Chapter 27: The First Concern

Incomprehensible.

X can't understand why this man named Tsukahara Mingshi would be so good to himself for no reason.

He only knew that it was impossible for such a person to survive in the training camp.

Too naïve, too simple, and, not enough.

He is a talkative person who will babble to himself.

He will tell himself about his feelings over and over again, and he is a puppy like a somewhat noisy person, who likes to gather around people, wagging his tail, and then making a bark that is not annoying.

From his chattering words, Karl somewhat understood his situation.

First of all, Tsukahara is not an ordinary person.

Strictly speaking, he is a member of the [underworld].

His grandfather belonged to a place called the Fujimura Gumi, and this house was also given to them by the later leader of the Fujimura Gumi. The reason is that my grandfather used to block bullets for the team leader.

And......

The house seems to be someone's inheritance, and the original head of the household seems to have been called Emiya or something—not Emiya Kiritsugu, of course, but probably just happened to have a different name, Karl thought.

Because the modern team leader has some connection with this person called Wei Gong, it seems that Wei Gong later joined someone's family, and as a result, he moved out of here. Seeing things and thinking about people, the team leader transferred the house to Tsukahara Mingshi's father in order not to make himself sad.

Of course, the Tsukahara family is not a big family, just an ordinary team member, if it weren't for the fact that they happened to help the previous generation team leader as a gun, probably this house would not have been their turn anyway.

The traditional Japanese-style mansion is too huge for an ordinary family, not to mention the living room, there are even martial arts halls and warehouses, and there is a rather large courtyard, no matter how you look at it, it is a house that only rich families can afford.

It's also because the place is big enough that this warehouse was borrowed by Tsukahara Mingshi and used as his own [training room].

Of course, the heir of the underworld, even if he is not the underworld, will definitely not allow him to learn magic to cheat money, Tsukahara Mingshi just simply enjoys the kind of surprised chase and asks, "What's the matter!" How is this possible! "Feelings.

Of course, his father still wanted him to have a little boyish interest, instead of playing magic tricks and reading comics every day. For this reason, Tsukahara Mingshi's attitude is - no resistance, no support, and laziness when there is a chance.

He used [the warehouse is dark, it can make people concentrate on swinging the sword] as an excuse, but he actually took advantage of the remoteness of this place to continue to practice his magic skills.

This is probably the reason why Carl felt that although he had exercised, he was obviously not strong enough.

Moreover, if it is the underworld, then it is somewhat easy to understand, and the kind of blandness and wisdom that is too calm and does not conform to his identity seems much more reliable.

Should it be bloodline? Or should I say it's talent? This teenager has a calmness that no one else can match.

And......

And that sense of justice that makes people want to laugh when they hear it.

The reason why he rescued himself was simply [As a passing partner of justice, isn't it natural to reach out to those in need? And "it's not because I'm strong that I'm standing up, but because I'm strong, and I happen to be strong too," and so on, which makes people feel embarrassed just by listening to it.

Thanks to the fact that there were no comics in the place where Carl lived, Rao was so embarrassed that he wondered if there was something wrong with his brain.

Regardless, Karl settled down for the time being.

Even with magic, it would take a long time to heal a severed limb, and Carl had to admit that his strategy of giving up his legs to escape was too unwise.

Tsukahara doesn't come very often, about twice a day, but fortunately, when Carl was X, he was used to darkness and loneliness, and when he was alone, he would quietly carry out tactical planning.

He had already come to the conclusion that Aya Maki had changed into a different person, whether she had deceived herself or that she had been brainwashed by magic, it all pointed to a result.

She's not her ally anymore.

If it is the former, then he will kill her to take revenge. If it's the latter......

Be her ally...... Sending her to death is the right way, right?

Anyway......

That woman must die.

Carl made up his mind.

Immediately after that, there is a calm and boring daily life.

He slowly healed his leg injury and received food brought by Tsukahara Mingshi every day.

For Tsukahara Mingshi, he is a pet, right? Carl thinks so.

Feeding oneself and healing oneself is all for self-satisfaction.

He just wants to satisfy his desire to help others, and then use it to get pleasure.

Is it pleasant......

Carl's heart ached at the thought of this word......

That woman, said okay...... Let me understand what pleasure is......

Carl felt a sense of loss in his heart...... The scope of oneself and human beings is still too far behind.

I can't feel happy, and the sadness is very light, but the pain can be felt very clearly.

This kind of life is bound to be boring. However, Rao was like this, he still had no choice but to give up his life.

I don't know why, he has a kind of, inexplicable attachment.

If, there is a mysterious power, a powerful power that transcends everything, such as ......

God.

All-knowing and all-powerful Lord.

If you pray to such powerful beings, they will surely satisfy themselves and let themselves understand what happiness is, what emotions are, and what is the thing that supports them to live, right?

I really want to understand, in the end, what is happiness?

Aya Makiri...... It's gone.

What else can you believe? This man in front of you?

This stupid, naïve ...... Do you believe in your own people casually?

I don't know, I can't understand.

This person is so naïve.

This kind of person, Carl was originally annoying. Especially in the training camp, this kind of nerveless guy must be the first to die.

But...... Unexpectedly, I don't feel annoying.

What kind of existence is the human being named Tsukahara Mingshi?

For the first time, Carl had the urge to get to know him.

Anyway, there's nothing else to do right now.

Carl comforted himself.

After all, it will take quite some time for his legs to recover.

In fact, what he doesn't know is that when he starts to be curious about something, he starts to want to know about it, then ...... That in itself is a pleasure.

The pleasure of gaining knowledge, the pleasure of getting friends, the pleasure of communicating with people.

Aya's conclusion is not wrong.

Carl can't find pleasure in fighting and killing, so he can only find pleasure in the everyday.

Aya Makiri's goal is too clear, she just wants to take out the old monster with deep fear that staggers over all the Kiriri clans.

Even if she wins, I'm afraid, she won't be able to make Carl understand the pleasure of everyday life.

At this point, probably, only a person like Carl, who is born with nerves that are different from ordinary people, calm, smart, and has a good brain, and will choose to believe in his sensibility when necessary, can really enter Carl's life.