753 infinitely close to the feeling of collapse

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Lian Si stopped talking again, the pride on his face disappeared, replaced by a particularly sincere regret, and a reluctance to give up on what appeared in his memory.

"But I still want to be a soldier, I followed my three elder brothers as soldiers at the age of fifteen, and I was worried every day in those years, until I followed the city lord Du, I didn't know how good it was to be a soldier, I couldn't be a soldier if I hadn't been a good person, could it be a pity?"

Xiaobei smiled incomprehensibly, he didn't particularly want to be a soldier, it can be said that he was coerced by the bitter sister, but he didn't expect that this Lian Si hadn't been a soldier yet.

"It's too easy to be a soldier, we came to Ruyi City all the way, and there are soldiers everywhere, it seems that there are forces everywhere to recruit troops and buy horses, and the people can't hide!"

Lian Si's expression turned into disdain for Xiaobei again. "What do you know? Can the soldiers of our Ruyi City be the same as those in other places? If it is in other forces, the four of us don't know how many are left today? In the past, we were the soldiers of the leader of the Golden Sword Alliance, and before that, we were the caravan of the Golden Sword Alliance, and then we became prisoners, and we all became the soldiers of the Du City Lord, and only when we were the soldiers of Ruyi City, did we come here alive without missing arms and legs, and you don't understand it to you!"

Xiaobei really didn't understand, but Ku Mei was bent on making the Wufang generals famous in Ruyi City, listening to Lian Si's words, she looked at the old man of Tianji who was sitting there and drinking tea as wine.

"Grandpa blames you, if you can run as fast as Shengfeng, won't we be able to catch up and join the treasure team?"

Kumei's complaint is not at all in the old man of Tianji, and after a few months along the way, Kumei has long been treated as a granddaughter by the old man of Tianji, and it shouldn't be said like this, because of the relationship between the wind, it seems that it is more appropriate to say that it is a relative regardless of generation.

The old man of Tianji also moved his mind a few times, wanting to let the bitter sister be the daughter-in-law of Shengfeng, but the bitter sister and Xiaodong did not agree, it seems that Shengfeng is not moved at all, and the old man of Tianji has no choice but to give up, but he likes the bitter sister more than before, and he feels a little spoiled.

At this time, he was blamed by the bitter sister, and the old man Tianji's eyes didn't open wider, and even Si quietly withdrew, and he didn't know if he saw it.

"Bitter girl, don't worry, the days of Ruyi City are chaotic, my old man can't see it, my old man has already shown you your future, you can become a general sooner or later, but the time is not yet, Shengfeng, you say strange or not, I can't see the future of the bitter girl? It seems that there is a big opportunity waiting for her, from that big opportunity, I can't see her future at all, alas, people are old, and they will be tired to death if they move!"

If others say that they are tired to death, and there is an old man of heaven, he will inevitably attract a lot of sympathy. Only the old man of Tianji, the bitter sister and they are all used to it, the old man of Tianji is immortal, the only thing that can't be believed is that he said that he has lived for two thousand years.

The bitter sister pursed her lips. "It's strange to believe you!"

"Ku Mei, Lian Si said that there are 5,000 city guards in Ruyi City, and there are 1,000 treasure guards, how can there be so many cultivators who can't be generals, what will we do in Ruyi City in the future?"

Xiaobei asked uneasily, and at the same time had some hope. Ku Mei has broken free from her previous frustration, and she can be a military advisor to the generals of the five parties, but it can't be said that Ku Mei has no ability at all, and at this time, she is calmer than Xiaobei.

"What is there to worry about, or do you just hope that we can't become generals? Now that we have come to Ruyi City, the blacksmith shop in Shengyuan City has also been sold, we will not go anywhere in Ruyi City in the future, you also heard it just now, Ruyi City has only been built for such a short time, it is a city guard and a treasure team, and it has been recruited twice, who can say that it will not be recruited again in the future? There will always be opportunities, settle down in Ruyi City first, take as much time as possible to practice every day, and wait for us to become first-class masters, I don't believe that Ruyi City will not accept our five generals, and will not give us a chance to come out?

Ruyi City is not that there are too many cultivators, but that the population of Ruyi City is too large, coupled with the convening order of the master craftsmen, there are many capable people from all sides, and the cultivators naturally look more numerous, how can there be progress without competition, how can we use the shortest time to start the prestige of our five generals?"

"Bitter sister, we all listen to you, just wait for the opportunity in Ruyi City, but we can't wait for it, when your money is always used up, why don't we find a place to live tomorrow, and then go out to work, with a tael of silver a month!"

Xiaobei raised the salary of one or two silvers again, and Xiaonan, Xiaoxi, and Xiaozhong all showed a smile on their faces. Xiaobei is the youngest of them all, and the most lively and clever of them. A bitter sister screamed, in fact, he was younger than the bitter sister. The bitter sister glared at Xiaobei in a very paternal manner.

"You lost your money, and you still want to go out to work, I tell you, and you, you are not allowed to go anywhere, the old man said that the time is not yet yet, we can wait patiently, not to go out to work, Ruyi City is full of business opportunities, we are also craftsmen, we are still doing the old business, tomorrow we will go out to find it, see if there is a shop that wants to go out, we also open a blacksmith shop, we can still be hungry with this craft? Shengfeng, in the past, in Shengyuan City, you were the shopkeeper, we were buddies, because the blacksmith shop was yours, now we have arrived in Ruyi City, and then open a blacksmith shop, although we are all taught by you to make iron, but this blacksmith shop is mine, so I am the shopkeeper, you can only be Xiaodong and their same buddies, in Shengyuan City, you give me a small copper coin a month, I will not be so stingy with you, how about I give you two big copper coins a month? As long as you work hard and fight a few more knives, the salary may increase!"

Shengfeng didn't make a sound, Xiaobei stopped doing it first. "Bitter sister, you are too ruthless, you go out to work for a month, but you have a tael of silver, I have a craft, I should earn more, you only give two big copper coins......"

The bitter girl sat up straight in a rage, and it looked like fire was about to erupt in her eyes. In the blacksmith shop, Kumei's authority is not practiced by jokes, Xiaobei has become accustomed to being disciplined by Kumei.

Besides, if there is a real fight, Xiaobei can't leave, and he can only be beaten. Kumei's majestic paternalistic style is still as good as ever, and Xiaobei really shrunk his neck and stopped arguing.

"We are new to Ruyi City, we are not familiar with the place of life in Ruyi City, do you understand? We want to eat and live, we need money to buy a shop and buy things, how can I have so much money? Maybe the shop is open, we have no reputation, we have no business for a month, it is already very good to be able to give you two big copper coins a month, what else are you not satisfied with?"

After entering Ruyi City, Sheng Feng didn't say a word again, and the old man of Tianji talked to him before, but he ignored it as if he hadn't heard it. In fact, Sheng Feng knows everything that happens around him, it's not that he has nothing to say, but he finds that there is something wrong with his body, and it is not a small problem.

Specifically, the old illness of Shengfeng has relapsed, and there is an emotion in his soul that has become clear, and his soul has begun to tremble in fear since he entered Ruyi City, and his mood has become extremely depressed. The first time this feeling happened, he was still in the mountains and forests behind the Golden Knife Villa, after watching his family's wooden house catch fire. It lasted until he left the Golden Knife Villa, and then he had a seizure from time to time.

In the more than a year that Sheng Feng was on the run, this feeling of exhaustion made him feel a little less, and on the way from Shengyuan City to Ruyi City, he didn't appear again for nearly half a year.

Sheng Feng originally thought that it was over and would not pester him anymore, but just when he was about to forget this feeling, was it because he finally ushered in a peaceful day again, or because of the reason for entering Ruyi City, this feeling appeared so abruptly.

For a few months, or a year, I haven't been tormented by this feeling, and I'm a little uncomfortable, and Sheng Feng thinks that this time the recurrence of the old illness is more violent than in the past, and the soul trembles as if the sky is about to collapse, and the uncomfortable feeling erupts higher and higher.

To be silent is to fight against the abnormal discomfort in the soul, and many methods have been tried that have not been used, and the depression in the soul and even in the heart has not been alleviated. I don't know what to vent when I want to vent, and I don't know who to vent about or what. The torture on the outside seems to be calm, but in fact, the heart is infinitely close to the brink of collapse.

Kumei explained to him the ownership of the blacksmith shop in the future, and generously promised to give her two big copper coins a month, of course, the premise is that he can build more knives that only he can make, and he also made a promise that I don't know if it can be fulfilled.

Shengfeng doesn't care how much he is paid, he doesn't know whether he takes money lightly in this life, or doesn't know about accidents, in short, he doesn't have a very clear concept.

And the memory of the ancient golden knife in the soul has a little resistance to the generosity of the bitter sister. It was the arrogance of the ancestor of the ancient golden knife that belonged to the ancient golden knife, and it was precisely because of the words of the bitter sister that the arrogance of the ancient golden knife was aroused, and Shengfeng found that the feeling in his soul that made him feel extremely uncomfortable from body to heart and even soul eased a little, and the tremor was no longer so frightening to his heart, and the depression in his heart temporarily had some distance from the edge of collapse.

Could it be that distracting oneself with something else, as in the case of the fugitives, and having no ability to take care of it, would lessen the impact of this feeling?

Sheng Feng didn't want to quarrel with Ku Mei for the ownership of the blacksmith shop, all to relieve the depression in his heart, Sheng Feng sat up straight, and his face also had a vivid expression. Ku Mei and Xiaodong were taken aback by the sudden change in Shengfeng, and they didn't understand what happened before, but they felt as if Shengfeng had suddenly come back to life.