After eating a full meal, Gao Guoqiang said to Xia Xiao: "Xia Zhiqing, how about it, can you remember a few." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Xia Xiao casually read several of them, and Gao Guoqiang said: "Yes, you will go to the team site to help everyone learn red quotations when you have time." ”

So Xia Xiao was left at the team site to copy the red book, and after she finished copying one, her copy was also copied.

All the educated youth, all those who can write, can copy it, and everyone learns red quotations.

On the Gao family's side, Gao Jiaxing's fever finally subsided, and Zheng Xianghong breathed a sigh of relief.

On this day, Xia Xiao copied a few copies, copied until her hands were soft, and when she left the team site, she took two copies, one for Zheng Xianghong and one for Gao Jiaxing.

"Auntie, how is the second brother Gao?" Xia Xiao asked Zheng Xianghong.

Zheng Xianghong said: "The fever is almost gone, and I have woken up and are lying in bed, but I am not in good spirits." ”

Xia Xiao approached Gao Jiaxing's room, and thought that he would see a Gao Jiaxing lying down, but he didn't expect to see a Gao Jiaxing sitting on the edge of the bed in a coat.

At this time, Gao Jiaxing was haggard and pale, accustomed to seeing his usual appearance, seeing this sickness, Xia Xiao was really not used to it.

And Xia Xiao noticed the debris under Gao Jiaxing's feet, and exclaimed in his heart, "Second brother Gao, what are you doing?"

Xia Xiao walked over and took a serious look, Gao Jiaxing was actually tearing up the book.

Gao Jiaxing looked at Xia Xiao, there was no god in his eyes, there were no waves in the ancient well, and he was dead.

Xia Xiao was startled and said, "Senior brother, you won't think about it." ”

"Second brother Gao, let me tell you, the college entrance examination will definitely be resumed in the future, there will always be a chance, and it's not your case, it's like this all over the country, if you can't think about it, what should the captain and aunt do." ”

Gao Jiaxing glanced at Xia Xiao and did not speak.

Xia Xiao breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, knowing that it would be good to roll his eyes and react. Xia Xiao wanted to persuade Gao Jiaxing not to tear up the book, but seeing that Gao Jiaxing looked like he was being hit hard, he couldn't say anything to persuade him.

"Xia Xiao, I think it's boring. Gao Jiaxing stopped and said quietly.

"What's boring? What does the second brother mean?" "Life is still studying, if you study, it's fine, if it's life, it's troublesome."

"All my hopes, all my dreams, are shattered. Although Gao Jiaxing's tone was calm, he could see the sadness of restraint.

Xia Xiao knew that Gao Jiaxing's dream was to be a soldier, and his hope was to be admitted to a military school, but it was impossible now, but there might be a chance in the future.

"It's just temporary, and I'm sure the college entrance examination will resume. Speaking of this, Xia Xiao said: "Second brother Gao, I want to dream too." ”

Gao Jiaxing looked at Xia Xiao, Xia Xiao said: "My dream is to be admitted to university, otherwise why do you think I am learning high school knowledge from you, just thinking that one day, I can go back to school and realize my college dream." ”

Gao Jiaxing looked at Xia Xiao in a daze, and then his lips lifted slightly, "But the college entrance examination has been canceled, and our dreams can't come true." ”

"Surely, we have to believe that the college entrance examination will resume one day. ”

Xia Xiao said this, but Gao Jiaxing didn't believe it, and when will they recover, their life seems to be long, but it is just a few decades, and if they resume the college entrance examination after more than ten or twenty years, can they still take the exam?

Xia Xiao also knew that Gao Jiaxing would not believe that the college entrance examination would be resumed now, and he would not believe that it would be restored in ten years, she said that no matter how much she copied, it was useless, and handed the red book she copied to Gao Jiaxing at the moment, "Second brother Gao, this is the red quotation I copied, send it to you, you can take a look, I think some of the words in it are quite inspirational, maybe useful to you." ”

Gao Jiaxing took it, flipped it over and put it aside, he was not interested in reading it, and now he couldn't lift the book at all, and he wanted to destroy the books in his house.

Xia Xiao took the red book and flipped it to Gao Jiaxing to read, "The leader of Chuanda said that the world is bright, the road is tortuous, and I am confident that if I live for 200 years, I will be hit by water for 3,000 miles." I think it's quite reasonable, and Mencius also said that the heavens will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically. ”

Gao Jiaxing ignored Xia Xiao's words, just looked at Xia Xiao and said, "Do you remember what I said to me before the college entrance examination last year?"

Ah, Xia Xiao really doesn't remember what Gao Jiaxing told her before the college entrance examination last year, but there was also a reminder from the stone in his ears, "He said that he would tell you something if he got good grades in the exam." ”

"Oh, what's wrong. Xia Xiao said.

"I missed the exam last year, and I didn't get a good score, so I didn't have a chance to tell you. I wanted to get a good score this year, but God didn't give me this chance. Gao Jiaxing stroked his forehead.

"Second brother Gao, you can also say it now, what do you want to say?" Xia Xiaodao, she really didn't want Gao Jiaxing to be depressed because of the blow of canceling the college entrance examination, she still wanted to see a Gao Jiaxing who could continue to live and live, instead of being completely devoid of energy like now, which made people sad when they saw it.

"Xia Xiao, I want to talk to you. Gao Jiaxing said: "This is what I want to tell you, and I have always wanted to work hard to perform in front of you." ”

Xia Xiao was stunned and said, "Second Brother Gao, why are you talking about this again." ”

"You also think that I am not worthy of you, so I want to study hard, be admitted to the military school, and want to be worthy of you, I have been working hard for this. But my efforts have been in vain, my dreams have been shattered, and my hope for growing up is gone, but I still want you to know that I have been working hard to match you. ”

If it was usual, Xia Xiao might not be good if she heard it, but after listening to Gao Jiaxing's words, this tone, this expression, this situation, Xia Xiao's eyes were a little moisturized, and she was touched.

"Second brother Gao, you misunderstood, it's not like this. I'm not that good, you're just temporary, and then the feeling will fade. Just like she used to be very attracted to He Xuebing, she always looked at how He Xuebing looked good-looking, she couldn't help herself from thinking about him, and even considered being with He Xuebing, but now she can dilute this feeling.

Xia Xiao never thought of marrying a powerful person, she looked at people more and paid attention to her feelings, otherwise she would not have been called by He Xuebing, the brother of the soldier, at a glance.

She wants to become a phoenix, but she doesn't have to marry someone, she wants to rely on herself and her own ability to become a phoenix, so that she can be more down-to-earth.

Of course, who doesn't want to find a good partner and find a man to rely on for a lifetime.

But often there are many marriages, many couples, people are easy to change when they reach middle age, Xia Xiao feels that it is better to rely on others than on herself.