78. 【78】I want to be with you
"Maybe you can handle something else, can you...... Difficult. ”
"Who?"
"My Ex-Girlfriend ......"
When Hongtang heard this, he frowned, "Mu Shao, what's the name of your ex-girlfriend? I'll fire her immediately!"
Mu Xuyao spoke, "Hong Shao, it's me who can't forget her, it's not her reason." ”
"But, you forgot what Dr. Jì told you!" Hongtang suddenly became excited, "You can't be with that woman for a long time. ”
"I know. He bowed his head, "But, I love her, I thought I could forget her after two years abroad, but now it seems that I can't do it." ”
"Do you still want to stay with her until your yang energy is consumed, and until you die, are you willing?"
"I don't hold her, I don't kiss her, I don't sleep with her, I just meet. ”
Hongtang sneered, "Have you done this? No kissing, no hugging, is this still a relationship between men and women? It's okay once or twice, but after a long time, can you stand it?"
"The doctor said that it's okay to kiss and hug once every few months. ”
"What about sleeping? You can't have a relationship, don't you want children in the future? Don't you feel hard about this kind of love?"
Mu Xuyao looked at him firmly, "I can do it." ”
"And what about her?"
Mu Xuyao stopped talking.
"There are few curtains, there are many women in the world, don't bury a large forest for such a crooked neck tree, you are with her, there is only harm and no benefit, the lover can't even do what he loves to do, so can he still love? She is only worthy of being alone in this life, and whoever falls in love with her and marries her is looking for death. ”
After speaking, Hongtang looked at Shu Xiaoai not far behind Mu Xuyao, and said, "Xiaoai, what's wrong with you?"
Mu Xuyao stood up and looked back at her.
Shu Xiaoai looked at him, then at Hongtang, her face turned white, "You guys...... Is what you just said true?"
"Of course it's true. Hongtang noticed a trace of abnormality, looked at Mu Xuyao and then at her, and suddenly said, "You...... Could it be his ex-girlfriend...... Right?"
Mu Xuyao replied in a deep voice, "Of course not. ”
Hongtang covered his chest, "I'm scared to death, I'm afraid that you will say yes, otherwise Zhong Shaoke will suffer......"
Shu Xiaoai walked quickly to the bar with a plate with a white face, and then went upstairs.
Mu Xuyao followed closely.
Shu Xiaoai entered an empty box after the guests left, sat on the sofa, and her love suddenly poured out.
Mu Xuyao stood at the door, pushed the door in, and then locked the door.
Standing in front of her, looking down at her, "Little Love." ”
She tilted her face, her eyes filled with tears, "That's the only reason you broke up with me?"
He sat down and nodded, "At that time, my mother also forced me to do this, I don't agree, my mother and her...... Kneel before me, and beg me to break ...... with you."
"Then why didn't you sue me, why didn't you tell me, why?"
"I'm afraid to sue you, you can't bear ......"
"Xu Yao, you sue me, you will sue me, I want to listen!" Her eyes were red, and her face was full of tears, this matter could be described as a thunderbolt on a sunny day for her.
He spoke, "Don't get excited, if you want to know, I'll tell you." He spoke very slowly, almost pausing in his sentence, "Do you remember? When I was with you for half a year, I fainted for the first time. ”
How could Shu Xiaoai not remember, when they went to the cafeteria to eat together and came back, as soon as he came out of the restaurant, he fainted on the ground unconscious, thinking that he was too tired from studying recently, stressed, low blood sugar, anemia, and so on.
"Of course I do. ”
"It was a precursor, waiting, almost from fainting once a month, to a dozen times a month, I became more and more afraid of the cold, weak, and pale...... My mother found out that my health had become very bad, so she took me to a regular hospital for a check-up, and came to the conclusion that the nutrition could not keep up, anemia or something, and then, my mother went home and tried to make up for me, not only did it not work, but it became worse and worse. ”
"And then?"
"My mother thought something unclean was pestering me, so she was going to ask my grandmother to show me, but my grandmother didn't see anyone at all and was in retreat, so my mother took me to the best old Chinese medicine doctor in the city. ”
"The doctor said that I was yang deficiency and yin sheng, yang qi is very weak, he seemed to see very well, asked me about my eating habits, family background, it is best to only say that I must break up with my girlfriend, as long as the breakup will slowly get better. He looked at her, "And then my mom said you were bad and told me to break up with you." Naturally, I disagreed, so my mother said, let me go out for a while first, if I don't stay with you during this time, and the situation slowly improves, it means that it is your problem and you have to break up. ”
Shu Xiaoai suddenly remembered, before breaking up, he told her that he was going to travel with his family for a while, and it turned out that it was at that time.
"And then it got better, didn't it?"
He let out an "um".
"However, I have been living with my dad for a long time, and he has not ......"
"That's because, normally, if I'm with you, it won't hurt anything, and I'm your boyfriend, and if I kiss and hug a lot, I will ...... like this"
Shu Xiaoai suddenly felt that it was because she could see those yin things that ordinary people couldn't see, that she would be like this?
It must be this reason, then, and Zhong Yuchen not only kissed and hugged, but also slept...... What about him.........
"It's only after we've been together for half a year, aren't they?"
"Yes. ”
Fortunately, she was with Zhong Yuchen, but it was only about four months.
She took a deep breath, "I see. ”
"Little love, I can't forget you, I still love you, I love you very much, I want to be with you. ”
"But, Xu Yao, even if you suddenly broke up with me because of this, I can't be with you again, because, first, I'm not worthy, I'm with Zhong Yuchen, and second, I can't continue to harm you. ”
"I don't care, I just care, I love you, if it weren't for my sudden breakup, you wouldn't have a failed marriage and wouldn't be with Zhong Shao, in the end, it's because of me......"
"How can this be because of you!" she burst into tears, "The most fundamental reason is me, your mother's approach is right, Xu Yao, we can't be together, I'm not good, being with me is harmful, it will ruin you!"
"I said, I don't care!" There were tears in his eyes, and he hugged her fiercely, "Two years ago, I cowardly let go of your hand, I was afraid of death and let go of your hand, I can't see my mother kneeling down for me to leave you, let go of your hand, but now I won't, I love you, without you by my side, I feel worse than death." ”
Shu Xiaoai struggled violently, "Let go of me, don't touch me, don't!"
The more she struggled, the more he didn't let go, "This time, I won't let go again, Xiao Ai, even if I die, I will die by your side." ”
Shu Xiaoai gave up struggling and broke down and cried.
The feelings he had been suppressing were also released, and he couldn't stop crying.
***
"Another bottle of wine!" Zhong Jiali shouted.
A bottle of wine handed over by the bartender was blocked by Hongtang, "I can't give her any more drinks, I've drunk too much." ”
The bartender immediately nodded and took the wine down.
Zhong Jiali stretched out her hand and poked his chest, "Why are you so nosy?
"Sister Jiali, do you want to drink to death?"
"It's good to drink to death, hahaha. She laughed, "If you drink it, you won't have to worry about it." ”
"What's wrong with you, you tell me, maybe I can take care of you. ”
She shook her head, "I don't need you to share my worries, I don't need to, I want to drink, give me wine!"
Hongtang sat next to her, "Okay, you want to drink, right, I'll drink with you." ”
He looked at the bartender, "Take four bottles." ”
In a moment, four bottles of wine were placed on the bar.
One bottle per person, blow the bottle and drink.
Zhong Jiali drank a bottle and fell completely drunk.
Although Hongtang drank a bottle, he was sane and sane no different from not drinking.
"I'm going to sleep, find me a place to sleep. ”
He stood up and carried her upstairs.
Pushed open his room and threw her on the couch.
Even though she vomited, he silently cleaned her up and sat on the sofa opposite, thinking about whether to use her phone to call her husband and ask him to pick her up.
After thinking about it, I decided to do it anyway.
He stood up, came to her side, went through her mobile phone, and as soon as he touched her, he was hugged by Zhong Jiali, she snorted, "Husband~"
He reached out to try to let her hand go, but she hugged her tighter.
"Husband, I know that you are also in pain, but I am even more painful, don't say divorce, don't say I'm afraid of delaying me, even if you can't live with me X in the future, I don't want to divorce you, I don't say it, I love you in my heart. ”
She closed her eyes tightly, and after saying this, Hongtang herself was shocked.
Xu Liang can't live X............ I want to get a divorce......
That's why she bought drunk.
He pulled out her phone and pushed her hand away.
Then she took out her mobile phone, pointed her finger to the word 'husband', and dialed the phone.
"Sister Jiali is here with me, you come and pick her up. ”
Without thinking, Xu Liang spoke, "Let her stay there, anyway, I'll take it back and get drunk." ”
Then the phone hung up.
Hongtang put the phone on the table, took out a blanket to cover her, and then lay down on the sofa opposite, leaning sideways, his eyes fell on her, and he didn't take his eyes back for a long time.
Autumn weather is a bit cool at night, and the wind is blowing outside.
When Zhong Yuchen came to pick up Shu Xiaoai, he saw Shu Xiaoai coming out of the door with Mu Xuyao.
He stepped forward, and when Shu Xiaoai saw him, his expression was very calm.
"Home. The three words were very harsh in Mu Xuyao's ears.