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Dissociative amnesia is considered to be the most common dissociative disorder, most commonly with amnesia of personal identity, but the memory of general information is complete. In fact, of all dissociative disorders, amnesia is the most common symptom. Dissociative amnesia is more common in women than in men, and young adults are more likely than older. In these cases, the episode of amnesia is usually sudden, with no recollection of previous life or personality, and mainly loss of memory of the past, especially traumatic life events.

Dissociative wandering disorder is usually more purposeful in combination with amnesia, and people often leave their home or job and travel to another unfamiliar place to start another family or job. When they are found, they already have a new "self", but no memories of their past.

And the new me doesn't interact with the old me. The disease is rare and usually occurs after a war, major catastrophic event. Dissociative depersonalization disorder is the familiar multiple personality abnormality, which is a chronic disease and is considered the most serious disease of dissociative disorder.

In this disorder, patients usually have more than two personalities, and at different times one personality becomes the dominant personality and ignores each other, and when one personality appears, the other personality disappears. The two personalities have their own memories, emotions, behavior patterns, attitudes, etc., and they are often very different, as if two souls live in the same body.

To put it simply, it is a combination of total amnesia and dual or multiple personalities, forgetting all of your previous memories, including your life background, including your name, address, etc. At the same time, he has created a new "self" in his heart and a new life.

"It's not so serious, is it?" After listening to Chen Fan's explanation, Zhang Xin was a little dumbfounded, although she knew that she didn't have any memories of the past, but she didn't feel that she had anything bad now.

"It's hard to say. Chen Fan shook his head and asked, "Sister Xin, you have lost your memory for so long, do you have any strange behavior, for example, sometimes you feel that you continue or repeat the self to the point that you have temporarily disappeared, and you feel that you are very strange and unreal, you feel like you are a robot, or when you are sleeping and dreaming, you find that you have left your body." ”

Zhang Xin pondered for a while, then finally shook his head and said, "No." It's just that sometimes when I'm bored, I'll be in a daze. ”

"That's probably overthinking. Chen Fan scratched his head, but seeing that Zhang Xin didn't seem to be interested in his previous memories at all, he also gave up continuing the topic, not to mention that if she lost her memory because of her heart, then she must have been mentally hit hard, and decided to selectively forget it because she was too shocked to look back.

"Maybe forgetting the past might be a good thing for you. Chen Fan looked at Zhang Xin's face and sighed, and said, "Sister Xin, don't talk about this, you call to see if Sister Zhao and they are back, I'm dying of hunger." ”

Although she didn't understand what Chen Fan was doing when she sighed, she remembered the past if she could remember it in her heart, and even if she couldn't remember it, she never forced herself to remember the past, and she didn't know why she thought like this, maybe she didn't care about the memories of the past, or maybe it was because her heart was already disgusted with the memories of the past.

And just when Zhang Xin just took out his mobile phone, Bai Fanghua and Zhao Qingwan had already walked into the ward with a smile, still carrying the packaged meals in their hands.

"You're finally back, and I'm dying of hunger. Chen Fan complained and shouted.

"It's just a little late, just complain here, it seems that we really owe you in our previous life. Bai Fanghua glared at Chen Fan angrily, then opened the packed lunch box, sat down next to Chen Fan, and said, "Okay, don't be depressed there, hurry up and eat." ”

Chen Fan was a little embarrassed by Bai Fanghua's later words, but when he saw the food that was brought to his mouth, he still opened his mouth and ate it honestly.

"Sister Bai, it's good that I came by myself, now my hands can move freely. After chewing a few bites, Chen Fan looked at Bai Fanghua's white face and said.

"You are clumsy, if you get a wound for a while, I don't know how many days it will take to recover. ”

Bai Fanghua said angrily, and then delivered the meal to Chen Fan's mouth. Seeing this, Chen Fan had no choice but to give up persuasion, and Fan Lai opened his mouth to enjoy Bai Fanghua's service. , Zhao Qingwan on the side saw Chen Fan's enjoyment, and glared at him angrily, and couldn't help but feel a little surprised, but he still turned around with a calm face and sat aside to watch the TV picture.

Chen Fan, who was enjoying Bai Fanghua's service, saw Zhao Qingwan's eyes again, and was eyebrow-raising with Bai Fanghua there, and from time to time he would look at the fullness of Bai Fanghua's chest with lustful eyes.

Chen Fan's appearance made Bai Fanghua both a little angry and a little sweet, but there were also Zhao Qingwan and Zhang Xinliang on the side, and Bai Fanghua could only stare at Chen Fan with beautiful eyes or sometimes when he couldn't see it, he gently pinched Chen Fan to protest.

However, Bai Fanghua's protest seemed to be flirting in the eyes of outsiders, and it also made Chen Fan feel very sweet, and the lunch was spent in the sneaky little actions of the two.

"Sister Bai, since you are here, then you can stay and take care of Xiaofan, I will go back to take a shower and change clothes first. Zhao Qingwan said to Bai Fanghua, who was packing up the lunch box.

"Qingwan, you can rest assured, there is me here, you can go back first. Bai Fanghua nodded, she also knew that she had taken care of Chen Fan all night in the room last night, but Zhao Qingwan hadn't even taken a shower.

"Zhang Xin, do you want to go back with me, or stay here to take care of Xiaofan together?" Zhao Qingwan looked at Zhang Xin on the side.

"I'll stay, I won't have anything to do when I go back anyway. Zhang Xin shook his head and said.

"Then I'll go back. Zhao Qingwan nodded with satisfaction, explained again, and left.

Originally, Chen Fan thought that Zhang Xin would go back with Zhao Qingwan, so that he could be alone with Bai Fanghua again, but he didn't expect Zhang Xin to choose to stay, which made Chen Fan a little depressed, but he didn't dare to show it, so he could only watch Zhao Qingwan leave with a smile.

In just about ten minutes, Zhao Qingwan had already returned to the Begonia Garden. Since the incident with Chen Fan last night, she is in a good mood today, and her face is full of sweet smiles. But when she got out of the elevator and was about to pull out the key, she saw someone she didn't want to see.

"What makes you happy like this?" Lin Xiaotian, who was standing at the door of the apartment, threw half of the cigarette in his hand on the ground and stepped on it, looking at Zhao Qingwan who was standing not far from him.

"Hmm?" Frowning, Zhao Qingwan's face became a little cold, and she looked at the pile of cigarette butts at Lin Xiaotian's feet, knowing that he had been waiting here for a long time, she stepped forward and said in a cold tone: "What are you doing here?"

"Nothing to do. Lin Xiaotian shook his head and continued: "I just wanted to come and see you." Saying that, Lin Xiaotian looked at Zhao Qingwan, who had no action, and said, "What's the matter?"

"I don't think there's any need for this, now that you've finished reading it, should you go back, the one in your house is still waiting for you. Zhao Qingwan said in a cold tone.

"Huh. Zhao Qingwan's refusal did not make Lin Xiaotian angry, but said with a smile: "She" is not just a tool, and she can be thrown away soon when she runs out. ”

Zhao Qingwan shook her head and said, "But I think we really don't have anything to talk about." ”

"Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, I just wanted to come and talk to you as a friend, and it didn't mean anything. Lin Xiaotian smiled for a long time, so that Zhao Qingwan couldn't see a trace of strange expression. But there is also a big question mark in my heart.

"Come on in, then. With that, Zhao Qingwan ignored Lin Xiaotian on the side and opened the apartment.

When he left the house, Lin Xiaotian sat directly on the sofa without Zhao Qingwan saying hello, looked at the decoration of the room and said, "The house is still the same as before." ”

"Too lazy to redecorate, it's not bad to live like this. Zhao Qingwan didn't intend to greet Lin Xiaotian, so she didn't even pour the water, so she sat down at a distance from Lin Xiaotian.

"Say, what do you want to do today?" Zhao Qingwan didn't have time to chat with Lin Xiaotian here, she had to go to the hospital after taking a shower and resting.

"I really didn't plan to do anything, I just hadn't been here in a long time, so I was going to come up and have a look. Lin Xiaotian looked around the living room and said.

"Then you're done reading it now?" Zhao Qingwan said with a frown.

"I'm done. Lin Xiaotian sighed, suddenly stood up from the sofa, walked to the TV cabinet and picked up a crystal ball that could be bought for dozens of dollars on the stall and said, "I didn't expect you to keep it." "It feels good to be there, so I'll keep it." Zhao Qingwan glanced at the crystal ball, and there was still that cold expression on her face, as if the crystal ball was no longer important to her.

Touching the smooth crystal ball with his hand, Lin Xiaotian had a sweet smile on his face and muttered: "I remember that this crystal ball was the first gift I bought for you, and you were as happy as a little girl at that time." “

"I was a little girl at the time, and I was naïve about many things. Zhao Qingwan sighed and said, "If you like this crystal ball, then take it." ”

"I still don't want it, just let it be here. Lin Xiaotian shook his head, turned to look at Zhao Qingwan and said, "Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, I don't know if there is time to have a meal together in the evening?"

"Nope. Zhao Qingwan said very succinctly.

"If you continue like this, I won't bother you. With that, Lin Xiaotian walked to the door of the apartment.

Zhao Qingwan also stood up from the sand, she didn't go to see Lin Xiaotian, but walked to her room in the opposite direction, and said elegantly without looking back: "Walk slowly, please close the door." ”

Hearing this, Lin Xiaotian couldn't help but smile bitterly, he remembered that the last time he left, she said the same thing, but Lin Xiaotian still walked through the door of the apartment when he left, and left the apartment once.

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