200. [200] Half-asleep, half-awake, half-asleep
Shu Xiaoai has been having nightmares in her dreams, it is difficult for her to fall asleep for 24 hours, most of the time her eyes are open, her head hurts, she is very dizzy, she wants to sleep but she can't sleep anyway.
This state is the most tormenting.
In recent days, she has lost a lot of weight, she can't eat well, and her spirit has been in a state of confusion.
There are very few times when you are awake.
After sleeping for a while, he began to move again and again, and his mouth was babbling that he didn't understand.
The movements became more and more frequent, and the whole person sat up tremblingly.
It can be seen that she wants to control herself, but she can't.
As soon as Zhong Yuchen stretched out his hand, he was knocked down by her, "Get out! I hate you! Get out!"
The roar was hoarse, and his face was extremely bad.
Zhong Yuchen held her hand, and as soon as she touched it, her slap shook it over, and she screamed hysterically, "Get out!"
"Little Love ......"
She turned away from him, "You go, I'm upset when I see you." ”
Zhong Yuchen stood up, afraid of angering her, so he chose to compromise, "Okay, I'll go, don't be angry." ”
His gloomy gaze fell on her thin back, and he finally went out the door.
Shu Xiaoai sat there alone and gradually calmed down.
She lay there, staring blankly at the sky, not knowing what she was looking at.
Zhong Yuchen, who went out, took out a cigarette, took two puffs hard, held the cigarette between his fingers, leaned against the wall, and a trace of indescribable pain crossed his eyes.
Jiang Xiaomi and Sun Dandan came over together, and the relationship between the two was not very high, Xiao Mi asked obscurely, "Eldest sister, she is still ......"
Zhong Yuchen rarely pulled a smile that seemed to be nothing, "It's okay, I'll be with her for the rest of my life." ”
Jiang Xiaomi felt very uncomfortable, and raised her eyes to look at Sun Dandan, "Sister Dan, shall we go in?"
Sun Dandan shook his head, "Look at her lying there, it's rare to be quiet, don't go in." ”
Almost whenever they have time, they both come together.
"Zhong Shao, I saw a lot of news on the Internet and disappeared, and I also issued a statement. ”
He snuffed out the cigarette butt, and his face became haggard, "I've already made it clear." ”
After saying that, the arrogant figure left.
The two of them also followed out of the hospital.
The warm sun on the two of them did not make people feel warm.
"Xiaomi, I read the comments on the Internet, saying that if the eldest sister is crazy, the two of us will definitely leave her, I want to laugh when I read it. Sun Dandan lowered his head and smiled bitterly," My temperament has long been constricted, I am no longer the time of the popular star, I have bullied you, and I also bullied the eldest sister, speaking of which, I am sorry for the two of you, when you followed me, you have been suppressing yourself for work, and I, but I am too public, so that when I went to the company, it was not you, and I couldn't get the money, to put it bluntly, I used to look very beautiful, in fact, sometimes it was a straw bag, Xiaomi, I am learning from you now, I should bow my head, I should raise my eyebrows and raise my head, we lost the gap between each other, we can worship the handle, it is really incredible, I hope that no matter when, as we said, we have always been together。 ”
Jiang Xiaomi's eyes were hazy with tears, "Sister Dan, I don't have any wishes now, I just hope that the eldest sister can get better, I feel so uncomfortable watching her suddenly do this." ”
Sun Dandan was silent, and suddenly shouted, "Uncle." ”
Father Shu asked softly, "Is Xiao Ai asleep?"
Sun Dandan shook his head, "Lying there, I didn't sleep." ”
He walked past them, "I'll take a look." ”
Pushing open the door, Shu Xiaoai sat up vigilantly and looked at Shu's father.
"It's Dad. Father Shu sat on the edge of the bed and asked softly, "Xiao Ai, are you hungry?"
She shook her head.
Shu's father stretched out his hand, and as soon as he touched her face, he was flashed aside by her resistance, "It's all thin like this, Dad made you your favorite lion head, as well as braised pork, in addition, there is also a cup of milk tea, it's fragrant, Dad didn't buy it, he boiled it for you." ”
The two nurses in charge urged, "Just put it down, she will eat it with chopsticks herself." ”
Every time Shu's father came to deliver food, he didn't let him stay here for long.
He belched, stood up, turned around, and walked out.
Every time Shu's father sent a meal, Shu Xiaoai never ate it, and was swallowed by two middle-aged male nurses.
When Shu's father left, the two of them were about to go out with the lunch box, but Shu Xiaoai bounced off the bed and stepped forward to snatch the lunch box from the male nurse by surprise.
The nurse was taken aback by her actions and immediately looked at her with wide eyes, "Bring it!"
Shu Xiaoai raised her chin and said something in her mouth, "This is what my dad gave me!"
The male nurse glanced at her and walked out.
The door slammed shut.
Shu Xiaoai hugged the lunch box tightly, her heart burning.
Styx sat next to her, his voice thin, "Are you sober now?"
Shu Xiaoai suddenly felt like a dream, feeling like she was in a dream, the fragments of her behavior for more than half a month were crossed out of her brain, her face was pale, and her voice was low, "Am I being lowered?"
Styx raised his eyebrows, "It's good that you can tell it, is there a way to save yourself?"
Shu Xiaoai shook her head, "If the master is still alive, he will definitely be able to break it, but I haven't been long after I took over the master's foundation, and my cultivation can't be reached, this is not death, it's just torturing me, and to successfully implement it on me, I must eat the poison cup......" Speaking of this, Shu Xiaoai sneered, "In order to destroy me, I really did everything." ”
"Have you ever thought that if this time it was a death surrender, then you would have been a corpse by now......" Styx had to say, "Uncle is afraid that his heart will be even more painful, and now he is white-headed......"
Shu Xiaoai's big tears rolled down, crying bitterly, one of the people she cares about the most is her father, thinking of him, she feels that her daughter is really incompetent.
"I guess you'll soon be in a state of confusion again, and this is the longest you've been awake in the past half a month, although it's only a few minutes. He stood up and said slowly, "I'm leaving, you take advantage of the fact that you are still awake and weigh it carefully." ”
"Night......" she panicked and grabbed his arm, "please help me." ”
Styx was indifferent, "I said before that one day you will beg me, but, this time, I don't plan to save you, if I want to save you, I will sue you when you are tricked, but I don't, just because, I want you to see how fragile your love is, because of him, how much pain you have to suffer to not be obsessed." ”
After saying that, his figure flashed and disappeared in front of her.
Shu Xiaoai sat there, her heart aching unbearably, her hand clutching the sheet, pinching it tightly.
She is not the Virgin, and she cannot forgive whoever harmed her, no matter who it is.
I asked myself, with him, so many people don't want her to be good, she has no ability to predict, and she doesn't have three heads and six arms, she is just a woman, she can't be prevented, how can she talk about this kind of day for a lifetime?
I want to hold his hand tightly and not throw it away, and I want to be happy, but it is like holding a handful of sand in my hand, and between my fingers, it has already unconsciously flowed.
When I closed my eyes, my head hurt sharply.
She lay on the bed and rolled around, the world seemed to have entered darkness, and the ray of light gradually weakened until it was gone.
There was a loud click on the door, and she didn't want to open her eyes, and the crisp sound of high heels came in, and her body was pushed.
She opened her eyes in a trance, it was a beautiful female doctor who came in, looked at her a few times, and then said to the male nurse behind her, "Take her to a closed room for treatment, no matter who it is in the future, no one is allowed to see her again, so as not to block her treatment and take her away." ”
It's like a prisoner.
Shu Xiaoai was forcibly taken out of the room with her two arms holding the lunch box, and after seven or eight locked iron doors, the female doctor took out the key to open the door, and opened it open for the male nurse to let her in.
"Hmm...... I will repeat again, this is the order of our dean, this female patient must be strictly guarded, and if there is any abnormality, she must report it immediately, and no one will be allowed to see her in the future, you know?"
"Yes!" replied the male nurse in unison.
The pretty female doctor left with disdain.
The house where Shu Xiaoai is locked up is like a well with no exit, only a very small window in a very high place, surrounded by walls, people will feel like they are running out of oxygen and will suffocate to death anytime and anywhere.
She opened the lunch box, ate the meal one bite at a time, and put the lid on the lunch box under the bed before she finished eating.
As soon as I did this, my eyes began to hollow, and my consciousness gradually drifted away, crying, laughing, singing and dancing alone.
***
Zhong Yuchen was suffering physically and mentally, and when he received a call from the dean, he asked, "I don't believe that she will suddenly have a mental abnormality." ”
The dean explained on the phone, "Many patients with schizophrenia are depressed and clear, and they are deeply affected by the insanity, Miss Shu's symptoms are very common and very typical, seeing that her symptoms are gradually worsening now, I asked her to transfer to the ward today, and during this treatment, please understand that Mr. Zhong should not see her, not only you can't see her, but no one else can see her." ”
Zhong Yuchen held his phone tightly, "Can't you see each other from afar?"
"Yes, it will interfere with the treatment, and if she sees you, it will not be good for her. ”
"Hopefully when I see her one day, she's improved a lot. There was a hint of warning in his tone.
"Mr. Zhong is assured that our hospital is a national key psychiatric hospital, and we have our own set of treatment plans for patients. ”
He hung up the phone, in a terrible mood.
"Mr. Zhong, the curtain is young and wants to see you. ”
"Let him in. ”
He turned around and looked at Mu Xuyao at the door, "Didn't you say that you want to break off with me and stop associating?"
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