Chen Huigu hurriedly wiped away her tears and said with a forced smile: "Yes, the lord is right." When I go out in the future, I will definitely be able to make a comeback. ”

Mo Buli stopped talking and closed his eyes tiredly.

Seeing this, Chen Huigu lightly put away the teacup and retreated outside.

This is a rather large room, the chairs and couches are exquisite, but they are all a little old, and many places have fallen dust, after Chen Huigu went out, she took a rag and personally led a few small palace people to start cleaning, and everyone was silent, only buried in work.

There was a slight sprinkling sound from outside the door, and Mo Buli still heard it.

He slowly opened his eyes and looked around.

The room was dimly lit, except for the faint blue light emitted by the stones embedded in the four walls, which reflected his face green, and it looked a little terrible.

"Come on, light a candle. He commanded, and then fell back on the couch, closing his eyes and resting, but a pair of eyes were rolling under his heavy eyelids.

“…… My son is hiding here, and I don't want to make a sound. I have stored enough water for my father to last for the ...... year."

“…… I have wronged my son, and I have suffered for my father. Don't be sad, for the Father has a way to get out......"

Voices came from afar, echoing through the empty room.

Mo Buli turned over, his long eyebrows frowning tightly, as if he was asleep rather than sleeping.

“…… Father, don't you want glass......"

“…… Father, don't go out, Liuli is afraid ......"

Some voices sounded in my ears again, familiar and unfamiliar, the young man's crisp voice.

Mo Buli's eyebrows frowned extremely tightly.

He knew that if he followed the sound down, there would be only endless pain and fear.

“…… You're not a girl, you're a man. In order to protect your life, my father had to ask you to disguise yourself as a woman......"

“…… Hide it quickly, come when you go for your father's sake, don't cry, you are a man, stand up to the heavens and the earth......"

The stern voice sounded again, chiseled into my mind word by word.

Mo Buli curled up his body, raised his sleeve and wiped it beside his face.

Nothing.

Tears and sweat stains, these things that represent emotional ups and downs, seem to have not appeared on his face for a long time.

Mo Buli raised his hand again and stroked the corners of his eyes and forehead.

He couldn't feel anything but cold fingers scraping across his skin.

Just like his heart, which he couldn't feel anything.

Yes, he's a man, he's not a girl.

However, he was kept as a girl for sixteen years.

has been a girl for sixteen years, but she clearly knows that she is a man, and that feeling of separation often makes him feel like he is going crazy.

When he first changed into men's clothes and appeared in front of everyone, he was really not used to it.

Very unaccustomed.

Those beautiful dresses, those beautiful hairpins, he knew he should give up from now on.

But did he really give it up?

Perhaps, in a corner of his heart, those dresses and ornaments were always worn on his body.

However, also deep in his heart, he clearly knew that he would never be able to wear a woman's dress again, nor would he be able to become a real woman, marry a good man, marry a husband and children, and live a life.

He sometimes secretly hates, hates himself for being a man, but not the delicate girl.

And more often than not, he hated this hatred, hated why he couldn't cut those thoughts to death, hated why he always remembered the beginning.

Mo Buli closed his eyes hard, as if he wanted to tightly lock those memories in the depths of his heart.

However, the memory still came, carrying the peach blossoms that bloomed all over in spring, and carrying the wisps of wind and flocculents.

The young man rode on a white horse, with a clear face and bright eyes, and galloped towards him with a smile.

It was such a bright smile, so gorgeous, so ...... Blinding.

Mo Bu left his tightly closed lips and bent up slightly in an arc.

Many times, he will not be able to figure out whether he is a man or a woman, or some monster who is not a man or a woman?

Perhaps, from the moment he saw that smiling face, he couldn't tell the difference.

"My lord, there is an urgent report. The flat voice suddenly sounded, like a sharp blade, piercing the bright smile in the memory.

Mo Buli seemed to hear the sound of breaking.

The bright smiling face seemed to show fine lines, and with a "snap" sound, it turned into a thousand pieces and flew away.

Mo Buli opened his eyes and looked around with a slightly blurred gaze.

The gloomy green, mixed with the faint candle flame on the desk, is like a ghost cave.

"Say it. He sat up slowly, and then slowly stood up, his thin figure draped over a thin shirt, and he became thinner and thinner.

"No. Ah Lie stood in front of the couch and answered.

He didn't cover his face with a cloth towel anymore.

If you look closely, he has a straight face, thick eyebrows and tiger eyes, and if it weren't for the purple-red scars on both sides of his cheeks, his appearance would actually be quite delicate.

He bowed to Mo Buli and said in a flat voice: "The inside and outside of the city gate have been plastered with shadow graphics, and Eunuch Shi, me, and the lord have all been drawn. ”

Mo Buli laughed "heh".

At that moment, the thick fatigue that still appeared on his face was already covered with coldness.

"Huan Zicheng is also capable of this, but I think highly of him. He said coldly, with his hands down, he slowly stepped down the stone steps, pacing back and forth on the ground, "Your lordship...... Second Highness, have you been imprisoned?"

"Yes, my lord. Ah Lie said, there seemed to be a little sadness on his face: "I received news a few days ago, Your Majesty issued a decree to demote the Second Highness to a concubine and expel him from the imperial city; His Royal Highness the Third and Fourth Highnesses moved to the Zhengguang Palace, thought about it behind closed doors, and were not allowed to go out; There are even rumors that the vacant seat may be topped by Huan Zicheng. ”

Mo Buli's expression became extremely cold, and his eyes like ice beads stared at the stone case next to him for a moment.

After a long time, he smiled coldly: "Let him rejoice for a while." When the limelight passes, we will go to Zhao Kingdom. Stonehenge has not been established, and the general of the Zhu Kingdom has returned, and the loss of the hidden hall will not be small, and maybe those dark piles will also be raised a lot. When we go at this time, we are a new force, and they will only raise their hands to greet us. ”

"Lord, be cautious. Ah Lie immediately stopped, and his eyes crossed a thick worry: "That Stonehenge was originally prepared for Huan Zicheng, but he was not fooled, but he destroyed Jiang, Du, and the soldiers surnamed Zhou. The subordinates always felt that the hidden hall was no longer very reliable, and even if the lord wanted to go to Zhao State, it was best to avoid the hidden hall. ”

Mo Buli closed his eyes slightly, muttered for a moment, and then turned his eyes to look at Ah Lie, and suddenly hooked his lips: "That 'Erosion and Corruption' has already been fed to Guo Shili?"