Looking at the woman in the mirror, Qin Shifang nodded with satisfaction. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

She was really wrong before, watching how the main mothers in other mansions punished the concubines and suppressed the concubines, she always thought that they were stupid, the gains outweighed the losses, and they didn't know how to be considerate of their husbands, and one day they would cause the husband and wife to leave their hearts.

Only now did she know that the stupid one was actually her.

She has been considerate of her husband for more than ten years, but she is a poison.

There is really no such deep relationship between husband and wife again.

Qin Shifang laughed softly, and the slight sympathetic voice of the good doctor seemed to sound in his ears again:

"It's a pity, if I had cut off the poison two years earlier, I would still be able to conceive, but now that my wife is over thirty, the chances are much slimmer......"

“…… This poison has accumulated in the viscera and is densely spread, and judging from the pulse, at least this poison has been in the state for seven or eight years, perhaps...... A little longer. ”

"The baby that Mrs. fell was actually caused by Mrs.'s strong bones, but unfortunately there was too much poison in that fetus, so it couldn't be formed at all, and the pregnancy was unusual...... However, if it weren't for the accident of that child to bring out some of the toxins, Madame's body would have to ...... even more."

“…… After the tire slid down, if you can check the lost tire in time and investigate it carefully, you should be able to find out something......"

Yes, the fetal examination was carefully checked, why didn't she think of this at that time?

How could she be so afraid, ashamed, and anxious that the pool of flesh that had fallen from her body should be buried in the flowerbed in the morning?

And why did her lover, who was smart and calm, whom she regarded as heaven and relied on wholeheartedly, be like her, not even think of checking the stillbirth, but bury it as quickly as she wished?

Did they all become stupid at the same time at that moment, or was she the only one who was stupid?

Qin Shifang finally laughed out loud.

She's ridiculously stupid, isn't she?

Over the years, she has never had any doubts, but she has been blaming her mother and blaming her for passing on her infertile physique to herself. She blamed the Qin family even more, hating that this family had declined so early, so that she had to be careful in her husband's family, for fear that one day she would be beaten back to her original place.

Now, everything she believed in had been overturned by the poison of her body.

She didn't even bother to find out who poisoned her.

What if you look it up? What if you know who it is?

She can no longer conceive and her baby ...... He was already dead, and was buried in that flower bed, and that flower bed ......

Qin Shifang opened her lips slightly, and her smile became more and more quiet and soft.

Two years ago, the house was renovated, and the flower bed was dug into a lotus pond, and fish were raised. Now every year, the pavilion is like a cover, the swimming fish is tactful, and the end is a beautiful scenery in the garden.

The smile on Qin Shifang's face became more and more gentle, but a layer of moisture gradually appeared in the corners of his eyes.

It was her child, so weak, who had never seen this world, but still treated her so wholeheartedly, and would rather fight her own life than block those toxins for her, giving her the opportunity to survive in the world. And the body that had not yet taken shape turned into the silt at the bottom of the pool, and turned into the plain white lotus that bloomed in midsummer every year, blooming in front of her eyes.

Qin Shifang grabbed the placket on his chest stiffly, his waist bowed, and his whole person shrank into a ball.

She felt that her chest hurt so much that she was gouging out her heart and lungs, as if someone was using a blunt and cold knife, cutting her five organs one by one.

The pain is unspeakable, and it hurts to the bone.

Qin Shifang seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, so he threw himself in front of the mirror and desperately opened his eyes to look at the woman in the mirror.

The woman in the mirror, her face was distorted, the corners of her eyes burst to the extreme, almost cracked, her teeth were clenched, and she made a terrible "Gege" sound.

Still, she was smiling.

Even though the smile was as hideous as a demon possessing her, shattered as if her entire face had been slashed by a knife, the smile still hung on her face, and there was no more or no less tenderness in the wide open eyes at the corners of her eyes.

Qin Shifang stared at the woman in the mirror for a long time, the skin and flesh on her face rolling one by one, as if she could no longer suppress the demon buried deep in her heart.

There was a sound of footsteps outside the curtain, and even the handmaiden's crisp salute voice: "Lord Lang is well." ”

All the emotions on Qin Shifang's face were "brushed" and disappeared.

She raised her hand and calmly cut her sideburns, sat back down peacefully, and turned her head to look at the door.

At that moment, the moisture in the corners of her eyes quickly thickened, and in an instant, tears filled her eyelashes, and the sorrow and sorrow of the loving mother filled her body with a trace of it.

Zuo Sikuang's face was tired, and he stepped into the room.

"The master is here. Qin Shifang immediately stood up to greet him, and bent his knees when he was half a step away.

Her every move is a perfect etiquette that is impeccable, but it contains a touch of sadness and heartache.

Zuo Sikuang stepped forward to support her, a pair of eyes were bloodshot, condensed on her face: "Lady, why are you crying again?" He looked at her distressedly, and raised his sleeves to wipe away her tears.

"The concubine is reluctant...... Reluctant to Armand. Qin Shifang called the name of his eldest son Zuo Yunxuan, his eyes were red, and his face was full of pity.

Zuo Sikuang's expression darkened, and he smiled reluctantly: "Don't worry, lady, the doctor said that it may not be good to raise." His tone was not realistic, as if even he did not believe that the firstborn would be healed.

Qin Shifang was so moved to tears by what he said, he blocked his hand, wiped away his tears with a handkerchief, and turned his head away from looking at him: "I can't take care of that much, now I only care about Amang, you go and take care of these things yourself." The tone is a little angry, but it is not annoying at all, but it can arouse people's pity even more.

"Ah Fang, why do you have to suffer like this?" Zuo Sikuang whispered comfort, and his attitude was gentler than ever.

Qin Shifang's pale face was half sideways, and he didn't look at him, but tears slipped down again. Crystal teardrops rolled down on this haggard face, making it more and more painful.

Zuo Sikuang sighed slightly, took a step forward and whispered softly: "I know that you feel uncomfortable, you don't have to worry about it, just leave it to me to deal with." ”

Qin Shifang didn't respond, only nodded.

"Hula", the door curtain suddenly raised, and a little mustache said urgently: "Lord Lang, Mrs., Da Langjun is awake, and he refuses to take medicine." ”

When Qin Shifang heard this, his face immediately turned white again, and he took his skirt and walked out of the door, asking at the same time: "Why don't you refuse to take medicine?" Yesterday I was very well-behaved, saying that I would give birth to a good life. When she said this, her voice was already choked, and she looked at the little mustache with red eyes, and her voice trembled like green smoke blown by the east wind: "Why don't you persuade him?

The little mustache was so frightened that he lowered his head and did not dare to make a sound. (To be continued.) )