Chapter 214: Procrastination

"I know. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" I said. Then I was silent for a moment, and then my eyes turned from the teacup in my hand to Rong Yan, who was standing aside, a little puzzled.

I sighed lightly, looked at her still a little puzzled, and explained: "Rong Yan, let me ask you, what is what we lack the most now?" ”

Rong Yan frowned and thought for a while, and then the frowning brow was unraveled, and he said softly in a questioning tone: "Niangniang is saying...... Time? ”

"yes...... It's time ......" I took Rong Yan's words, repeated them again, and then continued: "If it is shown that they will not return to the palace now, then I am afraid that the emperor will have to send someone to chase these two girls a long time ago." ”

The latter words, that is, I didn't say it, and Rong Yan also understood: "So Niangniang wants to ...... Mother, but if you do this, you will be charged with a new crime! ”

I shook my head and whispered, "I don't care so much now...... If Si Yuan didn't find Dr. Ke, it would be to implicate her for no reason; If Nian Yang didn't go back to the house to find his father...... Or maybe my father doesn't have time to make any arrangements......"

At this point, the tone of my voice changed, and I asked Rong Yan sharply: "Then do you know what the consequences will be?!" ”

Rong Yan was silent. I snorted coldly and continued, "You know very well what the consequences are. My Wen family...... I'm afraid that I will be wiped out...... There is no more blood left in the world! ”

When Rong Yan heard this, he knelt silently in front of me and said softly: "Don't be angry, the slave is wrong, ask the mother to punish you." ”

I looked at Rong Yan, who was kneeling at my feet with my head bowed, sighed again, and reached out to help her up. Then he said: "Rong Yan, I know that you are for my good in your heart...... I also know that you are scared by this palace rule......"

After helping her up, I turned around and walked to the window again, walked to the window, opened the window, turned my head and continued with her: "Rong Yan...... Now, I have a long heart to die...... It's just that one day I don't know if my Wen family can leave a bloodline...... I didn't ask the emperor in person why he treated me like this...... I felt like I couldn't swallow it...... I can't close my eyes......"

After listening to me, Rong Yan hurriedly persuaded me: "Niangniang...... You must not think of that......"

I looked at her with a smile and said, "Oh? Why can't I think so? The husband of this palace is going to destroy the mother family of this palace...... The sisters of the main palace want to harm the main palace in every possible way...... What about Hongu? Hongu doesn't know which good sister wants to harm herself! I don't know...... I don't know that the mother family of this palace is in trouble, what can I do?! ”

Rong Yan opened his mouth, paused again, and finally said, "Niangniang...... You...... You can get revenge......"

But such an attempt to persuade me made me hysterical.

"Revenge? Then you tell me, who am I supposed to take revenge on? Is it revenge on an informant I don't know? Still is...... Still is...... Still ...... "The sentence 'still revenge the emperor', I still didn't say it in the end."

Yes, no matter how the concubines in the harem intrigue with each other, no matter how they crush each other, how they twist and turn to my Xianfu Palace, and how they twist and turn to me, my heart has been as plain as water before.

Because I know this is the palace...... It is a palace that eats people and does not spit out bones. Whether it is the careful instructions of my father and mother before entering the palace, or the personal experience given to me during this time in the palace, I understand that this is the palace and this is the truth.

But now my heart is dead...... It's the emperor! It's him...... I met for the first time in the pear blossom forest, I fell in love at first sight, and I accepted the favor one night, and I stepped into the whirlpool of love step by step, and I fell into it little by little, and it was difficult to pull out my feet......

If Rong Yan said it, didn't it bring such bad news at the same time...... That...... The emperor noticed me early and sent Rong Yan over to serve me again and again...... Take me home when I miss home...... I'm afraid I'll be more moved and more loving, right?

Pity...... Rong Yan confessed to me...... But it's because the emperor wants to destroy my Wen Manchu!

That sentence 'I will always have a place for you in my heart', what else is "There is a Beautiful Woman Under the Moon"...... These have gone from sweetness to hypocrisy.

He is the emperor, I have always known and understood it. So I didn't expect him to spoil me alone, and I didn't expect him to never draft a concubine again.

I even ...... I didn't expect him to be the only one in his heart. Because when I met the emperor, he already had a concubine who sacrificed a lot for him, oh, now she is a concubine.

and his first woman, who is now the queen of the Middle Palace. There is also Concubine Jinniang, who gave birth to his first child, and Concubine De, who contributed a lot to his accession to the throne.

My heart is full of ...... It's just that he can have such a small position in his heart, to be able to be by his side often, even if it is not much, even if there are not as many as others, it is good to be by his side. It's like...... Just like Concubine Jin......

But...... Do I really have that little place in his heart? If there is a little bit of space...... Is he ...... Wouldn't you have dealt with my father so cruelly? Isn't it...... Don't you want to exterminate the Wenjia Manchus?

My father was loyal to him and did things for him! When he took me home, he actually wanted to talk to his father about political affairs, so he went to the house! Take me with you...... Actually, half of it is homesickness...... The other half...... I'm afraid I just want my father to look at me and promise him, right?

Or...... I really have a little bit of a place in his heart...... But in the face of the country's righteousness, he still had to choose to sacrifice my father and the entire Wen family......

In this way, there is a little place in his heart that belongs to me...... And how? Could it be that I can fall in love with him as much as I did before? He...... But my father and mother are my enemies!

I'm just a woman, I don't understand those major affairs of the government, and I don't want to understand them. All I know is ...... If my husband had been my husband, he would have killed my father and mother, and destroyed my mother's family...... I...... That's really unfilial piety......

If you don't know the shame anymore, you will kill your father and your mother's enemy...... I will come under the Nine Springs...... What face do you have to face the ancestors of the Wen family, and what face do you face your parents, brothers and sisters?

Now that I think about it, I am full of desolation. With a light sigh, I turned my head and said to Rong Yan, "Okay...... No more talking. You don't have to worry anymore...... If...... If you can survive three days...... I went to the emperor by myself to ask for guilt. And he said...... The two girls defected. ”