cpa300_4(); Nian Shen said, while turning his head to look at the wonderful words sitting beside me, and then happily walked over, bent down and usually had wonderful words, which were two pairs of black and white, clear as the cleanest lake in heaven and earth.

Nian Shen said softly: "Wonderful words." ”

Miao Yan looked at him motionlessly.

"I'm my brother, Wonderland, did you hear me?"

“……”

"I was here to play with you last time, do I remember?"

He is not much older than Miao Yan, but his expression seems to be much more mature than this wooden sister, seeing Miao Yan sitting motionless, he poked his head over, pressed his cheek against Miao Yan's fleshy cheek, and gently patted her face with his other hand: "Miao Yan, brother is here." ”

Looking at them, or his friendship, although I was very worried about Miaoyan without moving, and being so wooden, I was also a little relieved, I reached out and gently combed Miaoyan's hair, and then said, "I really don't know, when will she be healed." ”

Nian Shen raised his head and looked at me: "Aunt Qing, don't worry. Sister Miaoyan is so cute, God won't bear to let her be like this all the time. ”

As he spoke, he turned to Miaoyan again, "Really? Younger sister. ”

Miao Yan's dark, star-like eyes looked at him, and at this moment, she suddenly slowly raised her hand and gently touched Nian Shen's cheek.

Suddenly, several of us froze.

I couldn't believe my eyes: "Wonderful words! ”

She didn't move, and it was as if she hadn't heard the outside world at all, and felt any changes in the outside world, just looking at him with those dark eyes, and then the palm of that little hand was against Nian Shen's cheek, and she didn't move.

Nian Shen's face also showed a happy smile: "Sister Miaoyan! ”

However, Miao Yan didn't make any more movements, just pressed his palm to his cheek, and after a while, slowly lowered his hand again.

It's just that, but it's enough to cheer us up.

Nian Shen raised his head and looked at me, and said happily: "Aunt Qing, look, in fact, Sister Miaoyan must know everything, but she just can't say it, I think she will slowly get better, don't worry too much." ”

My heart was still beating wildly because I saw that Miao Yan finally had a perception of people in the outside world, and at this time, listening to Nian Shen's comfort, it seemed that I really felt that this was the case, my daughter was slowly getting better, I reached out and gently stroked the top of her head, and then said, "Borrow your auspicious words." ”

Because we had already met in Jixian Hall before, we had talked about everything that should be talked, so at this time, the two of them were also very relaxed, just sitting and chatting, and after a while, Mama Wu and Su Su sent another box of hot meals, I just remembered that I only ate half of my meal, but they took a lot of it, and still set up most of the table, I thought about it, and asked, "Has Your Highness eaten?" ”

"No, I just rushed back from Jixian Palace, and I heard that Aunt Qing is here, but I haven't had time yet."

"Then, if Your Highness wants to use a little."

“……”

Nian Shen paused for a moment and did not speak.

I didn't know what was going on, so I looked at him a little blankly, only to see him look at the food on the table, and then immediately smiled: "Okay." ”

So, I sat down.

I didn't think much of it and ate with him.

He doesn't eat much, to say that a boy of this age is the time to grow his body, but he only ate half a bowl of rice, and he didn't eat two pieces of pickled goose, no wonder he was so thin. I saw him put down the bowl, so I said softly: "The weather is so cold, Your Highness only eats this, I'm afraid that my body will not be able to stand it." ”

He looked up at me.

"Let's eat a little more, this soup is good, and the rice is hot and hot."

"yes, okay."

He nodded, and I smiled and asked Su Su to add another half bowl of rice to him, and as soon as I soaked the hot soup, I had a plate of sour, spicy and refreshing side dishes, and I snorted and ate it quickly.

He seemed to be very comfortable eating the warm soup and rice, and his pale face was a little red, and as soon as he put down the bowl, Kou'er came over to call him, only to find that he had already eaten here, Nian Shen got up and said, "Aunt Qing, you just came back, just rest first." ”

I nodded, "Yes." ”

When he turned to leave, Kou'er looked back at the empty bowl on the table, and then looked at me again: "Young girl, how much has Your Highness eaten?" ”

"It's not much, it's just a bowl of rice and half a bowl of soup."

"Oh," she nodded, and said with a smile, "Young girl, it's better for you to come back." To tell you the truth, in fact, His Royal Highness has never eaten in the palaces of other ladies over the years. ”

"Ah......h

I was slightly stunned, and she turned her head to see that Nian Shen had already walked away, nodded hurriedly at me, turned around and chased out.

I sat at the table, and then I understood a little, no wonder I just said that I wanted to eat with memorial shen, he was a little hesitant, it turned out that he had never eaten other people's things in other people's places over the years, of course, this was explained by Chang Qing, in order to protect him, and I can also imagine how much pressure he has been under in his heart over the years.

No wonder, the chubby, always smiling face that had been at the beginning, is now thin and pale, and not so lightly smiling.

I sighed at the thought of this.

When Mama Wu on the side saw me like this, she seemed to guess what I was thinking, and only said softly: "In the past few years, His Royal Highness seems to have grown up all of a sudden, and he is not willful anymore, and he is not so naïve, if the girl doesn't come back, we are afraid that it will be rare for us to see him once or two and say a word or two to him." ”

As I listened, I felt a faint bitterness in my heart, and I only smiled.

On this day, the wind and snow were exceptionally heavy.

After Nian Shen left, I listened to the wind outside, and I didn't plan to go out, after all, this is not Liu's Mansion, and when I go out, it is not one of those streets where people can walk freely and swaggeringly, but I was locked by the wind and snow, and it was somewhat stuffy, so I held Miao Yan and sat on the couch with a blanket on my body to take a nap.

But this sleep, and the sleep is heavy.

In the haze, I still seem to be able to hear the wind blowing outside, and it seems that I can hear the sound of the wind rolling snow on the window in my dreams.

And in the dream, I also held the wonderful words like this, and slept on the couch warmly.

I whispered softly in the ear of the Witty Words.

The wind is so strong, I don't even know if she can hear my voice, but, I really believe what Nianshen said just now, maybe she can hear, she can see, she understands everything, but she can't say it, and she can't express it, if that's really the case, then I have to say it to her, smile at him, and let her know that no matter what kind of point she has reached, even if it is the same as back then, I am in the palace, she is in the south of the Yangtze River, separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and my mother will not give up on her.

It's just that I really don't want her future to be spent here.

Especially today, knowing that Nian Shen has not dared to eat in any other lady's palace over the years, I am even more sad, it was a helpless move to send Miao Yan back to Pei Yuanhao's side, and it was also for the sake of her condition, but what if her illness is really cured?

Do you really want her to be like Nianshen, no longer trust anyone, don't eat other people's things, don't drink other people's water, be cautious, and be cautious until she is old?

However, with deep thoughts and wonderful words, they were originally such lovely children, and they should have been treated well by everyone.

In my life, I have had a lot of pain, but there have also been happy times, no matter what happened at the beginning, to the present, I still want to recall the happiness I have experienced, and still do not regret going through my half of my life like this, but my daughter, how should she experience half of her life?

Or will it be trapped in this red wall, the flowers will bloom and fall again?

Just as I was holding her in a daze and talking about the worries in my heart, a voice said in my ear: "Haven't you thought about accompanying her through the rest of your life?" ”

I was a little confused - "I, of course I want to be with her." ”

"Well, isn't that great?"

"But not here."

"Why?"

"Because, all the happiness I have experienced has been obtained outside this red wall. Here, no one will be really sincere to her, and no one will always protect her, all the pain, I have already experienced, I don't want her to go down the same path as me again. ”

“……”

The voice fell silent.

And just as I had finished saying that, I suddenly felt an inexplicable throbbing in my heart, as if I realized something—that voice was so real that even if it sounded in a dream, it was enough to pull me back from the dream to reality.

I opened my eyes all at once.

I saw a tall figure standing on the edge of the couch, I don't know how long I slept, the sky outside had become dark, and the room had already lit candles, the candlelight swayed on the table behind him, like my beating heart at this moment, and his shadow was sprinkled on our bodies thickly, like a net, enveloping me and the wonderful words.

It's Pei Yuanhao!

How did he get to my room?!

I sat up straight. The wonderful words in his arms were still asleep, and at this time, I sat up straight with my arms, and shrank in fright, and Pei Yuanhao hurriedly reached out and pressed my shoulder.

"Don't move."

“……”

"Don't scare her."

“……”

My heart was still beating suddenly in my chest, and even, maybe the wonderful words nested in my arms could feel my violent heartbeat, and when I raised my head, I saw Pei Yuanhao bending down, and most of his face was hidden in the shadows, so that I couldn't see it clearly, his expression at this moment.

My heart was beating more than I could remember, and I remembered the voice I had just heard in my dream.

Is that him?