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He could see that she was not pretending to be indifferent, let alone pretending to be calm. She was pregnant, it was his child, and it was a real thing for her, and it was a bit of a surprise, but it was nothing more than that, and it was clear that pregnancy was not as important to her as a woman would be.

She hadn't even asked him what to do about it, and she didn't mean anything at all, because she could afford it. She had previously told him that she might be pregnant, just because he was the father of the child, so she informed him.

At this moment, Bai Yan inexplicably felt a little frustrated in her heart, she was too strong, in the face of all the great changes in her life, she was ready to face it alone, and took it for granted, never self-pity, let alone complaining.

Perhaps it wasn't until this moment that Bai Yan really understood An Lan.

He had forgotten everything about Bai Guanghan and Jing Yan, but he still remembered the pain of being burned by the flames from his body to his soul in that dream-like fire, the great pain, and in the year since he woke up, every time he thought about it, his body couldn't help but tremble slightly.

Therefore, before he saw her, he was always thinking about what kind of woman was like that woman who could make a man who was like a man above the clouds pay such a big price.

Seeing that he had been looking at her, An Lan couldn't tell what kind of eyes they were, like pity, like a trance, and like admiration, so she frowned slightly: "Why are you looking at me like this?"

Bai Yan reached out and stroked her face: "Has Bai Guanghan never loved you well?" ”

Those costs are not just the price of love.

An Lan was stunned.

Bai Yan said again: "So you don't believe that I will love you well?"

An Lan was stunned again.

Bai Yan smiled lightly as if sighing, and continued: "I understand, I don't blame you, when Bai Guanghan gave his sincerity, separation was already a doomed ending, and anyone who was so 'loved' would find it difficult to rely on him afterwards." ”

He had indeed forgotten the past, but he knew everything that had happened from other people's mouths, including that feeling.

Bai Guanghan chose An Lan as his heir, cultivated her with all his might, and gave his sincerity, but the real purpose of what he did was to turn An Lan into his substitute for death. It's just that in the end, Bai Guanghan finally gave up his original purpose, truly fulfilled An Lan, and chose to bear the fire of Nirvana by himself. And Bai Guanghan's purpose, even if An Lan didn't know it at first, she should have noticed it later, but at that time, she had no choice. Being loved in such a way by such a person makes it impossible to tell whether it is fortunate or unfortunate, but in this process, she must have unconsciously learned true independence and turned this independence into her own instinct.

An Lan understood the meaning of his words, but glanced at him, and then asked, "When you entered the Tianshu Palace, did you plan to love me well?"

Bai Yan was also stunned, then smiled and nodded slightly: "Yes, it's my fault." ”

Since he has forgotten the past, he naturally no longer remembers her, and when he meets for the first time, no matter how amazing he is, he will not think of continuing the feelings that are like someone else's story for him.

How could she not understand.

"Forget it, let's not talk about that. An Lan shook her head, leaned back, and changed the subject, "You have been in my fragrance world, have you come up with a solution?"

Bai Yan wanted to say something more, but after seeing the look on her face, he stopped his mouth, thought about her words, and then said: "About Bai Guanghan, the only thing I remember is that in his last incense realm, the fire of nirvana. ”

An Lan couldn't help but sit up straight: "You remember!"

"It was a reborn pain, so I can't forget it. Bai Yan sighed as he spoke: "I heard Mr. Jingchen say that it should be a mortal incense realm, otherwise Bai Guanghan would not have taken such pains to cultivate a substitute for death." But in the end, I survived. ”

An Lan asked, "Do you remember, how did you survive?"

Bai Yan shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I only remember the pain of burning the flames, but the answer you want and the solution to the problem may be ...... It's all in that letter. ”

The letter that Lu Yuan brought over had been on the desk, and she hadn't had time to read it, and he hadn't taken it away while she was sleeping.

An Lan was slightly stunned, slowly turned her face, and picked up the letter, but she still didn't open it in a hurry.

She seemed to know that there would be something bad for him.

Bai Yan smiled faintly, stood up, and kissed her lightly on the forehead: "You look slowly, I'll go out first." ”

After he finished speaking, he turned and left, and she did not leave him.

……

The eighteenth day of the lunar month is the second day that Cui Feifei entered the Qinghe realm, and in half a day, almost in the evening, her team of carriages and horses will be able to walk to the Cui family's mansion.

Since yesterday, that is, after entering the Qinghe realm, there have been more people around her.

Mother's people, those who came to greet her on purpose, even if she had incense attendants and maids around her, those people had to stay nearby, saying that she needed to call someone else. They all know how to keep their distance and not disturb her, but they will never leave.

Although Mrs. Qingyao said that those were to ensure her safety, because the relationship between the Zhennan Wangfu and the Cui family was extremely tense at the moment, no one could guarantee that the Zhennan King would not secretly do anything.

This reason is indeed reasonable, but Cui Feifei knows very well in her heart that those people are nominally protecting her, but they are actually spying on her. No matter how much the King of Zhennan has a great grudge against the Cui family, the Cui family has handed over the Cui Young Master, and his attitude has been sufficient, and at the same time, he has expressed that he will marry the Yun family. Therefore, under the mediation of the Daomen and the Yun family, she is now back as a great incense master, and the Changxiang Palace is coming, and the Cui family is afraid that the interests that have been negotiated with several of them are not hostile to her at the moment.

It was her mother who told the family that she had no intention of having a relationship with Yun Palace, so the family didn't dare to take it lightly, so they arranged for someone to come and keep an eye on her from afar, and they must make sure that she returns home.

Cui Feifei lifted the curtain of the car and glanced out.

Mrs. Qingyao, who was in a car with her, said: "We will rest for a while at the tea house in front of us at noon, and then we will be on our way in the afternoon, and we will be able to get home before dark." ”

Cui Feifei lowered the curtain and said in a low voice, "I don't know how the eldest brother is." ”

Mrs. Qingyao sighed, her eyes slightly red: "I have been in prison for so many days, I don't know what it has been like to be tortured, as long as I think about it, I can't sleep, and I am very panicked. ”

Cui Feifei glanced at Mrs. Qingyao: "Didn't you hear that the eldest brother was released the day before yesterday, and the people from the palace sent him home." ”

Mrs. Qingyao was stunned: "Who are you listening to?"

Cui Feifei said: "I heard it when the people who came from home told you last night. ”