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The light in the room has been a little dim, and the charcoal fire in the brazier seems to be a little insufficient. Fei Fei flew to the charcoal basin to take a look, and Mama Tong next to her was ordering the maid to add some silver charcoal, and replaced the cold tea in front of Cui Feifei with a hot one, and after doing all this, she gently stepped aside.

Cui Feifei picked up the cup of hot tea and blew it lightly, took a sip carefully, and waited for the chill on his body to subside a little before asking: "What is the mother's countermeasure for the withdrawal of relatives?"

Mrs. Qingyao smiled: "You just have to do as I say, and really hold the Changxiang Hall in your hand, and then the old lady will not depend on you for anything." If you want to put it decently, just say that you are two characters against each other, as long as the old lady does not insist, this matter will naturally be settled."

Cui Feifei slowly put down the teacup, sighed softly in his heart, and his tone was still gentle: "Actually, the family just wants me to be obedient, as long as I can follow the family's wishes, you can allow me to be willful, but if I don't obey the slightest, the family will find another person to suppress me." When she said this, she paused slightly, and her eyes showed a bit of reminiscence, "I used to hear my aunt say that if the daughter of the Cui family has no ability and a soft temperament, she has to be obedient in everything, so that even if she lives in a daze, she can ensure that she will be rich and prosperous in her life, and she can live a decent life." ”

Mrs. Qingyao was slightly surprised, and glanced at Cui Feifei, her tone was still soft, but her expression was already full of reproach: "How to speak, this is all for your good, the man should marry the woman and get married, even if the old lady chooses for you and you are not satisfied, you can't have such an attitude." Besides, if she hadn't been the one who didn't listen to people's persuasion, why would she have given up her life so easily? If she had listened to me in those years, this Changxiangdian might have been surnamed Cui a long time ago!"

Cui Feifei nodded slightly: "My aunt and I are indeed different, I don't have my aunt to live clearly, and I don't have as tough and strong as my aunt." In the end, I was pampered, and I was supported by my mother all the way, even if I entered the Yuheng Hall and became a great incense master, I still didn't dare to make my own decisions about many things. Sometimes I think about it, I'm like this, I'm really sorry for my aunt's trust and trust before she died. ”

Mrs. Qingyao was very surprised, Cui Feifei's words were clearly a sign of weakness, but when she listened to it at this time, she felt a sense of loss of control that was difficult to grasp.

This is still her own daughter, and she still has such a dignified and calm demeanor when she speaks, but there is really something different.

Cui Feifei asked: "Mother, do you know why I have always admired my aunt?"

Mrs. Qingyao paused before saying: "You have liked incense since you were a child, she is a great incense master, her identity and fame, you are not the only one in the Cui family who admires her." ”

"Everyone thinks that I admire my aunt so much because of her status and her incredible fame. Cui Feifei smiled faintly as he spoke, with a little self-deprecation on his lips, but his eyes became clearer and clearer, "Actually, it's not, mother, I admire my aunt and am willing to follow in her footsteps, because I saw from my aunt that in this world, women can live like her." ”

"Live like her?" Mrs. Qingyao frowned at first, and then a sneer appeared on her lips, "Could it be that you think she has lived a good life all her life? Not to mention her relationship with her family, from the moment she entered the incense hall, what day do you think she was relieved? At the beginning, she couldn't know people clearly, but she was robbed of a man by her best friend and then a child. The family originally found a good family for her, but she didn't know how to cherish it, or insisted on going her own way, and finally delayed herself. What's even more tragic is that the children she has been looking for for more than ten years finally came to her, but they were not really reunited. In her life, she has always been alone, even if she sits in the position of the great incense master, she has no status and status, and she has suffered all her life!"

Cui Feifei said: "It turns out that in the eyes of my mother, my aunt is so pitiful and pathetic." ”

Lady Qingyao couldn't help but frown again.

Cui Feifei said: "The daughter of the Cui family, or...... Most of the women in this world are the same. We have been told since childhood to know tolerance and generosity, to learn sacrifice and dedication, these admonitions, clearly draw a way, as long as we set foot on this road, we dare not make the slightest mistake. ”

Mrs. Qingyao asked, "What's wrong with this?" ”

Cui Feifei said: "I don't think it's bad or wrong, it's just ......"

"Just what?"

"I just never dared to think about what a woman who didn't take this path would be like until I saw my aunt. Cui Feifei said this, and smiled lightly, the smile was a little envious, and a little nostalgic, "My aunt is selfish, protects her shortcomings, and has a clear love and hate." As long as she doesn't like it, no matter how others lobby, she can't embarrass herself. If she annoys her, no matter who the other party is, she will not be polite, she is different from us, and she is not afraid to show such a characteristic of herself. ”

Mrs. Qingyao said sneeringly: "To put it bluntly, it's just a wayward person, it's really rare?"

Cui Feifei said: "Yes, it's willful, but my mother doesn't think that being able to live so willful is a kind of happiness in itself." In this life, my aunt is worthy of the sky, worthy of the earth, worthy of others, and worthy of her heart. ”

Mrs. Qingyao raised her eyebrows slightly, she had never agreed with a woman like Cui Wenjun, let alone her way of living, even if the other party was a great incense master. Therefore, when the daughter she raised now has such an attitude, the displeasure in her heart can no longer be suppressed, and her face sank slightly: "So, do you want to learn from your aunt now?"

Cui Feifei said: "I can't learn, but there are some things that I still want to follow my heart." ”

Mrs. Qingyao pressed the corners of her mouth before she spoke again: "You don't want to listen to me?"

Cui Feifei said: "I am grateful for my mother's hard work, but this matter is not a family matter. ”

Lady Qingyao looked at her with almost some hatred: "Of course this is not a family matter, if it is a family matter, why do I have to spend so much time talking to you! Fei'er, don't you understand in your own heart, this is a great opportunity for the Yuheng Palace, for you! The Yun family's power in Nanjun is extremely strong, and with the help of the Yun family, you can contain the people of Xianggu in Southern Xinjiang when you need it, and even the Daomen will be on your side because of this." As for the Tianshu Hall and the Tianji Palace, as well as the Tianxuan Palace, it won't be long before they will fight together, and in the end, they will both lose, just to give you a chance......"

However, before Mrs. Qingyao finished speaking, Cui Feifei spoke: "The matter of the Xiang Palace, the Xiang Palace will solve it by itself." ”

Lady Qingyao was interrupted, and her face showed obvious displeasure.

Cui Feifei then asked: "Mother, do you know why the Changxiang Palace has survived for thousands of years, it is not without secular power in the past, and even the power of the imperial power wants to overthrow the Changxiang Palace, but it has not succeeded." ”

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This kind of inner drama, the character's self-understanding is the most difficult to write!

Recently, I have been busy and lazy...... (To be continued.) )