Chapter 19 The End

The red dust ended, and those long years of love were all spared by the wind and frost of history with the deceased.

But the sad and joyful love is smeared into a little ink between the paper leaves, and the tone softly tells the touching legends of the ages.

The world is too big, life is always long, nothing is eternal, and no one remains with you all the time.

A person's life can only usher in a new beginning when it continues to end.

Everyone has their own path to follow, and there are always new people around us.

Time at rest is moving, even in the direction of the end. Perhaps, there will be people who think that nothing has changed, but in fact, it is changing little by little.

Day and night, destroying the beautiful dream of ten years of life, the unbearable and ugly isolation of years resurfaced in my mind.

It turns out that the beauty of the world is not the so-called love, but the persistence of choosing from beginning to end.

Persistence turns out to be just a mistake, so why struggle with the final choice.

Once I woke up from the dream, I finally ended this dream, and now I have recognized the reality.

Simple, fanatical, bland, broken, hurtful, a dreamlike family coming-of-age ceremony, finally over!

And the so-called love, now, should also be over!

In the early summer of the Chinese lanterns, the city of Yudu was very lively, and the events in Yejia Square in the afternoon did not seem to affect people much.

The joy of the whole city promised by the Ye family patriarch is also going on as usual...

In Yefu, the capital city, in a very simple room, a young man in a black shirt leaned against the head of the bed, ten fingers inserted into the black hair on the back of his head, and his eyes stared at the ceiling a little distractedly...

After such a long time, the young man slowly raised his left hand, spread out his palm, looked at the blood mark in his palm, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly: "Hehe... The gorgeous appearance always hides the dirtiest people's hearts. ”

After a while, the corners of the young man's mouth overflowed with a touch of self-deprecation, and he said to himself: "This continent is really a world where strength is respected, if you don't have enough strength, everything that originally belonged to you will eventually have nothing to do with you." And you can only be slaughtered like an ant!"

At this point, the young man in black clenched the left hand that had not dried up with blood, because of the great strength, the sharp nails couldn't help tearing the wound again, and the red blood leached out along the fingers, falling on the bed and making a ticking sound...

The black-clothed young man bit his lip tightly, and the scenes at today's family coming-of-age ceremony kept coming to mind in his mind.

The proud daughter of the sky, Ouyang Yixue, her childhood sweetheart and two unsuspecting fiancΓ©es, came to regret her marriage!

An indifferent young man, a thousand souls, a brother who sacrificed his life to save him, came to the door to rob the marriage!

Originally, I had lost my memory, and I only had some vague impressions of some people and things in the past.

I never thought that the awakening of memory would come so quickly and so funny.

Thinking of the words and sentences of Ouyang Yixue, Mo Qiansoul and others on the Ye Family Square today, for a while, Ye Xingchen's heart was like a knife, and his body couldn't help but tremble.

There are some things that the more you don't want to think about them, the clearer they become. From the past to the present, my thoughts are all entangled together.

After a while, Ye Xingchen snorted coldly in his heart, and said, "Hmph, there is always one person who wants to win, why can't that person be me?" Then, a slightly hoarse but extremely firm voice sounded: "Today's humiliation, I, Ye Xingchen, will never allow it to happen again." ”

With that, Ye Xingchen slowly got up and walked towards the window...

Coming to the window, Ye Xingchen put his hands behind his back, looked at the courtyard below the attic, and saw the arch in the courtyard as far as his eyes went.

For a while, Ye Xingchen was a little engrossed, just staring down quietly...

After a long time, Ye Xingchen let out a long sigh, and sighed in his heart: "In a person's life, it is better to find a way than to find a door, the door is a part of the wall, allowing people to come and go, and also blocking people from entering and exiting." The place with high walls is like a gorgeous birdcage, without wind and rain, with fine clothes and fine food, but the people inside have lost the ability to fly. ”

What Ye Xingchen said is true, the door is for tens of millions of people to enter and exit, but his own road is paved by his own footprints. Although it will be muddy, it will be free, and you can let life run freely and always be full of passion.

As the saying goes, if there is no dream in life, it is no different from salted fish.

Dreams, in other words, are called ambitions. And ambition needs to be accompanied by strength to be possible. As for chance, that's just a derivative of strength.

Go forward, believe in your dreams, and choose to persevere, only then will you have the opportunity to prove to yourself that the world is different because of you.

In this world, there is no shortage of talented people, but there are few outstanding people, and those who revel in the pleasure of laziness because of their own talents, it is difficult to become outstanding in the end.

Ye Xingchen retracted his gaze, looked up at the night sky, and said in a low voice: "The night is as cold as water, and my heart is sad, how many frustrations are in my life? ”

"Chen'er, haven't you slept yet?"

A soft, concerned voice shattered the silence...

Hearing this, Ye Xingchen also came back from his contemplation, turned around and said, "Grandpa, you're here." ”

Looking at the young man in front of him, a trace of sadness flashed between Ye Yun's eyebrows, and then, with a loving smile on his face, he said, "Are you still thinking about today's ceremony?"

Hearing this, Ye Xingchen smiled, and some young and old people shook their heads, and said, "Grandpa, it's okay, it's all over." ”

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay..."Looking at Ye Xingchen's somewhat far-fetched smile, Ye Yun didn't know what to say, so he had to say in a loud voice.

Looking at the somewhat immature and delicate face in front of him, no matter how casual Ye Xingchen behaved, he was only a fifteen or sixteen-year-old child after all. At such an age, it is impossible to really do nothing without happening, even if a person like himself has seen strong winds and waves, it is impossible to do it completely, even if he is just a child.

As if he saw the sorrow in his grandfather's heart, Ye Xingchen's eyes were extremely firm and said: "Grandpa, the humiliation suffered by the family today, he will definitely get it back ten times more every day." ”

When the words fell, there was a trace of tears flashing in Ye Xingchen's eyes. Eventually, I couldn't bear it anymore, and a tear gently slipped from the corner of my eye...

"Chen'er, you are my Ye Yun's grandson, no matter how big the matter is, even if the sky falls, grandpa will help you bear it. Ye Yun said while touching Ye Xingchen's head.

Looking at the old man in front of him, Ye Xingchen couldn't help but feel a trace of melancholy in his heart. When I went home this time, not only did I practice in Shushan for three years without results, but I even had no cultivation at all.

However, the old man in front of him still loves himself as much as ever, and even more so for himself, regardless of his own life.

"Grandpa, you protect me to grow up, and I will accompany you to grow old. Chen'er promises you that as long as I am here, I will never allow anyone to bully the Ye family. Looking at his grandfather with both eyes, Ye Xingchen said indignantly.

"Silly boy. Ye Yun touched Ye Xingchen's head.

Looking at the young man who has experienced all kinds of misfortunes in front of him, but has always behaved extremely calm. At this moment, Ye Yun couldn't help but blame himself in his heart, if he hadn't sent him to Shumen at the beginning, there wouldn't have been so many things now.

"Hey..."

Thinking of his original insistence, Ye Yun couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

After a while, Ye Yun's slightly worried voice sounded in the room: "Chen'er, a three-year appointment..."

Without waiting for his grandfather to finish speaking, Ye Xingchen said directly: "Three years later, if I can only sit on the sidelines and not play, it means that I am a complete failure." ”

Looking at the young man in front of him who has gradually changed from a young and ignorant to a responsible teenager, he can't help but sigh in his heart: "At the age of sixteen, I should have the fragrance of roses, but now I am no longer afraid of loneliness in the dark night." Then, he said loudly: "Grandpa believes that our family Chen'er has really grown up." ”

Ye Xingchen didn't speak again, only to see him turn around slowly, his eyes looking at the dark night sky again...

Sometimes, people just want to be willful for no reason, without wearing a mask, recklessly, ignoring those grandiose constraints, and even without deliberately forcing themselves to become a better person.

Say vows to those you like, say hatefulness to those you hate, see those who hurt you with swords, and turn a blind eye to those who linger.

You can allow yourself to fail, you can allow yourself to be inferior to others, you can allow yourself to be an ordinary person.

From now on, appreciate and accept that imperfect self and be bold enough to do what you need to do.

Perhaps, only in this way can it be possible to get out of the castle of fantasy and out of your comfort zone.

With Ye Xingchen's contemplation, for a while, the old and the young in the room stopped talking, and Ye Yun, who was behind him, quietly looked at the young figure standing in front of the window...

For such a long time, a gentle voice broke the brief silence in the room.

"Chen'er, I don't know if I can tell grandpa, what's going on with the Shumen Jianghu Order?"