364. [364] You are all good, but you don't love me
"Tired but very fulfilling, people will not think about this and that, cranky thinking when they are full. Jiang Xiaomi's answer was ambiguous.
Shu Xiaoai patted her shoulder, glanced at Hongtang, and found that he was also looking here, so he whispered, "The most taboo thing for two people is that no one is willing to take a step forward, if you have anything to say, say it openly, don't hide it, Xiaomi, choosing or not choosing is not a question of right or wrong, but a question of courage or not, I was like this some time ago, I think I took a step, and it was different." ”
Sun Dandan echoed sharply, "She is insecure, and she looks a little unreasonable, but she just wants to prove her importance." ”
Jiang Xiaomi lowered her head, "Sister Dan is right, right...... Speaking of my heart. ”
"Let's have dinner today, don't think about those messy things, we have to put aside a lot of worries tonight. Shu Xiaoai stood up, "Hurry up, the dishes are served." ”
The three of them got up and sat down at the table together.
Zhong Yuchen sat on the main seat, and Shu Xiaoai and Zhong Xiyi sat on either side of him.
Next to Shu Xiaoai is Chaoyang, then Zheng Qin, and then Hongtang Jiang Xiaomi.
Next to Zhong Xiyi were Venus, Sun Dandan and Long Xiaochen.
"Today, Xiao Ai is back, and I am very happy. Zhong Yuchen looked at Shu Xiaoai on the side and said with a smile, "Everyone is lively together, come, cheers!"
Everyone stood up to toast together, Hongtang didn't know if it was because he was in a bad mood, he drank half a glass of red wine in one gulp, and then poured himself full of high-degree wine, and drank it with a grunt, like drinking water.
Everyone looked at each other, and Zhong Yuchen asked, "You can't do this, if you get drunk first, who will we find to drink." ”
Hongtang looked at Jiang Xiaomi, "You come out with me." ”
He himself stood up first and walked towards the door.
Everyone's eyes were focused on Jiang Xiaomi.
She slowly stood up and waved her hand, "You eat first, I'll go out with him to talk, and I'll be back soon." ”
Jiang Xiaomi has been trying to say something during this short journey, she didn't expect that she and Hongtang would become in this state so quickly, and they needed to think carefully even when talking to each other.
Pulling open the door, she slowly sat inside, her hands on her lap.
"What do you want to say?"
"Jiang Xiaomi, after so many days, when do you want to make trouble?" Hongtang turned his face and asked.
"What's wrong with me?" Jiang Xiaomi said, "It's just that one question, is it trouble? Hongtang, do you love me? Ask yourself, do you love me?"
"I don't love you, why should I be with you?"
Jiang Xiaomi really didn't know what to say, "Don't use this sentence to refute me every time I say this." ”
"Because, that's what I think, Jiang Xiaomi, do you think any woman can be with me for so many years? There was also a hint of weariness in his tone.
Jiang Xiaomi was very disappointed, "Let me ask you, have you ever loved me?"
"Jiang Xiaomi, my patience is limited. Hongtang said, "None of us should mention the necklace again, I will pay back the money you owe Sun Dandan for you, and we will live a good life, okay? If you want to get married, we will discuss the marriage and set a date to take wedding photos to get married." ”
"Even if there is no such thing, didn't I say it? I'm not ready to marry you, after all, you're an only child, and I don't know if I can get pregnant, and if I marry you and find out that I really can't get pregnant, what are you going to do?"
Hongtang replied, "You and I are both obstetricians and gynecologists, will we not be able to cure your disease?"
"I mean if. Jiang Xiaomi reiterated.
"There are no ifs. ”
The four words hit Jiang Xiaomi's heart and froze into ice.
"How can you be so sure?"
Hongtang groaned, "Even if it is a difficult incurable disease, I will take care of you well, so I will say that there is no if." ”
"You're 100 percent sure? There's not a little bit of risk, have you thought about what you're going to do if there's that little bit of risk?"
"Mi. Hongtang called her solemnly, "You are really a little unreasonable now, I can't imagine how you are so far behind before." ”
Jiang Xiaomi was silent, half loud, and she said a word, "Let's separate." ”
She said this sentence on her own initiative.
And Hongtang thought that she was angry at most, but he didn't expect that she really made such a decision, how did they suddenly become such a ghost, he didn't know why.
"You...... Do you know what you're talking about?"
Jiang Xiaomi's head rested on the car window and said, " Know, I know what I'm talking about, count it, we've been in a cold war for so many days, your attitude has disappointed me, of course, I'm also wrong, so, I now understand that I have never been loved, I'm insane, Hongtang, I don't want to be with a person who doesn't care about me with your heart, you who love me, these five years, I look back and think about it, we are very sweet when there are very few, and when we first started together, I was deceived by love, thinking that it was love, that is love, now think about it, just stop it. ”
Hongtang's words choked in his throat, and he didn't know what else he could say, so he held back for a long time before he said, "Do you know that you may never meet a man like me in the future." ”
"Yes...... You are handsome, you have a son, you have money, you have a good identity, you have a good background, you are good at everything, but you are so good, but you don't love me, what is the use of you being so good to me?" she pushed the car door and said the last sentence, "I don't want anything, you don't have to give anything, because we are consensual, no one forced anyone, and I have packed my luggage in the last two days." ”
Pushing the car door, Jiang Xiaomi got out of the car, and at this moment, the things that were blocked in her heart were suddenly gone, and even her breathing was smooth.
But why, the two eyes were so swollen that something came out of them, and it was hot, as if they couldn't finish flowing no matter how they flowed.
Jiang Xiaomi stretched out her hand and touched it, her hands were full of tears.
She didn't make this decision on impulse.
When everything has a result, it will feel very sudden, but only the person concerned knows that the previous accumulation of qiē will slowly break down the trust.
It looks sudden, but it's not.
Jiang Xiaomi's steps quickened, and she quickly disappeared into the door of the living room.
Hongtang sat there, and the car glass in front of Tong Guò looked at her little by little, her eyes were very frosted, and her jerky pain.
That's the end of it......
He couldn't figure it out, how could it be so fast......
However, she really said that they broke up.
Really said......
His head was leaning back, his entire head empty.
Not sure what he should be doing now, or what to say, at this moment, he felt that he had lost something precious.
Jiang Xiaomi entered the door, and everyone looked at her again.
She forced a smile on her face, and since she sat down, she had been drinking and eating without saying a word.
After the whole party, Jiang Xiaomi was not lightly drunk.
Lying on the table, motionless, others go back to the room, sit and sit.
Shu Xiaoai stepped forward and asked softly, "Xiaomi, go to the room to rest." ”
She raised her head, looked at Shu Xiaoai's face, and suddenly cried without warning.
Crying silently.
"Little Mi ......"
"Big sister, we broke up. Her cheeks were red, but her eyes were clear," I said. ”
Everyone looked at each other.
Shu Xiaoai sat down and asked, "Didn't you talk about it properly?"
"I don't know why I came to this point...... Jiang Xiaomi's lips opened slightly, looking at a certain point on the desktop, "I didn't think about anything, because I didn't think about it for a short time, the necklace thing was just a fuse, the key was that something squeezed to a certain point, and it broke out, eldest sister, if you ask, will I regret it?"
She shook her head, "I won't regret it, I, Jiang Xiaomi, have never made a decision to regret, I've thought about this decision for a long time, he is very good, but he doesn't love me, I don't want to be with a warm heart, a 'I love you', he doesn't have the patience to tell me ......"
Sun Dandan sighed, "Eldest sister, will you help Xiao Mi into the guest room?"
"Okay. Shu Xiaoai instructed Aunt Chen, "Aunt Chen, you help make a bowl of decanting soup." ”
"Good. Aunt Chen answered and walked towards the kitchen.
Long Xiaochen stepped forward to help, and Shu Xiaoai helped Jiang Xiaomi's arm into the guest room with one hand.
Sun Dandan covered her with a quilt, sat on the edge of the bed and said, "I guessed this kind of result, I didn't expect it to be so fast, and we have been together for so long. ”
"How much is the necklace worth?"
"The original price seems to be 880,000, didn't Xiao Mi's sister stab someone, people want to sue her sister, her mother asked Xiao Mi to take the money, saying that if she doesn't take the money, she has to sell the house, you know, the old house of Xiao Mi's adoptive parents is not a good location, 400,000 I see it hanging, she and Hongtang have been together for so long are AA system, self-esteem and unwilling to ask Hongtang for money, so he sold the necklace for 420,000, Hongtang felt that his mind was trampled on, so he ......" Sun Dandan said this, hummed," Although both of them are at fault, I think this ending is really good, we outsiders don't know how it feels, but Xiao Mi can say that he doesn't love her, I think, she really thinks so, if two people are together, they don't even know whether the other party loves themselves or not, isn't it too sad? ”
Shu Xiaoai replied, "She is 23 years old this year, and she knows very well what kind of path she chooses, and I believe that Xiaomi's mentality will be adjusted soon." ”