Long Yangjun said, almost crying, those things in the past, as long as I think about it, I still feel so painful.

Because he loves someone, but he is sent to hell by that person.

That feeling, the same pain as pulling skin and bones, he felt that even in the next life, he could still feel this pain.

Wei Wuji reached out his other hand and gently stroked his hair.

"Why do you think about these things again?" He said.

"I'm sorry." Long Yangjun wanted to wipe away his tears, "Actually, I just think I'm stupid, if I hadn't suppressed my feelings at that time, I didn't care about my identity and pounced on you without any scruples, maybe you would have chosen someone else to go to King Wei's side." It's me who is too cowardly. ”

"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry." Wei Wuji said, "No matter who I send to, I'm taking advantage of them. ”

"At first, I hated you too, but then slowly, I got used to it, and by King Wei's side, he was very good to me, you know? He always asks me about you, what you do when you are in the house, and every time I sue him, he laughs and says, "It's boring." Long Yangjun laughed slowly, "However, he will still take the trouble to ask me again and again, what you have done, what you like to do, and even what you have said, you have to ask me in great detail." ”

Wei Wuji listened, the expression on his face suddenly froze inch by inch, and he slowly turned his gaze, his eyelashes slowly falling down, unable to see any light in his eyes.

But Long Yangjun raised his head again and looked at him, his eyes were already full of tears.

"Once, during the night, an assassin came to the palace, and he woke up from his sleep, picked me up without a single breath, and struck the assassin with a sword, do you know what he said to me at that time?" Long Yangjun asked him with red eyes.

Wei Wuji just listened quietly and didn't speak, but this time, his eyelashes fluttered.

Long Yangjun said: "He hugged me and said to me: Wuji, don't be afraid. ”

There was no blood on his face in the first place, and at this moment, he looked even more pale and pitiful.

He turned his face slightly, but tears slowly fell down his face.

"Mowgli, Mowgli, Mowgli......" Long Yangjun read softly, "When the king died, he kept thinking like this, and I was the only one by his side." I suddenly understood in my heart that I have been with him for so many years, in fact, I am replacing you, isn't it? ”

"Yes......" Wei Wuji finally said.

"You're just trying to get yourself away, you don't like him." Long Yangjun shook his head, "Wuji, you will always be like this, silently, you will take away a person's heart, but you are never responsible." ”

"I can't help it." He whispered.

"So you met Chongkui, and Chongkui took away your heart silently, but he was not responsible for you." Long Yangjun burst into tears and laughed, "Isn't it, Wuji, you finally understand that feeling, don't you?" Isn't it painful. ”

Wei Wuji didn't say anything, just smiled faintly: "It's painful, but it's sweet, isn't it?" ”

"yes." Long Yangjun said faintly, "But what about the king? He was not happy, and the day you sent me to him, I was on my knees, and he sat on his throne and looked at me for a long time. Then he asked: Has Mowgli ever touched you? I shook my head in horror, how could you touch me? Then he said: You are so good-looking, he won't touch you, it can be seen that he really doesn't like men. ”