Mrs. Zhuang of the Anguo Mansion, they cannot replace the most important position of mother.
At this time, Xu Wan really regarded Mr. Ning as a mother temporarily, so that the emotions that had been suppressed would naturally be revealed.
After crying for a long time, Xu Wanzhen raised her head from Mr. Ning's arms. Looking at the dark green skirt soaked with his own tears, a few tangled chrysanthemums embroidered on it, the color changed from light yellow to golden.
She was a little embarrassed, took out Luo Pa to wipe her tears, and said ashamedly: "Aunt Nan......"
Mr. Ning smiled gently, straightened her sideburns that were messy from crying, and said lovingly: "Silly child." You don't have to worry about that with me. ”
Pulled her to sit down, and said, "After Manfen told me, I realized that you have suffered so much. What's next? ”
Xu Wanzhen took a breath and said calmly: "I want to ask Aunt Nan to take me into the palace." Ask to see the Queen Mother, and then return home from the palace. ”
"That's the way it is." Mr. Ning nodded, "The Queen Mother has been sick for a long time now, and the Tai Hospital and Su Juma are in the palace every day. ”
"What?" Xu Wanzhen was surprised and asked, "The Queen Mother, ...... What's wrong? ”
They had just arrived in the capital, and the news they received on the way was that they only knew that the original prince had been deposed and the king of Qi had become the prince. The situation in the palace is confidential, and not everyone can know about it.
"Chun and them have returned to Beijing?"
Mr. Ning slowly bowed his head and said, "You don't have to worry. Princess Chunhe and Su Juma brought back a few herbs from Lingnan Road, which were designed to cure Niangniang's old diseases. ”
"This time, the mother was seriously ill, and it was the anger that led to the onset of the old disease, which lingered these days. But the envoy of Zhao also said that if you take care of it, you can slowly recover. ”
"Queen Mother ......" Thinking of Empress Dowager Xiao's love for her, Xu Wan was really sad, and her sense of guilt deepened.
She was overwhelmed by things, and always felt that the cause of all this was because she insisted on saving Xu Wenyu.
Knowing the trap, he jumped in. Then, it led to this series of things that happened later, falling into the other party's calculations step by step, and even affecting the palace.
If Wu Zhengxiang hadn't been led away by her, the prince would have rebelled, how could the palace not receive news?
Seeing that she was silent and depressed, Tu Manfen couldn't help but be a little frightened.
Xu Wan really looks like this, it's not the first time she's seen it. When she just left Hengzhou, Xu Wanzhen was worried all day.
She always felt that Xu Wanzhen's growing thinner and thinner was related to the things she pressed in her heart. What is anxious is that no matter how she knocks on the side, Xu Wanzhen refuses to confide half a point.
"Wanzhen, don't think about it so much. The Queen Mother loves you so much, maybe when she sees you, most of her illness will be cured. Tu Manfen comforted her.
Xu Wanzhen retracted her mind, and her eyes were no longer as bright as before. I only responded and said, "When will Aunt Nan enter the palace tomorrow?" I'm with you. ”
Mr. Ning patted her hand and said, "Since the person has returned, there is no hurry." Anyway, I have to raise it for two days before I can go to see the Queen Mother. ”
Xu Wanzhen just wanted to object, but Mr. Ning said again: "Look at your current appearance." According to the temperament of the Queen Mother, wouldn't it hurt to see it? ”