Chapter 119 ****

Liu Xuanji looked at her for a while, raised her wine glass, squinted her eyes slightly, and said with a smile: "Do you want to move me, or do you want to convince yourself?"

An Lan asked, "What do I need to convince myself?"

Liu Xuanji looked at her with a little disdain in her eyes, and her lips showed mockery: "My so-called 'speculation' about him is just due to the 'hatred' you think." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info”

An Lan raised her eyebrows slightly and didn't make a sound.

"Love is indeed beautiful. Liu Xuanji drank the wine slowly, and said with some sighs, "Its power is so great that the fragrance is unattainable, and the more taboo it is, the more hopeless and no future...... The more obsessive it is, the more crazy it is, enough for a moment of hell and a moment of heaven. ”

After she finished drinking, she put down the wine glass, and An Lan picked up the wine jug and filled it for her.

"But the longer people like us, both men and women, live, the more they understand one thing, love really disappears, and hate is the same. Liu Xuanji laughed as she spoke, "Little girl, do you think that I am like you, after so many years, I am still sad for that man, so that now all my words and deeds must be related to the so-called 'love and hate'?"

An Lan put down the wine jug, paused, picked up her glass of wine, touched it lightly with Liu Xuanji, and then took a sip silently. The expression on her face was calm, looking indifferent and thoughtful.

Liu Xuanji didn't care, her fingers lightly scratched the rim of the wine glass, and her eyes narrowed slightly.

"Lan girl, did you hear what I told you in the Tianji Hall just now?"

An Lan raised her eyes.

Liu Xuanji flicked his wine glass: "I'm just talking about you, the great incense master of the Tianshu Palace, and I don't have anyone with it." ”

An Lan raised her eyebrows slightly.

After Liu Xuanji drank the glass of wine, she spoke slowly.

"Changxiang Hall is not a place to talk about love. ”

"The great incense master can do whatever he wants, he can be uninhibited, but he can't be led by the nose. ”

"A woman who only thinks about men and is only obsessed with **** is not qualified for my support. ”

An Lan didn't speak until Liu Xuanji finished speaking, and then smiled lightly: "I am relieved that Mr. Liu can think like this, but as for my feelings, you are thinking too much." As she spoke, she took the initiative to pour herself another glass of wine, and filled it with Liu Xuanji, and then picked up the wine glass and signaled, "You don't want an alliance that is carried away by love, and I don't dare to really trust a woman who can't extricate herself from love and hate, we have a consensus on this." ”

After watching her dry the glass of wine, Liu Xuanji picked up her own wine glass, looked at her and asked, "Can you do it without being swayed by your feelings?"

An Lan didn't answer immediately, and thought for a while before saying: "My feelings have been mixed with conspiracy and interests from the beginning, it is true that he loves me, and it is true that he wants my life." In that process, he really did everything he could, step by step, and made me willingly sacrifice my life, but in the end, do you know how I survived?"

Liu Xuanji slowly put down the wine glass: "This is something I have never been able to understand." ”

At that time, Jingyan Gongzi chose An Lan as the heir of the Tianshu Palace, wholeheartedly supported her and cultivated her, did everything to satisfy her, and even gave his own sincerity, but the ultimate goal was not really to make An Lan the great incense master of the Tianshu Palace, but to take An Lan's life!

For this reason, Jing Yan Gongzi chose An Lan and took her to the last step smoothly.

But in the end, it was An Lan who survived, and Jing Yan was reduced to ashes in the territory of Nirvana Incense.

Life and death in the fragrance are synchronized with life and death in reality.

She had seen him turn to ashes in front of her, and she thought he was really dead until White Flame returned.

She didn't know how he survived, but she knew very well how she survived back then.

An Lan was silent for a long time before she said: "For a long time, I thought that in the end he gave me a chance to survive, but later I realized that it was not, at least not all. ”

Liu Xuanji leaned to the side, supporting her head with her hands: "Not all?"

An Lan sighed: "To lift Nirvana, someone needs to be willing to sacrifice their lives, but who can really be willing in the face of death? At that time, whether it was because of his initial plan or his fate, I was unwilling after all, but when I got to that point, I had no way to turn back, I had to face it, at least I could keep my pride, and I was willing to gamble and lose." ”

When she said this, she paused for a while, as if she was rethinking, and then continued: "Maybe it's because of that little unwillingness, so in the end, if I really let me inherit Nirvana, there may be unpredictable accidents, and Prince Jing Yan should have known at the time, so he gave me a chance to live, if I really want to live." ”

Liu Xuanji sat up slightly: "What chance?"

An Lan raised her eyes, looked through Liu Xuanji, and looked at the other side of the time: "He gave me an incomparable fragrance, all my desires, everything a woman should have, were realized in that fragrance, I lived almost my life there, and I have always been accompanied by him." However, even so, even if I was so happy, I still couldn't suppress the unwillingness in my heart! After all, I didn't want to sacrifice myself for anyone or anything, whether it was love or lovers. So I woke up from his incense, even though I knew in my heart that if I woke up, he would die. ”

Liu Xuanji was speechless for a while.

The mutton soup in the pot was almost bottoming out, and the whole room was filled with the smell of mutton.

An Lan was silent for a moment, and then smiled faintly, but the smile only stopped on her lips, not in her eyes: "After he disappeared, my sadness and sadness are real, my thoughts are deep, and I can't sleep for countless nights, but I have never regretted it, I love him, but what I love the most is myself." ”

Liu Xuanji let out a long sigh, and after a long time, asked, "He knows?"

An Lan said: "The prince of Jing Yan back then knew me better than me, so how could I not know what kind of person I was." ”

Liu Xuanji raised her eyebrows slightly: "So, what about the white flame of the incense suppression?"

An Lan turned her face slightly and looked out the window: "He has forgotten everything, even if he knows who he used to be, but he doesn't plan to inherit everything in the past, for him, it was all a matter of the previous life." ”

Liu Xuanji sneered: "Do you really think so?"

An Lan retracted her gaze and looked at Liu Xuanji: "Actually, it doesn't matter if I really think so, the important thing is that when I faced Jing Yan Gongzi, I loved myself the most, and now in the face of Bai Yan, how could I be so distracted that I lose myself." ”

Liu Xuanji was silent for a while and spoke: "You still love him." ”

An Lan said: "That's right, I still love him." ”

Crazy love, reckless devotion, does move the world, but she has never been that kind of person.

Liu Xuanji smiled, poured a glass for both her and herself, touched her, and then raised her glass to salute her. (To be continued.) )