Each of us is born alone in the world. Everyone is imprisoned in an iron tower, and can only communicate his thoughts with others by means of symbols, which have no common value, so their meaning is vague and uncertain. We are very pitiful and want to transmit the wealth in our hearts to others, but they do not have the ability to accept it. Therefore we can only walk alone, although our bodies are close to each other, we are not together, we know neither others nor others.

I call it loneliness.

I never know why people fall in love with another person, I guess maybe we all have a gap in our hearts, it's a hollow, whirring into the soul with a biting cold wind, so we desperately need a heart of the right shape to fill it, even if you are as perfect as the sun, but the gap in my heart may be just a crooked zigzag, so no one can fill it.

I call it emptiness.

Life has never left solitude and existed on its own. Whether we are born, we grow, we love each other, or we succeed or fail, until the end, loneliness exists like a shadow in the corner of life.

I call it despair.

I lost a loved one in a car accident and started my life alone.

At first, I tried my best to find their smell in the house and feel the temperature of their existence, but later on, I realized that I didn't remember them at all.

At some point, I started talking to toothpaste, to walls, to everything I saw.

Chu Yue, in fact, I should have left at that time!

It was she who brought me out of the world of one person and brought me back to the warmth of family.

She is the most beautiful girl I have ever met.

Chu Yue, a lot of things have happened between me and her, I used to regard her as my only relative in this world, but when all this is shattered like a dream, the hole in my heart can no longer be filled.

But I don't resent or aggrieved, Chu Yue, I've been to this world, I've been here, and I'm already content.

Chu Yue, I put so much pressure on you with my child, I'm sorry, I entrust my child to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Chu Yue, take care of Tian Xia, that's her daughter.

Chu Yue put down the letter in his hand, with mixed feelings in his heart, he couldn't see the specific reason for Tian Shuxuan's suicide here, and, the last sentence, that was her daughter, what does this mean, normally I wouldn't say that, it's that woman's, isn't it also his?

Chu Yue's mind felt like 10,000 drafts were whistling by, followed by a deep sadness.

What a fuck up world is that makes so many sad stories.

If Tian Shuxuan is not Tian Xia's father, then for Tian Shuxuan, for Tian Xia, what a kind of pain.

So the question is, if so, who is Tianxia's father, and which one is stronger in excavator technology?

Chu Yue put the letter away, and had mixed feelings for a while.

In the next three days, Chu Yue asked for leave from school, and then on the third day, Zhou Hai'an came to his home.

"The police have given up on looking. Zhou Hai'an said, "Tianxia's mother disappeared without a trace. ”

Chu Yue was silent.

"Someone from the police department has contacted the Yanjing Social Welfare Institute, where she will be placed until her mother is found. Zhou Haian said.

Chu Yue raised his head and looked at Zhou Hai'an, "Aren't you going to raise her?"

Zhou Haian shook his head, "Her mother is just missing, not dead, and no one can raise her without her mother's authorization." ”

Chu Yue slapped the teacup on the table to the ground.

"Stupid mother who went to TM, what should I do now, let me watch Tianxia go to live in a welfare home?"

Zhou Hai'an looked at Chu Yue, "It's useless for you to be angry, we are far away from her, legally, we are not her relatives, and we are not qualified to separate her mother." ”

Chu Yue sat on the ground, holding his head in his hands.

Let Tian Xia go to the welfare home? impossible, his conscience can't let him do it, a few days ago he was still thinking about letting Zhou Haian raise him, and he helped from the side.

At this time, when he heard that Tianxia was going to the welfare home, his heart was even more difficult to accept.

"Then I'll adopt her, I'll adopt her. Chu Yue said.

Zhou Haian comforted him, "You calm down." ”

Chu Yue raised his head, "Is there no way to avoid letting her go to the welfare home?"

Zhou Haian shook his head, "Being missing for two years can be judged to be dead, and at that time, we can go to the welfare home to adopt her, but before that, I also checked, and there is no way." ”

Chu Yue was unwilling, "Then why Yanjing, not Xiahai City?"

Zhou Hai'an said: "She and her father are both registered in Yanjing City. ”

After Zhou Hai'an left, Chu Yue walked back to the room, Tian Xia fell asleep on Chu Yue's bed, now it is difficult for her to sleep at night, and she can only sleep during the day when Chu Yue is by her side.

For a day and a night, Chu Yue sat beside her, thinking about her future way out.

If the law and society want her to stay in the welfare home, what should he Chu Yue do?

He can't resist, he's just a nominal prospective college student now, and there's so little else he can do.

It seems that it is a foregone conclusion that Tianxia will go to the welfare home.

All of a sudden, this is what happened.

Chu Yue looked at Tian Xia.

Two days later, Zhou Hai'an came to his house with four or five people wearing work suits and uniforms, and in the past two days, Chu Yue found countless opportunities to talk about this matter to Tian Xia, but he couldn't say it.

At this time, a few people came here and made simple negotiations with Chu Yue, and then four or five people came up and wanted to take Tian Xia away.

At first, it was a coax and a deception, but after Tian Xia heard their intentions, a look of horror flashed in her eyes, and her whole person was trembling.

She looked at Chu Yue with extreme sorrow and longing, as well as desperate eyes, she was destined to be abandoned by everyone.

Both hands grabbed Chu Yue's hand tightly, and his mouth babbled and prayed.

Chu Yue felt powerless, and this powerlessness even caught up with the moment when Tian Shuxuan died.

He can stop them, but then they will come, there are more people, and they will enforce it.

Everything seems to be useless.

They gradually lost their patience and began to pull and pull, Tian Xia could only let out a heart-rending cry, even Chu Chu and Chu Yan were moved.

Chu Yue really couldn't see this, and finally negotiated a few words, "Give me one night, I will definitely convince her, please." ”

Chu Yue opened his mouth and said.

Zhou Haian glanced at him, and then also helped negotiate, and those people nodded helplessly, and then left.

Tian Xia struggled to throw herself into Chu Yue's arms, and her trembling body showed how helpless she was alone in the whole world.

Chu Yue raised his head and couldn't help himself from crying.

"In the future, what should I do, Tianxia, what should I do with you. Chu Yue muttered.