1519.Chapter 1519 That's All I Can Give You
He was about to continue, but at this moment, his throat choked again, and I saw his brow furrowed, and a painful, suppressed expression appeared on his face, and I was about to reach out to his chest, but before I touched it, I heard his "wow", and suddenly a mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth.
"Light cold!"
I screamed and hurriedly reached out to hug him, but after he spurted out this mouthful of blood, he couldn't control himself and began to cough, and this cough couldn't stop at all, and blood kept gushing out of his mouth, which immediately stained the edge of the bed and even most of my body red.
"Light Cold...... Light cold ......! β
I don't know what I can do, I even forgot to turn around and ask for help, I can only hold him tightly, I feel his cough searching my intestines, the pain keeps shaking, the original vigorous body, the original so healthy, energetic person, this moment is like a hollowed out broken sack, finally stop coughing, but I can't do any movement, I can only lie in my arms and gasp.
His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't make a normal sound.
There were several people's footsteps behind him, it was Pei Yuanfeng and them, looking at him like this, everyone's faces showed a painful look, and even Zhao Yuncheng's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth and said softly: "Liu San'er......"
Chanjuan is already kneeling on the ground at the moment, she even cries more than me, but no matter how remorseful she is, there is no way to get it back.
When Pei Yuanfeng saw this scene, he also choked up and said, "Mu Hua, is there anything else you can do?" Even if - let him not be so miserable. β
Xue Muhua held tears in his eyes, only biting his lower lip hard, and did not speak.
And at this time, in my arms, there was only the strength to breathe, the person raised his head again, his gray eyes looked at me, as if he could already see, at this moment, his eyes also revealed a kind of clear vision, he gritted his teeth and wanted to speak, but the pain in his body made him unable to open his mouth at all, he could only keep gasping, but we heard it, even his wheezing voice became hoarse.
The poison in his body spreads in the time we can feel it!
At this moment, he became more and more anxious, gritted his teeth and said: "Forget it, Wen Ruyu's matter, you get the wrench, and then you will know it when you go back to Bishan." Now you listen to me, it should not be a problem for the imperial court to fight against Shanxi and Henan now, and within three months, if there is no accident, the rebellion can be suppressed. But-but-but-"
I listened to his voice, every time I said a word, his gasp became heavier, and his voice became more hoarse, I hugged him hard, crying and shouting: "I beg you, don't say it again, light cold, don't say it again......"
"But," he couldn't hear at all, but felt my tears fall on his face one by one, as if he had regained a little strength, he took a deep breath and said, "However, if Jinling starts to use troops, if Pei Yuanxiu and he gather those people from other places who belong to him, if they raise troops together, then the situation in the imperial court will become difficult." β
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"In that case, it will take at least two years to quell this rebellion, and the court will have to pay a very heavy price."
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"But in this way, it's nothing, the emperor should be able to handle it."
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"Feng Xi can hold Yangzhou for at least half a year, and if there is no major war in the northwest, Tu Shuhan can also free his hands."
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"What I'm most afraid of is that it's Shengjing's soldiers."
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"Losh is a very ambitious person, and he is not so easy to control. Once Shengjing sends troops south, the emperor will be attacked on his back, and in that case, I am afraid that there will be no chance of victory. β
At this moment, I heard Pei Yuanfeng's gasp behind me obviously become heavy.
Liu Qinghan continued: "Light, if we go out of the Sanjiang Estuary and go down the river, we will contain him ......"
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"Hold him back, maybe, there's a glimmer of life."
"Liu-light-cold!"
I gritted my teeth and let out a low roar.
He couldn't hear it, but he seemed to feel the heart-rending pain at this moment, and he stopped all of a sudden.
I was crying so much that I couldn't speak.
Liu Qinghan, do you know how much time you have left, do you know that this may be the last thing you said to me in this world!
But what are you talking to me?!
You're telling me about your possessions, your money, and your soldiers...... Why did you take care of everything, your arrangement, the situation in the world, the war situation in the imperial court, Jiangnan, Shengjing, Sanjiangkou, you said everything, why didn't you talk about you, why didn't you talk about me?
Why, why?!
How much effort do you have to spend on these things, and even at this moment, your voice is hoarse, you can't see or hear anything, maybe when you close your eyes, even if the flood in this world is monstrous, it has nothing to do with you, but you, are still for these people, these things cost your own effort, you are still planning for others, planning for the war situation of the court.
What about you, what about me? The two of us, have you never thought about it?
What should I do if I lose you? What will happen to me?
Have you thought about it?
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He couldn't hear, he couldn't hear my bitter crying, he couldn't hear my desperate accusation, there was a trace of hesitation on his originally anxious face, but the next moment, he still said softly: "Light, and-"
"I don't listen!"
I finally couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed his shoulders, grabbed him so hard that I almost pierced my nails into his skin, my eyes were bloodshot and red, I glared at him viciously, and said in a hoarse voice: "Liu Qinghan, that's how you treat me, is that what you do to me?!" β
He was a little dazed, and I grabbed him by the shoulder, and his gray eyes widened.
I hugged him and cried into tears, as if I wanted to empty my heart, but what he said was his arrangement, his government soldiers, and his army......
"What about me?" I looked at him and looked at him silently: "What about me? Why don't you ever think about it, have you thought about it? β
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"I'm going to hurt too, I'm going to die, why don't you just want to think about it!"
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"For the sake of this world, for your ideals, you are almost dying, at this time, you are still thinking about those things, am I so insignificant to you, you don't even need to mention it?"
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"Liu Qinghan, what am I to you, what am I?!"
"Liu Qinghan!"
Pei Yuanfeng and Zhao Yuncheng behind him finally couldn't stand it, and hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed me: "Light!" β
"Light, you don't want this, he's already in pain!"
I gritted my teeth, let out a gurgling roar from my throat, and even grabbed his hand and kept pushing hard, as if I wanted to crush him, Zhao Yuncheng almost collapsed when he saw me, and he couldn't control himself at all, so he hurriedly reached over and grabbed my wrist and pinched it.
As soon as my hand was released, the person in my arms couldn't support it, and the whole person fell back to the bed weakly.
Zhao Yuncheng burst into tears and whimpered: "He's about to die, you-don't do this!" β
I trembled, looking at him through tears, watching him gasp for breath, and even blood gushing out from the corners of his mouth, obviously suffering like purgatory, but his face was always forbearing. He looked at me, with a hint of understanding, and said softly, "Light ......."
At this moment, I hurriedly leaned down again and hugged him hard.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
Am I going crazy?
I must be going crazy, otherwise, how could I do this to you?
How can I bear to do this to you?
Light Cold ...... Light Cold ......
Just as I buried my face in his arms, whimpering in pain, I heard a voice, deep, hoarse, almost coming from his chestβ
"Light ......"
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"Lightness, what I just said, you remember, you can't remember, how to do it...... Actually, in fact, it doesn't matter. β
......I was stunned and looked at him with tears in my eyes - what did he say?
He was still saying just now, I had to remember every word he said, and what he explained was a plan that he had been planning for an unknown amount of time, and he didn't know how much effort he had spent to settle down, but after he finished speaking, he said instead-It doesn't matter?
I looked at him in a hurry.
His gray eyes looked at me fixedly, as if he could see, and said, "But there is one thing you must remember. β
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"No matter how dangerous the situation in the imperial court is, no matter how difficult the war in the Central Plains is, no matter what the emperor wants you to do, no matter what price you have to pay to win, and even, no matter who the victorious side is, you must remember-"
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"Soldiers and money, you must stay by your side."
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"You must also, don't leave Xichuan lightly."
I shuddered slightly, and looked up from his arms, his eyes slowly drooping, and the long eyelashes covering his eyes, I don't know if he wanted to look at me, or if he didn't have the strength to open his eyes again, and even at this moment, I could only hear his exhalation, entwined with a little of his last thoughts, reaching my ears-
"Only in this way will they not be able to move you."
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I was choked all at once.
What did he say?
They...... Can't move me?
What he said was - Pei Yuanhao, and Pei Yuanxiu?!
I looked at him in amazement, his face, which had completely lost its blood, and even lost its vitality, this time there was a faint smile, as if suddenly a light came down from the sky and cast it on his face, his eyes lit up, and there was a hint of brilliance.
He said in an extremely clear tone: "Don't blame me. β
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"Lightness, that's all I can give you."