Chapter 330: The Unfinished Ritual of Absurdity
People like to say that "reality is often more absurd than fiction" when expressing plot twists and turns, and this proverb-like phrase seems like an exaggerated embellishment. But in fact, if you pick up documentary literature and read it carefully, you will find that those real stories are more novel than novels, and the reality is so cruel.
For example, "What Makes the World Turn", the protagonist, a mortal hero, joined the resistance during World War II, was captured because of the betrayal of a traitor, persisted in the struggle in the concentration camp, and lived and died several times, but on the eve of victory, he died innocently due to a mistakenly bombing by the friendly British Air Force, and his death was so illogical, but fate likes to mock people like this, and there is no ending more absurd than this.
Cheng Xiaoyu tried so hard to get close to Pei Yanchen, is it possible in reality? He remembered that a friend of his used a beer bottle to open his head, stitched a few stitches, and went to the hospital for a week because he liked a nurse.
In fact, as long as you dare, there is nothing you can't do.
Cheng Xiaoyu looked at the article "Peeling Skin, Pei Yanchen: From a Bad Girl to a School Flower" has been set up as the essence of the drama sticker, and he knows that he can almost be said to be successful. With the arguments between Li Minghui and Pei Yanchen's supporters in the post, and the evidence released in the post like toothpaste little by little, it has almost confirmed the identity of Pei Yanchen's **** girl and liar's family.
Moreover, the photos of Pei Yanchen smoking cigarettes have been forwarded to the school forum, and there are even some malicious posts saying that she is innocent on the surface, but she has actually done assistance communication, and said conclusively that she once met her in a hotel. But these posts were not sent by Cheng Xiaoyu to Li Minghui, there are always some people who usually walk in the sun, and when they find that the jealous person shows his back and weakness, he immediately sneaks into the shadows and casts cold arrows.
But to Cheng Xiaoyu's surprise, Pei Yanchen has not come forward to defend herself once, even if someone has linked her to last year's car accident, she is still silent. Cheng Xiaoyu saw her in the library every day, and she carried the stone to do her translation calmly. As if nothing had happened, what puzzled Cheng Xiaoyu was that her attitude towards herself was a little better. It's just that when she's in the library, she'll leash the stone and let it lie on its seat. Rope and cage. Perhaps this is also a step forward in freedom.
When Li Minghui used her cousin's student ID number to register a Shangju forum ID, and anonymously replied to this qiē as Pei Yanchen's younger sister, the rumors invaded reality from the Internet. Even in Cheng Xiaoyu's bedroom, it is inevitable to talk about these gossips that have been in the dust recently.
Chang Yue said with great regret, "I didn't really believe that Senior Sister Pei was such a person, but today, the senior brother who pursued the senior sister in the junior year went to ask the senior sister in person, and the senior sister actually admitted it." It's really shocking! I feel that the image of the senior sister in my mind is disillusioned at once. ”
Cheng Xiaoyu didn't expect Pei Yanchen to admit this without the slightest hesitation, he could imagine that Pei Yanchen's honesty would not bring her forgiveness. If it was an ordinary girl, of course no one cared, but she was Pei Yanchen, and she was a drama school flower! Cheng Xiaoyu could predict that there would be a bigger storm coming towards her next, and she didn't know how many friendship boats she would overturn. Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't help but ask, "Tell me more details?"
Chang Yue lay on the bed and said with some embarrassment, "You let Wu Fan say that he was at the scene at the time." The image of the goddess in his mind collapsed, and he was in no mood to play games today.
Wu Fan heard Chang Yue's call, took off his headphones and said while playing a game, "I was there to peek at Senior Sister Yingzhen, anyway, squad leader, didn't you say that you would help me make an appointment with Senior Sister Yingzhen?"
"Don't worry, I won't lie to you. Word. I've got a game this weekend. It's all over the weekend. Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and said.
Wu Fan heard Cheng Xiaoyu's Ying Cheng and said with a smile: "Squad leader, my happiness depends on you, don't deceive my young heart!"
Cheng Xiaoyu replied angrily: "When have I ever deceived someone? ”
Wu Fan is the director of the radio station. Even freshmen can be familiar with all kinds of rumors, "Oh, the one who pursues Senior Sister Pei Yanchen is Feng Jun, the chief violinist of the school symphony orchestra who is very famous in our violin department, and the principal of the academy is also his, and it is said that he took the initiative to give it to Senior Sister Pei Yanchen." ”
"Doesn't Pei Yanchen look quite arrogant, how can he accept it?" Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't help but interject and asked.
"Senior Feng Jun quit the academy symphony orchestra under the excuse that he was too busy, and the principal naturally fell on Senior Sister Pei, who had the highest level. But according to Senior Feng Jun's classmates, he is not busy at all, purely to fulfill Senior Sister Pei. Because if you have two years of experience as principal violin in an academy orchestra, it will be much easier to apply for an exchange student in Germany after graduating from your junior year. Wu Fan explained to Cheng Xiaoyu in detail.
Luo Kai just finished the video with his girlfriend. Also lying on the bed listening to the story "I rub, you know very well!"
Wu Fan sighed and said, "Hey, the history of blood and tears of the people who pursue our senior sister can write a novel." You're not going to let me finish it!"
Cheng Xiaoyu said, "You say, you say." We didn't interject anymore. ”
"Senior Feng Jun is also a talent, and he has done a lot of touching things, such as waiting for Senior Sister Pei at the door of the dormitory for a semester in order to say hello to her, he made a violin and gave it to Senior Sister Pei or something, romantic don't want it, in fact, I personally think that the two of them are a good match. It's a pity that Senior Sister Pei doesn't give face at all. Because of the fact that the matter of the chief was spread in the academy, Senior Feng Jun asked Senior Sister Pei out, and it was the first time that someone asked Senior Sister Pei out. Everyone thought that Senior Feng Jun had done a series of things that finally moved Senior Sister Pei and felt that he had a play. As a result, the senior sister said to Senior Feng Jun during dinner that as long as he returned to the orchestra and gave him the chief position at any time, she didn't need other people's handouts, and the dinner that day was still AA. ”
"Damn, you know too much detail, right?"
"Listen to me! Actually, at that time, Senior Feng Jun chartered the restaurant to prepare a romantic confession, and the ambushes around him were all acquaintances from the academy. Holding salutes, balloons and other things, he was ready, but before he could confess, he was hit by a home run hit by Senior Sister Pei. Fortunately, Senior Feng Jun is also personable, saying that it doesn't matter, he will wait for Senior Sister Pei to change her mind, and a confession will become a tragedy. ”
Speaking of this, even Wu Fan was a little regretful, adding: "If I were a sister, I would definitely be moved, this is far away, and it has nothing to do with today's events." This morning, Senior Feng Jun may have been disturbed by the recent rumors, and went directly to Senior Sister Pei's class after the second class, I was following behind him, I saw him in a hurry, and walked directly to Senior Sister Pei and asked, "Do you know about the rumors about you in the recent post bar and school forums?" Mu Han sued me. Senior Feng Jun asked again, "Why don't you post a response." At that time, the silence in Senior Sister Pei's class was terrifying, and the absolute silence that could be heard when a needle dropped, everyone looked at Senior Sister Pei to see what she was going to say. Wu Fan imitated the tone of the two and began to talk about the situation at that time.
"I thought that Senior Sister Pei would definitely say that those who are pure are self-purifying, and rumors stop at wise men or something. As a result, she was silent for a while, and said calmly, "If you only refer to the smoking and fighting that the stripper said, there is a liar father, those are indeed true." I'm not who you think I am, sorry. Senior Feng Jun obviously didn't expect such an answer, and asked with a somewhat embarrassed face, "Which of those posts that say you **** is also true?" This sentence immediately provoked Zhang Shaofeng, the squad leader of their class, who also likes Senior Sister Pei, Zhang Shaofeng stood up and quarreled with Senior Feng Jun, "Pei Yanchen, what kind of person is it, it's your business, go back to your class." As a result, the two of them fought in Sister Pei's class at that time. Senior Sister Pei didn't care, she just packed up her things and left, it is said that it was the first time she skipped class. ”
"Actually, I think Senior Sister Pei must have something unspeakable, looking at that look, I really can't associate her with ****, liars, and **** or something. Wu Fan sighed again and said.
"Who knows, you don't know your heart, you don't know your heart, boy. Chang Yue said with some embarrassment, and there was still some melancholy in his tone.
Wu Fan sat in front of the computer and shook his head and said, "Would a liar admit it so calmly?"
"When the facts are irrefutable, isn't it easier to gain the understanding of others by expressing sincerity?" asked rhetorically.
Wu Fan turned off the computer, and the bedroom fell into darkness, and he said while undressing, "What you said is easy, honesty is so easy to do, there is no such thing as a lie in this world." Anyway, I see that Senior Sister Pei's expression is quite clear-conscience. ”
"It has nothing to do with us anyway. Chang Yue finally ended the conversation, and darkness and silence engulfed the small dormitory, and everyone waited for the idol to collapse.
But it has something to do with me, Cheng Xiaoyu lay in the boundless loneliness and thought that Pei Yanchen was stronger than he imagined.
Sisyphus, stone, when suffering is no longer a punishment, does it become happiness of its own?
Is it not about healing, but about living with pain?
The writer Wallace once said, "Enduring pain and suffering is one of the things we cannot escape from living in this world." ”
Life is like what Wang Xiaobo said in "The Golden Age", a slow tempering process.
But Cheng Xiaoyu feels that denying the pain of life and the opposite of absurdity is to escape life. To revolt from consciousness is to avoid the problem. To survive is to keep absurdity and pain alive, and to survive absurdity and pain, we must first face up to absurdity and pain.
Absurdity and pain do not become enjoyment and happiness because of your will and subjectivity.
At this moment, Cheng Xiaoyu felt that Pei Yanchen was very pitiful, and her strength made her look even more sad.
Cheng Xiaoyu began to be curious, and began to be curious about this girl's past. (To be continued.) )xh:.74.240.212