Chapter 396: Words from the Heart
She said: "The emperor knows that Concubine Yue is Concubine Su, so he spoiled her, isn't it?"
After that, she slowly walked up to Emperor Yan, looked at him for a long time, and said, "Not only that, but the concubine also knows that the emperor doesn't want the child in Concubine Yue's belly." ”
Emperor Yan couldn't maintain the superficial harmony anymore, his face was pale, and he was half loud before he held back a sentence from his mouth, and his voice was cold to the bones, "These, where did you know this?"
His gaze was like a quenching sword, passing through Concubine Shen's body, burning her to the ground.
Concubine Shen was like falling into an ice cellar, standing there stiffly, feeling uncomfortable.
She couldn't help but shudder, and when she calmed down, it was like being cut by a thousand knives, and her heart hurt so much that she was about to suffocate.
The emperor's weakness is her, and all his joys, sorrows, and sorrows are given to that woman.
When facing her, he always had a warm smile on his face, and she knew that there was a little indifference in it.
"Is the emperor angry?" Concubine Shen chuckled in a low voice, and said, "You must be very puzzled why the concubine knows, right? But how you know doesn't matter at all, isn't it? Concubine Yue's baby in her belly is gone, and she doesn't know that the emperor once had those thoughts." ”
"Have you ever told others about this?" Emperor Yan lowered his eyes and said lightly, the chill on his face had not diminished a bit.
His heart thumped, waiting for her response.
Concubine Shen shook her head: "Does the emperor care so much?"
It's ridiculous, how could she have expectations for the emperor, the emperor is no longer the emperor he knows.
"From now on, you will stay in this palace for the rest of your life. After Emperor Yan finished speaking, he didn't look at her and walked out.
Concubine Shen ran over, grabbed the corner of his clothes, and said, "Your Majesty, the concubine still has something to say." ”
Emperor Yan squinted and gently took her hand down, and Concubine Shen's heart sank little by little.
Your Majesty, don't you even want to hear a few words from her?
Seeing that Emperor Yan was about to step out of the door, Concubine Shen was anxious and said, "Your Majesty, Concubine Yue Niangniang remembers all the things before, do you know this?"
Emperor Yan stopped and turned his head to look at her coldly.
"How did you know about these things?"
Concubine Shen smiled and said meaningfully: "Concubine Yue told me personally, this is a secret between the two of us. Originally, the concubine wanted to swallow these words in her stomach, but now she ......"
This side is the last time she sees the emperor, no matter how the emperor reacts, she has to say everything she wants to say.
"Your Majesty, you honestly tell your concubines, have you ever seen your concubines as concubines Su?"
The word love, she couldn't ask anymore, because she had already gotten the answer. She just wants to know what kind of person she is in the emperor's heart, and has she ever been herself.
Emperor Yan replied: "You and her are completely different. ”
Concubine Shen's tears flowed down her face, not knowing whether she was sad or happy.
She smiled bitterly and said, "Your Majesty, do you know? In fact, you are the most cruel person. If you say that you love Concubine Su, you shouldn't have let her die in childbirth, but you don't love it, but you treat the concubine as her substitute after she leaves. You... There is no heart at all. ”
The last sentence, she almost shouted.
If these words had been placed in the past, she would not have said them, but now, looking at the indifferent and ruthless emperor in front of her, Concubine Shen suddenly sympathized with Su Zixu.
In fact, Concubine Yue, like her, is just a poor person. The emperor didn't leave that position to her, nor did he protect her, this is not love at all.
Emperor Yan didn't say a word, and walked out by himself.
Concubine Shen sat down on the ground and cried loudly.
Wan'er ran into the house in a hurry and said in a panic: "Niangniang, what's wrong with you?"
"Guan'er, this palace understands, understands. Concubine Shen muttered to herself.
All the unwillingness was relieved at this time.
Wan'er looked anxious, and while helping her up, she asked, "Niangniang, what did the emperor say to you just now?" Don't worry, everything will be fine. ”
"If you give this palace a chance to choose again, this palace will never enter the palace. ”
She regretted it, she regretted it completely, she should have listened to her mother's words and married a child of a noble family who was the right person, one wrong step and one wrong step, her life was ruined.
At the beginning, she didn't want to enter the palace, because of her aunt's experience, her mother was not willing to let her enter the palace as a concubine, and when she heard the news that she was going to enter the palace, she was looking for death and life, and she, after breaking their hearts, still came in without hesitation, and finally ended up scarred.
If there had been an afterlife, she would never have been like that again.
Wan'er sighed secretly.
Now, she doesn't know how to persuade her mother.
Madame was right, the mother was too stubborn and not suitable to enter the palace. But the matter has been settled, and it is useless to say anything.
……
"Niangniang, why don't you eat a bite of food, if you continue like this, your body will collapse. Guan'er persuaded.
Concubine Shen looked out the window intently like a sculpture.
She reached out and stroked the soft breeze outside the window and smiled quietly.
Spring has arrived, the weather is gradually warming, and she can't see the next spring.
"Mother, let's eat. Wan'er continued, so anxious that tears were about to come out.
Concubine Shen turned her head, and when she saw Wan'er's worried expression, she smiled like a child.
"Guan'er, thank you for always being by your side in this palace. For as long as she can remember, Wan'er has been by her side. Her daily life, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows are all in her eyes.
She was used to serving by her side, and brought her in when she entered the palace. She is not only her playmate, but also the one who advises and is loyal.
"Guan'er, do you want to leave the palace?" asked Concubine Shen.
Wan'er froze for a long time, and shook her head in confusion: "Niangniang, the slave doesn't want to leave the palace, I just want to serve by your side for the rest of my life." ”
After a pause, she hurriedly said, "Niangniang, don't do stupid things." ”
She watched her mother grow up, and she knew exactly what her mother was. Niangniang has changed these days, she has never seen Niangniang so desperate, she just hopes that Niangniang will not do stupid things.
"Guan'er, you should call me Miss in the future. "It's been a long time since she's heard Wan'er call her Miss, so long that she has forgotten about herself.
Wan'er sniffled, crying out in pain. The more she thought about it, the more she was wronged by Concubine Shen, and she turned her head and sobbed for a while before she choked up and said, "Miss." ”
Concubine Shen looked at her with a smile and nodded slightly.
Guan'er couldn't control it anymore, and tears flowed down her face.
Concubine Shen said weakly: "Guan'er, don't cry." ”
She thought in her heart: Guan'er, I'm really sorry, this palace is going to be sorry for you.